第4章
“fuxiansheng！”yishenglianmangganguoqu。
fuxizhouningmei，yonglianyalexiataiyangxue，wenzhushenying，“womeishi。”
“zheixiexue，gouleme？”tamuguangluozaiwendaixianruodebeiyingshang。
tasihubijiyizhongyaoshoulebushao。
“差不多了。”
“那就停下来。”
......
wendaixinglaishi，yijingtianheile。
erfuxizhouyezaojiubujianlezongying。
beichouxuedeneizhishouwanfanzheqingzi，fuzhongzhe。
tayizhangliancanbaideyaoming，zhenggerenhunhuneedezouzaizoulangli。
yiyuannei，dengguanghunhuang，taxianruodeshenyingtouluozaidimian，tuochuyidaozhangzhangdeyingzi。
wendaihunhuneedezouzhe，youruzouzaihuangquanmengjingzhizhong。
buzhizouleduojiu，wendaitingdaoyidaoshuxidemanshibaoyuandenvyin。
“xizhoudaodishenmeshihougennei**lihun？wozheiyangyizhizhuangcanfeizuozailunyishang，doukuaiyumensile。”
这声音，是林芷若！
wendaishentiyijiang，tatoupifama，lengzaiyuandi。
cishi，bingfangdemenbeiweiwanquanguanjin，touchuyitiaoxiaofengxilai。
gezhefengxi，wendaikandaolinzhiruonazheshouji，zaijisheidadianhua，yizhanglianshanghongguangmanmian，naliyoubandianyiyudeyaozishademoyang！
suoyishuo，linzhiruozuozailunyishang，shizhuangde？
neimesannianqianneichangchehuo，yeshitazaixianhaiziji？！
wendaicuoedezhanzaiyuandi，zheiyishun，tadanaoyipiankongbai。
“wopianxizhoushuowogewanzisha，xizhoujinghaizhenxinle，chouleneinvrenzhengzhengyiqianhaoshengxue。
wendaineigechunhuohaibuzhidaoba，tadexuezaojiubeidaozaimatongliliuruxiashuidao！”
“chouleneimeduoxuedoumeibatajichousi，duzilideniezhongyehaihaohaode，**jiushimingda！”
什么......
wendaimianshangdexuesehongrantunqu，tazhandouzheshouxiangqunashouji，xiayishiyaoluyin，kedangtadakaishoujiquefaxianshoujizaojiutingdianguanjile。
tajicudehuxi，qiangrenzhunuqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialaijixutingzhe。
“chenzhexizhouxianzaihaimeihuifujiyi，woyaoganjinbataduzilidehaizichudiao！shangcinijiwodeyaohaiyouma，wodeganjinjixizhouyongshang。”
wendaihunshenxueyebiandebingliangchegu，taduozaiyipang，pingzhuhuxi，zixitingzhe。
药？
什么药要给西洲用？
“hao，mingtianjidejiwo。zheiyaotingguanyongde，gennei**deguowang，tabandiandouxiangbuqilai。zhiyaogenwendainei**lilehun，wojiunengruyuanjiajitazuofujiashaonainai。”
linzhiruoneizhanglianshangmanshideyi。
tingdaozheili，wendairuzaoleiji。
yuanlai......zheiyiqiedoushilinzhiruoshejide！
shitamoqulexizhounaozhongguanyutadejiyi。
tajuebunengjiuzheiyangranglinzhiruodecheng！
wendaiyaoya，tazhengyaoqugaosufuxizhoujiechuanlinzhiruodeyinmou，keturan——
“nizaizheilizuoshenme？”
lengchendesangyincongtashenhouchuanlai，jiazazheyinyuyubuman。
nanrensangyinbuda，danzuyirangbingfangneidelinzhiruotingdao，talianseyibai。
zheigaiside**shenmeshihouchuxianzaizheide？
gangcaidehua，tayoutingdaoleduoshao？
“wendai，nishilaikanwangwode，duime？”linzhiruohenkuailengjingxialai，chunjiaoshiqingchunwuhaidexiao，kanxiangtadeyanshenlimanshidanyou，“jiranlaile，zenmebujinmenni？
shuoqilaiwoyaohaohaoganxieni，chouleneimeduoxue，yidinghenteng，duibudui？”
wendailengyankanzhelinzhiruodeweizhuang，lengxiaoyisheng，“linxiaojieshishenmepaizidesuliaodai，neimenengzhuang？”
“ni......”linzhiruobeitaduidemiansecanbaileshun。
gangcaidehua，zhei**doutingdaole！
linzhiruofanzheleiguangdemoukelianxixidegenluyetingmuguangduishi，nanrenmouseyichen。
“wendai，nishuohuazhuyixie。”nanrensangyinbuyue。
“nixianzaihaizaiweiletashuohua。”wendaisangyinfase，tayiziyiju，“linzhiruomeigewanzisha，zaiwoshenshangchoudexuegengbushijitayonglaijiumingde。zheibuguoshitayanxideshouduan。
erqie，tadetuigenbenjiumeiyouwenti，zuozailunyishangbuguoshipianqunidetongqing，sannianqiandechehuoyeshitazidaoziyande！gengzhongyaodeshi，ta......”
linzhiruoxinjianyitiao，pobujidaidedaduanwendaidehua，“wendai，nizenmehuizheimekanwo？”
“zuizhongyaodeshi，nishiqudejiyiyizhimeizhaohuilai，yeshiyinweita！shitazhaorenjinicuimian，xiquleninaozhongguanyuwodejiyi！”
wendaiyusuyoukuaiyouji，tajiqiedeningshizhefuxizhou。
yuanbentayijingkuaiyaozaizheiduanhunyinlijianchibuxiaqule，yejuexinfangguobici，keyiwaidezhidezhenxiangquerangtadexinsihuifuran。
ruguobushilinzhiruocongzhongzuogeng，tagentadeshiyiyebuhuibianchengxianzaizheiyang......
zhiyaobawuhuijieshiqingchule，tamenhaihuihuidaocongqian......
“xizhou......”linzhiruoaiwandejiaolesheng，chuchukelian，rerenlianxi。
nanrenshensuiheichendemouluozaiwendaishenshang，houzhongdelengyicongtayanzhongshenchusihunengningchenggeporenpiroudedao，“niyiweiwohuixiangxinnideguihua？
说谎也要有个度。”
“xizhou，wojiuzhidao，nihuixiangxinwo。”
linzhiruoningzheleizhudejiemaoweiweiyizhan，jichuyimorerenxinliandexiao。
“fuxizhou！weishenmenibukenxiangxinwo？”wendaisangyinfazhan，“zheixiehuashiwogangcaiqinertingdaode，zhishiwoshoujimeidianguanjilemeiluxiayinlai......”
“jirannibuxiangxinwo，neiwojiuzhengmingjinikan！”
wendaishenxiyikouqi，taxunsushangqian，kouzhulinzhiruodeshouwan，yonglibatawangchuangxiatuo！
“xizhoujiuwo！”linzhiruojinghuangshicuodejianjiaoshengxiangqi，tarouruowugubandebeiwendaixunsutuoxiabingchuang，shuangtuizhongzhongkepengzaidimianshang——
“nidetuifenmingnengdong，nizhanqilai，zhanqilaia！”wendaishayazhesangyin。
“放开她！”
nanrenyouruguangsubanbiaodaowendaishencelai，hunshenyourubingshuanglengning，tadashouzuanzhuwendaideshouwan，batawangpangbianzhongzhongyitui——
wendaibeichouleneimeduoxueyuanbenhunshendeliqisuoshengwuji，nengbalinzhiruozhuaiqilaiyijingshitilijixian，cishibeinanrenyitui，shentiliangqianglexia，zhongzhongshuaidaozaidi，zuanxindetongmanyanxilai——
wendaitengdefanchuleihualai，mohudeleiyanzhong，takanjianfuxizhoujiqiedejianglinzhiruobaoqilaifangzhizaibingchuangshang，zixijianchatadeshenti，“zenmeyang？shuaidaonale？”
taxunsubotongyiyonghujiaoling，sangyinjiqie，“1103bingfang，kuaiguolai！”
wendaitongdaohoulongzhinengfachuxiweideshengyin，tineisihuyoushenmedongxizaijijuliushi。
tashenshouchuxiangshenxia，shouzhangxinshiyipianguntangdehuani。
是血......
wendaitongkongyizhan，tarudongzhecangbaidechunban，“haizi......wodehaizi......”