tadehuayinluoxia,zhenggezhantingxianruleyizhongguiyidejijing。suiji,renqunzhongbaofachuleyizhenyayibuzhudezhangsheng。neizhangshengciqibifu,yuelaiyuerelie,xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwobaowei。meiyisheng,douxiangyijierguang,shanzaiwozaoyiyanmianjinshidelianshang。
wokanzhezhanzairenqunzhongyangdejiangchi,taweiweihanshou,xiangguzhangdelaibinmenzhiyi,zitaiyouyadeti,fangfoganggangjinglidezhishiyichangwushangdayadexueshubianlun,erbushiyichangjianbanuzhangdeduizhi。tadecongronghewodelangbei,xingchenglezuixianmingdeduibi。
woshule。shudeyibaitudi。
woshituyongwozuishanzhangdewuqi——jinqian,laijikuata,xiuruta。jieguo,taqueyongyizhongwowanquanwufalijiedefangshi,jiangwodewuqihuaweiwuxing,shenzhifanguolai,chengjiuletazijideguanghui。juanzengjijijinhui,quanqiuxunzhan……zheibidanchunmaichutianjia,gengnengzhangxianyigeyishujiadegejuyuxionghuai。
wojingxincehuadezhimingyiji,zuizhongquebianchengleweitajiamiandelipao。
neigejiaochenmodenanrenzoudaotashenbian,dishengshuolejushenme,yanshenlimanshihaobuyanshidexinshangyuguanqie。jiangchiduitaxiaolexiao,neixiaoronglidaizhewocongweijianguodeshiranyuqingsong。tamenzhanzaiyiqi,yigewenrunruyu,yigeguangmangsishe,jingshishuobuchudehexiedengdui。
zheiyimu,xiangyigenduci,shenshenzhajinwodexinli。
wozaiyedaibuxiaqule。zaizhongrenhuotongqing、huobiyi、huokanhaoxidemuguangzhong,wojihushiluohuangertao。zouchumeishuguan,yunchengwuhoudeyangguangcidewoyanjingshengteng。wozuojincheli,sijiwenwoqunali,woquemangrandidabushanglai。
我还能去哪里?
woyiweiwoshilaizhuahuiwodejinsiquede,quefaxiantazaoyizhengtuolelaolong,feixiangleshuyutadeguangkuotiankong。erwo,neigeziyiweishidesizhu,shoulizhishengxialeyibahaowuyongchudejinyaochi。
womeiyouhuijiudian,ershirangsijizaiyunchengmanwumudedikaizhe。chechuangwai,zheizuoxiaochengyouxianhuanmandejiezou,yuwoneixindejingtaohailanggegeburu。wotaochushouji,guishishenchadisousuoqi“chixia”he“guojinvxingyishufazhanjijinhui”。
henkuai,xiangguandexinwenjiuputiangaidierlai。jijinhuideguanfangwangzhanshang,yijingguachuleguanyu《qiuniao》juanzengdezhengshigonggao,shangmianfuyoujiangchihejijinhuizhuxideheying。zhaopianli,taxiaodezixinercanlan。gonggaolishengzanle“chixia”nvshidekangkaiyuyuanjian,chengtadezuopinjiangjiliquanqiuwushunvxingzhuiqiuduliyuziyou。
wodemingzi,guyan,zaizheipianguangxianlianglidegonggaoli,chengleyigebeiyibidaiguode、chongmanfengciyiweidebeijingban——“gaizuopindechuangzuolinggan,laiyuanyuhuajiabenrenyiduanyayidehunyinjingli”。
wochengletachenggonggushilideneige“fanpai”,neige“yayideguoqu”。
shoujipingmudeguangzhaozaiwolianshang,wokandaobolichuangshangzijiniuqudedaoying。fennu、bugan、jidu、huihen……zhongzhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi,jihuyaojiangwosilie。
我不能就这么算了。
wobunengjieshoutayongzheiyangyizhongfangshi,chedijiangwocongtadeshijielitichuchuqu。
yigefengkuangdeniantouzaiwonaozhongchengxing。jirantabukenhuilai,neiwojiuhuidiaotaxianzaiyongyoudeyiqie。woyaorangtazhidao,likailewodebihu,tasuoweide“tiankong”,buguoshijinghuashuiyue,bukanyiji。
wobotonglegongsigongguanzongjiandedianhua。
“jiwocha。”wodeshengyinbinglengdemeiyouyisiwendu,“woyaozhidao‘chixia’deyiqie。tashizenmechengmingde,beihouyoumeiyoutuishou,zuopinyoumeiyouchaoxixianyi,sishenghuoyoumeiyouheiliao。wadisanchi,yeyaojiwozhaochunengrangtashenbaimingliededongxi。”
“guzong,zhei……”gongguanzongjianyouxiechiyi,“‘chixia’xianzaifengtouzhengjing,erqiezuopinganggangjuanzengjileguojizhimingjijinhui,zheigeshihougongjita,yulunshangduiwomenkenenghuihenbuli。”
“wobuguanshenmeyoulibuli。”wocubaodidaduanta,“wozhiyaojieguo。qianbushiwenti,zhaozuihaodeshuijun,zuihaodegouzi,woyaorang‘chixia’zheigemingzi,zaisantianzhinei,bianchengyigexiaohua。”
gualedianhua,woganjuexinlineigubiemendexiehuo,zhongyuzhaodaoleyigexuanxiedechukou。
jiangchi,nibushixiangfeima?neiwojiuqinshouzheduannidechibang。woyaorangnicongyunduandieluonitan,rangnimingbai,niweiyinengyikaoderen,zhiyouwo。
jiexialaideliangtian,wobazijiguanzaijiudianli,yibianchulizhejiyadegongwu,yibiandengdaizhegongguantuanduidexiaoxi。
xiaolvhengao。diertianxiawu,yifenguanyujiangchidexiangxidiaochabaogaojiufadaolewodeyouxiangli。
我迫不及待地点开。
baogaolijiluletazheisannianlaidesuoyouguiji。yuanlai,zaiwomenjiehundediernian,tajiukaishiyong“chixia”zheigebiming,zaiguowaiyigefeichangxiaozhongdeyishuwangzhanshangfabiaozuopin。qichu,tadehuabingmeiyouyinqitaiduoguanzhu。dantayizhizaijianchi,fenggeyeyufachengshuheruili。
zhuanzhedianfashengzaiyinianqian。yiweinimingdeshouzangjia,kaishizaiwangzhanshanggaojiashougoutadesuoyouhuazuo。zheiweishouzangjiadepinweijigao,zaiquanneihenyouyingxiangli。zaitadedaidongxia,“chixia”demingzikaishizaixiaoquanzililiuchuankailai。houlai,tabeiyiweizishenyishujingjirenfajue,yejiushineigechenmo,kaishibangtaguihuazhiyelujing,canjiagezhongxianshangzhanlan,zuizhongyibubuzoudaole“xingchenjiang”dewutaishang。
zhenggeguocheng,qingxi,ganjing,meiyourenhekeyizhizhaideheidian。tadezuopinquanbushiyuanchuang,fenggedushuyizhi,bucunzaichaoxidekeneng。sishenghuogengshijiandandexiangyizhangbaizhi,chulehewozheiduanhunyin,tajihumeiyourenheshejiao。
weiyikeyide,shineigezuizaogaojiashougoutahuazuode“nimingshouzangjia”。tadeshenfen,wodetuanduiyongjinbanfayechabuchulai,duifangdefanzhuizongnenglijiqiang。
“guzong,muqianlaikan,xiangcongzhuanyehuosideshanggongjita,nandufeichangda。”gongguanzongjianzaidianhualihuibao,“tataiganjingle。”
“neijiuzhizaoheidian!”wofanzaodidihou,“shuijunbushizuishanzhangwuzhongshengyouma?jiushuotadejiangshimaide,shuotaheneigecezhanrenchenmoyoubuzhengdangguanxi,shuotadezuopinshituanduidaibi!suibianshenmedouxing,zhiyaonengbashuijiaohun!”
“……mingbaile,guzong。”
wozhidaozheiyangzuohenbeilie,shenzhiyouxiebuzeshouduan。danwoyijingbeijiduhebuganchonghunletounao。wowufarenshoutazaiwokanbudaodedifangfaguangfare,gengwufarenshoutashenbianzhanzhelingyigenanren。
dangwan,wangluoshangkaishichuxiandaliangguanyu“chixia”defumianyanlun。
“jingtianneimu!tiancaihuajia‘chixia’jingshikaoqianguizeshangwei?”
“shenba‘xingchenjiang’beihoudezibenyunzuo,huojiangzuopin《qiuniao》beizhimingbufushi!”
“chixiayucezhanrenchenmoguanxiaimei,gongtongchurujiudianzhaopianliuchu!”
shuijunmenpchulemohubuqingdezhaopian,bianzaoleyoubiziyouyande“zhiqingrenbaoliao”,yishijian,wangluoshangwuyanzhangqi。gangganghaibeifengwei“dulinvxingkaimo”dejiangchi,zhuanyanjiubeitieshanglegezhongangzangdebiaoqian。
woshuaxinzheneixiebukanrumudepinglun,xinzhongquebingweigandaoyisikuaiyi,faneryouyizhongkongluoluodejiaozao。
woyiweitahuibengkui,huidadianhualaizhiwenwo,shenzhiqiurao。
raner,meiyou。tadeshoujiyijiushikonghao。tajiuxiangyigezhishenshiwaidekanke,duizheichangpoxiangtadezangshui,haowufanying。
fandaoshichenmoheyunchengmeishuguan,diyishijianfabulelianheshengming,yanliqianzelezaoyaoxingwei,bingbiaoshijiangzhuijiufalvzeren。dantamendeshengyin,henkuaijiubeiwoguyongdeshuijundachaosuoyanmei。
disantian,yejiushiyulunfajiaodaodingfengdeshihou,shiqingfashengleyixiangbudaodezhuanzhe。
neigeyizhibaochishenmide“guojinvxingyishufazhanjijinhui”,turanzaiguanfangshejiaomeitishang,fabuleyifeng**。
xinshixiejisuoyouguanzhu“chixia”nvshiderende。
xinzhong,jijinhuizhuxi,yiweizaiguojishangdegaowangzhongdenvquanyundonglingxiu,yongjiqifennudecuoci,tongchileneixiezhendui“chixia”dewangluobaoli。
“……womenwufaxiangxiang,zai21shijidejintian,dangyiweinvxingyishujiapingjiezijidecaihuaqudechengjiushi,tasuoyaomianduide,bushixianhuahezhangsheng,ershihaowugenjudewumiehe**xiuru。zheixieedudeyanlun,bujinshiduichixianvshigerendegongji,gengshiduisuoyouzhuiqiuduliyumengxiangdenvxingdetiaoxin!”
“……weilehanweiyishudechuncuiyunvxingdezunyan,womenjueding,jiangtiqianqidong《qiuniao》dequanqiuxunzhanjihua。diyizhan,jiudingzaizhongguo。womenyijinglianxilezhongguoguojiameishuguan,tamenduicibiaoshilejidadehuanyinghezhichi。jieshi,womenjiangyaoqingquanqiuzuidingjiandeyishupinglunjia、shouzangjiayijigeguomeiti,gongtongjianzhengzheifujiezuodeguangmang。womenxiangxin,zaizhenzhengdeyishumianqian,yiqiehuangyandoujiangbugongzipo!”
zheifengxin,zhidiyousheng,shunjianyinbaolequanqiudeyulunchang。
国家美术馆!
wokandaozheiwugezideshihou,danaoyipiankongbai。
wozhishixiangbatalaxianitan,jieguoqueqinshoubatatuixiangleguojiadezuigaoyishudiantang。woneixiebeiliedeshouduan,bujinmeiyoushangdaotafenhao,fanerchengletatongwanggenggaofengdedianjiaoshi。
jijinhuishenzhihai“bujingyi”dizaixinzhongtileyiju:“juwomenlejie,chixianvshideqianfu,shiyiweizaizhongguojijuyingxianglideqiyejia。womenhennanxiangxin,zheichangyouzuzhide、jingzhundewangluogongji,yutahaowuguanlian。”
suiranmeiyoudianming,danmaotouzhizhiwo。
yishijian,wocongmuhouheishou,beizhijiezhuaidaoletaiqian。wogongsidegujiayingshengxiadie,hezuohuobandezhixundianhuayigejieyigedidalai。wokuxinjingyingduoniande、aixiyumaodezhengmianxingxiang,zaiyiyezhijian,huiyuyidan。
wozuozaibangongshili,kanzhechuangwaihuimengmengdetian,ganjuezijixianggeshuguanglesuoyouchoumadedutu。
zheishi,wodesirenshoujixiangle。
shiyigemoshengdehaoma,guishudixianshishiyuncheng。
wodexinmengdiyitiao,jihushizhandouzhejieqiledianhua。
“喂?”
dianhuaneitou,chuanlaileworisiyexiang,queyouwubiweijudeshengyin。
是江迟。
“guyan。”tadeshengyinhenpingjing,tingbuchuxinu,“nimanyilema?”