第一章
1983nian，beichengjiashuyuan，beiyigejingtiandongdidexiaoxizhakaileguo。
霍聿白自杀了。
jiuzaitachulianbaiwanqingdezanglizhihou。
tingshuo，baiwanqingsiqiantuorenjitadaileyijuhua：“yubai，ruguorenyouxiabeizi，woxiwangwonengchengweinideqizi。”
ranhou，neigezairenqianyongyuanqinglengzichi、rushandianbaixuebandehuoyubai，jiuzhendegenzhequle。
liuxiadeyishuzhiyouyiju：“hao，woxianzaijiulaizhaoni，womenxiabeiziyongyuanzaiyiqi。”
jiangqianxizuoweihuoyubaideqizi，hunhuneedicaochiwanleliangchangzangli。
taxianggebeichoukonglelinghundemuou，jixiediwanchengzheyiqieliucheng，zhidaokanzheneijubinglengdeguanmubeihuangtuchediyanmai。
xin，haoxiangyijingbuhuitongle，zhishengxiamamudekongdong。
zanglijieshu，tashihunluopodiwanghuizou，meikanqinglu，yiliangjichidekacheyingmianerlai。
“砰！”
juliedezhuangjiganzhihou，shiwubiandeheian。
……
zaizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyipiancimudehong。
shuangxizitiezaichuangshang，zhanxindetangcipen，yinzheyuanyangdehongmaojin……haiyou，zhanzaitamianqian，chuanzhezhanxinzhongshanzhuang，shenzitingbarusong，quemianchenrushuidenanren，huoyubai。
jiangqianximengdizuoqishen，nanyizhixindikanzheyanqiandeyiqie。
zheibushi……tadexinhunyema？
她重生了？
zhongshenghuileshinianqian，tahehuoyubaidexinhunzhiye？
huoyubaikanzhetajingyibudingdeshense，weiweicumei，kaikou，shengyinshiyirujiwangdeqingleng：“jiangqianxitongzhi，womenjiranyijingjiehun，youxiehua，woxiangzaikaishiqianshuoqingchu。”
tadunledun，muguangchenjingquebinglengdikanzheta：“woxinliyoubieren，zheinishizhidaode。zaiwomeiyoubaxincheditengganjingzhiqian，wobuhuipengni。zheishiduinidefuze。”
yiziyiju，heshangbeiziyimoyiyang。
jiangqianxidexinkouxiangshibeizhenhenhenzhaleyixia，fanqijianruidetengtong。
shangbeizi，tajiushizheimeshuode。
ranhou，taxinle，tadengle，tapanle，tayongjinleshinianguangyinquwutaneikebinglengdexin，jieguoni？
jieguodengdaodeshitaweilelingyigenvrenxunqingzisha！
tadexin，conglaijiumeiyounapayisiyihaodejiaoluoshiliujitade，youhetan“tengganjing”？
真是天大的讽刺。
tagangyaokaikou，menwaijiuchuanlailejicudeqiaomenshenghetongxunyuanxiaozhangjiaojideshengyin：“huozhangguan！huozhangguan！buhaole！baiwanqingtongzhizaiwaimianhexijiuheduole，kudelihai，qingxuhenjidong，kanzhebutaiduijing，nin……ninyaobuyaoqukankan？”
huoyubailianseshunjianyibian，xiayishijiuyaomaibu，queyouxiangshituranxiangqishenme，yingshengshengdunzhujiaobu，daizheyisibuyichajuedeyouyukanxiangjiangqianxi。
shangbeizi，jiangqianxibianshizaizheigeshihouhongzheyankuanglazhuta：“yubai，jintianshiwomenxinhunye，nizoule，womingtianzenmejianren？wozhidaonixinliyouta，jiuzheiyitian，nijiwoliudiantimianhaobuhao？”
ranhou，huoyubaihuiyouyu，zuizhongliuxia。
danzhihoubaiwanqinghuiyinweizuijiushizuluoshuizhuyuansanyue。
erzheibizhang，tahuisuanzaitajiangqianxitoushang，congciduitagengjialengdan。
所以，这一世……
jiangqianxishenxiyikouqi，yaxiafanyongdexinxu，jichuleyigejiqipingjingdeweixiao：“niqukankanba，womeiguanxide。”
huoyubaichedilengzhule，shensuidemouzilishanguoyisimingxiandecuoe。
tayuxiangzhongdekunao、zulanquandoumeiyouchuxian。
yanqiandejiangqianxi，pingjingdeyouxiefanchang。
“你……不生气？”
“bushengqi。”jiangqianxiyaoyaotou，yuqiqingdan，“renmingguantian，nikuaiquba。”
huoyubaikanzhetatianjingshenzhiyouxieshulidemianrong，xintouneiguyiyanggangengzhongle。
dantaguaxinbaiwanqing，laibujixixiang，zhicongcongdiuxiayiju：“woququjiuhui。”
biandabuliuxingdilikailexinfang。
kanzhetahaobuyouyuxiaoshizaiyesezhongdebeiying，jiangqianxizuijiaoneimoqiangchengdeweixiaozhongyukualexialai，zhishengxiawujindebeiliang。
shangbeizi，tazaihebianxiyifushiwuyizhongjiuxialeshizuhualuodehuomu。
huomuhenxihuanta，yinglazhetahuijia，feiyaorangtazuoerxifu，hainachulehuoyubaidezhaopian。
tabenlaishixiangwanjude，keyiyankandaozhaopianshangneigejianmeixingmu、junlangdebuxiangzhenrendejunguan，tadexinjiuloutiaoleyipai。
jiuneimeyiyan，talunxianle，guishishenchadidayingle。
taneishibingbuzhidao，huoyubaizaoyihebaiwanqingziyoulianailehaojinian。
shihuomuyisixiangbi，jianjuebutongyitamenzaiyiqi，huoyubaizuizhongaobuguomuqin，cairentonghebaiwanqingfenshou，quletazheigemuqinqindiandeerxi。
yinweizheicengyuangu，huoyubaicongjiehundiyitianqijiuduitajiujiweilengdan。
tasuiranyexixutahebaiwanqingdeaiqing，danmuyichengzhou，tajiajileta，jiuyixinyiyixiangduitahao，shewangzhenengyongzhenqingwuretadexin。
keshinian，zhengzhengshinian，tahuanlaidequeshitajuejuedexunqing。
huoxu，zheicizhongsheng，jiushilaotianyekanbuguoyan，jitayigejihui，rangtachediqingxing，chengquantamenneiduikumingyuanyang，yefangguotaziji。
zheiyiwan，huoyubaimeiyouhuilai。
jiangqianxiyemeiyoupairenquzhao，tashenzhishuidechuhuyiliaodeanwen。
diertianyizao，tiangangmengmengliang，tajiuqishen，zhijiequlequminzhengju。
gongzuorenyuankanzhejiehunzhengshangzuotianderiqi，youkankanyanqianzheigemianrongqiaocuiqueyanshenjiandingdexinniangzi，manlianzhenjing：“jiangqianxitongzhi？ni……nizuotiancaihehuozhangguanjiehun，zenmejintianjiulaishenqingqiangzhilihun？”
jiangqianxizhidao，putongdeliyougenbenwufazaicishilihun，youqiduifanghaishiweigaoquanzhongdehuoyubai。
taxinyiheng，chuixiayanjie，yongyizhongnanyiqichideyuqidishengdao：“tongzhi……ta……tabunengrendao……”
gongzuorenyuanshunjiandengdaleyanjing，lianshangshanguotongqing、leranheyisiganga，taidulikeruanhuale：“yuan……yuanlaishizheiyang……ai，zhenshi……womingbaile。”
zheigeliyou，zuyirangrenhezuzhichuyu“baohufunv”dekaolverpizhunlihun。
baogaohenkuaibeishouli，gongzuorenyuangaosutaxuyaodengdaiyiduanshijianshenpi。
nazheshoulihuizhi，jiangqianxixintouneikuaijushizongsuanluoxialeyiban。
zouchuminzhengju，tagandaoyizhenxutuo，bianzaifujindeyigezaodiantanzuolexialai，xianghewanrezhouhuanyihuan。
gangzuoxiameiduojiu，lianggeshuxideshenyingjiuchuxianzailezaodiantanqian。
是霍聿白和白挽晴。
huoyubaixizhidigenlaobanbaozhebaiwanqingdexihao：“yiwandoujiangbuyaotang，lianggenyoutiaoyaoxianzhade，taweibuhao，lianglebuchi。”
neishurentitiedemoyang，shijiangqianxishangbeizikeqiuleshiniandouweicengdedaoguode。
tayizhuantou，kandaolezuozaineilidejiangqianxi，lengleyixia，suijimeitouweicu：“nizenmezaizhei？”
jiangqianxichuixiayanmou，bikaitadeshixian，qingshengdao：“chulaibandianshi，shunbianchigezaofan。”
huoyubaikanzhetapingjingdeyangzi，youkanleyiyanshenpangliansehaiyouxiecangbaidebaiwanqing，xiangshijieshibankaikoudao：“zuowanmeihuilai，shiyinweiwanqingjiujingzhongdusongyiyuanle，tashenbianmeirenzhaogu，wozaiyiyuanpeileyiwan。”
baiwanqingyeshishidiluchuqianyidebiaoqing，rourouruoruodikaikou：“jiangtongzhi，duibuqi，pohuailenidexinhunye……”
“meiguanxi。”jiangqianxidaduanta，yuqiyijiupingdanwubo。
huoyubaidemeitoucudegengjinle。
tayuxiangzhongdezhiwen、weiqu、yanleiquandoumeiyou。
jiangqianxidezheizhongguofendadu，rangtaxinlimomingdiyouxiebushufu，shenzhiyouyisi……buman。