第1章

woshiyiwusuoyoudetianjiang,quediguoletadeqingmei。

tazhudongxiangwozoulai,zhongyudianranwochenjidexin。

danneinianxiatiandayupangtuo,taweiletajiangwotuidaozaidi,youfuzaiwoerbianjiqiwenroudishuo:“niyiweiwoaiguonima?”

我被骗了。

zaitazhongyumingbaiwozhendebuaitalezhihou,tafenglesidewanliuwo,yuanlaigaogaozaishangderenyehuiweiaiqitao。

woniezhetaleiliumanmiandelian,“luhuaizhi,wozaojiubuaile。”

但眼见不一定为实。

yishengxiangzhi,“ningaixingle。”

到底是谁被骗了。

1

yuebuxiangjiandaotashitayuerongyichuxian。

wanshangwogangshuizhe,jiubeishouji**chaoxing。

yichuanmoshengdehaomayingruyanlian,wohaobuyouyudiguaduanle。

buguoshoujiyouxiangleqilai,wozhidejietong。

是陆淮之。

“xialou,wozainimensushelouxia”,tayijijinminglingdekouwenduiwoshuo。

“bubile,woyijingshuile。”

dantayijuhuajiurangwoxunsuchuanhaoleyifuxialoule。

是还债的事。

talawoquleyichumeirendedifang。

woyouxiebunaifan,“youshenmeshi,shuoba。”

luhuaizhiyibabaozhuwo,wenredeqixizaiwoerbianpenfa,“wobuyunxunigenbiedenanrenqingqingwowo,nishiwodenvpengyou!”

wofenlizhengkaibingzhongzhongshuailetayibazhang,shengyinxiangliang。

“nvpengyou?xingxingba,zaojiubushile。”

tadeyanshenkaishifahen,yibaniezhuwodelian,coudaowodemianqian。

“nizhiyoulianggexuanze。”

言语冰冷得刺人。

“yaomezhongxinhuidaowoshenbian,yaomelikeba50wanhaiwo。”

luhuaizhijianjiansongkaileshou,mouguangyekaishihuanhe。

“zhiyaonihuilai,zhiqiandeyiqiewodoukeyidangzuomeifasheng。”

tahehanyutongjiyuwodekunan,wozhenzhenqieqieganshouguodetengtong,tajingranshuokeyidangzuomeifasheng。

shibaozheyuanliangleshouhaizhe,duomehuangtangdeyanci。

“hao”,woqianqianyixiao。

luhuaizhilianshangfuxianchuxiyuedeyanse。

“wohuijinkuaicougou50wanhaini,daoshihou,womenliangqing。”

taqideyaofeng,eqiandeqingjinqingxikejian。

tazhuazhuwoburangwozou,zhidaowodashenghuhanbaoan,tacaifangwolikai。

2

meiyourenhuixiangdaoxuqianqianyouyitianhuibuailuhuaizhi。

yinweiwoaitashirenjinjiezhideshi,shihuigunianghewangzidegushi。

weitazhiguoweijin,zuoguotanggeng,weitajieguokunnan,naoguoxiaohua。

renrenyanlidewodoushinengweiluhuaizhifutangdaohuozaisuobuxide,kesheiyouzhidao,ruguobushitadezhudonggaobai,wozenmehuikaojinta。

wozhishiyigebeifuzhejiatingzhaiwudebuxingnvhai,ertayourushenghui,yaoyaneryougaogui。

kezheishenghuihoulaisanjinnitulile,beiweide,shenbujiandide。

yiqiedoushiyinweineitian,houlaiwochangchangxiangruguomeiyouneitianjiuhaole。

3

nongliedeyouqiweichongchizaikongqizhong,ranhonglewodeyiku。

yizhicuzhuangdedashoujiuyaoluozaiwodelianshang,neiyishunjianwohaipadibishangleyan。

danwobingweigandaotengtong,zhengkaiyanshi,shiluhuaizhizhuazhuleneigenanrendeshou。

tajiduanzhaoshijiujiangneixienanrenliaodaozaidi,bijingshitaiquandaoheidai。

“jiwogun!”,luhuaizhihoudao。

neixienanrencanghuangtaocuan,luhuaizhixuxuzhuanguoshenlai,“xuqianqian,nimeishiba?neixieshishenmeren,weishenmeyaozhaonimafan?”

“tamenshilaiyaozhaide。”

wobugantaitoukanta,yinweiwoxihuanta,buxiangrangtaqiaojianwoluopolangbeideyangzi。

luhuaizhiyouxieyihuo,youxixidiwenqiwoyuanyou,zhidaotaqingchulelailongqumai。

wodefumuduqianlehenduozhai,weilenadaoqianneixiedutushenmedouzuodechulai,dantamenbingbunongsiwo,ershizaihaibushangzhaishilaikonghezhemowo。

zaiwojieshishi,tayijiangwodaidaoyijiafuzhuangdian,“bangwonaneijianyifujizheiwei**shi。”

shuozhejiangwoqingqingtuileguoqu。

wohuanshangganjingyifuchulaihou,zhongyutaiqiletou,kanjiantayilianxiaoyididianlediantou,xiangdaogouzhaoshoushiyi,“zheijianmaidan。”

buzhidaoweihe,tajinriduiwoyouzhongmomingqimiaodedehao,pingrilitayixianglengbingbingde,zhiduihanyutongheyanyuese。

taqianqiwodeshou,neishiwodiyicichupengdaota,quanshengandaoyizhenzhensuma。

zhiyouwozhidao,woyouduohuanxi。

luguoyijiahuadian,luhuaizhimailaiyishuhuajiwo。

“xuqianqian,womenzaiyiqiba,wozhidaonixihuanwo,nibangguowodamang,wohuibangnihaizhaibaohunide。”

“ruguoniguoyibuquwobangnihaizhai,neinijiudangshiwojienide,nimanmanhaijiushile,haoma?”

anliankuideyidianguangming,wobianruneiyelidee,zhizhishenqianneifenguangliang,budongshenmejiaopuhuo。

wowangjiletabenbugaichuxianzaizhei,gengbugaigenwozaiyiqi。

duitazheiyangjiajingyouyuedefujiazidilaishuo,wojiaqiandenei50wangenbenbusuanshenme。

erluhuaizhikouzhongdedamang,shuodeshihulianwangdasaineici。

4

neishiwomenshitongxiaoduiyuan,yiqijiaoliutaolunzuoxiangmu,wodiyicihetayoubijiaomiqiedejiaoji。

tabaixideshuangshouzhijiefenming,qingjintuqi,xiechengxushirenzhenmiren,qiaojijianpandeshengyinyejianjianjidawoxin。

luhuaizhidexiangmubeishouguanzhu,danxiangmuzhanshishitadechengxuchulebug

zhengdangtaixiaxixu,luhuaizhidaizhizaitaishangbuzhisuocuodeshihou,jumianbeidapo。

“buhaoyisipingweilaoshi,tanacuoleyoupan!”

wochuxianle,daizhexiufuhaobugdetadechengxu。

bisaiqianyiwanwomenhuxiangjiaoliuzijidexiangmushi,wozongjuedetadechengxubutaidui。

zaitixingtahourengyixuexiweijiekoukaobeileyifen,zhaochubingjiejuelewenti。

zineiyihou,woyutajianjianshuluo,chengweilepengyou。

dantabuzhidao,zineishiqi,wojiuxihuantale。

tayebuzhidao,xiangwozheiyangderen,qishigenbenmeisheqiuguogentabiaobai,hetazaiyiqi。

5

shitadezhudongqiaojilewodexinmen,shiyixianglengmodetayeduiwoshuozheguanxindehuarangwomanmanyuanyizhudongkaojinta。

houlaiwoxiaoxinyiyizhudongzouxiangtashi,taqueqinshouniesuilewodexin。

xuqianqianbuailuhuaizhile,sheidoubuxin。

zhiyouwozijizhidao,zaojiubuaile,congyiyuanneitianqi。

6

yiyuanli,hanyutonghaizaiqiangjiu,luhuaizhijidejiaotoulane,duolaiduoqu。

“huaizhi,nibiedanxin,tayinggaibuhuiyoushide”,woshangqiananweita。

luhuaizhiquejiangshouzhonghanyutongdebaozaxiangwo,“liwoyuandian!”

“nidaodiduitazuoleshenme!tayouxinzangbingnizhibuzhidao!”

luhuaizhixiangsanfazheheiseyuanqideemo,yikoujiunengjiangwotunle。

wokongzhibuzhudikesouleqilai。

wozaitakanxiangwodeyanlizhaoxunxieshenme,danquanshihen。

“huaizhi……”,woxiangtakaojinleyibu。

“别他妈的叫我!”

luhuaizhituideliwohenyuan。

haoxiangwoshiwenyi,shilaoshu,shirenhererenyanqidedongxi。

shoushushidemendakaile,hanyutongyiwuweixian。

taxingguolaishi,luhuaizhidiyigechongshangquwozhuletadeshou。

wokuxiao,zaiyiqideneimemanzhangdeshiguangli,tacongweiruciguanqiewo。

“tongtong,niganjuehaihaoma?”

“huaizhiwomeishi,zhishinibieguaiqianqian,tayetingburongyide,bierangtafuyiyaofei,haobuhao?”

yiqingxingjiukaishiyanqilaile,daoshiyifuxindishanliangdemoyang。

tachongnidimomotadetou,dayingle,jiezheyouwenqishiqingjingguo。

luhuaizhinibugaizaiwozheiyangmanxinmanyandoushiniderenmianqian,neimeailingyigeren。

zhuanxiangqiangmian,wocaquneibuweirenzhidelei。

hanyutongyifufanlecuodeyangzi,chuchukelian。

“huaizhiduibuqi,shiworangqianqianbugaoxingle,tazhishituilewoyibaeryi。”

“wobenlaixiangchiyaode,keshi……keshi……”

taehenhendidenglewoliangyan,youwenroudimianxianghanyutong,“keshishenme?”

“keshi,wodeyaobeiqianqianqiangqule,duibuqi,duibuqi。”

renxinbuyinggaishizheiyangheide,zheigeshijieyuwoxiangxiangdetaibutong,tashizongyaoxiangfangshefajiwomonande。

wozhangkoujimangjieshi,luhuaizhiqueyibaqiangguowodebao,shifenbaozao。

“zheishishenme!xuqianqiannihaiyoushenmekejiaobiande!”

tashuangyanhongdekebu,jiangneipingyaojuzaiwomianqian。

henbudedangchangbawohuobole。

kutongzaiwoxinzhongfanyongzhe,xianggushenyigerenzaishenhaichu,yigegehailangbawoyanleyoumei。

“zheibushi**de!huaizhishitashuohuang!”

woshenshouquzhuatadeshoubei,tayigejiandandezhaoshijiujiangwozhongzhongdishuaidaozaidi。

luhuaizhisihaobujidewohaishitanvpengyou,yexuneiyiketashenzhibingmeiyoujiangwodangzuoyigeren。

haotong,xigaiyoushuaipolepi,shouzhouyeshouleshang,xianxuejianjianwangwaishen。

wolenglengdikanzheyanqianderen。

曾经那个救我的人。

huoxutamencaishilangcainvmaodetianzuozhihe,erwo,caishineigewairen。

luhuaizhideshengqingzhongyouxiexuhuangzhang,huoxutabenmeixiangzheiyangshangwo,zhishinuqishangletou。

hanyutongyezhengzhazheqilai,jiazhuanglaiquanluhuaizhi。

整个场面十分混乱。

hushiwenshengerlai,“bingrenxuyaoxiuxi,qingnimenanjing。”

luhuaizhixixizhufuhanyutonghaohaoxiuxi,ranhoucubaodijiangzuozaidishangdewoliantuodaizhuai,chechuleyiyuan。

wotoufaluanzaozaode,langbeijile。

danzaitamenyanli,wohaoxiangbengairuci。

7

“gun!likejiwogun!”

“wozhenmeixiangdaonijingranzheimeedu,kanjianniwojiuexin!”

他将我推倒在地。

“congjintianqi,womenfenshou,biezairangwokanjianni,fouzewojianyicidayici!”

tahaobuliuqingdizhuanshenjiuzou。

wolengzaiyuandi,bumingbaiwozuocuoleshenme。

taxiangxinta,queconglaibuxiangxinwo,zaitaxinliwojiushinengganchuhairenhaijideshiqingderen。

worengranxiangyaojieshiwuhui。

想要一个答案。

chaoxixiangchudeneimeduoshiri,wodezhenxindaodiyoumeiyoubeizhengshiguo。

wojijizhuazhutadeshou,“huaizhinitingwojieshi,shitaxiantuilewoa!”

“suoyinijiuyaohaisita?”

“bushizheiyangdehuaizhi”,woshijingyaozhetou,shizaibuzhidaogaizenyangzhengmingwomeizuoguodeshi。

leishuidashilewodelian,tasihaobuzaiyi。

“goule,wobuxiangzaiting。”

沉寂。

wohuranjiumingbaile,buainiderenzaoyijinixialesixingshule,ruhezhengzhani。

leishenghongming,xiajideyulaidejiushizheiyangturan,xiangtayiyangshuoyaogenwozaiyiqishiyiyang。

yushuijiaomieyixienuhuo,womendoulengjingleyixie。

tayanshenrouheqilai,manmankaojinwo,qingqingjiangwolanruhuaizhong,xiangcengjinghongwoneiyang。

woxiangtazongguihaishiduiwoyouganqingde,jishibushen。

buguoshiyigeputongdeyongbao,querangwoshunshireleiyingkuang。

yinweiwoyiweizheishizaishuo,taaiguowo。

taqingqingliaoleliaowodesuifa,fuzaiwoerbian,jiqiwenrou。

“niyiweiwoaiguonima,keshinizuolezheiyangdeshi,wozhijuedeniexin。”

qingmiaodanxiedeyuqi,duanduandeyijuhua,wobeijisuiyidi。

xiangshishenhailideyu,yongyuankuibudeyueming。

danwoxiangyaoyigeqiuzheng,jizheifenpanjueshugaiyigegongzhang,caisuanganxin。

zheishishangweizhedeyouxi,wozhinengguqiyongqipojie。

“解释你听吗?”

tatuikaiwo,kanxiangbiechu。

“不听了。”

wohunshenzhibuzhudizhandou,haoburongyicongchunchijianjichuneijuhua。

“那我呢?”

“没爱过。”

meiyousihaobiaoqing,haoxiangzheixiedouyutawuguan。

“好……”

buaishimeiyoubanfade,gaogaozaishangdeyunshizhongqianbuleyunideshou。

cike,woshibeipanjuedeqiufan,shibeiyiqidewawa。

wodiandiantou,weixiaozhekanzheta,“womenfenshou。”

8

luhuaizhikanjianwodefanying,lianshangjuranfuxianleyixiebukesiyidebolan。

buguotahaishizoule,erwoyebuhuizaizhanzaiyuandi。

neipingyaojiujingweishenmezangzaiwodebaoli?

henkuaiwoxiangqileneitiantushuguandeshi。

yixiangbuzenmequtushuguandehanyutongdiyicigenzhewomenqutushuguan。

luhuaizhiduiwoshuo,“tongtonggenwomenyiqizuo,nibujieyiba。”

wodangranwufajujue,yinweineishitadexiaoqingmei。

tazhihuishuo,tamenzhishipengyou。

qishiwogenluhuaizhiwanshuzhihou,hanyutongjiulaizhaoguowo。

suoyiwozhidao,hanyutongyexihuanluhuaizhi。

neitian,dengguangxia,tabojiandezuanshixianglianshandewoyanhua。

quanshenshangxiademingpairangtazhenggerenyouzhongpumianerlaideguiqi。

qichangqiangda,rangwoyouxieweiju。

“nijiushineigezhengtianchanzhehuaizhidenvdeba,zezeze,kannichuandezheifutulituqideyangzi,zhenrangrenexin。”

tayonglianggenshouzhijiangwodeyifuchelaichequdifankan,youyongzhijinxixicaleshou。

jiuhaoxiangmoleshenmezangdongxiside。

“wozhidaoni,dutujiating,qianzhai50wan,diebutengniangbuai,haiyougedidiyaoxinidexue,jiunizheizhongren,zenmehaoyisichuxianzaihuaizhishenbiana?”

hanyutongyibuyibuzouxiangwo,zouyibubiantuiwoyiba。

wohaowuzhaojiazhili,beitachaofengdetaibuqitou,ganjueshentizaifatang,xiuchidaocongbojingyilushaodaoergen。

woyexiangfanbota,keshitabingmeiyoushuocuo。

zheigeshijieshanghaoxianggenbenmeiyourenzaihuwo,bama

yibianshouzhetamendedama,yibian**zhuanqianhaizhai。

shenshangdadaxiaoxiaodedeshangbabujiqishu,rangwoconglaibuganchuanpiaoliangqunzi。

womashuo,dengwozhangdale,dezijihaiqingjialidezhai,zaijididimaitaofang,burantamendoubuhuizairenwo。

zheiyangdewo,zenmepeixihuanluhuaizhini。

woguqiyongqiduihanyutongshuo,“wobuxihuanta”,woshuoleweixindehua。

danhanyutongbingbudasuanraolewo。

tachaowofanlefanbaiyan,“nidangwoxiakanbuchulaia?wojinggaoni!jiwolitayuanyidian!”

huaizhongdeshudiaoluo,wohuangmangqujian。

hanyutongyijiaocaizaiwodeshubenshang,taleyouta,qingmiejile,“xiangnizheizhonglaji,youzangyouchou,jiubieziquqiruxihuanluhuaizhile。nikankanni,jiuxiangzheibenshu,zhinengbeirenjianta,donglema?”

taangshoutingxiongdilikai,shifendeyi。

zheijiushigenluhuaizhicongxiaoyiqizhangdadexiaoqingmei,hanyutong。youqianrenjiadedushengnv,beishouchongai,jiaozongbahu。

tashiyouqianrenjiachongaidegongzhu,woshiqianzhaidutudezhangnv。

我们截然不同。

womozhewodeshu,youzangyouzhou。

youshihouwoyexiangwenlaotianye,woshibushiyezheiyangyouzangyouzhou。

luhuaizhiqushujiazhaoshushi,hanyutongrangwobangtaxialoumaibaoweishengjin,tashuotaxianzaibugandong,panongzangyifu。

chuyuhaoyi,wozhinengbangta。

yinggaijiushizaineigeshihou,tabayaofangjinlewodebaoli,rangwobaikoumobian。

xianzaixiangxiang,fandaoshiwodehaoyichengquanletadexianhai。

多可笑。

9

renmendoushuoxiajishimingmeiermeihaode,tamencuole。

zhongxiashiheisede,shikude。

yushuijiaotoulewodeyifu,kujiaomanshinining。

yuanchulubianyouyizhilinshidexiaogou,tahewoyiyangshitoule,haijianshanglenidiandian。

wozoujintashi,taxinxidiyaozheweibagenzhewo。

keliandexiaogou,yexiangyaobeiaima。

womaileyitiaomaojin,jiangtadaidaomeiyouyudedifang,congtoudaoweixixijitacadeganganjingjing。

wojuqixiaogou,gentabijianchubijian。

“haola,womenxiaogouganganjingjingde,zaiyemeiyourenshuoniyouzangyouchoula。”

zheijuhuaqishishishuojiwozijitingde,wobuzangyebuchou。

wodeshengyinyouxiezhanzhanweiwei,youchangdaoleleidexianku。

xiaogoukanchuwodexinshi,tanzhexiaonaodai,xiangyaorangwomomota。

“keaidexiaogou,zhuniyudaonengdainihuijiaderen。”

kexiwomeiyourenai,yemeiyounenglidaitahuijiajitaai。

zaizheitiaolushangzongnengkanjianneigejianlajidelaonainai。

tingbierenshuo,tagujiaguarenyige,naoziyeyoudianwenti,quankaojianxiefeipinguohuo。

tazaiyipangmomokanlewohaojiu,ranhouxiaoxinyiyidixiang**jin。

laonainaiwenroudixiaozhe,shenxiangwodeshounazheyitazoubabadelingqian。

“xiaoguai,naqianmaitangchiqu。”

wohuihuishou,yibianxiangtadaoxie,yibianjiangqiantuihaijita。

tasihushijuedewoxiantadeqianzang,youmomosuosuosouluoleyizhangjiaoxindezhengqian,lvlelv,zhengzhengqiqidepuzaiwodeshouxinli。

tahaishixiao,“xiaoguai,naqianmaitangchiqu。”

maitangchiqu,tangshitiande,butongyumingyunguanzhujinideku。

woyiweishijiezhida,qianqianwanwanren,wurenaiwo,danyouyitianyourenrangwomaitangchiqu。

renshijianzonghaiyouyixieai,zheidiandianwennuanzainulizhuazhuyaozhuiluodeni。

qiaojigusuidetong,qiyidelei。

diyici,wozuolehuixiaohai,shirenmenkouzhongnaoziyouwentidelaonainaijilewoai。

youyitian,woyidinghuibiandeduliqiangda,wenroueryouliliangdiquaibieren。