wocengyiweiaiqingshikaijia，houlaicaifaxian，zuishendedaowangwanglaizizuixinrenderen。
dandangwozaiquanqiuzhibodebanjianglishang，qinyanmuduzhangfuyushixishengdetouqingshipinshi，
woxuanzejiangjijiuji——jirantamenyaohuilewo，neiwojiurangtamenchangchangshenmejiaozuojianzifu。wo，linwanxing，
juebuhuirenrenzaige。diyizhangbeipandexumuyemuxiade“xingguangyishuzhongxin”liuguangyicai，
shubuqingdemeiguangdengrutongqunxingzhuiluorenjian，jiangwotuixiangshijiedezhongxin。jinyeshihuadingshejidajiangdebanjiangdianli，
wozuoweibenjie“nianduzuijiashejishi”dehuodezhe，zhengweixiaozhejieshoutaixiadezhangshengyuzhuhe。raner，
zheizhangshengzaiwoerzhongqueshifengcidesiming，zheizhuhezaiwoyanzhonggengshixuweidehuanxiang。guchen，wodezhangfu，
zhanzaitaishang，shenqingkuankuandisushuowomendeaiqinggushi，tayoushoudewumingzhishang，
neimeitacengqinshouweiwodaishangdehunjie，zaizhuiguangdengxiazheshechubinglengde，jinhuxuweideguangmang。
tasangyindichenerfuyoucixing，meiyigezidoujingzhundiluozaiputiangaidideshouyinshebeili，
tongguoquanqiuzhibochuandaoyiwanguanzhongerzhong。“huishoushinian，yuwanxingxiangshixiangai，shiwocishengzuidadexingyun。
”tademuguangyueguorenqun，luozaidiyipaidewoshenshang，neiyanshenlidaizheyisiwodubudongdefuza，
chanzazhebiaoyandehenji，queyeyouyishanerguode、nanyibuzhuodekuijiu。“meiyouta，jiumeiyoujintiandewo，
yemeiyoujintiandegushi。”wojuqishouzhongdexiangbinbei，qingminyikou，jiuyezaishejianfankaiyisikuse。
woweixiaozhe，youyadeti，yiruwangchang。danzhiyouwozhidao，wodezhijiashenshenxianjinlezhangxin，
neiguzuanxindetengtong，caishiwocikezuiqingxingdeganshou。jiuzaisangexiaoshiqian，wodezhangfu，
zheigecikezhengzhanzaitaishang，yanyujianjinshiaiyidenanren，
haiqinshouweiwodaishangleyitiaomingwei“poxiao”dezuanshixianglian。taqingwenwodefading，
dishengzaiwoerbianshuo：“wanxing，nishiwocishengzuidadejiaoao，yeshigujiazuicuicandeguangmang。”erwo，
fenmingzaitaganggangfangxiadeshoujipingmushang，miaodaoleneitiaohaiweibeidiankaideduanxinyulan——“baobei，
mingtianjitage‘jingxi’”。zhenshihaodayigejingxi！wocai，
zheige“baobei”yidingjiushiwomengongsineigemingjiaosuyadeshixishengba。woshouhuiluozaiguchenshenshangdemuguang，
huanshisizhou。shuxideshangjiemingliu，jingzhengduishou，haiyouwushumeitijizhe。
tamenlianshangdoudaizhehuozhenchenghuoshenshidexiaoyi。meiyourenzhidao，jinyezheishengdaerrongyaodedianli，
jijiangchengweiyichangwufawanhuidechouwen。erwolinwanxing，queshizheichangchouwendeshizuoyongzhe。banjiangyishijinruweisheng，
guchenzaiquanchangreliedezhangshengzhongzouxiatai。woganshoudaotachiredemuguangzaiciluozaiwodeshenshang，
fangfozaiquerenwocikedezhuangtai。tahuoxuyiweiwoquanxinchenjinzairongyudexiyuezhong，
tahuoxuyiweiwoduitataotaobujuede“ai”，shenxinbuyi。tacuole，dacuotecuo。
wanhuizhuchirenshiyigeyitianmeizhuchengdedanghongnvxing，ciketaxiaorongmanmiandidengtai，shouchihuatong，
shengyinqingcuidixuanbu：“ganxieguchenxianshengdejingcaifenxiang！jiexialai，
womenjiangbofangyiduanbenjiehuadingshejidajiangdemuhouhuaxu，
rangwomenyiqihuigushejishimenweimengxianghuisahanshuidejingcaishunjian！”wozuijiaogoulechuyimobuyichajuedehudu。
huaxu？kongpabushishenmemuhouhuaxuneimejiandan。judadeledpingmuturanliangqi，
yiduanshixian**haodeduanpiankaishibofang。tayijiangdepeilekaichang，zhanxianleshejishimenfuangongzuodejianying，
wodeshejishougaoyishanerguo，ranhoushihuadingdajianglinianlaidehuihuangshunjian。yiqiedouxiandeneimezhengchang，
neimefuhebanjiangdianlidefenwei。jiuzaiwoshenbiandeguchen，shentiweiweifangsong，
lianshangluchuleyige“yiqiejinzaizhangwo”debiaoqing。tashenzhiditoukaojinwo，qingshengshuo：“wanxing，nikan，
zheidoushiwomennulidechengguo。”womeiyouhuiying，zhishibawanzheshouzhongdekongjiubei，muguangjindingzhepingmu。turan，
huamianyizhuan，yinlezhouting，qifenshunjianninggu。pingmushangbuzaishihualidejianyinghejiangdepeile，
querdaizhideshigushijituanzongcaibangongshineibudejiankonghuamian。yesexiadebangongshi，dengguanghunan，
liangdaojiuchandeshenyingzaishafashangfangun。quanchangshashiyaquewusheng，fangfoshijiantingzhile。guchendeshentimengdijiangzhu，
tatongkongzhousuo，lianshangxuesejintun，yanzhongyishanerguodezhenjing、huangluanhenanyizhixin，beiwojingzhundibuzhuodao。
neijinghuangshicuodeshenqing，bitagangcairenhede“shenqing”douyaozhenshi，douyaociyan。huamianhaizaijixu，
qingxidixianshizheguchenhetabangongshishixishengsuyadechanmian。liangrendemianrong，zaigaoqingshexiangtoudebuzhuoxia，
wusuodunxing。suyaneizhangsulaiqingchunwugudelian，cikebumanlemeise，
xisuide**shengzaisijidehuichanglixiandeyichangqingxi。zheizhenshihaodayigejingxi。wofangxiajiubei，zhanqishen。
wochuandewanlifushizijishejide“fusu”xilie，chunbairuxue，cikequezhanranleangzangdeyinying。
qunbaihuaguoyidaoliluoerjianjuedehudu，chentuozhewocikedeqingxinghelengjing。guchenbeiwodedongzuojingxing，
tamengdizhuanshen，yongyizhongqiujiuyoudaizheweixiedeyanshenkanzhewo，zuichunzhandou，sihuxiangshuoshenme，
quefabuchurenheshengyin。tadangranzhidao，zheigeshipinyidanbofangchuquyiweizheshenme。
quanchangderenzhongyurumengchuxing，daoxiliangqideshengyinrutonghaixiaobanxijuanerlai，qieqiesiyushengshunjianzhakai。
wushushoujiheshexiangjidiaozhuanfangxiang，duizhunleguchenhewo。shanguangdengciqibifu，
jiangzheiyimudinggeweiyonghengdebeipan。“guchenxiansheng。”wodeshengyinbuda，queziziqingxi，
touguokuoyinqichuanbianhuichangmeiyigejiaoluo，shenzhichuandaolequanqiuzhibodeguanzhongerzhong。wokanzheta，
yandimeiyouyisibolan，fangfozhishizaidianpingyiweibuhegedeyuangong。“kanlainizhunbeidejingxihaibugoujingcai。
”wodeshoujipingmuliangqi，daojishitiaodongzhe“00:01”。pingmushangxianshideshiyitiaozhilingdewancheng。
wojiesuoshouji，zhanshijisuoyounengkandaoderen。neizhengshigongsineibufuwuqishangdejiankongxitonghoutaijiemian。
zaiwofaxiansuyadongwoshejigaodeneigeyueqian，wojiuyijingliulegexinyan，
budongshengsedizaigushijituansuoyouyushejibuxiangguandediannaoyijigaoguanbangongshineibuanzhuanglejiankongchengxu。
zheibenshiweilegongsianquankaolv，fangzhishangyejimixielu，meixiangdao，jinripaishanglezheiyangdeyongchang。suya，
neigecikehaizaishipinlisaoshounongzide“xiaokeai”，takongpaxiangbudao，wozheige“wenroudafangdexuejie”，
zaoyizaitadebozishangtaohaolemingwei“zhengju”deshengsuo。wozuihoukanleyiyantanruanzaididesuyadetexie，
taneizhangyinqing/yuerniuqudelian，cikexiangshiduobeicailandebailianhua，chouloubukan。“zheixiezhengju，
guzonghesuya**，zugourangnimenzaijianyulidumiyuele。”woshengyinpingjing，
rutongzaishuoyijianweibuzudaodexiaoshi。huayinluoxia，quanchanghuaran。shanguangdengjihuyaochuoxiawodeshuangyan，
danwodeneixinqueqiansuoweiyoudepingjing。wolinwanxing，juebushirenrenqirudetusihua。zheichanghaoxi，
caiganggangkaishi。dierzhangzhusimajiruguoyaozhuisuzheiyiqiedekaiduan，huoxuyaohuidaosangeyueqian。neitian，
wotiqianjieshulemilanshizhuangzhoudexingcheng。yuanbenshixiangjiguchenyigejingxi，yinweitazongbaoyuanwotaimang，
meishijianzhaoguta。daizheyifentianmideqidai，woteditiaoxuanleyijianlingdaizuoweiliwu，
haiqinzixiachuzuoletazuiaichidecai。wufanshijiangangguo，
woqingcheshuludizoudaogushijituandingloudezongcaibangongshi。menxuyanzhe，
limianchuanlaishashadefanyeshenghedididejiaotan。wobenxiangzhijietuimenerru，jitayigedadadeyongbao，
quezaijiangyaochujimenbashoudeneiyike，guishishenchaditinglexialai。bangongshili，
suyazhengfushenzaiguchendebangongzhuoqian，xiongkoujihutiedaotachuanzhedingzhichenshandexiongtang。
tadezishixiandeyouxieguoyuqinmi，erguchendeyoushou，zebandazaitadeyaoce，fangfozaiweichitadepingheng。
“xuejiebiewuhui！”suyazaitingdaowotuimendeshengyinshi，mengdijinghuangshicuodizhanzhi，yizhangxiaolianshunjianshabai，
yanshenduoshan，rutongshoujingdexiaolu。
“guzong…guzongzaijiaowokanbaobiao…caiwubaobiaoyouxieshujuwokanbudong……”tashuohuashi，
shengyindaizheyisikuqiang，shenzhihaiyongxiuzimolemoyanjiao，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu。guchenyezhanleqilai，
takanlesuyayiyan，ranhoucaiwunaidisongsongjian，kanxiangwo，yuqilidaizheyisichongniyuwunai，
fangfowodaraoletade“jiaoxue”shijian。“wanxing，nihuilailezenmeyebutiqianshuoyisheng？suyahaishigehaizi，
nibiewuhui。”tazouguolai，zirandiqianqiwodeshou，zhijianzaiwoshoubeishangqingqingmosuo，shituanfuwo。
woweixiaozhehuiyingta，jiangshouzhongdelingdaidijita，yuqiwenhedetingbuchurenheyiyang：“baoqian，guzong。
xiangjinigejingxi，kanlaizheigejingxibingbutai‘jingxi’。suyashixinlaideshixisheng，duiyewubushuxiyezhengchang。
guzongnaixinjiaodao，shiwogongsizhifu。”woshenzhihaizoudaosuyashenbian，pailepaitadejianbang，
yongqianbeidezitaiwenroudishuo：“suyaa，guzongriliwanji，youxiewentikeyixianwenzuzhang。
shizaibuxingzailaiqingjiaoguzong，yaobawohaofencun。”suyadizhetou，xiruowenshengdiyingleyisheng“shi”。
xianzaixianglai，wozhenshixialeyan。neigekoukoushengshengshuoziji“haishigehaizi”de“xuemei”，
neigezaiwomianqianbiaoxiandechunzhenwugudeshixisheng，tadeyinxingzhanghuli，
zaoyitangzheguchenzhuanyijitade200wan“linghuaqian”。zheibiqian，
qiaowushengxidiconggushijituandeyigexiangmuhuikuanzhongbeichouzou，yonglaigoumaileyigeshechipinpinpaide**kuanbaobao，
yijiyizhangyidalishuangrenyoudejipiao。gengfengcideshi，wojuranhaishoubashoujiaotaxiugaiguowodeshejitu。
suyagangbeifenpeidaowodeshejibushi，biaoxiandeyichangqinfenhehaoxue。tazongshidiyigedaobangongshi，
zuihouyigelikai。tahuizhudongbangwopaokafei，zhengliziliao。shenzhizaigongsijiabandaoshenyeshi，
haihuiteyijiwodaiyexiao。“xuejie，nizhenshiwojianguozuilihaideshejishi！”youyici，
woaoyeganyigezhongyaodeshejigao，tapeiwodaolingchen。“xuejienijiuxiangwoqinjiejieyiyang，
woshenmedouxianggennixue！”neishuangxiaolubandeyanjingli，shanshuozhechongbaideguang。wodangshixinruanle，kantanuli，
bianhaowubaoliudijiangyixieshejilinianhejiqiaoqingnangxiangshou，shenzhikaifanglewodediannaoquanxian，
rangtakeyiguankanwoyixieweiwanchengdeshejicaogao，meiqimingyuerangta“tiqianxuexi”。
woshenzhidaizhetaqujicizhongyaodekehuhuiyi，rangtapangtingworuheyukehugoutongshejilinian，
ruheyingduijiafangdiaozuandeyaoqiu。zaiyicihuiyishang，tahaizhudongjiangwodeshejilinianjiangjiedetoutoushidao，
yingdelekehudezanshang。dangshi，wohaiweizijinengjiaochuzheiyangyouqianlidexueshengergandaojiaoao。shia，
qindaonenggongxiangzhangfudeneizhong“qinjiejie”。
wodejingjuexinshizaifaxiantatoudongwodiannaolideshejigaojianshibeichufade。
gushijituandeshejibuyouyangedetugaoquanxianguanli，jishishitongyigebumendetongshi，
zaiweijingshouquandeqingkuangxiayewufasuiyixiugaitarendeshejiwenjian。woneitianjiaban，
wuyizhongkandaowodediannaodenglurizhiyouyichang，erqiewodeyigezhengzaijinxingzhongdeshejixiangmu，
youfeiwobenrendexiugaijilu。qichuwoyiweishixitongguzhang，danjicixialai，wokaishijuedebuduijing。
womeiyoushengzhang，zhishizaiwodediannaoshanganzhuanglegengyinmiderizhizhuizonghepingmuluxiangruanjian。jiexialaidejitian，
wo“bujingyi”ditiqianlikaibangongshi，huozhezhaojiekouduanzanlikai，ranhoutongguoyuanchengjiankong，
kandaolesuyaguiguisuisuidizaiwodediannaoqiancaozuo。tabushizaishanchu，yebushizaifuzhi，
ershizaiyiwodemingyi，zaiwodeshejiwenjianshangzuoxiweidexiugai，ranhoutoutoushangchuandaotadegerenyunpan。
zheixiexiugaifeichangxiwei，ruguobushiwoduizijimeiyigebichudouyouzhejizhidejiyi，
kongpayibeiziyefaxianbule。tashitujiangwodeshejisiluhefengge，qianyimohuadirongrutade“zuopin”zhong。
neiyike，woxintoushengqiyiguhanyi。yigeshixisheng，weiheyaomaozhebeikaichudefengxian，zuozheizhongshiqing？
tademudejuebujinjinshi“xuexi”neimejiandan。congneishiqi，
woduisuyadeguanzhuduconggongzuozhuanyidaoletadesirenshenghuo。wotongguowode**tuandui，
qiaoqiaodiaochaletadebeijing。yigecongpianyuanxiaozhenzouchulaideputongnvhai，quezaiduanduanjigeyuenei，hunshenmingpai，
kaishangletabugaiyongyoudehaoche，zhujinletabugairuzhudegongyu。erzheixie，wuyiliwai，
douzhixiangleyigeren——wodezhangfu，guchen。dangwokandaoyinxingliushuishangneibi200wandejuezhuanzhang，
yijiliangrenwushuyinhuideliaotianjilushi，xinzhongdefennufanerbeiyizhongjizhidelengjingsuoqudai。wozhidao，
wozhanzailehunyindexuanyabian，danwomeixuanzetiaoxiaqu。woxuanzezaixuanyabian，waxiagengshendexianjing。
womeiyouzhijiejiechuantamen，ershixiangwangchangyiyang，banyanzheneigemangliu、xinrenzhangfudelinwanxing。
dishoujizhengju：yinxingzhuanzhangjilu、tonghualuyin、bangongshijiankonghuamian、baokuohoulaitamenzaijiudianyouhuideshipin。
meiyibudouxiaoxinyiyi，buliuhenji。neixiekansibujingyideduihua，doubeiwoyongluyinbijiluxialai，
chengweiweilaifatingshangzuiyoulidekongsu。zaineicimilanshizhuangzhouzhihou，
wogengshianzhonglianxileyijiazhuanyedewangluoanquangongsi。jiekoushi“jiaqianggongsineibudexinxianquan”，
shizeshizaigushijituandehexinfuwuqishang，zhirulewozijide“houmen”chengxu。
zheigechengxunenggourangwoxiangyigeyoulingyiban，zhangwogongsisuoyoudianziwendangdewanglai，
shenzhikeyiyuanchengkongzhizhidingdeshexiangtouheluyinshebei。guchenhesuyayiweitamenyinzangdetianyiwufeng，
yiweiwobeimengzaiguli，quanxinquanyidiweitamende“diguo”tianzhuanjiawa。
tamenshenzhizaisixialichaoxiaowo“tianzhen”、“taihaopian”。shubuzhi，woyizaianzhongbuxiatianluodiwang，
zhidaiyigeheshideshiji，jiangtamenyiwangdajin。erzheigeshiji，jiushijinye，huadingbanjiangdianlidequanqiuzhibo。
disanzhanganliuyongdongzhiboshigufashenghoudedi36xiaoshi，zhenggegushijituanyourubeitouxiale**，
hunluanhekonghuangzaineibuxunsumanyan。gujiaxiangtiaoyayiyangbaodie，xinwenmeitidetoutiaobeiwomendechouwenbazhan，
gezhongcaice、baguahemanmachongchizhewangluo。womeiyouqulihuiwaijiedexuanxiao，
wodelvshituanduiyijingquanmianjieguanlegongsicaiwubu，
kaishiduigushijituandezhangmuhezichanjinxingyangedeqingsuanheshenji。zongcaibangongshili，guchenxiangtoukunshouyiyang，
zaijudadekongjianlilaihuiduobu，fennudepaoxiaoshengtouguohoushidemenbanyinyuechuanlai：“linwanxing！
nimeiyouquanlizheimezuo！gushishiwode！nipingshenmedongjiegongsizhanghu？”wozuozaihuiyishili，
shenbianshiwodeshouxilvshishenlvshihegushijituanjiweidegaowangzhongdelaodongshi。mianqiandebaibanshang，
luoliezhegexiangzichanpingguheguquanfenpeidechubufangan。shenlvshituiletuibiliangshangdeyanjing，
lengjingdixiangdongshimenjieshi：“yijulinzongchushideguchenxianshengzhiwuqinzhanyuhunneichuguizhengju，
yiji《hunyinfa》he《gongsifa》dexiangguanguiding，linzongyouquanyaoqiufengefuqigongtongcaichan，
bingduiguchenxianshengchiyoudegongsiguquanjinxingdaichizigedezhongxinpinggu。”“hunqianxieyi？
”yiweilaodongshizhanzhanweiweidifawen。womantiaosilidizhuandongzhezuoshouwumingzhishangdehunjie，xiaorongruchang，
shengyinquedaizheyizhongbinglengdejianjue：“genjuhunqianxieyidi7tiao，‘ruoyifangzaihunyinqijiancunzaichuguixingwei，
huorenhexingshidesunhaipeioujijiazuliyidexingwei，
zidongsangshiqizaigushijituanyiqieguquandaichizigejipeioushouyudesuoyoucaichanzhipeiquan’。
”guchenzaimenwaimengdijiangzhu，tadepaoxiaoshengjiaranerzhi。neifendangniantaweilexiangwo，bu，gengzhunquedishuo，
shiweilexiangwodeyeyehefuqinbiaozhongxin，jianchiyaozhudongqianshudehunqianxieyi，
rujinchenglejiaoshatazijidesuomingsheng。zheifenxieyidebeihou，shiwojiazudediyun。
gushijituanshiwoyeyeyishouchuanglide，suiranjiaojilewodefuqin，
danhexindeshejiyujuecequanyizhizhangwozailinjiarenshouli。guchenbuguoshiruzhuidenvxu，
tongguoyuwofuqinduoniandehezuo，yijiwoyeyeshengqiandexinren，
caizhujianhuodelegushidejingyingshiquanheyibufendaichideguquan。suoyourendouyiweitaaiworuming，
ganyuanchengweilinjiadenvxu，fangqizijidexingshi。dangnian，weilezheifenxieyi，
guchenshenzhizaiwomenjiazujuhuidechanghe，dangzhesuoyourendemian，duiwochengnuo：“wanxing，wocishengzhiainiyiren。
woyuanyijiangwodeyusheng，wodesuoyou，doufengxianjinihegushi。zhiyaoyouzheifenxieyizai，
jiumeirennenghuaiyiwodezhenxin。woaini，gengaigushi。zheifenjiazuchanye，woyidinghuihaohaoshouhu。
”taneishiqingzhenyiqiedemoyang，ganranlezaichangsuoyouren，baokuowo。nianshaowuzhidewo，
yiduyiweizijidedaoleshijieshangzuihaodezhangfu。xianzaixianglai，tadangshizhudongtijizheifenxieyi，
buguoshitafangxiadeer，erwo，qiahaoshiyitiaokanbuqingxianjingdeyu。taqianxiata，
shiyinweizhidaotazhiyaonengbawohongdetuantuanzhuan，xieyitiaokuanduitaeryanjiuxingtongxushe。zaitakanlai，
xieyibuguoshiyizhikongwen，yonglaishuanzhuzhangrenjiadexinren，huanqugengduoshiquan，zaitongguoanxiangcaozuo，
taokonggushidezhuchong。kexi，tadigulewo，yedigulezheifenxieyizhenzhengdezhihengliliang。
shenlvshidepingbandiannaoqiazaicishizhendongleyixia，
pingmushangshifubeichenfalaideyitiaoduanxin：“xuyaobangmangqinglimenhuma？gushijituanneixietiaoliangxiaochou，
woyouxiebunaifanle。”wokandaozheitiaoduanxinshi，budongshengsedipieleyiyanshenlvshi。
shenlvshidezuijiaoweiweixiangshangyangleyang，suijiyouhuifulezhuanyelengjingdebiaoqing。fubeichen。
tafangfokanchuanlewosuoyoudejimou，shenzhixianwoyibuchushoule。fubeichen，
tashisshishangjiejuefushijituandezhangduoren，yeshiwodefuqinshengqiandezhijiaohaoyou。tabiwodashisui，
yizhiyilaizaiwoyanli，tashizhangbei，shishushu，shifuqindeyingzi。gaoleng，jinyu，shiwaijieduitadepingjia。
tazhizhangdefushijituan，shejidichan、jinrong、keji、nengyuandengduogelingyu，zichanguimopangdadaolingrenzashe。
fujiayuwolinjiashishijiao，danfubeichencongbujierugushijituanneibushiwu。zhidaozheici，
taturanzhudongshenchuyuanshou。wonaqishenlvshidepingban，shanchuleneitiaoduanxin。
wodangranzhidaofubeichenyounengliqinglimenhu，shenzhirangneixiejiyugushidexiaoxiaozhituwenfengsangdan。danzheichangzhanzheng，
woyaoqinzidaying。zheishiwolinwanxingdezhanzheng，yeshigushijituandezijiu，buxuyaotadechashou。
wojiangpingbanhaijishenlvshi，yanshenshiyitajixu。shenlvshihuiyi，qingleqingsangzi，
jixuxiangdongshihuihuibaocaiwushenjibaogao。caiwubumenhenkuaijiufaxianlewenti。
guchenzaidanrengushijituanzongcaidesannianqijian，tongguogezhongfuzadeguanlianjiaoyi，yijisheliduojiakongqiaogongsi，
qiaowushengxidijianggongsijinsanfenzhiyideliudongzijinheyouzhizichanzhuanyidaoletagerenmingxia，
shenzhishitamuqinhesuyadezhanghuli。erweileyangaizheixiecaozuo，tahaiweizaoledaliangcaiwubaobiaohehetong。
zheixiezhengjuchumujingxin，bujinshihunneichugui，gengshiyanzhongdezhiwuqinzhanhejingjifanzui。
dongshihuidefenweibiandeningzhong。laodongshimenyoudetongxinjishou，youdezeliansefabai，
xianranyecongbuzhidaoguchendeshouduanjingrucidula。qizhongyiweizhangdong，shiyeyedelaobuxia，tachuizhezhuozi，
qidehunshenfadou：“zheigechusheng！wangfeilaolindangnianduitaneimexinren！zhenshizhirenzhimianbuzhixin！
”suyadechouwenyezaiwangluoshangchixufajiao。
tadesirenzhaopian、gezhongshechipindingdan、yijiheguchenzaijiudiandeshipinjietubeiwangyoumenbalegedichaotian。
cengjingkuxinyingzaodeqingchunrenshechedibengta，
querdaizhideshi“xinjibiao”、“xiaosan”、“baijinnv”dengbukanruerdebiaoqian。
gengyouhaoshizheshenzhibachutayuguchenchanmianshipeidaide，zhengshiguchensongjilinwanxingdedingzhizuanshishoulian，
zheiwuyishihuoshangjiaoyou，rangwangyoumenduitamadegengjiamenglie。guchenzaizongcaibangongshilipaoxiaoleyizhengtian，
zhidaoyemujianglin，tacaijinpilijindidiezuozaishafashang。taxianglianxiwo，danwodedianhuayongyuanzhanxian。
taxianglianxishenlvshi，yebeigaozhisuoyougoutongbixutongguofawubu。tashiquleduigushidekongzhiquan，
yeshiquleduiwozheigeqizidezhangkong。tazhongyuhuangle，chedidihuangle。
disizhangfanzhuanzaifanzhuansuyazhaokaijizhehuidexiaoxiyibaozhaxingdesuduchuanbianlegedameiti。
woshoudaozheitiaotuisongshi，wodesirentuanduiyijingjiangzuihouyipiyuguchenxiangguandezhuanzhangjiluheshiwanbi。“linzong，
suya**dejizhehuijiangzaibanxiaoshihoukaishizhibo。”wodezhulixiaochendijiwoyibeikafei，
yuqilengjingercongrong，fangfowaijiedexingfengxueyuyuwomenwuguan。wopeiyangletawunian，tashiwozuixinrendexiashu，
yeshiwodesirenzhuli。wodiandiantou，jiangdiannaopingmushangdecaiwubaobiaoguanbi，qiehuandaozhibojiemian。
pingmuqiandesuyasumianchaotian，toufayouxielingluan，yankuanghongzhong，fangfogangdakuyichang。
tachuanzheyijianmibaisedemianzhilianyiqun，jiangtapingrilijingxindabandeshehuaganchediyangai，
zhishengxiayizhongchuchukeliandewugugan。tazuozaijizhehuizhongyang，jishizhizhangqiangduanpaoduizhunta，
shanguangdengliangchengyipian。tapengzhehuatong，shengyingengyan，
qiangpode……guzongyonggongzuo……yongwodeqiantu……weixiewo……”tadeyanleixiangduanxiandezhuziyiyangwangxiadiao，
qibuchengsheng，meishuoyijuhua，douyaotingdunhenjiu，xiandejiduxuruohewuzhu。“guzongtashuo，
ruguowobushuncongta，wojiuwufazaishejixingyelizu，
zhenggegushijituandouhuibawoyakua……wozhishiyigexiaoxiaodeshixisheng，
wuyiwukao……womeiyoubiedexuanze……”tadebiaoyankanchengyinghoujibie。
ruobushiwoshoulihaiyouyiduantazhudonggouyinguchendeluyin，jihujiuyaoxiangxintale。neiduanluyin，
shizaiguchenbangongshideyinmiluyinshebeizhongqiaoqiaobuzhuodaode。luyinzhong，suyaruhezhudongkaojinguchen，
ruheyongdiashengdiaqideshengyintiaodouta，ruheanshizijiyuanyiweitade“shiye”xishengyiqie，
shenzhizhudongtichu“weileguzong，woshenmedoukeyizuo”……taneifanhua，
meiyijudouchongchizheduiguchendechanmeiheduijinqiandekewang。“bofangluyinma？”xiaochenzaiwoshenhouxiaoshengxunwen，
tadeshouzhiyijingfangzailebofangjianshang，suishidaiming。woyaoleyaotou。“buji。”woduanqikafei，qingxiayikou，
zitaifangsong。kafeiyinyundereqimohulewodeshixian，quemohubulewoqingxingdetounao。“xianrangtayanyihuier，
zheiyanghoumiandefanzhuancaigoujingcai。rangzidanzaifeiyihuier。”yulunshibashuangrenjian，woshenanqidao。
guanzhongdetongqingxinlaidekuai，qudeyekuai。yidantamenfaxianzijibeiyunong，fanshideliliangzhihuigengqiang。guoran，
suyazheifan“leisafabuhui”dekuqingxima，zanshibodelebufenwangyoudetongqing。
wangshangkaishichuxianyixietitabaobupingdeshengyin，shenzhiyoupinglunshuowoshi“lengxuewuqingdezibenjiafuren，
bugushixishengsihuo”。raner，jinjinlianggexiaoshihou，fengxiangjiuchedibianle。dangwanbadian，
yigemingwei“bapixiaofendui”denimingzhanghaozaiweiboshangturanbaochumengliao，
shuaichuleshijizhangzhaopianheliaotianjilujietu。diyipijietuxianshi，suyadeyinxingzhanghuli，
chuleguchenzhuanjitade200wan，zaiguoqubannianli，haiyoulingwaisanbidaeruzhang，
fenbielaizisangebutongderen。zheisanbiqianjiaqilai，yuanchao200wan，
shenzhikeyituisuanchutabannianlaideshechipinxiaofeizuji。dierpizhaopianzegengjiajingbao。
shisuyayubutongnanxingzaigaojihuisuo、jiudianmenkoujinchudeqinmizhaopian。zhaopianqingxidujigao，
shijiandidianrenwuyiyingjuquan。qizhongyiwei，heranshimshidichandahengwangzong，
yiweiyijingnianguobanbai、zaishangjieyifengliuzhuchengderenwu；lingyiweizeshiyulegongsidegaocenglizong，
yeshiquanneichulemingde**。gengrangrendadieyanjingdeshi，disanweijinzhu，
jingranshiguchendesiduitou——haitianjituandezongcai，wuhai。weiboshangshunjianzhakaileguo，zhiqiandetongqinghelianmin，
shunjianzhuanhuaweiputiangaididechaofenghezhouma。“**！zheinashiqingchunxiaoshixisheng，zheijianzhishinvhaiwanga！
”“suoyitashijiaotasitiaochuan？guchenshiqizhongzhiyi？”“dengdeng，
tajuranheguchendesiduitouwuhaiyeyouguanxi？！zheixinxiliangyoudiandaa！