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hewoyouhunyuedeqianrenbawopaoqizaidinghunxianchang,hebaiyueguangsiben,yuanfuguowai。
wunianhou,taxuanzeleyigerenhuiguo。
他以为我还在等他。
bijingsuoyourenzhidao,woaicanleta,dangniantabawoyigerenpaoxia,woyemeikumeinao。
huiguoluodihou,taguorankandaolewoqianlaijiejideshenying,zhengxiangzhetazheibianhuishou。
taxiaoleqilai,fangxiaxinglibianxiangguoqubaozhuwo。
「爸爸。」
zouzaitaqianmiandenanrenkuaitayibu,jiezhulechongguolaidemoshengxiaohai,shunbianbaozhulewo——tadeweihunqi,qinleyikou。
erneigenanrenzhuanshen,takanjiantadelian,zhengshitadesiduitou。
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chenjinchuchahuilaideshihou,wozhenghaojielezhaozhaofangxue,biandaizhetayiqiqujichangdengta。
hangzhanloudatingliyouyijiamaitangguotianshidedian,zhaozhaokanjianle,chaozhenaozheyaochi。
wojitamaileyidian,xiaozhekongheta:「xiaohaizichiduoletangguo,xiaoxinzhangzhuya。」
zhaozhaomizheyanjingtianleyikoutang,「wocaibuhuizhangzhuyani,」tazhangzuijiwokantadeyachi,jiebaiyouzhengqi。
「mamajiumeizhangzhuya,mamayeaichitang。」
queshi,zheidianshang,zhaozhaohewohenxiang,xihuanchitianshi。
henzaozhiqian,wojiuyangchengleqingxuqifushihanyiketangdexiguan,kaixinlechi,bukaixinleyechi。erzheigexiguan,haishiwoheqianrenzaiyiqishi,tajiaowode。
curanxiangdaoneigeren,woshenganhuiqi。
qianrenshijialijiwoanpaidelianyinduixiang,wunianqian,tayinweilingyigenvrendedianhua,bawopaoqizailedinghunyandexianchang,zuihouhaisibenyuanzouguowai。
bujinrangwozaidangtiandiulegedalian,shihougengshizaodaolejialidezeguai,shenzhichadianyincibeitamenjiajiyigechuangshangfengpingbuhaodewushisuilaonanren。
ruguobushiwojilifanduizhengzha,youxingyundiyudaolechenjin,huoxucike,woyijingshenxiandiyule。
「爸爸出来了。」
zhaozhaodehuanhushengdaduanlewodesixu,woyaoyaotou,buyuanzaixiangzheixiebaixingshi。
chukouchuderenjibenyijingzoule,zhishengxiajigeren,chenjinzouzaizuiqianmian,chuanzheyijianbaichenshan,shenzitingba,waimaochuzhong,woyiyanbiankandaoleta。
tawenroudikanzhewomen,buhuangbumangdijiezhulehuhanzhetourutahuaibaodezhaozhao。
zheifuhuamianyouxiewenqing,woxiaozheshangqian,yebaozhuchenjin,zhaozhaobeiwomenlianggequanzaihuaili。
chenjindemuguangreqie,dizhetou,qinlewodeetouyikou:「chuchademeiyitian,wodouzaixiangni。」
tingzhetadebiaobai,ceerganshoudaotaxiongtangliqingxidexintiao,wodexinruandeyitahutu。
suoxingtaitouqinletayikou:「woyehenxiangni。」
pangbiandezhaozhaokanjianle,haixiudiwuzheyanjing,suihouyoubalazhewodeyifu:「zhaozhaoyeyaoqinqin。」
chenjinfangkaiwo,nieleniezhaozhaorouroudelianjia:「mamazhinengqinbaba,niyaoqinqin,dengyihouzhaolenanpengyouzaishuo。」
「duixiaopengyouluanshuoxieshenmeni。」wochenguaidedenglechenjinyiyan。
chenjindeyidixiaozhe,yizhishoubaozhezhaozhao,lingwaiyizhishouqianzhewo:「huijialou。」
wangmenkoudefangxiangzoudelushang,woqueganjuebeishenmedingshangleyiban,hunshenbushufu。napazouzaichenjinqianmian,neigushizhibandeshixian,renranruyingsuixing。
woyihuodihuitoukanleyiyan,datinglirenlairenwang,dandajiadouxingjicongcong,bingmeifaxianshenme。
chenjinchajuedaolewodeyichang,dishengxunwenzhe,woyaoleyaotou,meiyouhuiying。
大概是错觉吧。
kegangzouchumeijibu,shenhouquezhujianxiangqixinglixianglunzihuadongdeshengyin,suihouyigedichendenanshenghuhuandao:「hanhan。」
wojiangyingzhedeshenti,zaicihuiguotouqu。
shixianzhuangjinleyishuangchenjingdeyanjingli,limiandeqingxunongyudihuabukai。
lairenmanliandechenyu,sihushishengbingle,qiseyeshifenbuhao,shenxingxiaoshoudefangfonengbeiyizhenfengchuidao。
wodemuguangyicuncundisuoxunzhe,neishuangyanjing,neizhanglian,shizaishitaiguoshuxi。
我彻底地愣住了。
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顾晏回来了。
zheigexiaoxizaihaichengdeshangcengquanzilixianqilejudadeshuihua,yishijian,suoyourendouzaiyilunzheijianshi。
zuigaoxingdedangranshigujia,gulaoyezianpaileyichangshengdadejiefengyan,yizairanglikaihaichengyijiudeguyan,yiquanxindezitai,zhongbanghuigui。
「nichuquleyebuheguoneilianxi,yizhimeixiaoxihuilai,yaobushikandaoguowaicaijingxinwenshangcaifangleni,womenchadianyiweinichushile。」
「zheicihuiguolejiubuhuizaizouleba?」
yanhuishang,guyandeshenbianweimanleren,huanzuoyiqian,takendingshiyourenyouyudi,wanxiaozhejiubazheiqunrenzhaodaihaole。
danjintian,pangrenshuohua,tadouaidabulide。ziwohechenjinjinchangkaishi,tademuguangbiangensuizhewo,yikeyebucengyikai。
beitazheiyangkanzhe,wozhijuederumangzaibei,lazhechenjinduozaijiaoluoli,yagenbuxiangwangshangcou。
「buhuizailikaile。」guyandandandihuileyiju,xiangshizaixuanshizheshenmeyiban,congrenqunzhongzouleguolai,zhanzaiwodemianqian。
「hanhan,wozhongyuhuilaile,nizheixienian,guodehaihaoma?」
quanchangrendeshixianyixiazidoujizhongzaiwomenzheibian。
tingzheweiguanderenqieqiesiyudeyilun,wogangajile,ditoubikaitadeshixian,shizaishibuzhidaogaizenmehuiying。
xiayimiao,quejuedeyanqianyian,shichenjinzhanzailewomianqian。
tadeshenxinggaoda,beiyingkuankuo,zhenghaodangzhuleguyanhezhongrendeshixian。
「ahanxianzaishiwodeqizi,buzhidaogushaoshiyishenmeshenfenhelichangwenzheijuhuade?」
guyanshensehuaiyi:「hanhanyijingjiarenle?haijiajileni?」
「wunianqianwomenjiujiehunle,」chenjinzuijiaoxianqiyimofengxiao,yuqiwenrou,shuochudehuaquejujuzuanxin:「ahanxianzaishiwodelaopo,womenhaiyouyigekuaisisuihaizi,zhiqianzaijichang,nibushiyijingjianguolema?」
「yaner,zheijianshiniyebuyaoguaizhuhan,」cike,yuanyuankanzhedegufurenyezuobuzhule,「nituranquguowai,hezhujiadehunyueziranshizuofeile,dangshidechangmian......」
guyanqueyifuquanrantingbujinqudemoyang,tajiandingdiyaoleyaotou,shenchushouxiangbachenjinlakai。
「womeidiantou,hunyuezenmekeyizuofei?genghekuanghaishijiajichenjin,zhuhanyixiangzhidaowotaoyanta。」
「hanhan,nigaosuwo,shibushitaqiangponide。
「wohezhuhanshishoufalvbaohudehefafuqi,」cike,chenjindeshengyinyijinghandechubing,tashangqianyibazhuazhuguyandeyiling,「woquannibuyaozaidongshenmexiaoxinsi。」
yankanliangrenzhijiandefenweizhujianjianbanuzhang,wodanxinjiucinaochushilai,yaozhetoushiyichenjinfangkaiguyan。
zheibijingshizaigujialaozhaijubandeyanhui,heguyanhunyuehaizaideshihou,gujiadelaoyezidaiwohenhao,wobunengrangtajiandaozheiyangdechangmian。
guyandangniannengweilebieren,quexiwomendedinghunyan,wanquanbuzaiyizhujiadeyanmian。
taduiwomingxianshimeiyouzhenqingde,cikejieshoubule,buguoshibuxiguaneryi。
bijingwoyiqianshizhendexianghetajiehun,richangshenghuoyeyizhishiweizhetadazhuande,hexianzaiduibi,takendingyouluochagan。
dantaruguoduiwonapayouyisideguanxin,zaiguowaiwuniandeshijian,doubukenengbuzhidaowojiehundexiaoxi。
chenjinguanchazhewodelianse,quedinglewozhendeyaotafangkaiguyanhou,caihoutuiyibu,danjinjinwozhedeshuangquan,haishixianshichuletadebupingjing。
wochongzhetaanfuyixiao,caizhongxinkanxiangguyan:「woqueshijiajilechenjin,hetayeyouleshuyuwomendexingfujiejing,bucunzaitabipowozheizhongshi。qishicongnibeiyunboyigedianhuajiaozou,bawoyigerenliuzaitaishangdeneitianqi,wohenijiuzaiyemeikenengle。」
qishiduiyuwunianqiandeshiqing,wobushimeiyouyuanhen。
danshijianguolezheimejiu,woyouyudaolechenjinzheimehaoderen,zaidadeshanghen,yemanmanquanyule。cike,wobingbuxiangkongsuguyanshenme,yinweiwoyijingwanquanbuzaiyitale。
guyandeliandunshiserusihui,yishuanghanqingdeyanmouyongshanglewuqi。
tahaishixiangyiqianyiyang,qingxujidongshi,kongzhibuzhuyanlei,haojicikangeaiqingdianying,doukudexilihualade。
neishihouwogenzaitadeshenhou,juedetazheiyanghenkeai,zongshirenzhexiaoyianweita,danzheici,wobuxiangzaizaineimeganle。
guyanchelechezuijiao,muguangzhujianbiandejianding,budengwofanyingguolai,bianbawobaolegemanhuai。
tasisideguzhuwodeshuangbei,zaiwodeerbianchenshengshuodao:「wobutongyinijiaren,hanhan,wohuibaniqianghuilaide。」
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shuowanzheijuhua,guyanbianfangkailewo,ruowuqishididaizheyizhongbinkezouyuan。
dantadejudonghaishibawoheleyidatiao,banshangdoumeihuiguoshenlai。
chenjinganggangyemeifanyingguolai,cikeyayizhenuhuo,guanqiedikanzhewo:「meishiba?」
tamiansebukuai,paihuiyiyangqingqingdipaidawodeshuangbei,haoxiangyongzheizhongfangshi,jiunengbaguyanchupengwodehenjidoumochudiao。
kanzhetayouzhidexingwei,wopuchidixiaochusheng,shoulexinshen,buzaixiangguyanzuihouneijuhuashishenmeyisi,zuoyoubuguoshitadejiaoaohezizunxinzaizuosui。
zaidaizaizheiliyeyouxiewuqu,shangloubaifanglegulaoyezihou,wobiangenzhechenjinlikaileyanhui。
「gulaoyezidetaiduyouxieqiguai。」huidaojia,wohuanlexie,baozheruanzhenzuozaishafashangxiuxi。
chenjinzhengzaibangworeniunai,tanazhebeiziganshouleyixiawendu,juedeheshilecaidijiwo:「guyanlijiajinian,gujiayijingmorenlerangtadidilaijichengjiaye,xianzaitahuilaile,gulaoyeziyouyixianggengxihuanzheigedasunzi,guanyujichengquan,youdenaole。」
wochenyinlepianke,zhijuedeguyandehuiguibuhuizheimejiandan,danyishizhijianyemeisiluxiangqingchu。
chenjinzaiwopangbianzuoxia,fumozhewodetoufa:「danxintazhengbuying?」
woyaoleyaotou,guaiguaibaniunaihexiadu,suihouwanghouyidao,tangjintahuaili。
「wozhishihaoqi,tazhiqianshangleguowaiyoumingdecaijingzazhi,sihuchuangyehenchenggongdeyangzi,xianzaihuiguo,guowaideshengyibuyaole?erqie,dangchutashiheyunboyiqichuqude,quezijiyigerenhuilaile......」
chenjinfuzaiwoerbianqingxiaozhe,yindewoerchuifanqiyipianhong:「tahuilai,ziranshiyinweibuyongzaiguanneibiangongsideshiqingle,zhiyuneigeshenmeyunbo,yexindadehen,bingbushigejiandanderen。」
chenjinyangyuyanbuxiangde,wodehaoqixindaodaledingdian,zhengzhunbeichanzhetarangtaduoshuoyidianshi,wangguanjiajielezhaozhaofangxuehuijia。
zhaozhaokanjianwohechenjinzaishafashangzuozhe,rutongyigexiaopaozhangyiyangchongleguolai,feiyaojizaiwoliangzhijianzuoxia。
「babamama,laoshijintianjianglilewoyiduoxiaohonghua。」
tatankaishouzhang,xiangwomenxuanyaodao。
「zhaozhaozheimelihaia。」chenjinxiaozhe,batashoulidexiaohonghuasixialai,tiezaiwodelianshang,「niyaoshenmejiangli,babadoumanzuni。」
「woyaoquaijilvyou,xiaopangshanggeshujiaquneiliwanle,woyeyaoqu。」
chenjinzhuangzuochensilepianke,yansudidianlediantou,yibenzhengjingdikaishihezhaozhaotaolundaoshihouzenmequaiji。
wokanzhetabanverdoudehahadaxiao,buzijuedeyexiaoleqilai。
yinweijianleguyaneryongqidebuhaodehuiyi,yezhujiantunqu。
yiqianweileweixihegujiadelianyin,wofuchulexuduo,shenzhizhenxin,quemeiyoudedaoyigehaodejieguo,danhaozaiyiqieyijingguoqule。
duiwolaishuo,youenaidelaogong,keaidenver,jiarendoushentijiankang,zheiyangderizijiuzugoule。
danshishinanliao,woyiweiyijingguoqudewunianqiandejingli,guyanquepianyaorangwobuduanxiangqi。
duitalaishuo,wodebeipan,bukeraoshu。
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jiajichenjinhou,wobuxiangzaijiaxianzhe,yeweilemanzuyiqiandeyuanwang,kaileyijiashuyuzijidehuadian,zhujiande,dachuledianmingqi,yekaishichengjiedaxinghuodongdehuashusheji。
neiri,wohewangchangyiyang,bazhaozhaosongquyoueryuanyihou,qulegongzuoshi。
gangdakaimen,guyanbianzoulejinlai,haianpaisijihezhulizaimenwaibashou,bufangrenjinlai。
manshidexianhua,jiaoyanyudi,gengchendeguyanliansedeyinchenhebuyu。
budengwofahuo,tabiankailekou:「wohuiguozheimejiule,niweishenmeyicidoumeilaizhaoguowo,lianxinxiyemeifaguo。」
guyandeyuqilichongmanlekongsu。
wozhouzhemeitou,bumingbaitazenmenengshuochuzheizhonghua。
heguyanyinweihunyuezaiyiqihaojinian,taheshizaiyiguowo?renshileyunbohou,tagengshibabudewoyongyuandoubuyaolianxita,haorangtanengyoushijianheyunboxiangchu。
xianzaizheiliyemeiyoudisangeren,tayifuwoduibuqita,ertaduiwohaiyouqingyidemoyangshijisheikan。
「nidaodixiangshuoshenme?」heguyangongchuyishideganjuetaiqiguaile,zaijiashangtayizhishitukaojinwo,worenbuzhutuidaolejutaihoumian。
kanzhewotuiquededongzuo,guyanmilemiyan,biaoqingzhuomobuding。
「wozhishixiangzhidaoyijianshiqing。」