第三章

第三章

shenye,zhidaotingdaoshenpangdejiangmingchuanlaiwendingerjunyundehuxisheng,wocaihuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing。

heianzhong,wojingjingdiningshizhetianhuaban,huanghujianxiangqilewunianqiandewangshi。

neishidewoganggangdaxuebiye,youzhechusedeshejizuopin,yuanbenchayidianjiunengnadaoxinyideoffer。

queyinweibeijigezuijiudexiaohunhuntuoruxiangzi,yongbolijiupingcixialeshuangyan,cuoshileyuanbenshuyuwodeguangmingrensheng。

hewojiaowanglesanniandenanyou,xianqiwoshigexiazi,lianjubianbaiyeburongwoshuo,bianzhuantouxiangjiangchengshoufuzhinvjimingzhuqiuhun。

woyiduxianruzibi,jitianjiyebuganchumen。

zhidaojijiafumuzhaoshanglemen。

tamenshuo,tongguopaichusuotigongdednabiduifaxian,wocaishitamendeqinshengnver,youbaogaoweizheng。

kebishidewo,yijingkanbudaorenhedongxi。

tamenkuzhejiangwobaojinhuaili,xintengdeqingfuwodelianjia,gaosuwo,meiguanxi,yiqieyoutamenzai,wulunhuaduoshaoqian,douyaobawodeyanjingzhihao。

congweiyouguofumutengaidewo,yixiazixianruletamendeqinqingquantaoli。

quemeiyouxixixiangguo,mingmingworenyizhizaijiangcheng,pingjietamenjijiadecaili,weiheguoleershiniancaizhongyuzhaodaowo。

huidaojijiadeqiansangeyue,tamendaiwojihao,bujinyoudandudefangjian,chuanbuwandepiaoliangyifu,haigesanchawudidaiwoquxunyiwenzhen,danmeicizhiliaoguohou,wonulizhengdayanjingdoushitulao。

suoxingzijiyejieshoulezheigeshishi。

zheitian,jijiafumuqueturandaizhekudelihuadaiyudejimingzhuqiudaowomianqian,shuojimingzhuzaiwaimianfanleshi,duifangbukenhejie,yidingyaoqianrenzuishu,wenwokebukeyititaqurenzui。

“tongtong,wozhidaozheiduinibugongping,danmingzhuhaiyouguangmingderensheng,tabunengnianjiqingqingjiuquzuolao。”

“taxinyideoffermashangjiuxialaile,bunengzaizheigeshihouchushi。”

“keshinibuyiyang,fanzhengniyebuyonggongzuo,chuyuhoubabamamayehuiyizhiyangzhenide,haobuhao。”

tingzhebamakenqiedeyanci,wonuliyaxiaxindidesuanse,xiangdaozicongjiewojinmen,tamendaiwosichuqiuyidejianxin,bianguishishenchadidianlediantou。

kandaowodiantoudaying,tamenchadianxijierqi,lianshengxiangwodaoxie。

bamatengwoyichang,tamendaiwodehao,wobenjiubuzhigaizenmechanghai,rujintamenjixiangwokaikou,suoxingjiuquanletamendexinyuanba。

fanzheng,xianzaidewo,yezhishifeirenyige,guozheyiyanjiuwangdaojintoudeshenghuo。

liugeyuehou,wochuyule。

banniandeshijianguodehenkuai,danhaishirangwoyushehuiyouxiexutuojie。

suoyihuidaojijiadewokaishidikangyuwaijiejiechu,biandeyufachenmoguayan。

zhidaohewozixiaoyouwawaqindejiangmingshangmenqiuqu。

tazhiyanbingbujieyiwodeguoqu,huiyongyishengtengwo、aiwo,jilewoquanjiangchengzuishengdadehunli。

hunhoutachongworugu,lianwoshimingdeyanjingdouzhaogudexiaoxintuodang。

congbutirenherangwoshangxindeziyan,biru“shiming”,biru“jianyu”。

shenzhilianjialidebieshuyeteyiweiwopushemangdao,fangbianwoguowangxingzou。

meinianshengri、jinianrideliwuyecongbuquexi。

woyizhiyiwei,laotianshijuanguwode,suoyicaipaijiangminglaizhengjiuwoyijingbukanderensheng。

zhikexi,tadequeshiqishi,woquebushitayaoshouhudeneigegongzhu。

neixiewoziyiweidexingfu,zhibuguoshitaweijimingzhuzuodexishengbale。

xiangdaozheili,leishuiwushenghualuo。

一夜无眠。