痛。
还有无尽的慌。
shouluozaixiaofushang，yeyanbuquneitongneihuang。
mingyunchedidehunshuileguoqu。
mingyunshibeikushengkuxingde。
zhishixingle，quebuxiangzhengkaiyanjing。
tabuxihuanmingyandekusheng，henjia，fenmingjiushizuoxiu，kujibierenkande。
“moyao，wobushiguyide，qishi，nikeyibubiquwode，niqujiejieba，wobuguaini。”
“bubi，wosongnihuijia。”
limoyaodeshengyinchuanlai，ranhoujiushixixisusudefangsinanrenbaoqinvrendeshengyin，ranhoujiushilimoyaoyigerendejiaobushengjianxingjianyuan。
mingyunzheicaizhengkaileyanjing，shouluozaixiaofushangganshouleyixia，keyuanbentajiuzhihuaiyunlelianggeduoyue，zheiyijizhixiayebuzhixiaodongxishibushihaizaishentili。
tayoudianji，gubudeshenshangdetongteng，xialechuangguangzhejiaoyajiupaochulebingfang，laguoyigehushijijiwendao：“wodehaizihaizaima？”
tasuiranhenlimoyao，suiranxiangyaolikaita，keshihaizishiwugude。
neihushikanzhetadeyanshenyouxielianmin，“yijingxiaochanle，jieai。”
mingyundeshenzihuanglehuang，suijitandaozailedishang。
她的孩子没了。
shimingyantuidaoletacaixiaochande。
“hehe……haha……”tadaizuozaidishang，bingbingliangliang，queliangbuguotaxindilideleng。
buzhidaozuoleduojiu，zhidaoyigehushizouguolai，chijingdefuqileta，xunchidao：“mingxiaojie，nicaixiaochan，jiuzheiyangzuozaidishanghuishengbingde，erqiexiaochanhouzaochengdebinghenrongyiliuxiabinggen，yibeizidouzhibuhao。”
mingyunshunzhehushideshouzhanqi，yanjinglizheigeshihouyijingshiyituanshuiwu，“mingyandehaizini？”
“tadebaozhule，meishile，lixianshengdaitahuijiale，nikankannimeimei，renjiahuaileyunkeshimingzhengyanshunde，bijingdoudinglehun。”
yigehushishuowan，lingyigehushichaofengdenizhemingyun，“nini，nizhibuzhidaobierenzenmeshuoni，doushuonishisishenghuobujiandian，daochugenyenanrenzuo，nishibushilianhaizishinagenanrendedoubuzhidao？zheiyangdehua，meilejiumeileba。”
mingyunhuidaolebingfang，daidaidetangzaichuangshang，naoziliquandoushihushiganggangshuodeneijuhua，“doushuonisishenghuobujiandian，daochugenyenanrenzuo……”
ketazhigenyigenanrenzuoguo，neijiushilimoyao。
shoujituwudexiangleqilai，youxiecier，mingyunmantuntundenaqi，kandaoshimingyandehaoma，chiyileyixia，meiyoujie。
kemingyanqueshiqieerbushedeyizhidayizhida，zuizhongrangmingyunshoubuledejieleqilai，“mingyan，shenmeshi？”
“jie，woyemeishenmedashi，jiushitingshuonixingle，xiangnihuibaoyixianineigeyezhongdexiachanghexialuo。”
mingyundeshouyidou，shoulideshoujichadiandiaoluo，yizhongbuhaodeyuganxishangxintou，jiutingmingyanjixushuodao：“qishinineigeyezhongdoubaozhulede，buguomoyaoshuonizaiwohetadedinghunyanshangbudongshile，budongshidenvrenziranshibunengshengxiatadehaizi。
suoyi，nihunmibuxingdeshihoujiuzhijierangyishengjinizuolerenliushoushu，ng，jiaodiaolehouhairangchenmingqianleyitiaogoudaoyiyuan，zhijiebaneixuelinlindexiaorouyajiweilegou。
tashuotaconglaimeiyouaiguoni，buguoshiwozuijinshentibuhaoyongniwanwanbale，nanrenma，conglaidounaibuzhujimode，nidongde。”
houlai，mingyanhaishuoleshenme，mingyunyijingwanquantingbudaole，tadaizhengdetangzaibingchuangshang，shoujizaojiudiaoluozaidi，yanleijingjingdeliutang，shijiefangfodaolemoriyiban。
tadehaizi，beijiqijiaosui，beiqinshengfuqinweilegou。