情深不愿,寂寥成空章节_1

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wolinpenshi,peiqingyanbazhudaoyishenghuanchenglezijideyangmei。

ketadeyangmeipeiyaoyao,zhishiduiyixueganxingqu,genbenbushiyisheng。

wojingkongzhengzhazhexunzhaopeiqingyandeshenying。

quekanjiantawenroudijipeiyaoyaocahan。

“guaibaobiejinzhang,zhishiyitaizigongjixingdepoufuchaneryi。dengnizuowanshoushu,buchongwanlunwenshuju,woyidingrangnishunlijinruhafuyixueyuan。”

shoushujieshuhou,peiqingyanyanquanhonghongdikanzhewo。

“ayuan,womendehaizi,gongneizhixi,meiqiangjiuguolai。”

ketabuzhidao,woduimayaoyoukangxing,shoushuhouqihuifuletingli。

wotingjian,taqinshouqiasilewodehaizi。

yuanlai,taxunuoguodemeimanweilai,zhishiweilerangwoxinganqingyuanchengweitayangmeidedianjiaoshi。

woerzideming,zaitamenyanzhong,yebuguoshiyiduibingliangdeshuju。

woxinhuiyileng,jiasizhiqian,jitaliuxialeyifendali。

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“ayuan,woququhaizidesiwangzhengming。nigangzuowanshoushu,daizaibingfanglibuyaoluanpao。”

wojilirennai,burangzijiliuluchuyisiyuanhen。

“quba,woxianzaitouhunnaozhang,xiangshuiyijue。”

peiqingyanyixiangduoyihenli,juebunengrangzhidaowofaxianlezhenxiang。

wohaipataweilepeiyaoyaodelunwen,qiangzhiwohuaiyunshengchan。

bijingpeijiarujinzhagentguo,heibailiangdaotongchi。

erwowuyiwukao,weiyidezhenxinrenyeduiwomanshisuanji。

kanzhewohunhunchenchenyouyaoshuizhe,tawenleyixiawodeetou,fangxindilikaile。

wopoqiedixiangjianhaizizuihouyimian。

wuzheyichangtengtongdeshangkou,woshenyijiaoqianyijiao,qiaoqiaozoudaoletaipingjian。

meixiangdaoguaijiaocuanchulegerenying,bawozhuangdaozaidi。

shangkoubeimengdichedao,wotengdepabuqilai。

duifangjianqidishangdeshoujihou,huangzhangditaopaole。

wogangyaojipeiqingyandadianhuaqiujiu,caifaxianzheibushoujibushiwode。

buzhidaowuchudaolenali,yiduanshipinkaishizidongbofang。

limianderenzhengshipeiqingyan。

shipinli,peiqingyanzhengzaidadianhua,yuqiyichangqinniwenrou。

“yaoyaoguai,zheishinidiyicizhudaowanchengshoushu,yidingleihuaileba。woqinshouweiniaolewujitang,nixianguaiguaichifan,wanyidianwojiuhuijiapeini。”

gualedianhuahou,peiqingyanyuqibinglengdiduipangbiandebaidaguashuo。

“zhangjiaoshou,nishichankeshengshou,ayuandeshentiyaojinkuaidiaolihao。mingniandezheigeshihou,tabixuzaicishengchan,fouzeganbushangyaoyaodelunwenjindu。”

“buxinga!furendachuxue,zigongchadianbaobuzhu。duanshijianneiyaoertai,jiushirangtasongsi!”

peiqingyanyanshenlengmo:“wohuazhongjinqingnilai,bushiweiletingzheizhonghuade。nijinguanquzuo,youshenmezerenwodanzhe。”

“neininweishenmeyaoqiasixiaoshaoye?”

“ayuanjianchizhiyaoyigehaizi。danshiyaoyaodelunwenzhishaoxuyaoliangcizigongjixingderenshenanli。tabixusi。”

zhangjiaoshouzouhou,peiqingyanzhongzhongtanxiyisheng。

“yaoyao,wokuiqiannitaiduo。jinshengwozhinengyigegedeshenfenpeizainishenbian,zhiyaonengmibuni,wozuoshenmedouyuanyi。”

我目瞪口呆。

gangcaineigeren,henyoukenengshigegouzi,tingshuopeiqingyandehaizizaoyao,teyigenzongta,xiangwadianbaozhaxingxinwen。

zhishiyinchayangcuobeiwozhuangpo。

woxinlishengqiyizhongjudadebeiai,youjuedeyouxiehaoxiao。

yuanlaiwoyinyiweihaodeaiqing,zhishiyitansheidoukeyicaiyijiaodelanni。

woyaoyarenzhejutonghuidaofangjian,hunshenjihubeilenghanjintoule。

xiayike,jiaobushengxiangqi,peiqingyanqingqingtuikaimen。

“ayuan,niyifushangzenmedoushihui?”

taxixicazhewolianshangdezangdongxi,zhuantouwenzhaoguwodeyuesao。

“wangsao,furengangcaichumenle,haishuaidaole?”

yuesaozhanzhanjingjing:“duibuqipeizong,wogangqujifurennahuanxiyiwule,buzhidaofurenqunale......”

haimeidengtahuashuowan,peiqingyanmanbujingxindidalegeshoushi。

“zheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhao,diujinhailiweishayuba。”

baobiaowuzhuyuesaodezui,batatuolechuqu。

peiqingyanfangfoshenmeshidoumeifasheng,yijiuwenrou。

“ayuan,nigangzuowanshoushu,zenmenengluanpao?tinghua,haohaoxiuxi,buranwohuidanxinde。”

他拿出一个外卖盒。

“zheishinizuiaichidepidanshourouzhou,woteyirangzhulidiande。”

keshi,wochideshiwaimai,peiyaoyaoquekeyichidaotaqinshouaodewujitang。

peiqingyanbazhoufangzaizuibianchuilechui,didaowomianqian。

woniuguotou,momoliulei。

peiqingyanzhuaqiwozhandoubutingdeshou,tiezaitadelianshang。

“ayuanbieku,womenhainianqing,haihuiyouhaizide。”

peiqingyanyanhanleihua,yaoduoshenqingyouduoshenqing。

woxiantianzigongjixing,youyouduonang,shouyunshifenkunnan。

weilehuaiyun,wotunyaotundaooutu,dazhendadeduziqingziyipian。

weilejiweichushengdehaiziqifu,woyiluguibaidaosimiao,tuijiangzhileyigeyue。

ganghuaiyundeshihou,peiqingyantiezhewodeduzitingtaidong。

“baobaoya,niyaokuaidianzhangda,neiyangcainenghewoyiqishouhumama。”

peiqingyan,nitaihuiyanle,daodinagecaishizhendeni?

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buyihui,hushijinlaijiwopaielu。

peiqingyanzhanqishen,shuliandibofangqiqingyinle:“wolaiba。wofurencongxiaojiupateng,capodianpidouyaodiaoyanlei。”

wolianwudeshihou,xigaijingchangshuaideqingyikuaiziyikuai。

taweilezhuanyiwodezhuyili,zongshihuizaicayaoshifangyixieshuhuandeqingyinle。

ranhouhongzhewoshuo,denggefangwan,shangkoujiubutengle。

peiqingyanwenredeshoufangzaiwodexiaofu,yiquanquanqingroudianzhe。

“ayuan,woteyizhaoyaoyaoxuede**shoufa,xuelehaojitianni。shibushihenshufu?”

turan,wodexiaofujulietengtongqilai,fangfoyouliangzhishouhenhenningzhepirou。

wotongdizhiqishenzi,mengdebapeiqingyantuikai。

zheishiwodiyicikanzijipoufuchandeshangkou。

santiaobahenxizhangzhengning,fenghecaolvmahu,yijingweiweishenchulexue。

“ayan?weishenmezheiliyousantiaodaokou?poufuchanbushizhiyouyitiaoma?”

peiqingyanlianbuhongxinbutiaodijieshi:“dangshinidachuxueqingkuangjinji,yaoyaozhinengduohuajidaoguancha,tayeshiweilenideanquanzhexiang。”

为了我的安全?

wokanshiweileduokanjiyanzigongjiegou,haochongshitadelunwenba!

wogangyaohepeiqingyanzhengbian,tadeshouji**turanxiangle。

qingyinlejiaranerzhi,huanchenglepeiyaoyaotianninideshengyin。

“yangege,nidexiaokeailaidianhuala~woshusangeshu,bujiejiuzaiyebulinige,san~er~”

peiqingyanbashoujidiaochengjingyin。

“ayuannibieduoxiang,yaoyaozhishiwodemeimei。xiaohaizidiaopi,jiwotoutouhuande。wochuqujiegedianhua。”

“doushiyijiaren,dagedianhuaeryi,buyongbizhewo。”

tayouyuleyishun,batingtongtiejinerduo。

kewohaishitingdaolepeiyaoyaoweiqudekuqiang。

“yangege,nibushishuohaojinwanpeiwoma?douzheimewanle,niweishenmehaibuhuilai?nibubaozhewo,wogenbenshuibuzhe。”

“yaoyao,ayuandedaokoubengkaile,wodepeitazhongxinfenghe,jiubuhui......”

peiqingyanhuahaimeishuowan,dianhuaneibianchuanlaiwandiesuiliedeshengyin。

“yangege,jialiturantingdianle,wodeshouhaoxiangbeihuapole。haotongwuwuwu,jialihaoheiwohaohaipa!”

peiqingyankuaisuchuanshangdayi,huojihuoliaodiwangwaigan:“yaoyaonibiepa,womashangganguoqu!”

chumenzhiqian,tazhoumeikanzheworanxuedeshangkou:“nizheigeyinggaibushidashi,zaifengheyixiajiuxing。wogangyijingjiaozhangjiaoshouhehugongguolaile。”

duodiliedezhengchongshouduan,danshipeiqingyanhaishixinganqingyuandiyaogoule。

zhangjiaoshouzhongxinjiwofengheledaokou,tamenzhongyubuzaixiangsantiaowugongpazaiduzishang。

huran,woxiongqianshitoule。

wowucuodicashizhe,biziyisuan,yanleiyichuanchuandiwangxiadiao。

wodehaiziqushile,danshishentihaibennengdifenmiruzhi。

huidaobingfang,yijingshishenyele。

woshishendidingzhetianhuaban。

peiyaoyao18suishibeipeifushouyang,yizhizhanzhepeiqingyan。

qichu,peiqingyanhaishuotafan,kehoulaiwomendehuatiquanshita。

wobugaoxing,tayouxiehaoxiaodiguaguawodebizi。

“xiaohaizidecuniyechi?wozhishikantahaowan,nibuxihuan,woyihoujiubushuole。”

yuanlainimenzaojiuyuejiele。

hugongkanwoyizhixiaochenbukenshuijue,jiudakaidianshi,xiangjiwozhuanyizhuyili。

dianshishangputiangaididoushiwojintianshoushudebaodao。

tamenzanyangpeiqingyanshenqing,weilewopinganshengchan,buxihuazhongjinqinglaizaoyituixiudechankeshengshouzuozhen。

tamenkuazanpeiyaoyaoshitiancaiyisheng,diyicishangshoushutai,jiuwanmeidiwanchenglezigongjixingdefenmianshoushu。

tamenzhizewobushigehegedemuqin,lianzijideshentiqingkuangdoubuqingchu,buranhaizizenmehuigongneizhixisiwang。

shenzhihaiyougouziqutaipingjianpailehaizidezhaopian。

wojuewangdikanzhehaiziqingzidexiaolian,zhandouzhejipeiqingyanboquledianhua。

nimenkeyimawo,danshiweishenmeyaobahaizidezhaopianfachulaidangzuotanzi?

dianhuabochuqule99ci,zhongyujietongle。

meidengwokaikou,limianchuanchulenannvzhongzhongdechuanxisheng。

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“yaoyao,tinghua,nideshougangshouleshang,bieluandong。nikeshiyaonashoushudaoderen,yidingyaohaohaoyangzhe,zaishoushangwohuixinteng。”

woguaduandianhua,ranglvshijiqicaoleyifenlihunxieyishu,youmaileyizhangsantianhouhuiguodefeijipiao。

diertian,peiqingyanshuogongsiqianleyigezhongyaodedadanzi,taimanglezoubukai。

wokanzhepeiyaoyaofadepengyouquanxiaole,errenmingmingzaidishinikanyanhua。

tamenzaiyanhuaxiatianmiyongwen,sheikanlebushuoyijuhaopei。

disantian,peiyaoyaoyaokaiqinggongyan,peiqingyanbuguwodeshangkoumeiyanghao,zhiyirangsijijiewohuilaozhai。

lushang,mimihuhuzhong,mengjianlewodehaizi。

tabozishangyouyiquandandandeqiahen,henhendidawodeduzi。

“niweishenmebubaohuhaowo!nizheigemeiyongdehuaimama!nibupeizuowodemama!”

womengdijingxing,caifaxiandaolaozhaile。

popokandaowo,xiangduowenshenyiyang。

tabailewoyiyan,wuzhebizi,zhihuiyongrenbanlaiyigedahuopen,shangmiandehuomiaocuandehengao。

“shiyuan,jinmenzhiqian,xianconghuopenkuaguoqu!niyigesilehaizidenvren,biejiwomenpeijiadailaieyun!daoshihouzisundiaobi,wozhaonisuanzhang!”

wogangzuowanshoushumeijitian,congshangdaoxiameiyouyichushibutengde,lianzouludouzhanzhanweiweidexiaosuibu,zenmekenengyixiazimaizheimedadebuzi!

hugonglianmangfuzhuwo,xiaoxinyiyidishuo。

“laofuren,shaofurenqianjitiangangzuoshoushu,zhangjiaoshoushuole,bunengjulieyundong,fouzedaokouhuifubuhaoa。”

popohaoxiangtingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua。

“wodangniangangshengwanhaizijiunengxiadiganhuo,nijiaoqingshenme?niyaoshibuyuanyikuahuopen,jiuguizaizheili,weiwosiqudedasunziqifuba!”

peiqingyanmianseyouyu,gangyaokaikouqiuqing。

peiyaoyaowanzhetadegebo,shoushangdaizheyifujingmeideshoutao。

shipeiqingyanweilebaohutadeshou,lianyedingzhide。

“yangege,nifangxinba,zhishikuagehuopen,genbenmeishi。saozizaichuangshangtangleneimejiu,yegaiyundongyundong。”

peiqingyantingdaotazheimeshuo,likefangxinle。

“ayuan,nijiutingmadehua,kuaba。”

wocanranyixiao,jieguogangmaichuquyizhijiao,jiuzhongxinbuwen,henhenshuaidaozaidishang。

zhouweidebinkeyilunfenfen。

popolianshangguabuzhu,zoudaowomianqian,henhenshuailewoyibazhang。

“meiyongdedongxi!yaoyaodoushuonimeishile,nidaodizaizhuangshenme?chengxinzaiwairenmianqiandawodelianma?”

wokanzheyiwushangshenchudexueji,xiayishixiangpeiqingyanqiuzhu。

“ayan,wodeshangkou,youliuxuele。”

peiqingyangangyaolaifuwo,peiyaoyaolikejingjiaoqilai。

“yangege,wodeshouturanhaotong,nikuailaibangwokankanzenmele。”

peiqingyanlianseyibian,likebatabaoqilai,wangwulizouqu。

zuihouhaishihugongbawofujinlewoshi。

zoudeshihou,wotingjianbinkeqieqiesiyu。

“peijiasandaidanchuan,shiyuanzigongshousun,peijiahairongdexiatama?”

“wokanpeilaotaitaiyegengxihuanpeiyaoyao,wotingshuo,tazhengdasuanhuanerxifuni......”

huidaowoshibuyihui,taliangjiuguolaile。

peiyaoyaozhuangsisuiyidiliaoleliaotoufa,zhanshitabojingshangdeliangmeiwenhen。

peiyaoyaochongwopiezuilengxiao:“saozi,nigangshangkouliuxuele,wolaibangnibaozhayixia。”

xiayike,zhanzhedianfudemianqianhenhendizhajinshangkou,youzailimianxuanzhuanlehaojiquan。

yijingyuhedepiroushunjiansilie,haoxiangtongledaoziyiyangteng。

womeirenzhu,yijiaochuaishangletadejianbang。

“a!haotong!saoziniti**shenme?”

peiqingyanshunjianbianlelianse,tafuqipeiyaoyao,gangyaofazuo,kandaowopiroufankaideshangkouhoubilezui。

peiyaoyaobumanyitadefanying,likegenghuanlecelve。

“wowangjinajiaodaile,yangege,nixialoubangwoquyixia。”

peiqingyanzouhou,peiyaoyaolikeluchulezhenmianmu。

tanachuyigebaiciguan,balimiandefenmodaozaiwodeshenshang,puchiyishengxiaole。

“shiyuan,nibushiyizhixiangnierzima?rujinmuzituanju,nigaobugaoxing?”

zheijingranshiwodehaizideguhui!

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peiyaoyaohaobuyanshidihahadaxiao。

“nierzisideneitianwanshang,yangegehaiganzhehuilai,hewochuangzaoxinshengmingni。nibushidadianhuaguolaima,xiangxinnidoutingdaole?”

“shuodaozheige,nixiangkankannierzihuozhedeyangzima?”

tajuqishouji,bofangqipeiqingyanwusihaizidequanguocheng。

woyanzhengzhengkanzhetakushengyuelaiyuexiao,lianseyuelaiyuezi,zuihoumanmanbudongle。

wofalefengsidezaleshouji,xiangyaopuguoquhetatongguiyujin。

peiyaoyaoqueturannaqituopanshangdejiandao,chongzhezijideyoushouzhaleguoqu。

xiayimiao,wobeirenxianfanzaidi。

peiqingyanshuangyanxuehong,wuzhepeiyaoyaoxueliubuzhideshou。

“shiyuan!yaoyaodeshoushiyonglaizuoshoushude,jinguidehen,nizenmeganhuashangtadeshou!”

wotuchuyikouxue,banjuhuadoushuobuchulai。

peiyaoyaoxuruodiwozaipeiqingyandehuaili。

“saozifeiyaoshuoshiwoshoushuzuodecha,caidaozhitazigongshousun,haizizaoyao。wogangyaojieshi,saozijiuzalewodeshouji,haiyaohuilewodeshou,rangwozaiyezuobuchengshoushu。”

“jiransaozijuededoushiwodecuo,neiwojiuchedifeilewozheishuangshou,xiangnihehaizipeizui!”

peiqingyanlikeduoguotashoushangdejiandao,renglechuqu。

“shiyuan,woyiqianzenmemeifaxiannishizheimeeduderen?nizijiyouxiantiancanji,yaoyaozaishoushutaizhanleyitiancaijinizuowanshoushu。nibudanbuzhiganen,haifafengshangren?”

“yenanguaihaizigangchushengjiuduanqile。wokanjiushinihuaishizuojin,zaoletianqian!”

“haizitanshangnizheimegebuhegedemama,jiusuanzhangdale,yedebeinibidetiaolou!”

wonujigongxin,yaoyaohuanghuangdizhanqilai,jianqidishangdejiandao。

“wohuaishizuojinzaoletianqian?peiqingyan,niganbugangaosuwo,zhudaoyishengweishenmeshitazheigemenwaihan!wodehaiziweishenmeboziyouyiquanlehen!”

peiqingyanshenqingbuziran,zhouzhemeidaodayipa。

“budaoqianjiusuanle,nihaihujiaomanchan?yaoyaoweilenideshoushukulianbannian。haiziyeshiyinweiqidairaojingcaizhixisiwang。”

“wokannishishenzhibuqingle。congxianzaikaishi,nijiuzaiyiyuandaizhe,biehuilaiaiyanle。”

wohenhenkanzhetamen,gaogaojuqijiandao,chongzhezijidexiaofutongqu。

“shiyuan!nibuyaomingle!”

“peiqingyan,wolianzijidehaizidoushouhubule,queshibushiyigehegedemama。fanzhengniyebuxiangrangwoshengxiahuodehaizi,neiwojiurunisuoyuan。”

peiqingyankanzhewobeixuejintoudeyibai,xiayishixiangwozoulai。

zheishi,peiyaoyaojuqishoushangdeyoushou,yingyingkuqilai。

“yangege,wodeshouhaotonga。woshibushizaiyezuobuchengyishengle,wohaohaipa。”

tabuzaiyouyu,baoqipeiyaoyaowangwaizou。

peiyaoyaojiwobailegeguilian,qingqingtuchulianggezi:“laji。”

我被司机送到医院。

hushizhangbawotuijinshoushushi:“zhangjiaoshouni!bingrenxianzaishixueguoduo,zigongpoliexuyaozhaichu,jixushoushu!”

zhibanhushihuida:“peizongbaquanchengsuoyouyishengdoujiaozoule,shuotademeimeishoushoushangle,bixujinjishoushu,zheikezenmeban?”

wobaizhelian,qiruoyousi:“qingbangwobabaolidewenjianzhuanjiaopeiqingyan。baneixiedongxijiaochuqu,wojiukeyianxinle......”

gangshuowanzheijuhua,wojiushiquleyishi。

jigexiaoshihou,peiqingyanzhongyuxiangqileshiyuan。

shiyuanzenmeturanshanghaiziji,haizhiwenzijiguanyuhaizideshi。

nandao,tazhidaolezhenxiang?

peiyaoyaofaxiantafadai,zhuangchuyifukelianbabadeyangzi。

“yangege,wodeshouhaoteng,nibangwochuichuihaoma?”

peiqingyankandaotaguozheshabudeshou,duishiyuandexintenglikexiaoshile。

tazijibaohulewuniandemeimei,jingranbeibierenneiyangshanghai!

“yangege,shiyuanzigongkendinghuaile。jirantabuhaoshengyang,wojinishenghaobuhao?”

裴清宴蹙眉推开她。

“yaoyaobiehunao,wochengnuoguoayuan,yaozhaogutayibeizide。”

turan,zhangjiaoshoutuikaibingfangdemen,shoulinazheyidiewenjianheyigebaowenxiang。

“peizong,jieai。yinweininbasuoyouyishengdoudiaozoule,furenshixueguoduo,jiuzhibujishi,yijingqushile。talinzhongqian,rangwobazheixiezhuanjiaojini。”