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我是个卖酒的。
nanyouweilejiuwo，beirentuodaolexiaoxiangzili
从此音讯全无
wobuguyiqiefafengsidezhaoletaliugeyue，
wozhanzaiyesedinglouxiangzhesilequpeita
quewuyitingdaodinglougaojibaoxiangchuanlaishuxideshengyin
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“shenzhudouzhaoshangnimenle？”
turantingdaozijidemingzi，wohaishimeinengannazhuxinzhongdehaoqi，zoudaolexuyanzhedebaoxiangmenkou。
“zhouge，nizheichujiufengchendeximakeshitaijingcaile，shenzhuneigemaijiunvzhaonidoukuaizhaofengle！”
yesedingcengdebaoxiang，conglaidoubuduiwaikaifang，zhiliujibeihoudelaobanmen。
wozhengzaileyuandi，kanzhebaoxiangzhongkazuolideneigenanren，zhangzheyizhanghewozhaolebanniandenanpengyouyimoyiyangdelian。
kepingshizongshihanzheshenqingdeyanshencikequedoushibuxie：“zhaofengleyouzenmeyang，talianwoshisheidoubuzhidao，haixiangzhaodaowo？”
“eee，wodouwangle，zanzhougelianzhenmingdoumeiyougaosuta！”pangbiandenanrendao，“zhouqian，wotingdaoshenzhushuozheigemingzideshihouchadianmeixiaosi！”
shuohuaderenworenshi，yesedezongjingli，woduleduifanghaojitian，jiuxiangwenwentazhibuzhidaozhouqiandexialuo。
guaibude，wotieleneimeduodexunrenqishidoushichendahai。
wodunzhulejiaobu，daidaidizhanzaimenkou，yishijianyouxiexiangbumingbai，yiqiongerbaidenanyouzenmebianchenglerenrenchuipengdezhouge。
nengrangzongjinglidouchuipengdezhougeyezhiyouyige——jingchengtaiziyezhoushiyu。
“dangchuhaibushihenimendadushule，feiyaowobanqiongxiaoziquzhuigepeijiunvzaibatashuaile！”
“xianzaigengegoupigaoyaoyiyang，manshijiezhaowo，wodouxiandiuren！”
zhoushiyuyaohuangzheshouzhongdejiubei，yuqiqingmie：“shenzhuzheizhongren，wokanyiyandouxianexin！”
zhouweiyoushiyizheneyidexiaosheng：“suiranshenzhushigemaijiunv，keshizhimaijiubumaishen，zhangdeyoupiaoliang，zhougenishuiyebukuia！”
zhoushiyuqingxiaoyisheng：“nimendonggepi，zhuangdeyaosi，tiantianmaijiu，huiqulepengyeburangwopengyixia。”
“sizhuang，danglebiaozihaiyaolipaifang！”
“meishi，zanzhougeyaoshenmeyangdenvrenmeiyou？”pangbianderenjizhoushiyudianleyan，“nizuihoujiasituoshen，wogujishenzhuzheibeizidouwangbuleni。”
wotingzhelimianhuangtangdehua，zichaodigoulegouzuijiao。
shia，zheibeizidouwangbulele。
shenbianyourendaqu：“zhouge，niyaoshiwannilebudasuanyaole，neigejigeshangle，shenzhukanqilaijiushigeyouwu，zanjigexianglehaojiule。”
zhoushiyunazheyandeshouweiweiyidun。
wozaixinzhonganziqidao，napajiukanzaiwomenzaiyiqidebannian，bierangzheixierenlaipengwo。
zheixiefujiagongzigedeyijuwanxiaohua，duiyuwozheizhongputongrenlaishuoquerutongyizuoshan，tamenzhixuyaotanxiaofengsheng，jiukeyiqingeryijuhuilewoderensheng。
kezhoushiyuzhichenmoleyixia，suijiheguangleshoulidejiu，bochuntuchulelianggezi：
“随便。”
zhoushiyudeyanshen，limianquanshishangweizheduixiaweizhedebiyihemieshi，zhaobuchubandianzaichuzuwulidewenqingyuaiyi。
“buguozaijinizhiqian，wotingxiangkanshenzhuzaiweilewofayicifeng，nimenshuozenmeban？”
kazuozhengzhongjiandezhoushiyumanbujingxindidouledoushouzhongdeyan：
“buruwozaidiaotayici，ranhouzaishuaileta？”
wozhijuedequanshendexueyedouliangtoule，zhenggerenzaisanshiloudewanfengzhongyicuncundebianleng。
woyiweizhoushiyushiyigehewoyiyangzaininingyuheiandangzhongzhengzhaderen，womenduozailoufengdechuzuwuzhongxianghuyiweiqunuan。
可现实却告诉我。
suoweidejiushuheaiyi，doushizheiqungongzigedewanxiao。
我再次走上了天台。