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guoquwozuiaiderenshisongshiqian,rujinwozuibuxiangkandaoderenyeshita。

wofaxiansongshiqianhetanianshaoshidelianrenyoulejiugeyaozhuisudaoyizhouqian。

neitian,woxiangwangchangyiyangjixiaosunzizhenglizuoye。

neiluobenzijiuzaixiaosunzidewoshifangzhe,wosuishouyifan,quebushixiaosunzidehuace。

xiangshidiyirenchengjishiji,shangmianqingqingchuchubiaojileriqi,zhujiaoqueshiyiduinannv,fanwaishinanzhudeersunshijiao。

tamenlijingmonancaideyixiangyixiangwei,qiqingzhenyiqieliyingbeizhongrensuozhi。

erwoshichaisantamenmeihaoaiqingdeemo。

woxinzangyinyinzuotong,shizhiqingzhan,jihujiuyaochuanbuguoqilai。

zuijindeyigezhangjieli,shuxiezheerrenjijiangzhengtuoshisu,shuangsushuangfeidexiyuezhiqing。

zheishisongshiqiandezi,worendechulai。

benzilihaijiazheyizhanghua,huazhongshiyinanyinvzaichijiaozi,errensuiyimantoubaifa,yanzhongquexumanleduibicideaiyi。

erzheichahuayouceshiyixingxiaozi,“songchuanqinbi,2022nian8yue。”binggaiyouyinzhang。

kesongchuanshiwohesongshiqiandeerzi。

huazhongdeliwenshisongshiqiannianshaoshiaierbudedechulian。

woshenzhizhidaohuazhongdejiaozishishenmexiande。

qiannianbayue,shenshiqiangenwoshuotayaoquerzineilizhuyiduanshijian,fangbiangongzuo,linxingshi,woweitabaolehenduoqincaixianjiaozi。

tayougaoxueya,qincaiduitashentihao,youbijiaofangbian。

zaiwangqianfan,meiyedouyouriqi,meiniandehanshujiadouyouwenzijizai,ouerhuiyouyizhangchatuliuxiaerrendexingfushike。

wofandehenkuai,zuixiamianneigebenziyijingyouxiefenghua,niandaiganpumianerlai,xikanluokuanchu,1994nian7yue。

songshiqianxiedao:“shiguojingqian,airuzhixinweibian。”

“youxingdechuanerxiangzhu,wuershenzhiwoxin。”

“jiaouziyoutiancheng.....”

zhizhangfanhuang,zijiyixikejian。

shiya,tamenerren,toutoumomozhengzhengsanshinian,zenmenengbusuanjiaoutianchengni?

可是多么可笑啊。

wodezhangfusongshiqian,qishisansuidetejijiaoshi,yuanlaimeiniandehanshujiadeneisigeyue,douyushaonianshidechulianxiangyixiangwei。

congsishisansuidaoqishisansui。

genglingwoxinhandeshi,jianzhengtamenjiaoutianchengderen,shiwohanxinrukuduzidaidadeqinerzi。

woxiongtanglimanshinuhuozhongshao,yanzhongsuanse,houlongzhongsihanzhedaopian。

henbudelikedadianhuaquzhiwensongshiqian,tabawodangzuoleshenme?

kesanshiniana,tamenfuziliangweishenmeyaoshengshengmanwosanshinian。

taochushoujidewo,fangfoshiquleduishentidekongzhili,zhenggerendouderushaizi。

wodaiguizaiyuandi,nulipingfuxinqing,quezenmeyexiangbutong,zijizuocuoleshenme,huirucizhongpanqinli。

怎么就这样了呢?