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tadezuichundongledong，shengyinshayadejihufabuchulai，“bulihunle......qiuni，jiuwoba。”
xiehuainanxiaolesheng，zhongyumanyiyutadehuida。
tajiakuailesudu，zhidaochedizaitashenshangfaxiechulai，caichoushenlikai。
zhenglihaoyifu，tajizhulidalegedianhua，rangzhulilaichuliyufudeshi。
zijiliankandoumeikanyiyanjiuzhijielikaile。
yuguiwanbaozheyishanbuzhengdeziji，quansuozaishafajiaoluoli。
shenxiayoujutongxilai，xiangshichoujinbopi，tachidundiditouqukan，caifaxianxianhongdexueyezaibuduanwangwailiu。
taxiangzhanqilai，queyanqianyihei，chedishiquleyishi。
......
醒来是在病床上。
zhengkaiyan，yidaomohudeshenyingjinrushixian，neirenshenshouzaitamianqianhuilehui，“wei，nixingle？kandejianma？”
是个女人。
yuguiwanzhalezhayan，shixianyidiandianbiandeqingxi，zhongyurenchulai。
shixiehuainanneiwandaihuilaidexinhuan“shisanchai”。
“shisanchai”jiaolinbailu，caigangershisui，lianshangmanmandejiaoyuandanbai。
ertadeyishuangyan，xiangjileyuguiwan。
yinggaishuoshinianqingshideyuguiwan。
youdayouliang，litouzhuangmanlexingguang，zhabadeshihou，liuluchudeshimanmandiduixiehuainandeaimu。
“nizongsuanxingle，xiexianshengrangwolaizhaoguni，wodoufansile......”
“duile，gaosuniyigexiaoxia，niliuchanle。”
linbailudechunjiaozhibuzhudiyangqi，jiuxiangshuodebushiliuchan，ershishenmezhenfenrenxindehaoxiaoxi。
yuguiwanhunshendexueyefangfodoubeidongzhu。
流产......
zheigehaizishishenmeshihoulaide？
tashenzhidoumeiyouchajuedaohaizidecunzai，jiuyijinglikaileta。
tadebizikongzhibuzhudifasuan，qiangrenzhemeirangleiluoxialai。
mingmingzhidaozheigehaizigenbenbugailaidaoshishang，yitahexiehuainandeguanxi，haizishengxialaiyezhihuishigebeiju，erqie，tadeshentiyegenbenchengbudaoshengxiahaizineiyitian。
keshitahaishijuedenanguo......zheixingxujiushinvrendetianxing。
yuguiwanbileyan，buyuanzaiquxiang。
xingxushitadefanyingtaiguopingdan，linbailudeshengyinyoutaigaolejifen。
“duile，haiyouyigexiaoxi，yishenghehushishuoweilenidebingqing，bujianyigaosuni，danshiwoburenxina......”
“bijinglaomasile，zuonverdequebeimengzaiguli，zheishuobuguoquba！”
yuguiwanshentiyijiang，zhengkaiyan。
“nizaishuoshenme？......shenmelaomasile。”
linbailujiuxiaole，“nihaibuzhidaoba，nidouhunmizhengzhengsantianle，jiuzainigangzuowanliuchanshoushuneiwan，nimadezhixiaoxilianyeganguolai，quezailushangchulechehuo。”
“taneiliangbaoshijiegenyigedakachezhuangle，cheshaole，nimaheneisijidousile，sixianghaitebiecan，beishaodezhishengxialiangfuheiququdehaigule......zhenshihesirenle。”
“ai，niganma？niqunaer？yishengshuonihaibunengxiachuangni！”
yuguiwanliangqiangdigunxialechuang，paodaomenkou，langbeidishuaizaidishang。
menzaizheishidakaile，nanrenchuanxikudebizhideshuangtuichuxianzaitamianqian。
tataiqitou，kandaolexiehuainanyizhangmianwubiaoqingdelian。
“xiehuainan......”tadeshengyinzaizhandou，“womani？”