第5章 奈何心不由己

“dajisi。”xiahouqianqianbugudangzaiqianmiandehuwei,duobulanzailejiaonianqiandao:“buzhidajisikezhidaonihuailiderenshiherenma?”

benyijinghuanhuanshidongledejiaonianyinweixiahouqianqianbeipotinglexialai。

ruoshiyiwang,jiuqingdajisishenbiandeneixiehuweimenkendingshibuhuiyinweixiahouqianqianertingxialaide,danshi,tamenbushishazi,zirankandechulaizijiazhuziziranshiduixiahoushiyiqilexingqu,erdanzaijiaonianqiandezheigenvziyouhaishixiahoushiyidemeimei,yinci,yishizhijian,tamenyenabudingzhuyi,zhihaobeipojiangjiaoniantinglexialai。

xiahouqianqianjianjiaoniantinglexialai,yebuguanqita,dangjidashengdao:

“dajisi,nikezhidaonihuailiderenshiweilaidetaizifei,shigebunengxiuliandefeiwu,dahunqianhaibuzhilianchideyurensihun。”cishidexiahouqianqianyijingbeijiduchonghunletounao,genbenjiuyijingwangjileyanqianderenshishei,yewangjilejiuqingdajisizaizhongliguodeliuyan。

tabuganxin,pingshenmexiahoushiyishenmedoubuzuojiunengdedaoneimeduo,ertajiuyaofuchuneimeduodedaijia。

“benzuoziranzhixiao。”jiuqingdajisixienileyiyanxiahouqianqian,buyiweirandedao。yuqipingdandejiuhaoxiangzaishuoyijianxiyiweichangdeshiqing。

“jirannizhidao,neinihai……”xiahouqianqianbukezhixindetaitoukanxiangjiaonianzhongneigefenghuajuedaideren。

tazenmeyexiangbumingbai,weishenmejiuqingdajisizaizhidaoxiahoushiyideshenfenyihouhaiduixiahoushiyineimehao,haiyuanyiweihuxiahoushiyi。

“benzuodeshi,haiyongbuzheniguowen。”nanrenyijiushixiexiedekaozairuantashang,kanzhehenshiyonglan,danquebunuziwei。

“jirandajisinizhidaonihuaizhongrendeshenfenhaineimezuo,nandaojiubupatianxiarenchixiao。”goudayoufuzhifu,benshenjiushiyijianhenbuguangcaideshiqing。jiusuanjiuqingdajisishenfenzhuoran,yijiushihuishoudaoyulundezhize。

“tianxiarenzenmekanyuwohegan。”nanrenweimizheyan,rangrenkanbutoutayandideqingxu,danneihunshenshangxiasuosanfachulaide,sherenxinpodeqixiqueshizenmeyehushibulede。

nanrendehuarangxiahoushiyirenbuzhuweitaguzhang,renhuozhejiuyinggaizheibansatuo,bubeishisudeneixiexumingjishufu。yishijian,takanjiuqingdajisideyanshenyekaishibuyiyangqilai。

qianshidetayaoshiyenenghuodezheibansatuo,tashibushijiubuhuiyouneibanjinglile。

“xiahoushiyi,jiuqingdajisishishiwaigaoren。bubeishisusuofu,neinile,ninandaoyeyaoyanzhengzhengdekanzhezhennanhoufudemingshengyinweinierhuiyuyidanma?”

xiahouqianqianjianzaijiuqingdajisinalitaobudaohaochu,biangancuijiangmaotouzhixianglexiahoushiyi。

“guyuyouyun,shise,xingye,woyudajisinanweihunnvweijia,jiusuanzhendeyoushenme,buyeshizhengchangdema,daoshiqianqianmeimeini,weihezheiban。”xiahoushiyixinzhonglengxiao,zheixiahouqianqiannandaozhiyaoyifenzhongbuyuzijiguobuqujiuhuisidiaoma?

“wozhidaowobunengxiulian,wuluncongneifangmianlaikan,doupeibushangdajisi,woyexiangguanzhuziji,naihexinbuyoujia。”

xiahoushiyishuodaozheilideshihouyijinghuanshangleyifuchuchukeliandeyangzi,neiyangzi,kanlebianjiaorenrenbuzhuxindousuile。

“xiahoushiyi,nigebuyaoliande**,jianzhidiujinlezhennanhoudeyanmian。”xiahouqianqianzenmeyemeiyouxiangdaoxiahoushiyihuihuidadezheimegancuililuo,yishizhijianyezhaobuchuheshidehualaifanboxiahoushiyi,shuolaishuoquyejiuneimejiju。

“xiahoushiyi,nikezhidaonishuodeshishenme!?”budengxiahoushiyizaicikaikou,yidaoleitingdeshengyinchuanlai,yuanlaibuzhidaoshishenmeshihou,zhongliyeyijinglaidaolejiaonianwaijibuyuandeweizhi。

cishidezhongliyeliansetieqing,kanxiangxiahoushiyideyanshenjiuhaoxiangcuileduyiban,henbudejiangxiahoushiyidangchangsuishiwanduan。

“taizigege,nikandaoleba,zheijiushixiahoushiyiyuanbendemianmu。”xiahouqianqianzuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao,xiahoushiyizaidatingguangzhongzhixiashuochuzheiyangdehua,renhenanrendoushoubule,genghekuanghaishiguiweitaizidezhongliye。

zhiqian,rangxiahoushiyijiaoxingtaoguoleyijie,xianzaitazijizhudongzhuangdaoqiangkoushangneijiuyuanbudetale。

zhiyaoguolejinri,xiahoushiyidemingshengbianchedidehuile,zaiyebuhuiyoufanshendejihui,ertajianghuichengweitaizifei,weilaidehuanghou,ranhoujiangxiahoushiyihenhendecaizaijiaoxia。

“buzhilianchi。”zhongliyefennudedengzhexiahoushiyi,suirantakanbushangxiahoushiyi,bingqieyonglejiduandeshouduanxiangyaotuihun,danshi,duifangxianzaihaodaihaishitamingyishangdeweihunqi。

erzijideweihunqicishizhengdangzhezheimeduorendemianyubiedenanrenjiuchanzaiyiqi,zheijiaotademianziwangnaerge,jishiduifangshizunguirutianshendejiuqingdajisiyebuxing。

“qingqing,tajiushinizhiqiangenwoshuodenideweihunfua,yiweibuguoruci。”yebuzhidaojiuqingdajisijintianshibushinagenjindacuole,jingranshifenpeihedeliaoqixiahoushiyideyilvxiufa,chanraozaizhijianroushengshuodao:

“nikankanwo,wulunshishicongshenfen,qizhi,haishishenti,doubitagaogui,ganjing,nihaishikuaidianbatachuailegenwoba。”

wenyan,xiahoushiyidezuijiaorenbuzhuweiweichouchulejixia,zheihaishineigeyiniandaotoulaidoushuobushangyibaijuhuadejiuqingdajisima?tazenmejuedezenmekandoubuxiangle!?

chajuedaoxiahoushiyidaliangdemuguang,jiuqingdajisicoudaoxiahoushiyideerbianqingshengshuodao:

“wozheihaibushiweilebangni,zaishuole,yiqianyujiandeneixieren,neiyouqingqingzheibanyouqu。”

nanrenwenrundichendeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi,huchudereqijinruerwo,redexiahoushiyiquanshenyizhensuma。

qianshi,tayinweirenwuyejinguobushaofengyuechangsuo,jianguobushaohuochungongshenmede,dantahaishichunqingshaonvyimei,liannanrendeshoudoumeiyouzhenzhengdeqianguo,jiugengbuyaoshuoxiangxianzaizheimeqinmidejudong,yinci,xiahoushiyidelianrenbuzhuyixiazihongdaoleergenchu。

kanzheyanqianrenerjiaoxiudemoyang,rangrenxinyuanyima,renbuzhuxiangyaozaidounongyifan。

jiuqingdajisidehuawuyijiushitiaoqilezhongliyedenuhuo,zaijiashangjiuqingdajisiganggangdejudong,tasuiranshizaiyuxiahoushiyishuohua,danshi,zaiwairenkanlai,tamencishiwubushizaidiaoqing。

tazhongliyededongxi,jiusuanshinvren,yezhiyoutabuyaodedaoli,zaitahaimeiyouchedipaoqizhiqian,shijueduibuyunxuduifangzuobuchuduibuqitadeshiqing。

“xiahoushiyi,wojintiancaizhidao,yuanlaijingranshizheibanlangdang,**,buzhilianchidenvren。”

zhongliyexiangyaochenggongdedengshanghuangwei,jiubunengyujiuqingdajisisipolianpi,yincibianjiangsuoyoudemaotoudouzhixiangxiahoushiyi。

“xiangnizheiyangde**,buyaoyeba。”

“haoa,woyezhengyouciyi。”shuodaozheili,xiahoushiyigancuicongjiuqingdajisishenshangsixiayikuaiyibai,yaopozhijianbianxieleyifengxuehongdexiushu。

“taizidianxia,shiyizhidaoqiangniudeguabutian,rujinniyeyunixinaidenvziyoulehaizi,shiyiyeyujianlezijideliangren,rujinshiyifengshangxiushu,hechangyoubushiyigefangguobicidejihui。”

xiahoushiyixialejiaonian,huanbuchaozhezhongliyezouleguoqu,jiangshouzhongneixuehongdexiushudijizhongliyedao。

zhongliyelenglengdekanzheneichaozhezijihuanbuzoulaidenvzi,buzhidaoshiyinweiqifenhaishiyinweishoudaoxiahoushiyicishishenshangsuosanfachulaideqishiyingxiang,yishijianjingranshiwangjilegaiyoudefennuyijidongzuo。

jianzhongliyejiujiumeiyouhuiguoshenlai,xiahoushiyidexiumeirenbuzhuweiweicuqi,tabunaifandejiangshouzhongdexiushuzhijiedesaijinlezhongliyedeshouzhong,zaicishuodao:

“congjinyihou,xiaonvziyutaizidianxiazaijianbianshiluren,nanhunnvjia,gebuxianggan。”tashuowanyebujizhongliyefanyingdejihui,bianzhijiezhuanshenpashanglejiaonian。

dengjiaonianzaiciqidongyihou,zhongliyecaihuiguoshenlai,nudao:“xiahoushiyi,niyouzhong。”

cishidezhongliyelianseyinchendekepa,tazhangzheimeda,heshixiangjintianzheimediulianguo。

“woyoumeiyouzhong,taizidianxiabuyijinglingjiaodaolema!?”xiahoushiyixianqilianzideyijiao,duizhezhongliyewushengdeshuodao。

xiahoushiyidetaiduwuyishizaici**daolezhongliye,tamanhannuyideshuangmousisidedingzhexiahoushiyi,shuangquangengshijinjindiwozaiyiqi,henbudexianzai,like,mashangchongshangqujiangxiahoushiyisuishiwanduan。

dantayehenqingchu,cishixiahoushiyibeihouyoujiuqingdajisi,tajiushizaizenmefennuyederenzhe。

“taizigege。”xiahouqianqianlaqizhongliyedeyibai,chuchukeliandehuandao,zhishitayandishenchudexinxibingmeitaxiangxiangzhongyanzangdeneimehao。

taconglaimeiyouxiangxianzaizheimexingfenguo,xiahoushiyiyuzhongliyezhijiandehunyuezhongyujiechule,suiranshixiahoushiyixiedexiushu,danhaodaizhongliyeyuxiahoushiyizhijianzaiyebushiweihunfuqilebushi。

zhiyaotanenggoudedaotaxiangyaode,zhiyuzheiqijianjiujingfashengleshenme,takebuzaiyi,tazaiyidezhiyoujieguo。

zhongliyeyanedepieleyiyanxiahouqianqian,tebieshizaikandaoxiahouqianqianneiyandiyinhandeneiyimoxingfendeshihou,xinzhongdeyanegengshen,zheigechengshibuzubaishiyouyudechunhuo,yaobushikanzaiduifanghaiyouyidianyongchudefenshang,tacailandelangfeishijianzaiduifangshenshang。

“gun。”zhongliyebunaifandeshuaileyixiayibai,suijizhuanshen,nuqichongchongdelikai。

“taizigege。”xiahouqianqiancishiweiqudaolejidian,mouzhongdeleihuasiluofeiluo,kanqilaijiaorenhaobulianxi。

“haibuganjingenshang。”yexushiyishidaozijizuodequeshiyouxieguole,zhongliyedunledunjiaobudao,zhishiyuqiliyijiushinanyandebunaifan。