woshiqinshengfumudediergehaizi，bamaweileshengerzi，zaiwochushengdediyikejiubeisongzoule。
haozaiwodeyangfuduiwohenhao。danwoqinshengfumudezaicichuxiandapolewomenpingjingdeshenghuo。
didihuanshanglebaixuebing，xuyaowodegusui。yangfubutongyi，woyebuyuanyi。
qinshengfumuyangyanyaowomenjiabudeanning。1wogangchuxiaomen，jiubeirenmengdilashangleyiliangmianbaoche。
wodunshijingkongwanfen，quanshenbuzijuedizhandouqilai。liangpangzuozheyinanyinv，nvrenliangmeidaoshu，
jinxianyifujiansuankeboyang。nanrendaoshikanzhelaoshibajiao，lalatatabuchengyang。haimeidengwohuanguoshen，
nvrenlvxiankaikou。“nijiaozhaonaba，womenshinideqinshengfumu，nididixianzaidelebaixuebing，
xuyaonidegusuipeixing。”wotingdemomingqimiao，wobacongmeigenwoshuoguowoshibaoyangde。
limaxiangdaotamenshirenfanzidekeneng。wokaishidashengjianjiao，xiwangnengyinlaizhouweirendezhuyi。
tamenshijingwuzhuwodezui，xiangyaorangwoanjingxialai。“womenzhishiyaonidegusui，
womenbushilaiyaonilikainideyangfumude。”wodehuxiyuelaiyuejicu，jiuyaochuanbuguoqilai。
sizhizhengzhazhezaikongzhongluanwu。woyueshizhengzha，tamenwudeyuejin。dangwoyiweizijijiuyaojiaodaizaizheishi，
jingdituranxiangqi，chemenbeijingchacongwaibianbalakai，wozheicaideyichuankouqi。2jingchaju，wobazhejimanghuang，
shensejinzhangdiganleguolai。wobajianneiliang“bangjia”woderen，dunshiqibudayichulai，
shangqianzhuaqinanrenjiuyaoshangquantou。haishibeijingchalanlexialai。“baiyufen，zhangchengcai，wogaosunimen，
liwonveryuanyidian，tayaoshiyougesanzhangliangduanwojueduibuhuifangguonimen。”wobadabushangshou，
zuishangjuebuhuiraoren。“heng，zhaojianguo，wodebaobeierziyaoshimeile，woyebuhuirangnimenhaoguode。
”“zenme，yaobushixuexiaobaoankandaonimenlawonvershangche，nimenhaizhenxiangbatabangquyiyuanbucheng？
dangchuwomenliangjiashuohaode，laosibuxiangwanglai，xianzaishinimenchuerfaner。”“womenyeshibibudeyia，
yaobushiweilejierzizhibing，woyongyuandoubuhuilaizhaonimen。”tingzhetamennilaiwowangdezhengchao，
wodexinzanghaoxianglouleyipaiside。yuanlaiwozhendebushiwobadeqinshengnver。keshitaduiwoqueshirujichu，
congmeiqueguowochihe，ganqingshangyeshiguanhuaibeizhi，woxiangyaoshenmetadouhuijinlimanzuwo。
fanguanwosuoweideqinshengfumu，weileerzi，keyihaobuliuqingdibawosongren，weileerzi，
keyiyouhouzhelianpilaizhaowo。duomekexiao。3“nimendoubiechaole。”wozoudaobaiyufenhezhangchengcaigenqian，
yanshenlishiduitamendeyane。“wobuhuijuanwodegusuijinimendeerzi，nimenjiusilezheitiaoxinba。
”wolazhewobatouyebuhuidipaole。diertian，yijinxiaomen，zhouweidetongxuejiuduiwotoulaiyiyangdeyanguang。
“nishuotakanzherenmorenyangde，juranzheimelengxue，lianzijidedididoubujiu。”“shia，haishixuebani，
xuexihaoyoushenmeyong，zuorenzheimechajing。”“bieshuole，zheiyangderen，zanmenyihoudoulitayuanyidianjiushile。
”……yizhangyinzhezidezhichuidaowojiaoxia，wojianqiyikan，baiyufentaliangjiangwodeshenfenxinxiyinzaizhishang，
bingqiebashiqingqiatouquweididasixuanyang。nuhuozhichongdanao，zaikankanzhouweirenneiyane，xianqideyanshen，fenmen，
weiqu，youwukenaihe。wodizhetou，wangjiaoshidefangxiangkuaibuzouqu，shengpaxiayimiaowohuirenbuzhukuchulai。
zoudaojiaoshi，suoyourendouduiwobizhibuji。zuoweishangbeihuamanletuya，heranxiezhe“env”lianggezi。
yizishangbeidaomanlehongsemoshui。kebenyebeihualegexibalan。shangkelingxiangqi，laoshiyijingjinlejiaoshi，
wolaibujichuli。zhizhidizuoshangleyizi。rushideganjuerangrennanshou。shangkeyemanbujingxin。keshang，
laoshichouzhongwohuidawenti。keshiwodekebenlanle，genbenkanbuqing，wozhihaoxiahuidayitong。
laoshidunshikuaxialelian。“zhaona，nizenmehuishi，zheimejiandandewentidouhuihuidacuo，daowaibianzhanzhequ。
”4womomozhanqishen，zouchujiaoshi，tongxuemendingzhewodehoubei，yipianchaoxiao。wozaiyerenbuxiaqule。
yiluzouyiluliulei。jiaoshimenkou，meiluguoyigetongxuejiuduiwoyilunyifan。wobuganqukantamendeyanjing，
wohaipawohuirenbuzhutaozou。fangxuehuidaojia，wolimapaojinfangjianhuanleyishenyifu，
shengpawobahuifaxianshenmeyiyang。“ba，dengwokaoshangshilidegaozhongwomenjiubanjiaba。”“haoa，
jiranshiwobaobeinveryaoqiude，wokendingmeiyijian。woyexianglinijinyidian，fangbianzhaoguni。
”worenbuzhubaozhuwoba，beiduizhetamomoliulei。“ba，wobushinideqinshengnver，weishenmeduiwozheimehao？
”bapaipaiwodebei，“shahaizi，niyichushengjiuzaiwoshenbianle，nineimekeaineimeguaiqiao，
wobuduinihaoduisheihaoni？”wobaduiwotaoxintaofei，wobunengrangtawei**xinle。wozhinengzhenglihaoxinqing，
duzixiaohuadiaozheiyiqiedebuyukuai。diertian，baiyufenzhanzaixuexiaomenkou，jiushiweileduwoba。kandaowo，
limalanzhuwodequlu。“zuotianniyijingchangdaokutouleba，zhaojianguohaibuzhidao？
”“zhibuzhidaogenniyouguanxima？wogaosuniwulunnishuashenmehuazhaowodoubuhuiqujiunineigebaobeierzide。
”“hao，jiranniwuqingjiubieguaiwowuyile。”baiyufenturanzaiwomianqianguixia，kushengliantian。“nana，
wozhidaoyiqianshimamabuhao，kuidaileni，danshididishiwugude，nijiujiunididiba，mamajiniketoule。
”xiayimiao，baiyufennaodaishijingzazaidishang，yizhenyouyizhendexiang，meiguoduojiu，taetoushangshenchulexue。
zhouweiderenhuoxushikanbuxiaqule，shouzhizhewopokoudama，“nizheinvhaizixinchangzheimehen，
jiuyixianididinengsima，nimamadoujiniketoule，zhenshidanibudao。”“shia，jiujuangusuieryi，
yousibule，nidididemingcaizuizhongyaoa！”gengyoushenzheshangqianshanlewoyierguang。neiyikeerbianyizhenmingxiang，
tiandifangfodouzaifanzhuan，wozhongyujianchibuzhuyunleguoqu。5mimihuhuzhengkaiyan，wobayankuangfahong，
baifadouduolexuduo。wozhewodeshou，“nana，duibuqi，shibabameibaohuhaoni，rangnishoukule。
”wokanzhewoba，renlezheimeduotiandeweiquzhongyubaofa。wofangshengdaku，woyiweiwokeyirenguoqude，
keshiwotaicuiruole，womeinengbaohuhaowoba，yemeinengbaohuhaoziji。turanyipijizhechuanglejinlai，
zaiwobingchuangqianweideshuixiebutong。“zhaoxiansheng，tingshuoninjujuenindeyangnvjiuzhiqindidi，shifouyouqishini？
”“zhaoxiansheng，ninnvershifouyeshoudaonindejiaosuojujuegusuipeixingni？”“nimenweishenmejujueni？
shiyinweiqianmeidaoweima？”……jiezhejizheyoubahuatongduizhunlewo。“zhaona，
nijujuejiuzhushiyinweiyaobaofuma？”“nixiangrangnidefumukanzhedidisiquertongkuma？
”woyixiazihoulonggengyan，shuobuchuhualai。kanzhezheiyiqunren，youruhongshuimengshouyiban，jiaorenbiemen。
wobalimalanzaizheiyiduirenmianqian，tadebeiyingshineiyangqiangdaerjianding，jizulewoanquangan。
“wodenverchushengjiugenwozaiyiqi，
shiwennayigejiazhanghuirangzijidehaizifuchujiankangdedaijiaqujiuyigebenzhishangyijinghaowuguanxideren？
”“wobuguannimentingshuoleshenme，buguannimenzenmexiewomenfunvliang，wonverbuxiangbuyuanyizuodeshi，
nimensheilaidoumeiyong。”touguorenqundefengxi，wobababaiyufenladaolerenqian。“zheigeren，
15nianqianweileerzidiudiaolezijideqinshengnver，xianzaiweileerziyouyaoxishengcongweiyangyuguodenverdejiankang，
tayoushenmelianmian，tayoupingshenmelizhiqizhuang，baibandiaonanwomen？”jizhemennikankanwo，wokankanni。
“zhaoxianshengshuodeyeyoudaoli，bainvshidouyijingbanversongzoule，bugaizaiweilezijidesiyuzailaiqiunver。
”“yigepaoqilehaiziderenjuranzheimebuyaolian。”“bainvshi，ninweilejiuerzi，
nandaojiumeiyoukaolvdaonverdejiankangma？”“bainvshi，ruguonindeerzijiubulele，ninshibushihuibaofuni？
”……jizhedezhangqiangduanpaoturanduizhunlebaiyufen。tadechouezuiliandunshixianluwuyi。
“woerzixianzaishengmingchuiwei，wozhidaonverkendingyouyingxiang，danshiwogubuleneimeduole。”“tashiwoshengde，
tademingdoushiwojide，wozhishichoutayidiangusuizenmele？”wodemingdoushitajide，
woxianggaiyouwolaijieshuzheichangnaojule。wofangxiazhegaidechuangdan，qiangpozijilengjing。
woturankaikoudao：“yaowojuangusuikeyi，bijingbaiyufenshuodedui，wodemingdoushitajide，
danshiwobayeyangyulewoshiwunian，zhiyaobaiyufenkenchu50wanjiwoba，wojiulimajuan。
”wosidingzhebaiyufen。tayanzhuziyizhuan，juranshuangkuaidayingle。6jizhesanchanghou，
baiyufenjiupobujidaidaiwoquyiyuanzuolegusuipeixing。peixinghenchenggong。jiexialaijiudengshoushule。
wozhaodaobaiyufen，lizhiqizhuangdiwenta“qianni？”“dengnishoushuchenggongwoziranhuidaqianjiniba。
”“wozenmexiangxinnidaoshihoubuhuilaizhang？”“woxianzhuanwuwanguoquxingba？”“buxing！”wuwangenwushiwan，
shibeidechajuni，wanyitamenshuhoufanhui，qibushipeilefurenyouzhebing，wodeshuhoukangyangdoubuyidinggou。
“nizhishaoyaojisanfenzhier，cougezheng35wan。”“hao，wodayingni，wodequyinxingzhuana，wochuquyitang。
”buzhidaotayouzaishuashenmehuazhao，danzhiyaotabudaqian，wojiujianjuebushoushu。guoledayueyigexiaoshi，
baiyufenhuilaile。kanzhetahaiyouxiedeyi。“qianzhuanle？”womeihaoqidiwen。jinikanyangdongxi。
baiyufendijiwoshouji，shiyiduanshipin。wobabeimengzheshuangyan，zaiyigefeiqidegongchang。
wodeerpangturanxiangqibaiyufendeshengyin，“zhiyouniguaiguaipeiheshoushu，tacainenganranwuyangdihuilai，
nixiangyaotashenghaishisi，douyounilaijueding。”wosisididengzheta，ruguoyanshenkeyisharen，
neitaxianzaijiudaoxiale。wobudebuguaiguaipeihe。7shoushujieshuyihou，baiyufendeerzidejiule，
tamenchenjinzaixiyuezhizhong。erwo，tangzaibingchuangshangwufadongdan，wufajinshi。
wosuoweideqinshengfumuzaimeilaikanguowoyiyan。baiyufen，wozuzhounimen**。
yebuzhidaowobaxianzaizenmeyang。wozhixiwangtamennengshuohuasuanhua，bawobafangle。
zuowanshoushudediertianwojiuchuyuanle。baiyufenzheicizhongyuxinshouchengnuo，wobachanzhewohuilejia。
zaijiaxiuyangleyigeyue。woluoxialetaiduogongke，zhinengmeirimeiyedimaitoukudu。woxianzaizhixiangkaodaoshiliqu，
genwobayiqiyuanlizheigeshifeidi。gusuiyizhiyihou，wochangchangtixuwuli，chixudishao，
henduoshihouwozonghuixuezhexuezheyunguoqu。suoyiwozhinengxuegurentouxuanliangzhuicigu，rangzijibaochitonggan，
yeshiketixingzijibaiyufendaijiwomenfunvliangdetongku。zhongyugongfubufuyouxinren，wodenulimeiyoubaifei，
chenggongkaoshangleshashiyizhong。wogenwobadezhizheigehaoxiaoxidediyishijianjiuzaishilizhaohaofangzi，banguoqule。
pingjingderizijiuzheiyangyitianyouyitian，yinianyouyinian。wokaojinlemingxiao，biye，shunlijinleyijiawaiqigongzuo。
meiliangnianwojiuzandaomaichedeqianle，zheiyangwojiukeyikaichedaiwobachuqudoufengla。
woxianglimabazheigehaoxiaoxigaosuwoba。yijinmen，woshunjianlenglelian。“nihailaiganshenme？
”“zheilishi100wan，nidididebingyoufufale，woxiwangninengzaixianyicigusui。”wokanzhezhuoshangdeqian，
shuleshu，guozhenshi100wan。bujinfachuchaoxiaodeyuqi：“yo，zheicizheimezijue，bushualaile？”，
“xinga，najiayiyuan，woshoushishoushimingtianqu。”yexushimeixiangdaozheiciwonengzheimetongkuaijiudayingle，
baiyufenjingyadizhuanguotou：“nizhendeyuanyi？”woliangshouyitai，“dangran，nidoujiqianle，
zonghaoguozaibawobabangjialehaoba。”baiyufensuijiluchuxiaoyan：“xing，jirannizheimeshuangkuai，qiannishouzhe，
womingtianlaijieni。”8baiyufenzouhou，wobayifujinzhangdeshensekanzhewo。“nana，nizhendeyaodayingma？