diertianshangwu,nanpengyoufaxiaoxishuoyaoguolaisongwoquyiyuan。
tazhidaowozuijinzongshibushufu。
wojujuele,zhituishuoshikangexiaobing,yongbushang。
dianboleneimeduonian,dulijihuyijingchenglewoxiayishidexuanze。
nanpengyoujiazaichengxi,genwojiajihushiduijiaoxian,tazuijinxiangmuzhengmang,meibiyao。
zheiduanshijianyaotengdeyuefajulie,renyejingchangshimian,woyiweikenengshiyinweimianyilixiajiang,huozhezuiduoshiyaozhuiwenti。
keyishengkanlekanwodeshense,jiushenqingningzhongderangwoquzuonaobuct。
neitianwocaizhidao,yuanlainaoai,yeshihuiyaotongde。
“haohaopeihehualiaodehua,shiyoujilvhuanjiebingqingde。”
yishengwanxidediguolaijiancezhengming,zheiyangduiwoshuodao。
是缓解,不是痊愈。
我明白这个意思。
zaiwaimiandejieshangyoudangdaoshenye。
jinwanmeiyouxingzi,yemeiyouyefeng,danwohaishidongdexinkoufaliang。
weishenme?weishenmeshiwo?
我想不通。
zhidaoyemuxichui,shizaimeiyoubanfa,wozhuandaohuilejia。
nandede,ketingdedengdouliangzhe,xiangshizaidengwo。
mamataiyanwenleyiju:“dawanshangde,qunaerle?”
wohuanzhexie,niejinleshoulidebinglidan,zaikaolvyaobuyaotanbai。
fangdaiganghaiwan,ruguowowentamenjiedianqianhualiaodehua……
“nvhaizijiajiade,buyaoneimebujiandian,dabanyebuhuijiabeirenkandaoxiangshenmeyangzi。”
妈妈忽然蹙着眉道。
“haihao**meiguanxinni,genwoshuonidawanshangmeihuilai,rangwomenshouzaizheilidengni。”
womomodebabinglidansaijinbaoli,suikoudao:“neizhenshixiexiemeimeile。”
“yinggaide,doushijiemei。”wuyoukanzhewoxiao。
很不自然。
wozheigemeimei,yibanshibuhuizheiyangheyanyuesededuiwo。
除非是,有所求?
guoran,babaqiqiaiaidetileju:“wohenimanianjidale,tuijiaodoubufangbian,woxiangzheshangxiabanneiluyebuhaoqi,nikanzanjiashibushimailiangche……”
mamazaiyipanglisuodangrandeyaoqiu:“genzijinvershuohuanizheimekeqigansha?bamatuijiaobuhaole,zuonverdezizhumaigecheyoushenmede,re,jiuzheige。”
mamashuaijiwoyizhangcaiye。
shangmianzhengzhongdeweizhi,fangzheyitaibaisejiaoche,zugoupiaoliang,yezugounianqing。
buxiangshilaonianrenzhongaidekuan,daogengxiangshixiaonvshengkaide,qingyingyouyangqi。
wozhuantoukanxiangwuyou,taxiangshibeishoujixiyinleshixianside,yanshenmeiwangzheilifang。
yaobuhaoxiangyouyinyinzuotongle,woqingshengwen:“babadedanweilijiazhiyouyigongli,mailai,sheikai?”
脸上的表情愣了愣。
mamabuzirandetuokouerchu:“niwenneimeduoganshenme,wokaibuxing——”
“mama,nihaimeijiazhao。”wojingzhidaduanleta。
ketingli,gangadeqifenmanyan……
bamazhanglezhangzui,yishizhijianbuzhidaozaizhaoshenmejiekou。
zheigejialibiaomiandepingheyuwenqing,zhiqingqingyijuhua,jiunengsipo。
dixialiutangzheduchuangdeqinqing,zaiwoshenshangpanxuanleneimeduonian。
yazhexindideduntong,wowentamen:“xiangrangwomaiche,ranhoujiwuyoukai,shima?”
“nizenmehuishi,jibamamailiangcheneimeduohua,buxiangmainijiuzhishuo!yangnizheimedayidianyongdoumeiyou,wozaozhidaonishigebaiyanlang。”
mamayoukaishilaolaotaotaodezhongfu。
babaruqianmianneimeduoniansidedayuanchang:“nizheihaizi,kanbanimaqide,kuaigenmamadaoqian。”
neimeduonianle,congdudaxuekaishiwojiujinjimamashuodebunengchibaifandehua,shenghuofeixuefeiquandouzijichu,haiyaoxiangbanfajijialihaidaikuan。
yigerangtabumanyi,jiuxiangbabashuode,jiushiwodebudui,jiuyaojitadaoqian。
那我呢?
我不满意了呢?
wozhuantoukanzhemanliannusedemama,yuqishifenbujie:“wozhishiwenjuhua,ninzenmejiushengqile?”
“wozhishixiangzhidao,shibushimailaijiwuyoukai?jiuxiangwotaoqianmaidefangzi,nimenxiewuyoudemingziyiyang?”
huayichukou,ketinghuranchenjile。
bamajingyadekanzhewo,lianwuyoudoubuzirandezhalezhayan。
kanlai,tamen“yijia”quandouzhidao,dudumanzhewoeryi。
xindideduntongsihuyijingqianchedaoyaozhui,erhoushitoubu。
shiyemomingbiandehunhua,erbianyechuxianleqiyidewengmingsheng。
手臂痛得发颤。
miedingdetongchusihushinaoaizaipaoxiaozhe,xuanbutadedaolai。
我这才有了实感。
zijidelejuezheng,huobuzhangle。
houjianyigutiexingqi,shizairenbuzhu,wozaimamajingsongdemuguangxiaouchuleyikouxue,ranhoukongzhibuzhudexianghoushuaiqu。
yishihunchenqian,wonannandeshuoleyiju。
“mama,woshengbingle,meiqianjiwuyoumaiche。”