taqiuzhelinzhibuyaodaizoudoudou，tapameiyouleerzitayemeilehuoxiaqudedongli......
“不要带豆豆走？”
dengdeng？linzhiyixiajiuhuiguoshenlai，tajingranzhendehuilaile，bushitademeng！yanwanglaozichengbuqita！zhendejiletayicizhongshengdejihui！
neixianzaishi1975niandewuyueershierri？?
linzhijideshangyishidezheitian，taheguzhengyinweihuichengwentibaofalezuijiliedeyicizhengchao。zaiqiangduohaiziguisheishi，guzhengshishoutuileyibalinzhi，linzhihoutuidiedao，hounaoshaozhuangdaoletangwudezhuoyanyunleguoqu......zaixinglaishi，taxinhuiyileng，jiandanshoushilexinglitouyebuhuidelikailezheigejia，zhiyuhuichengdezhengming，haishifumuhoulaixiangbanfatuoguanxibubande，genbenmeiconggufushoulizouliucheng。
erxianzaizaixinglai，jiushiyijingzhongshenghoudelinzhile。tabuhuizaigufushenaizhezijideguzheng，yejuebuhuirangerzizaibeirenhaisi！
“我不走了。”
“ng，neiwomingtiandaini......sha？nishuosha？”guzhengmengditaiqitou，yanshenlimanshizhenjinghebukezhixin。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoxieshenme，quezuizhongzhishilenglengdikanzheta，xiangshimeitingdongtadehua。
linzhihuanlehuanxinqing，zhongxinzuzhileyuyankaikoudao：“guzheng，woxiangqingchule，wobuzoule，buhuichengle，woyaohenihedoudouyiqishenghuo！”
jiuzaizheishi，doudoupuleguolai，xiaoshoujinjinbaozhulinzhidetui，yangzheneizhangmanshizhiqidexiaolian，yankuanglixumanleleishui，naishengnaiqidihandao：“mamabuzou，doudoubuyaomamazou！”neishengyindaizhekuqiang，touzhewujindehuangkongyubushe。
doudoudeshengyinzaicicitonglelinzhidexin，tahuanhuandunxiashenbaoqixiaodouding，haizaitaliandanshangqinleyikou：“doudouguai，mamabuzoule，mamabulikaidoudou。”
“ni......buyaopiandoudou，taxianzaidongshile，burannizouletahuigengnanguo。”guzhenghaidangshilinzhizaihongerzi。
linzhizhanzaitangwuli，muguangsaoguoguzheng、gufugumu，haiyoujinjinzhuaizhetayilingbutingchouqidedoudou。tazhidao，xianzaishuoshenmetamendoubuhuiqingyixiangxin。bijingzheixienian，tadelengmo、shuli，zheixienianduihuichengdezhinian，zaoyishenshenshangleguzhengdexin，yeranggujialaoliangkouduitashiwangtouding。tamingbai，guangkaojijuhuawufarangtamenxiangxintadejuexin，zhiyoukaorihoudexingdong，cainengyidiandianxiubuzheigejiadeliehen。
tashenxiyikouqi，fangxiadoudouzhuanshenzouhuifangjian，congjiaoluolituochuneigepeibantaxiaxiangduoniandexinglixiang。xiangziyijingyouxietunse，bianjiaoyemodefabai，danlimianzhuangzhetazhiqianzuizhenguidedongxi——huichengdiaolingtongzhishu。taxiaoxinyiyidiquchuneizhangbobodezhi，zhizhangshangdeyoumoyinchuoyiranxianhongciyan，fangfozaichaoxiaotaqianshideyuchun。
linzhinazhediaolingzouhuitangwu，suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaitashouzhongdezhishang。guzhengdeyanshenandanleyishun，quantoubuzijuedizuanjin，zhijiefanbai。tayiweitashiyaodangzhedajiademianxuanbulikai，xinxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdetajihuchuanbuguoqilai。
raner，xiayimiao，linzhiquedangzhesuoyourendemian，jiangneizhangdiaolingsichengleliangban，ranhoushisiban，zuihousidefensui。zhixiexiangxuehuayiyangpiaoluozaidishang，guzhenglengzhule，gufugumuyedengdaleyanjing，liandoudoudechouqishengdoujiaranerzhi。
“ba、ma，”linzhizhuanshenkanxianggufugumu，shengyinjiandingerqingxi，“yiqiandoushiwobudongshi，rangnimencaoxinle。yihouwohuihaohaopeizheguzheng，womenhuiyiqibariziguohao，juebuhuizairangnimenshiwang。”
gumudeyankuangyixiazihongle，tazhanzhanweiweidizouguolai，cucaodeshoujinjinwozhulinzhideshou，shengyingengyan：“hao，hao……nimennenghaohaoguorizijiuhao。xiaolina，biezaizhetengle，zheigejiazaiyejingbuqizhetengle……”
gufuzhanzaiyipang，beizheshou，lianshangdezhouwensihugengshenlejifen。tazhangtanyisheng，muguangfuzadikanlelinzhiyiyan，ranhouzhuanshenchaomenwaizouqu。gumuganjingenleshangqu，liangrendebeiyingzaiyangguangxiaxiandegewaicanglao。
tangwulizhishengxialinzhi、guzhenghedoudou。linzhizhuanshenwanzhuguzhengdegebo，yangtoukanzheta，yanshenzhenzhierwenrou：“guzheng，nixiangxinwohaobuhao，wozhendebuhuichengle。wohuiliuxialai，peizheni，peizhedoudou，womenyiqibariziguohao。wobamaneibian，wohuixiexinhaohaogentamenshuo，tamenhuizhichiwode。”
guzhengdexinxiangshizuoguoshancheyiyang，congdabeidaodaxi，qingxuqifuderangtajihuchengshoubuzhu。tadehoulongfajin，xiangshuoxieshenme，quefaxianzijiyigeziyeshuobuchulai。tazhinengdixiatou，bikailinzhidemuguang，zhaolegejiekou：“wo……woqutiaoshui。”
shuowan，tajihushitaoyesidenaqimenbiandebiandanheshuitong，kuaibuzouchuletangwu。linzhikanzhetadebeiying，xinliyizhensuanchu。tazhidao，guzhenghaixuyaoshijianxiaohuazheiyiqie，dantayuanyideng，yuanyiyongxingdonglaizhengmingtadejuexin。
doudouzhuailezhuailinzhideyijiao，yangzhexiaolian，naishengnaiqidiwen：“mama，nizhendebuzoulema？”
linzhidunxiashen，jiangdoudouloujinhuaili，qingqingcaqutalianshangdeleihen：“ng，mamabuzoule，yihoutiantianpeizhedoudou，haobuhao？”
doudouyonglididianlediantou，xiaoshoujinjinbaozhulinzhidebozi，xiangshishengpataxiayimiaojiuhuixiaoshi。linzhidexinruandeyitahutu，taananfashi，zheiyishi，tajuebuhuizairangzheigejiaposui，juebuhuizairangguzhenghedoudouchengshouneiyangdetongku。
另一边。
guzhengtiaozhebiandan，liangzhimutongzaibiandanliangduanhuanghuangyouyou，fachuqingweidezhiyasheng。tadizhetou，jiaobuchenzhongdizouzaitongwangcunkoujingbiandexiaolushang。wuyuedeyangguangtouguolubiandezhulinsaxialai，banbodeguangyingluozaitashenshang，quezhaobujintacikefenluandexin。
tadenaozilixiangshisaileyituanluanma，zenmeyelibuqing。linzhisisuidiaolingdehuamianyibianbianzaiyanqianhuifang，tadeshengyinhaizaierbianhuidang：“guzheng，niyaoxiangxinwo，wozhendebuhuiqule……”
xiangxinta？guzhengkuxiaoleyixia，xinlixiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenjiuzhu。tayouzenhuibuzhi，dangchulinzhidayingjiajita，bingbushiyinweixihuantaaita，ershiyinweizijishidaduizhangdeerzi，shangtouhaiyougegejiejiebangfu，rizixiangjiaoyucunlidepangren，suanshihenbucuode。zaizheigewuzikuifa、dongdangbuandehuanjingli，duiyulinzhieryan，wuyishiheianzhongweiyinengzhuazhudejiumingdaocao，shitawunaizhixiayongyiweixishenghuodeyikao。tamendejiehe，congyikaishibianyuchuncuideaiqingjueyuan，buguoshimingyunguoxiexia，shilinzhiweiqiushengcundequanyizhijibale。