wuneideqifenjianzhibinglengdaolejidian！
nanrenyishunbushundedingzheta。ezhutabojingdeshoulidubudanbujiantui，fanerzengjia。
linshiyaoyoururenrenzaigedegaoyang，tongkongyidianyidianfangda！tadechunpanweizhang，hudiebanqixidejiemaoweiweizhandou。
“ganpianwo？”lutingxiaoyanmoulengbingdelingrenfazhi。zhenggerenrutongyizhixiongshiyipushidezitaijiangtajinguzaishixiansuojidefanweinei。“niyiweiwohaishisannianqiandewo？”
“e……”linshiyaozhijuedehuxijincu，danaokaishiqueyang……erpanchuanlaideshengyinshimohude，neishuangchongmanlefennudeshuangmouyeshimohude！
三年前。
tashuoleneiyangbukandehuayuyutafenshou。
三年后。
youyoushenmezigeqiutafangguoziji？
他曾说过。
tazuitonghendeshiqingjiushibeiqipian。
raner。taduitayiciyouyicideqipian，napadaolerujinzheibanjingdi，yeyiran……zaipianta。
或许。
beitazheiyangqiasiyetinghao。
ruguozheiyangkeyirangnishutan，zhi。
“求死？”
lutingxiaohuransongkaikazaitabojiandeyoushou，juzhiyichangwenroudeweitazhenglitalianshangyinweibeiculuduidaierlingluandefasi。
“nideshengsizhinengwolaijueding。ni，meiyouzige。”
linshiyaodakoudakoudechuanzhecuqi，meimouweiweizhandou，yishunjianbianbeileishuisuozhedangzhu。
“xianzai。”tarushizhenbaoyibanpengzhetacangbaidelianpangyuqijiazhong，minglingdao：“qiuwojinishangyao。”
不……
linshiyaowuzhudezaixinlinahan，qiurao……
求你了。
求你不要这样！
tingxiao，wozhidaocuole。qiunibiezheiyang。
“nizheishishenmeyanshen。”lutingxiaodeyanmouchenlexialai，zhiqiandewenrourutongtanhuayixianyibanbeilihensuodaiti。“tingbudongwodehua？”
linshiyaoleiruyuxia，cengjingjiaoaodezizunxinyinweitadehua，yipianyipianbeiwuqingboluo，liandaizhequrugan。
zaizheishijieshang，zuirangrentongbuyushengdebushishentishangdezhemo，ershiyuanziyulinghunshenchudezhongzhongbianta！
henxianran。biqishentishangdezhemo，lutingxiaogengxihuanhouzhe。taxihuantaxianzaizheifutongbuyushengdemoyang，tagengxihuandeshi，jiangtadezizunpengzaishouxinhenhenniesui！erniesuitadebushibieren，zhengshitaziji。
“qiuwo。”tadeyuqibizhiqiangengjiabaolijifen。“ruguonibuzijue，wohuirangbaobiaoqinzijinishangyao。”
linshiyaoshenzizhibuzhuzhandou，jiulianleishuizaizheiyikeyeganhele。
“woshusangeshu。”lutingxiaosigedutuyiban，yishuangyingsunbandeyanmoubufangguotalianshangfenhaoxijie。“san。”
linshiyaozhidaotashenmeshiqingdounenggouzuodechulai！tabuganxiangxiangbaobiaomenjinlaihouhuikanjianzenyangdeziji……
“二。”
tajuewangdebishangshuangyan。napahunshenchuanlaizhenzhenjutong，yiranyaozheya，“qiuni……jiwoshangyao。”
lutingxiaolenghengyisheng，yishuangyingsunbandeyanmoutouzheyisiqieyi。“tingbudao，dashengdian。”
linshiyaochedifangxiatadezizun，jiaoaoyuyiqie。“qiuni，jiwoshangyao。”yinweitazhidao，ruguobutingcongtadehua，dengdaitade，jianghuishigengcanliedechengfa！
“he。”lutingxiaobudongshengsedelenghengyisheng。tadeshuangshouhaobuliuqingdewozhutadejiaowan，jiezhe，zaitaqingzichuzuishendedifangyonglideanlexiaqu，henhendirouzhe。
linshiyaotongdedaoxiyikouliangqi！shuangshouxiayishidejiuzhubeidan！chengshouzhezheizhongzhuixincigudeteng！
lenghan，shunzhetadehoubei，jinshilebeidan……tajicitengdechayidianhunjue！raner，meiciyaodaojixianshi，tayouqiadaohaochudesongkaishou，jitachuanxidejihui。zhihou，bianyoushiyifanzhemo，lailaihuihui，moderenxinzhimohu！tongdaomamu……
shangwanyaoyihou。linshiyaozhenggerenyishidahanlinli，hunshendeliqiquanbudoubeichouzouyiban。
yushilibuduandichuanlaishuiliudeshengyin。meicuo。rangtatongbuyushengdenanren，cishizhengzaiguanlidexizao。
linshiyaoshuangshoufadoudezhuazhubeizideyijiao，napameidongyixialeigudouhuichuanlaizhentong，yiranyaozheyajiangbeiziyidianyidianzhuaileshanglai，gaizhuta**deshenshang。
tabuzhidaozheiyangdemengyanjiangyaochixuduojiu。
tahaohen。haohenzijidenuoruo，haohensannianqiandeneigejueding！
yushimendakai，lutingxiaoshenzheyijiansongsongkuakuadeyupao，yinyuekejianhoubeijiroulunkuo。
tabudongshengsexianlexianyanjian，huranlengxiaokaikou。“shuizhele？”
chuangshangderenersihuxiangqishangyicimeiyouhuiyingdechengfa。shenzibuduandizhandouqilai，jiannandefachuedeyisheng……
lutingxiaomanyitadeguaijue，kanlai，tayijingshifenmingbaitaxianzaidechujing，yeshifenmingbaizaizijimianqianyingyoudedizitai。
tayibuyibudechaozhechuangshangderenerzouqu。meizouyibu，rouyankejian，tasihudoudongdegenglihaile。
“linshiyao。”tadichendeshengyinlenglieeryoushaya。dashouchupengzainvrendelianpang。“henwoma？”
恨吗？
yexuzijitayinggaishihende。keshi，zaizheifenhenyizhong，gengduodeshiduitadeqianyi。
ruguomeiyousannianqiantadejuejue，huoxujiubuhuiyourujinbaonvedelutingxiao。
tazhemota，fengkuangdeyaota。rangtabinlinjuewangshenxiandiyu。
可她……
却觉得她罪有应得。
ruguodangchubushitingconglefuqindeweixieyutafenshou。
那之后。
yebuhuiyuxuyichendinghun。gengbuhuifashenglinanyayuxuyichenlianshouqiangduolinshijituan，haisifuqin。
lutingxiaojiantabuhuida。yuanbenfangzailianpangdeshou，huerzhuaxiangtadeyitouqingsi，zhenggerenqiangshidetieguoqu，bipotaduizijiduishi。
“gaosuwo。nihenwoma？”
linshiyaochitong，taandandeyanmoulidaizhesisiqiurao。tabuxianghuidazheigewenti，yinweitahenzijijingranhenbuqilaita……
咚咚咚。
yizhenchenmendeqiaomenshengxiangqi，daduanlefangjianneilianggerendeduizhi。
“滚！”
lutingyebaonudehouleyisheng。
zhuaqizhuozishangdeshuibeihenhendizaxiangmenkou。
半晌后。
menkouchuchuanlaiguanjiadichendeshengyin。
“dashaoye。lujialailekeren，zhengzaidatingdenghou。”
“谁？”
“linanya。linshijituanzhangguanren。”
linshiyaozaitingjianlinanyazheisangezideshihoutongkongshunjianfangda，yuanbenqiaocuidelianpanggengshixuesequanwu，cangbaidelingrentengxi。
lutingxiaoyuanshimeiyouxingqulizheizhongbuqiyandexiaorenwu。dandangkanqingtadefanyinghou，tagailezhuyi。
“beicha。wohenkuaijiulai。”