第6章 我们不是为了男人活着

nvhaizideyanleisusudetangxialai,baiqianqianzhidaotabujinjinshihaipa,haiyouduinanrendeshiwang:“shenzishizijide,nanrenduodeshi,zheigemeilehaiyouxiayige,bieku,jiudebuquxindebulai。”

zheihuabeiwaimiandejiangchetingdeshiyiqingerchu,tazenmedoujuedetashishuojizijitingde。

baiqianqianyizhenyizhendezhaxiaqu,nvhaiziganjueshufuduole,baiqianqianrenzhendekanzhetadeduzi,peitaiguoranzaiyidiandiandexiangzigongyidong,zhishizaishuluanguandedifangkazhule。

baiqianqianlileanzhaoxueweiyouzhaleyizhen,shuluanguankaishikuozhang,peitaimanmandeyoujinlezigongli,baiqianqianjidongdeliuxiayanlei:“meishile,peitaiyijingjinruzigongle,nimeishile。”

nvhaizizhuazhutadeshou:“zheihaiziwobuxiangyaole。”

baiqianqianzhidaotadexinyijingshangtoule:“zheikenengshinizheibeiziweiyidehaizile,jizhuwomenbushiweilenanrenhuozhede,yaoweileziji。”

badiaotashenshangdeyinzhen,bangzhenvhaizizhenglihaoyishang:“jiageweixinba,buguanshenmeshiqingdoukeyizhaowo,qianwanbuyaoqingyifangqizheigehaizi。”

nvhaigandongdediandiantou:“xiexieni。”

baiqianqiandakaichemen,nanziyijingbujianle,takanlekanjiangche:“chebeiwomennongzangle,xiangbiniyebuhuizuole,nengbunengjiwoliuxiayigesiji,jizheiguniangsonghuijia。”

shenme?jiangchemeitouzhouqi,tazheishiyaobazijijidiuzaizheili,tadaizheyigeburenshidenvdezoule?

kezheizhouweiyijingweimanleren,ruguotabutongyi,mingtiankendingyoushiyigexinwentoutiao:“nigenfurenyiqizou。”

jiangchezhinengkanzhetadechehuanhuandekaizou,jitaliuxiade,zhiyouweiguanzhedeyipianzhangshenghekuazansheng。

zhishizheixietingzaitadeerduoli,doushifengci。

baiqianqianjiangnvhaizisonghuiniangjia,haitedizhufule,youshiqingyidingyaolianxita,cailikai。

chexingshilehenjiu,baiqianqiancaifaxiansijigenbenjiumeiyouwentayaoqunali:“songwoquyiyuanba。”

“furen,ninmuqinhedidi,xianshengdouzhaolehugonghaohaozhaoguzhe,xianzaiwosongninhuijia。”

huijia?bushigentajiehunzhishiyaoyingfujialidema?zenmehaiyaozhuzaiyiqile?“

“回哪个家?”

“ziranshixianshengdebieshu。”

“bu,wobuqu,woyaoquyiyuan。”baiqianqianhenshihaipa,zhiqianmuqinbingzhongjiushilijiayangaogui,xianzaiyoushihugong,tajueduibufangxin。

“xianshengshuosongfurenhuijia,wojiuyidingyaosongninhuijia,ruguofurenxiangzou,haishigenxianshengshuowanlezaizouba。”

baiqianqianzhijuedezijishitiaojinleyigetaobuchudehuokeng。

haiwanbieshudedamenjianjiandejinle,rangtasixuwanqian,chulaideshihoushineimedelangbei,zaicihuilaideshihoukexiaodebianchenglefuren。

sijidakaichemen:“furen,qingxiache。”

baiqianqianzoujinbieshu,jiangchezuozaishafashang,lijiayanzuozaitashenbiankanjianbaiqianqianjinlai,lijiayanqideshoudouzaifadou:“baiqianqian,wodaoshimeikanchulainihaiyouzheifenxinsi,jurandazhewojiefudezhuyi,wojiegangbeinihaisimeiduojiu,nijiukanshanglejiangfurendeweizhi。”

baiqianqianxianzaikanzhetayeshifenwaiyanhong,bujinhailetademuqin,haifanggouyaobaiyu,zhiqianshimeishijianlihuita,xianzaihuilaile,youxiechoushiyidingyaobaode。

takanlekanzuozaiyipangdejiangche,tamianwubiaoqing,fangfozheiyiqiegentadoumeiyouguanxiyiban。

lijiayanjianjiangchemeiyoubandianfanying,gengjiadesiwujidan:“shuoshuoba,nishizenmegou.yinwojiefude?xianzaituoleyifukankan。”

shuozhejiuguolaichebaiqianqiandeyifu。

lijiayankebushibaijide,pingrilijiuxuexisandataiquandao,yujia,lunqidajiabaiqianqianwanquanbushiduishou。

shunjian,tadeyifujiubeilijiayansicheleyigekouzi,jifushengxue,zhishijiangcheliankandoubukanyiyan。

lijiayandeyiqilai:“jiunizheiyangdehuose,tuoguanglewojiefudoukanbushang,haibabadetieshanglai,jibianshidaolejiangjianiyejiushigemianfeidenvyongbale,gennimayiyang,doushigejianhuo!”