正文 第一章 赎罪

shiningweiweidalegelengzhan,taxianzaibeitaxianggouyiyangsuozaidatingdezhuzishang,bozidexiangquanlianjiezhezhangzhangdeliantiao,congweiyouguodequruganyongshangquanshen。

neigenanrenshigefengzi,canrenzisuidebaojun。

haijidezijigangcongjianyudedamenmaichulai,yanqianyihuabianbeiyanhuaianjieshangleche,ranhoubeitadaidaolezheili。

cishiyoujiaobushengxiangqi,shiningtaitou,tanizheguangzoulai,qiangdayingjunwanruoshendi。

“shining,haojiubujian,haishizheifuweiweinuonuorangrenexindeyangzi。”yanhuaianfushizheshiningjifengdeshuodao。

tadehuaxiangbingdaoyiyangcideshiningshengteng,taxiangyaochongshangqianquebeiliantiaolazhu,langbeishuaidaozailedishang,ruheizaobandezhangfachentuozheyingbaidejifu,wanruohaiyaoneiyangmeihao。

shiningpata,zheishikezaiguzilide,danyenuliyazhixiazhandou,taitoukanzheta,“nidaodixiangzenmeyang?sannian,haibugouma?!”

zheigeren,qinshoubazijisongjinlejianyu,tayiweisuoyoutongkuniezhaijiunengjieshuchengweiguoqu,quebuxiangchuyuhouyouzhonghuitadezhangxinzhizhong。

yanhuaianzuijiaocheqiyisifengcidexiao,zuodaotamianqianfangzhedeyizishang,xianshidechengzheshoukanzhetazhengzha。

“niqianwodesannianyouzenmegou,haishijuedeshirandemingninenghaideqi?”

tadezuiyibeirending,neibianshiyibeizideluoyin,yeshiyanhuaianyibeizidechouren,bijingtasulaiyazibibao。

shiningweiquyoufenmen,yankuangliyezhujianmimanshangyicengshuiwu,daoxianzaitahaishirenweizijishisharenxiongshou。

tazhengzhazhe,xiangyaochupengdaota,danrenyouyiduanjuli,“bushiwo,zhendebushi……nixinwoyici,napajiuzheiyiciyehao……”

zheixiehuasannianqiantashuoguo,tabuxin,jieguoshibeitaqinshousongjinjianyu。sannianhou,tadebianjieyanhuaianrenranbuhuixin,jishizheiyang,shininghaishiduitabaoyouhuanxiang,bijingtaaileyanhuaianbanian。

zheibaniantashiqulesuoyouhainongdebiantilinshang,xianzaibeiyanhuaiansuotuoqi,tadecunzaihaowujiazhi,zhinenglunweiyouxiujiejiedepeichen。

yanhuaiandeyanshenlinliecigu,yaojiangshiningqiandaowanguayiban,qingqiaodeyongxiejiantiaoqitadelian,“xinni?sharenfanhaitianbuzhichishetanxinren,woxianzaihenbudeshaleni!dangchuweishenmesidebushini!!!”

yanhuaianjiangsuoyoudexuweisikai,shirandeshiqushitazuishendetong。

shiningkandaoletadeyanechouhen,ruzhuihandong,tayiweisanniangoutaquxunzhaozhenxiang,tayiweitaduizijihaishiyousuoguniande,ranerzhishitadeyixiangqingyuan。

shiningqingxubengta,hongzheyanlianshengzhiwendao:“niyanzhongdezhenxiangshishenme?shiranshizenyangderen?niyouzhidaoxieshenme?!zhixiangxinzijiyuanyixiangxinde,niyanhuaianyouyouduogaoshang!jiupingniaishiran?bianyouzigerangwomenshijiajiaporenwang,rangwozuolaoshuzui?”

yanhuaiansihubeijinule,yibazhuaizheshiningbozishangdexiangquanjiangtacongdishangtuoleqilai。

“zheisanniandejianyushenghuodaoshibanimodeyajianzuili,zhiyushiranshizenyangderennimeizigeshuo,ershijiameiyigerenshiwugude。dangran,woyecongmeixihuanguoni。”

shiranshuobunanshoushijia,xinlikuxiaoyisheng,buzhishifenmenhaishibugan,buguanbuguzhuazhetadeshouhenhenyaoleshangqu,zuilifanqidandandetiexiuwei,zhidaobeiyanhuaianshuaizaidishangcaibaxiu。

tadiezuozaidi,“niyierzaizaiersandejiantawo,jiantawoduinidezhenxin,wozhenhouhui,zheibanianshiaicuoleren,congyikaijiushicuode。”

shiningxiaozhekule,daohoumianyuqiyejijingengyan,zuihoubianshiyayibuzhudebeiyesheng,tabaojinzijizhijiaxianrurouliyehaowuganjue,sihuxiangyaobazheixienianduitadeaicongzijishentilitaochulai。

aiyigerenshitongkude,youqineirenhaishizijishuangbaotaijiejiedenanyou。

jishishiningzaizenmesihoukongsuta,yewufadadongtabeijianbingbaoguodexin,yanhuaiankantadeyanshenyijiulengmo。

“nidezhenxinwoyidiandoubuxiangyao。”

yanleizhibuzhudiaoxialai,shiningyouxietonghenzijideruanruo,weishenmezijibunengxiangtayiyangjueqing,aierbudedekutashougoule,xianzaizhiqiutanengfangguoziji,“nidaodiyaozenyangcaikenfanglewo……”

yanhuaianfuxiashen,tadeshengyintingqilailengjunqieguji,xiangemozaierbiandishengnanyu,“niweishenmejuedewohuifangleni?shining,nishenmeshihoubiandezheimetianzhenle。”

shiningyizheng,yanzhongjingjuzhisejiazhong,tazhidaoweilaihuoxubianshigengshendezhemo。