第1章
“sijin......shenxiansheng，qiuqiuni！bierangsuisuizuojuanxianshoushu！tadeshentichengbuzhude！”
“shizaibuxingrangwoqupeixingba！wobashenjixu**，ninfangguowonverba！”
wodelinghunbeijinguzaibingfangli，fushizhezijichamangezhongguanzideshenti，haiyoubabamantoudebaifa。
taguizaiwozhangfushensijinmianqianbeiweiqiqiu：“yishengshuosuisuiqingkuangyouhaozhuande，xu**xianzaideqingkuanghaibucuo，kendingnengdengdaoxindeshenyuande！”
wotingzheneixieaiqiudehua，ganjuexinzangtengdezhenzhayiban。
wochehuochushideshihou，babamingminghaihenyinglang，buguosannian，tajiucongyiqifengfadezhongniannanrenbianchenglezheigeyangzi，canglaodewodoubuganren。
danshensijinzhishiyanshenshulengkanzhewoba，yiyubufa。
woyouxiehuanghu，kanzheneizhanglian，mingminggaihengaiyuanyegaiteng，xianzaiquezhijuedepibei。
erbabayanquangenghongle，shoujinwozhewobingchuangdehulan，youquqiuxuchuo：“xu**，ninnazouwodeshenba！suisuiyaoshimeiyouzheigeshen，huiside！”
xuchuodingzheyizhangcangbaideliankaozaishensijinshenpang，kanshangqujinghuangwucuo，yourouruokelian。
“shushu，wobuyaoninnverdeshenjiushile，ninkuaiqilai。”
taditouchanfuqiwoba，yanquanyehonghongde，yaozhezuichunyuyanyouzhi：“ajingege，buguanzenmeshuo，suisuijiedoushinideqizi，jiusuanzhiqiantazuoleneixieshi，niyebunengweilewojiurangta......”
xuchuodehuahaimeishuowan，shensijindeliansegengyinchenle，dashougengshiwodeqingjinbaoqi。
wozhouranjuedexindoutidaolesangziyan。
xiayimiao，wokanzhetazoudaowobamianqian，zhijieniezhetashouwanyingshengshengjiangtatuokai。
“lubofu，yilujinsuidesuozuosuowei，nengjiajinwoshenjia，hainengrangnimenlushibeikaowozheimejiu，yijingsuanwogewaikuanrong。”
tajugaolinxiafushizhewoba，shenyinglengrui：“wozhiyaotayikesheneryi，nizuihaoshiweilujiaxiangxiang，xianzai，nimenmeiyougenwokanghengdezige。”
wobadaidaikanzheta，houlongliouchuyishengjuewangdewuyan：“wobuyaogongsi，yebuyaonibang！wozhiyaowodenver！”
“shensijin！nimeiyouliangxina！dangchuwodesuisui......”
shensijinshiqulenaixin：“batatuoxiaqu。”
zoulangshanghuidangzhebabadesihouheaiqiu，ershensijinchongerbuwen，zhijiezoudaoyishengmianqian，yiwozhangfudeshenfenqianxialeneifenjuanzengxieyi。
wojiuzheiyangbeituijinleshoushushi。
wuyingdengzhaozaiwocangbaidelianshang，wojingjingkanzhezijineijulianjiezhegezhongyiqideshenti，huranjuedeqishizheiyangyesuanjietuo。
zhishao，wobuyongzaijianaozhemo。
sannianqian，yichangchehuorangwobianchenglezhiwuren。
congwochehuoneitianqi，duiwoyizhilengmoyouyanedeshensijinsihuturanbiandehenaiwo，meiwandoulaibingfangshouzhe，xiangshikandaishenmezhenguidebaobei。
meiyueyibaiwanjideyiyaofei，tayandoubuzhadehuachuqu，zhiweilediaozhewodeming。
woyiweitashizaishiquwozhihoufanranhuiwu，shenzhizaixiangruguowonengxinglai，huoxuzhiqianlengbingbingdehunyinyehuibuyiyang。
bijing，tacengjingzhendehaoaiwo。
danwomeixiangdao，tabaiyueguanghuiguoneitian，tarangyishengquxiawodeshenzang，weitazuohuanshenshoushu。
zaiwodebingchuangbian，talazhetadeshouwenroukaikou：“chuochuo，woweinizhunbeilewunian，youlezheigeshen，niyidinghuihaoqilai。”
wunian，shiwomenjiehundeqixian。
neiyikewocaizhidao，taquwo，benjiushiweilejiutadebaiyueguangxuchuo。
woqishigaixinteng，gainanguode，kedagaineisannianshoudeweiqutaidutengdemamule，xianzaiwozhixintengwoba。
kanjiantaguizaishensijinmianqianhaowuzunyanqiutarangwohuoxialai，wotouyihuijuedehouhuile。
dangchuyaoshiwobuxihuanshensijin，babayebuhuipochan，woyebuhuiluodaojintianzheigedibu。
qishibenlai，yishengshuowohenkuaiyouxiwangnenghaoqilaile，jiuzaishensijinjuedingrangwojuanshendeqianyitian。
suoyineitianwanshangshensijinguolai，wohuanxiqueyuepaodaotashenbian：“sijin，womashangjiukeyixingguolaiqiannideshoula。”
zheisannian，shensijinyelihenduoshihoudoushiwozhewodeshou，zuozaishafashangshuiqude。
woyikaishihenbuzhisuocuo。
jiehunzheisannian，womencongmeiyoushenmeqinmidejudong，bieshuoqianshou，**jintatadouhengeying。
但我也能理解。
zaitayanzhong，woshizaitaluoposhibeipanta，zhuantoutajingzhengduishouhuaibao，youzaitafuqizhihoutianbuzhichixianggentazhongxiujiuhaoderen。
danzhujianxiguanhou，wokaishitanliantadewendu。
woqiushengdeyuwanghenqiang，meitiandoufenbugushenwangshentilipu，wojuedezhiyaowohuiqu，jiunengxingguolaile。
buguoxianzaideshensijinkanbujianwo，yetingbudaowo。
wogenpichongyiyangzhanzheta，xuxutaotaozaitaerbianshuotayoushoule，zenmehuzilachade，xinliyoushixinteng，youshigandong。
woyiwei，tashiyinweiwoyizhibuxingcaibiandeqiaocui。
tazoujinyishengbangongshishi，woxiangdeshi，dengtazhidaowoyaohaoqilai，yidingjiunengzhenzuole。
suoyiwotingjiantawen：“lujinsuideshenzangxianzainengbunengzuoqiguanjuanxian？”deshihou，wodaizhule。
zhuzhiyishenglengleleng，zhenzhuodao：“anlilaishuoshikeyide，chehuobingmeiyoushangdaofurendezangqi，zhishinaobushoushang。”
shensijinshenselengmo：“neimexiazhoujiuanpaiyizhishoushuba，chuochuoxiazhoujiuyaohuiguole。”
wobenlaijuedebianchengzhiwurenshimeiyouzhijuede，bijingzheisannian，woailewushudezhen，meitianshuye，douyidianbuteng。
keshitingjianshensijinzheijuhua，woquejuedexiongkoudoumendechuanbuguoqi。
taxiangyaobawodeshenjitadebaiyueguang。
woyizhihenqingchu，zaifashengneijianshizhihou，tajiuduiwoshenetongjue。
kewomeixiangguo，tadiaozhewomingrangwohuoxialaideyiyi，jingranshiweilerangxuchuohuozhe。
neiwozheiliangniandefuchuhetaohaosuanshenmeni？
zheisanniantadepeibanyousuanshenme？
quedingwozheigeshenyuanbuhuiyoushanshima......
kewojingranjuedeneishiaiwo，juedewomenhuoxuhaiyouweilai。
wokubuchulaiyexiaobuchulai，zhinengzhanzaitashenhoudaidaikanzhe，touyicijuedeneigebeiyingneimemoshengyouneimeleng。
wodezhuzhiyishengxianranyeshizhiqingde，youyuleyizhencaikaikou：“danshishenzong，ruguojianglaifurenxingle......”
shensijinlenglengxiaoleyisheng。
“tahaikenenghuixingme？fanzhengtaxianzaijiuzheimetangzhe，hemuoumeiyouqubie，bururangtagengyoujiazhi。”
“jiusuanxingle，tademingzaisannianqianjiugaimeile，shiwojiuleta，haizhaofuzhelujia，zhiyaoshiyikeshen，tahaiyoushenmehaobuman？”