第4章 孩子和她都不重要

shenrumengtingzheliyinuodehua,youxiebumingbai,tashenmeshihouhailiyinuoliuchanle?tayoushenmeshihounadiaoleliyinuodehaizi?

yinweixiangbumingbai,bianjuedeyouxiexinhuang。

liyinuokanzheshenrumeng,yibubudebijin,“buguonifangxin,wobuhuiqinzidongshoude,wohuirangxiangegedongshou,rangnichangchangzheibeizijizuiaidenanrennadiaohaizishizhongshenmeyangdeganshou。”

shenrumengdiyicikandaozheiyangdeliyinuo,bujinjuedeyouxiehaipa,zheiyangdeliyinuoheneigewenroutitiedebuyiyang。

liyinuokanzheshenrumengzheifuyihuodemoyang,fanerxiaole,xiaodejizhicanlan。

“meicuo,woheniyiqishuaidaode,wodehaizimeiyoule,keshinidehaiziquehaihaohaodezainiduzili,nibujuedezheihengongpingma?shenrumeng?”

“suoyi,shenrumeng,nibixubuchangwo,chulenidehaizi,wohaiyaoniyigezuizhenguidedongxi,nicaicaishishenme?”

shenrumengyitingliyinuoyaonadiaotadehaizi,bianfangbeileqilai,yishunjiannule,“liyinuo,nibuyaotaiguofenle,nijiwogunchuqu!”

liyinuotingzheshenrumengdehua,lianshangdexiaorongyixiazibujianle,zoujinshenrumeng,yibazhuazhuleshenrumengdeshou。

shenrumengbeiliyinuozheiyangzhuazhe,chuyufangbei,mashangshuaikaileliyinuodeshou。

“putong”yisheng,liyinuojuranyixiazishuaidaozaidi,lianshangdeshenqingtongkujile。

“pa——”jinrubingfangdefengruxianhenhendishuaileshenrumengyibazhang。

“shenrumeng,nigaisi!niduiyinuozuoleshenme?”

fengruxiannuhouleyisheng,bianbaozheliyinuopaochulebingfang。

shenrumengyixiazibeihezhule,wangjilelianshangdeteng。

tabuzhidaoweishenmeliyinuoweishenmeturanshuaidaole,hailiuleneimeduodexue,ranhonglesuoyoudeyishan。

shenrumenghuiguoshenlai,lianmanggenzhepaolechuqu。

手术室外。

fengruxianyilianyinchendizhanzaimenkou,fangfozhouweidekongqidoubeidongjieleyiban。

kandaoshenrumengzouguolaideshihou,fengruxianzaiyekongzhibuletadeqingxu,yibazhuageshenrumeng,qiazhuleshenrumengdebozi。

“shenrumeng,nigehendunvren,nihaisiyimohaibugouma?xianzaiyouhaixianghaisiyinuoma?nizenmezheimehendu?”

shenrumengtingzhefengruxiandezhiwen,yuanbenxinlihaiyouxieduibuqiliyinuo,xianzaisuoyoudekuijiudoumeiyou,taxiaole,fengkuangdixiaozhe。

“fengruxian,woyaoshuoduoshaobiannicaikenxiangxin,womeiyouhaisiliyimo,hewomeiyouguanxi,wojintian……jintianyemeiyouxiangyaohaisiliyinuo,womeiyou!”

shenrumengbeifengruxianqiazhebozijiannandishuozhe。

“nimeiyou?ruguonimeiyou,yinuohuisanfanliangcidejinqiangjiushi?ruguonimeiyou,yinuohuishiqutadehaizi?ruguonimeiyou,yimohuisima?ruguonizhendemeiyou,shenrumeng,neigaisiderenshini!”

fengruxianyaoyaqiechidishuochulezheifanhua,henbudesisuileshenrumeng。

shenrumengkanzheyanqianzheigenanren,henyixiangshinengbatayanmeileyiban,tabianjuedehaipahehansheng。

“sheishibingrenjiashu?bingrendachuxue,jixushuxue,bingrenshirhyinxingxue,xianzaixuekuqueshaozheizhongxuexing……”

“neijiuqufujinyiyuandiao!”

“laibujile,bingrenqingkuangweiji……”

fengruxianyitingzheijuhua,yibabashenrumengzhualeguoqu,“choutade,tashirhyinxingxue。”

shenrumengtingdaozheijuhuayihou,youxiebuganzhixin,tazenmenengzheiyangduita。

“keshizheiweixiaojiehuaiyunle,shibunengchouxuede,buranhaizihetadouhuiyouweixian……”hushihaoxintixingzhe。

“haizihetadoubuzhongyao,danshiyinuobunengchurenheshiqing,buranworangzhenggeyiyuandoujiyinuopeizang!”