第一章
hepeihuaianchenghundediwunian，taqinshoupouchuletahuaitaiqiyuedehaizi。
zhiweiquchuyingerxue，jiutadedijie！
zaicizhengyan，tadiyiyankanjiande，bianshipeihuaian。
tachuanzhemosechangfu，mianrongyijiuqingjunbiren，jiantaxinglai，talikefushen，wenredeshouzhangchupengzhetacangbaidelian：“huamian，nixingle？ganjuezenmeyang？biepa……haizi……womenyihouhaihuiyoude。”
孩子？
zheilianggezixiangyibacuidudebishou，henhentongjinjianghuamiandexinwo。
tabishangyan，leishuiwushengdicongyanjiaohualuo，jinshilebinjiao，houlongxiangshibeiluotietangguo，fabuchurenheshengyin，yebuxianghuiyingtarenheyigezi。
五年了。
tajiajita，yijingwunianle。
youjidewunianqian，tahaishijiejiejiangyuanningdeweihunfu。
peihuaian，shenfenzunguideyongninghou，nianshaoyouwei，qinglengjingui；jiangyuanning，caimaoshuangquandeshangshufudinv，taduitajijinchongai，baiyibaishun，errenshijingchengrenrenchengxiandeyiduibiren。
raner，yidaoshengzhidapolesuoyoumeihao。
huangdikanzhonglejiangyuanning，bugutayiyouhunyue，qiangnatarugongweifei。
huoxushichuyudiwangbeiliedezhanyouyu，huoxushiweilechedijuelejiangyuanningduipeihuaiandexinsi，huangdizhuantoujiujiangjianghuamian——jiangyuanningdeshumei，cihunjilepeihuaian。
jianghuamianwufafankang，zhinengzaiyipianhunluanhejiejieyuanhendemuguangzhong，jiaruleyongninghoufu。
xinhunzhiye，tadingzhexinniangmingtou，tantebuandizuozaixichuangshang，yiweizijihuiyinglaitadeqiannuhelengyu。
taquetiaokaigaitou，yanshenpingjingwubo，zhishuo：“shengyinanwei，cishiyuniwuguan。jiyichenghun，wanghouwohuihaoshengdaini，yunianwenduri。”
zhihouwunian，taqueshizuodaolehaoshengdaita。
xiangjingrubin，wuzhiyouwo，shenzhioueryehuiyouguanhuai。
jibianzaigongzhongyujianyichengweiningfeidejiejie，tayishikeshouchenli，kanbuchubanfenyujuheyiyang。
jianghuamianneikexuanzhedexinjianjianfangxia，tianzhendiyiweishiguangzhongjiunengmopingguowang，tahuoxuzhendezaichangshifangxia，changshiyutakaishixindeshenghuo。
zhidaotahuaishangshenyun，manxinhuanxidiqidaizhexiaoshengmingdejianglinshi，jiangyuanningturan“bingzhong”dexiaoxichuanlai。
gongzhongyiguanshushouwuce，pianfangshuoxuzhiqindeyingerzhixueweiyinzuoyao。
tajicizhuyidaopeihuaiankanzhetayuyanyouzhi，muguangzaitaweilongdexiaofushangtingliushiyoubiandechenyufuza。
neishi，buxiangdeyuganjiuruyinyunbanlongzhaoleta。
ketawanwanmeixiangdao，tajingnenghenxinzhici！
neiriwanshanhou，tazhijuedeyichangkunjuan，henkuaibianhunshuiguoqu。
zaixinglaishi，yibeilaolaobangzailechuangshang。
chuangbianzhanzhemianselengjundepeihuaian，pangbianfangzheshanzhehanguangdeyinwanhebishou。
takanzhetajingkongdeyanshen，shengyinpingjingdekepa：“yuanningshengmingchuiwei，nengjiutadezhiyounile。huamian，jiurenyimingshengzaoqijifutu。”
tafengkuangyaotou，leiruyuxia，aiaiqiuta：“houye！buyao！haiziyijingqigeduoyuele！mashangjiuyaoshengxiale，zennengshengpou，suanwoqiuni，fangguohaizi，zheishinideqinshengguroua……”
taquezhishibilebiyan，zaizhengkaishi，yandizhishengjuejuedebinghan：“haizi……yihouhaihuiyoude。danyuanningjuebunengyoushi。”
“buyao！buyao！bu——”
binglengdebishoutieshangtadefubu，tajuewangdikuhan，zhengzha，quewunengweili……
neizhongbeishengshengbolidetongchu，zuyicuihuishijianyiqiechixinwangxiang。
hunsiguoquqian，tazhongyuchedimingbai，tacongweifangxiaguojiangyuanning。
tahehaizi，buguoshitasuishikeyiweilexinzhongbaiyueguangerxishengdeqizi。
“huamian，ganjuezenmeyang？yaobuyaohedianshui？”peihuaiandeshengyinjiangtacongtongkudehuiyizhonglahui。
tayijiubizheyan，buyuankanta。
zheishi，menwaichuanlaitongbaosheng，jiangyuanninglaile。
tachuanzheyishengongzhuang，zaigongnvdecuyongxiazoulejinlai，lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudedanyouhekuijiu，yanquanweihong，wojianyoulian。
“meimei，wo……wozhendebuzhidaohuaiantahuizheiyangzuo……ruoshizhidaojiuwohuihailenidehaizi，woningyuandangchujiubingsileganjing……”
tashuozhe，yanleibianpususudiwangxiadiao，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu。
peihuaianlikexintengshangqian，qingshenganfu：“yuanning，zheibushinidecuo。zuojuedingderenshiwo，yiqiehouguoyouwochengdan。”
jianghuamiankanzheyanqianzheiyimu，zhijuedeweiliyizhenfanyong，tongbuyusheng。
tabishangyan，shengyinsiyadijichujigezi：“chuqu……woxiangjingjing。”
jiangyuanningquexianyibukaikou，roushengdao：“huaian，nixianchuquba，rangwohemeimeidandushuojijuhua，kuankuantadexin。”
peihuaianyouyuleyixia，kanlekanliansecanbairuzhidejianghuamian，zuizhonghaishidianlediantou，zhuanshenchuqu。
fangmenyiguan，jiangyuanninglianshangdebeiqihekuijiushunjianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong，querdaizhideshiyizhongjugaolinxiadechaofenghekuaiyi。
tazoudaochuangbian，yongpaziyanzhechun，dixiaodao：“wodehaomeimei，xianzaizheifuyangzi，kezhenkeliana。”
“niyiweijiajitawunian，weitacaochihoufu，huaishanghaizi，jiunengqudaiwodeweizhile？”
“gaosuni，huaiandexin，conglaidouzaiwozheili。jiusuanshiwobuyaodedongxi，yelunbudaonilaipeng！biezaizuoneixiebuqieshijidechixinwangxiangle！”
jianghuamianzhijuedehuangtangyoukebei。
zheiyiqie，congtoudaowei，yutahegan？
dangchushihuangdiqiangqulejiangyuanning，youweilejuetadeniantouqiangxingcihun。
jiangyuanningbuganyuanhenhuangdi，jiubasuoyoudeyuanqidousazaitazheigewulifankangdeshumeishenshang。
zheixienianminglianlidediaonan，tadourenle。
ketajianghuamianyouhechangbushishouhaizhe？
tayuanbenyeyouqingmeizhumadeweihunfu，youzhepingfanqueanningdeweilaichongjing……
kezheiyiqie，doubeizheichanghuangtangdehunyindapole！
tachenmozhe，buzailihuijiangyuanningdetiaoxin。
jiangyuanningjiantahaowufanying，fangfoyiquandazaimianhuashang，dunjuewuqu，huranxiangdaoshenme，yanzhongshanguoyisiedu。
taduanqipangbianzhuoshangfangzhedeyiwantangyao，erhoujingjiaoyisheng，mengdijiangyaozhipozailezijihualidegongzhuangshang！
“啊！”
peihuaianwenshengliketuimenerru，kandaoyanqianjingxiangdachiyijing：“zenmehuishi？”
jiangyuanninglikeleiyanwangwang，zhizhejianghuamian，queyou“shanliang”diweitakaituo：“huaian，bieguaimeimei……tagangmeilehaizi，xinliyuanwo，nayaopowochuqiyeshiyinggaide……doushiwobuhao……”
peihuaiandunshinuhuozhongshao，kanxiangjianghuamiandeyanshenchongmanleshiwanghezebei：“huamian！cishiyuyuanningwuguan！juedingshiwozuode，niyaoguaijiuguaiwo！zennengduitadongshou？！xiangtadaoqian！”
jianghuamiannanyizhixindikanzheta，xinhanchegu：“womeiyoupota。”
“woqinyansuojian，nihaiganjiaobian？”peihuaiangenbenbuxin，“jirannibuzhihuigai，duiningfeiniangniangbujing，bianqucitangguizhefanshengba！shenmeshihouzhicuole，shenmeshihouqilai！”
ganggangxiaochan、shentijiduxuruodejianghuamian，jiuzheiyangbeilianggepozicubaodituoleqilai，yaquleyinlengchaoshidecitang。
hanyicigu，xinbishengengleng。
shenxiadexianxuexixililidiliuleyiye，ranhonglebinglengdeqingzhuan。
diertianqingchen，yahuanchunxiaodakaicitangmen，kandaoyanyanyixi、jihudongjiangdejianghuamian，hedehunfeiposan，puguoqudaku。
“furen！furenninzenmeyang？nubizheijiuquqingtaiyi！”
“bubile。”jianghuamiandeshengyinweiruoqueyichangqingxi，tazhuazhuchunxiaodeshou，yanshenshiyizhongjinhusijidepingjing，“chunxiao，nibangwozuoliangjianshi。”
“furen，ninyaonubizuoshenmeshi？”
jianghuamianyuqizhandou，quezizijuejue。
“diyi，xiangbanfaquheishi，maiyijiyaoxingzuiliedejiasiyaohuilai。”
“dier，bangwosongyifengxinqubianguan，ji……shenxiaojiangjun。”
shenxiaojiangjun，shenyan，taneigebeiyidaoshengzhichaisan、yuanzoubianguandeweihunfu。
jiasiyaochixia，qirihou，bianhuirujiasizhizhuang。
erta，yaoshenyanzaixiazanghoujiezoutadeshishen，zaijiangtahuanxing，tongtayuanzougaofei。
zheiyici，tayaoyongzuijuejuedefangshi，chedilikaihoufu。
zheiyici，tazaiyebuyaozuopeihuaianhejiangyuanningzhijiandebanjiaoshi！