tafushencoujin，kouzhongqingliedejiuweirangwoyishishishen：“nizuiyinggaiqiuderenbushiwome？zhiyaowoyijuhua，nijialineixieshi，budouhuiyingrenerjie？”
wobuxiangxintahuizheiyanghaoxin，yibianwanghousuo，yibianjingtiwenta：“nixiangzuoshenme？”
shengtingshuqianleqianchun，xiaoyiquebudayandi。
“jiehunneixienian，wozheigezhuixulianpengnidezigedoumeiyou，burujiurangwohuiweiyixianideziwei，zenmeyang？”
什么意思？
wodaidaikanzhetabijin，zhidaohouyaodizaibinglengdexishoutaishang，caijingjuezijimeiletuilu。
shengtingshugujinlewodeshouwan。
“nibushihenqueqianme？wokeyijini，shenzhikeyibangnijiadegongsidongshanzaiqi。”
tafushencoujin，bijianjihuyaodizaiwoeqian：“xianzaideni，chulezijiyemeiyoubiedechoumaleba？genwo，wokeyibangnijiejuemafan。”
taxiangrangwozuotadeqingren？！
wowuyishiyaojinlechunban，ganjuezuilinongyudejiuweizhongyinchuyisixueqi，kudewozhangbukaizuilai。
laizheilizhiqian，woshidazhezheiyangdezhuyi，nengweishenneiwei“shengshao”jiejuemafan，wobujieyifangxiazitai。
ketashilutingshu，shicengjingbeiwobaibanxiurujiantadezhuixu。
erqie，tajiuyaodinghunle……
yaowoyiqingrendeshenfengenzaiqianfushenbian，zuoyigejianbudeguangdexiaosangenzaitashenbian？
我做不到。
hekuangwomenjiehunneijinian，talianpengdoubuyuanyipengwo，xianzaiyaowogenta，chulexiuru……hainengshishenme？
kanzhetabidegengjin，wozhengtuotadeshou，dizhutaxiongtangxiangtuikaita：“bu，wobuyongniguan，yejuebukenenggenni!”
shengtingshuqueqiazhulewodeyao，gujinwoxiahebiwozhishita。
“shima？neinichuanzhezheiyangpaolaizheili，mubiaoshishei？”
tamanbujingxinnianzhewoxiahedejifu，xiangshizaiwannongyizhirentananiedemao：“suqingmian，xianzainimeiyouzishishenfendediqile，zenmejiubunengtinghuayixie？”
wobeitajinguzhe，hunshenzhanli。
jingzhongdewoyishenlubeihongqun，jiangshentiquxiangouledeyilanwuyu，qiazaiwoyaoshangdeshouqingjinfenming，daizhezhizaibidedezhangkonggan……
xinzhongdexiuchiheweiquzaizheiyishundouranmaolechulai，wobuguanbugu，yangshouzhongzhongjiletayierguang！
“wobuyao！yebuhuiyouzhenixiuruzhangkong！”
neiyibazhangwoyidiandoumeiyouliushou，shengtingshulianshangdunshiduoleyidaohonghen。
tadiledisaidingdingkanzhewo，zuichunjihubengchengyitiaoxian：“zhishizheiyang，jiusuanxiuru？”
“难道还不算吗？”
wodeshouzhandelihai，zhongyuyishidaotabuzaishineigerenwodamadezhuixu，ershizhishoukeredeshengjiajichengren……
duishangneishuangyapoganshizudeyan，wozaimeiyouliuxiadeyongqi，zhuanshenluohuangertao。
zhidaolikaishengzhai，wocaisonglekouqi，kanzhezijitonghongdezhangxin，youhaipayouhouhui。
xianzaideshengtingshu，niesiwoheniesiyizhimayimeiliangyang。
yaoshitajihenbaofu，wogaizenmeban？
wocanghuanghuidaojiali，xinshenbuning，quekanjianjialidemenchangkaizhe。
woyishidaobudui，huangmangpaojinqu，jiukanjianketinglizhanzhelianggegaodadeheiyinanren，shoulinazhewolaolaoliujiwomadeyiwu。
erwomayanjingzhongdehetaoyiyang，shenshangyedaizheshang，guizaineilianggerenmianqiankukuaiqiu。
“nimenbienaneitiaoxianglian……neishiwomaliujiwozuihoudenianxianga，qiuqiunimenle，qianwokendingnenghaishang！”
neilianggenanrenshifenbunai：“woguantashisheideyiwu！xianzainimenhaibushangqian，dongxijiushiwomende！zaiganfeihua，womenkejiubukeqile！”
womabeitamenhaobukeqitidaozaidi，fachutongkudeshengyin。
kanjianzheiyimu，woyanquantonghong，pushangqutuikaineilianggerenfuqimama：“baxianglianhaijiwoma！qianwohuijinimen！”
liangrengenbenmeibawofangzaiyanli，chixiaoyishengdao：“haiqian？nimennashenmehuan？”
“shuoqilai，zheimegeshuilinglingdexiaoyatou，songquhuisuomai，kenenghainengzhidianqian？jiushitingshuojiaguorenle，nayouneixiechuerxiang？”
liangrenyinxiaozhedaliangwo，rangwohunshendouqilejipigeda。
womalazhewodeshousesefadou，yijuhuayeshuobuchu。
yankanliangrenbijin，wosisiyaozhulezuichun，hurantingjiandianshilichuanlaixinwenbobaodeshengyin。
【……jinri，shengshijituandongshizhangxuanbujiang20%gufen·**daozhangsunshengtingshumingxia……】
dianshizhongchuxianleshengtingshudelian，qingguijunmei。
dianguanghuoshijian，wolishengkaikou：“woshishengshijichengrendeqianqi！nijuedeshengtingshuhuizuoshiwobeinimenzheimexiuru？！”
“baxianglianliuxia，santianneiwohuibaqianjinimen！”
neilianggerenxiayishikanleyiyandianshi，zhouqilemei：“yongzheizhongguihuapianwomen？dangwomensansuixiaohai？”
wozhijienachulewogenshengtingshudehunshazhao。
lianggezhuizhaidebiduizhezhaopian，biaoqingyinqingbuding。
youyuleyizhen，weishouneirenbaxianglianrengjiwoma：“shuohaolesantian，yaoshisantianhouzaibuhaiqian，womenkebuguannishisheideqianqi！”
liuxiazheihua，liangrenzhongyulikai。
womajinghunweiding：“mianmian，nishuolutingshu……jiushishengshao？”
woanfuzhewoma，jiannandiantou。
takanqilaigenghaipale：“neitahuibuhuijihenwomena？nijintianjiandaota，tashuoleshenmema？”
wozhanglezhangzui，zongbunengshuowojileshengtingshuyibazhang。
youyuyizhen，woxuanzesahuang：“shengtingshushuo……huixiangbanfabangwomen，ninfangxinba。”
我妈这才松了口气。
wofuzhetazoujinfangjian，mosuozheneizhanghunshazhao，youdianshishen。
dangshiqishiwobaguanyutadedongxidourengle，liuxiazheige，dagaishimeishede，haishixiangyaogenianxiang。
shouqizhaopian，wodasuanshoushiyipianlangjiedejia，quetingjianwaimianchuanlaijiaobusheng。
yaoyaoyuzhuidetiemenbeituikai，tangjiesuxuejiaochuxianzaiwojiamenwai。
kanjianjializhiyouwoyigeren，tasihuzhoulezhoumei。
danhenkuai，tabianguzuojingyadao：“mianmian，jializheishizenmele？chushenmeshilema？”
wokantayiyan，zhijueyouxiebuduijing，lengshengwenta：“bulaoguanxin，nipaolaiwojiazuoshenme？”
suxuejiaolianshangduizhejiaxiao：“mianmian，doushiyijiaren，zheimezhenfengxiangduizuoshenme？jiejietingshuoniqingkuangbutaihao，suoyicaixianglaibangbangni。”
wojingtikanzheta，gujieniedefabai。
suxuejiaoshiwoershudenver，genwoyizhibusuanhenduifu。
wobababeizhuajinjianyuzhihou，tagenwoershuhailaijialinaoguo，shuoshigongsidaole，tamenjiayepeileqian，yaowomenjiabaqianhaijitamen。
womadeshoushiyeshizheiyangbeitamenqiangzoulebushao。
xianzaizheigejieguyan，tahurantiaochulaishuoxiangbangmang，wozenmekenengxiangxinta？