“bushizheiyangde!”guyanchenmengditaitou,yandiyouxuesi,“wo……wozhishi……”
“zhishishenme?”wodaduanta,shengyingengyan,queyichangqingxi,“zhishixiguanlegaogaozaishang,xiguanlezhangkongyiqie?xiguanlebawodangchengnidesuoyouwu?guyanchen,woshigeren!woyouxin!wohuitong!”jiyaletaijiudeweiqu、fennu、shiwang,zaizheiyikechedibaofa。“neizhangliuchandedanzi……nizhidaowonazhetadeshihou,xinliyouduopama?wobugangaosuni,wopakandaoniyanfandeyanshen,patingdaonibinglengde‘chulidiao’。kewohaishiyigerenquleyiyuan,yigerentangzaibinglengdeshoushutaishang……neigeshihou,nizainali?nizaipeisuman?haishizaipeiqitawobuzhidaodemoumoumou?”
guyanchendeliansechedibaile,zuichunweiweizhandou,kanzhewoxiongyongdeleishui,tasihuxiangshenshou,queyoujiangzaibankong。
“biezailaizhaowole,guyanchen。”woyonglicadiaoyanlei,shengyindaizhejuejuedelengyi。“womenjieshule。congwoshuochuneijuhuakaishi,jiuchedijieshule。nideshijie,wogaopanbuqi,yebuxiangpanle。nidedaoqian,nidezhubao,nide‘huitou’……wodoubuxuyao。nizouba。”
woyongliguanshanglemen。jiangtahetadailaidesuoyoujiuchan、bugan、chilaidejieshi,dougejuezailemenwai。
beikaozhemenban,wohuazuodaobinglengdedibanshang,shishengtongku。bushiweita,shiweineigecengjingtianzhenyuchundeziji,weineigebeihuangyanhexurongmengbileshuangyandejiwanxing,yeweineige……meinenglaidaozheigeshijieshangdewugushengming。zheiyici,yanleiliujinhou,xinlisihuzhendekongleyikuai,danbuzaishilengsousoude,ershiyizhong……chenailuodinghoudepibeihe……qingsong。
menwaideguyanchenmeiyouzou。wotingdaotayayide、chenmendechuimensheng,tingdaotadiyade、yibianbianjiaozhewodemingzi。houlai,shengyinjianjiandixiaqu,bianchengletongkudewuyan。zaihoulai,menwaichedianjingle。
wozaidishangzuolebuzhiduojiu。tiankuaiheideshihou,shoujixiangle,shishenyu。
“tazoule。”shenyudeshengyincongdianhuaneitouchuanlai,henpingjing。
“ng。”woyingleyisheng,shengyinhaiyouxieya。
“wozailouxia。fangbianshanglaima?”
jifenzhonghou,shenyuzhanzaimenkou,shoulitizhebaowentong。“cainimeichidongxi。jialiayidundetang,chenrehedian。”
wenredetangshunzhehoulonghuaxiaqu,nuanlebinglengdesizhibaihai。shenyuzuozaiwoduimian,meiyouduowenyijuguanyuguyanchendehua。
“xuezhang,”wofangxiawan,kanzheta,“woxiang……zhongxinkaishi。”
shenyuyanzhongshanguoyisiguangliang。“xiangzuoshenme?”
“buzhidao。”woyaoyaotou,youxiemangran,danyanshenbuzaikongdong。“keneng……xianzhaofengongzuo?yanghuoziji。ranhou……”woxiangqitazhiqiandehua,“badiudiaodegangqin……jianqilai?”
“hao。”shenyuxiaole,xiaoronghennuan。“yibuyibulai。gongzuodeshi,buji。xianbashentiyanghao。wogongsineibianyougexiangmuzhulidegangwei,bijiaojichu,danhuanjingdanchun,niyaobuyaoshishikan?jiudang……guodu?”
wokanzhetaneishuangwenhequechongmanliliangdeyanjing,dianlediantou。“hao。”
rizisihukaishihuanmandiliudongqilai。
woqushenyudegongsishangbanle。zhiweiqueshihenjichu,zhengliwenjian、anpaihuiyi、chuliyixiesuosuidexingzhengshiwu。bangongshiliderenduiwozheige“kongjiangbing”youxiehaoqi,danshenyuzaigongsiliweiwanghengao,taqinzidaiwolai,yemeirenganduowen。tongshimendouhenyoushan,gongzuofenweiqingsongwushi。
gangkaishihenbushiying。taijiumeiyouzheiyangguilvdishenghuo,taijiumeiyoujiechuzheixiejutideshiwu。shoumangjiaoluan,chucuoshinanmiande。youyicishenzhibayifenzhongyaohetongdesaomiaojiannongluanleshunxu。wotantediquzhaoshenyurencuo,taquezhishibaibaishou,zijidongshouzhongxinzhengli,yibiannongyibianshuo:“xiacijidejiwenjianmingmingdeshihoujiashangriqihexuhao,yangchengxiguanjiuhaole。buji,manmanlai。”
tameiyougaogaozaishangdezhize,zhiyoupinghedeyindao。zheizhongbeipingdengduidai、beijiyushijianhekongjianchengzhangdeganjue,moshengyouzhengui。
wokaishixuezheyongzijizhuandeqian,jingdaxisuandiguorizi。chishijikuaiqiandehefan,zuoditieshangxiaban,maidazhedeshenghuoyongpin。meiyoulemingpaijiashen,meiyoulehaochejiesong,zouzairenqunli,xiangyigezuiputongdeshangbanzu。henqiguai,xinlifanerhentashi。neidianweibodexinshui,wozaishouli,shizhenshide、guntangde。
xiabanhou,woquleqinxing。zuleyitaizuibianyidelishigangqin。zhijianchupengdaobingliangguanghuadeqinjianshi,yizhongjiuweide、daizhesuansedejidongyongshangxintou。yinfuduanduanxuxu,shengsejiangying,xiangpanshanxuebudehaizi。danwomeiyouting。
rizizaijianpanqiaojishengheduanduanxuxudeqinyinzhong,qiaoranhuaguolesangeyue。
hulianwangdejiyishiduanzande。guanyujiwanxing、guyanchen、sumandegouxuebagua,zaoyibeixindemingxingfeiwen、shehuiredianqudai,chendaolewurenwenjindejiaoluo。wodeshenghuopingjingdexiangyiwangbuqilianyidehushui。