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……
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【作者有话说】
qianchuanshiliyinyang,yangqingshandegushi,woxiangshuxieneigeyinyangshengshideniandai。yibanxiangtongdeshenshi,minjiansuoyoudeshijianxiandoujiangzai《yinyangxiansheng》zhongdedaowanshanjieda。zheijiangshiyigepangdadelingyishijieguan,wogewaiganxiedajiadezhichi,cainengrangwoyouzheigejihuilaichangshigoujia。
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fengshuizhidaobodajingshen,yiliyinyangdeshijiao,jiangshuzheishenguimocedeshijie!