danianchuyiwomanzheweihunfuqiaoqiaoqutajiabainian，zhunbeijitayigejingxi。
wolinzhejingxintiaoxuandelipinzhanzaimenwaizhunbeiqiaomen，faxianmenmeiyouguanjinlimianchuanlaishuohuasheng。
wodeweilaipopoduilingwaiyigenvrenshuodao：“wenya，zaiwoxinzhongwomenshizhongdoushiyijiaren，
niheqiuhanfuhunba。”weilaixiaoguziyegenzhefuhe，“meicuo，nicaishiwodesaozi，
woxiwangnihewogeyongyuanzaiyiqi。”wenya？fuhun？wojiangzaiyuandishouzhibingliang，tamenzaishuoshenme？
weishenmewoyijudoutingbudong？wodeweihunfuguqiuhanshenmeshihoujieguohun？
01fangjianlichuanlailingwaiyigenvrendeshengyin，“nimennengzheiyangxiangwohengandong，
keshiqiuhanyijingdinghunlewobuhaozaichanhejinqu。”“shenmeya！qiuhanneigenvpengyoushinongcunren，
yigewufuwumudeyeyatou。woyidiandoubuxihuanta，zhiyaonitongyifuhunwoxianzaijiurangqiuhanhetafenshou。
”woxinxiayiliangshouzhongnazhedelipinxianxiediaoluo。nianqiandinghundeshihou，
weilaipopohaishuohenxihuanwoyihouhuibawodangzuoqinshengnverduidai。xianzaiyouhuosubianlian。
nanguaizaiquedingwohetaerzijiehunriqideshiqingshangyituozaituo。
yihuiershuorizibujiliyihuishuojialihaiyoushiqingyaochuli。yuanlaidoushiyouyuanyinde。
jiexialaideneirongwoyijingbuxiangtingle。xinzhongfanfugaojiezijiyaolengjing，yaolizhi。
xianzaibushijinqusipoliandeshihou，woqiangxingminglingzijiganjinlikaizheili。
wohunhuneedixialediantijianglipinsuihoudiujinlajitong，daleliangchezuozaihoupaibishangyanjing。
danaolideqiantouwanxukaishichuanlianqilai，xingchengyitiaowanzhengdexiansuo。wozaojiufaxianguqiuhanyoushiqingmanzhewo。
diyicishifaxiantadepengyouquangexingqianmingshilianggezi：nianwen。wowentazheiyoushenmehanyima？
taxiaozhehuidadao：“wochushengzaihanlengdeshenqiuziranhuixiangwangwennuandetianqila，
nibujuedezheilianggezihenhaotingma？yihouwomenyoulezijidehaizijiujitaquzheigemingziba。
”wojuedezheigejieshiyoudianqianqiangdanyemeiyouduoxiang，bijingwoyerenkegunianwenzheigemingziqueshimanhaoting。
tongshiyeweihetayihouzuofumudechangjinggandaoxinwei。
diercishitongjuhoufaxiantadailaidexinglilimianyouyipingweichaifengdexiangshui，ershengchanriqixianshishiwunianqian。
wojingyatazheigezhinanjuranhuimaixiangshui，tajieshizheishigongsifadenianhuilipin。
xiangshuiyijingkuaiguobaozhiqiwotiyirengdiao，taquejinzhangdijiangqishouqilai。“buyongyekeyiliuzhema，
suanshiwogongzuozheimeduoniandeliunian。”tashiyigeshangjinqinfenderen，yibiyejiujinledagongsizuochengxuyuan，
xianzaiyijingshengjiweizhuguangongziheqiantudouhenkeguan。taduigongsiyouganqingliuxiazheipingxiangshuihaoxiangyehenheli。
woyijiumeiyouduoxiang。disancishiguanyujiehundeshiqing。tayizhiyilaidoushiyigeyishiganbuqiangderen，
tidaozheixieshiqingjiubiaoxiandexingzhiqueque。“jiehuntaimafanle，gancuiwomenzhijielingzhengranhouchuqudumiyue，
zheiyangjishengqianyoubuleihaikeyihaohaoquwaimianwanyixia。”tadexiangfatingqianwei，
keshiruguozhendebubanhunliwoshizhongjuedehuiyouyihan。
wobamaqushidezaowoconghenjiuyiqianjiuxiangyouyigezijidejia。
jingchanghuihuanxiangchuanshangjiebaidehunshajiajizuiaiderengaishiduomemeihaodechangjing。
kexizheigesizhinanyidiandoubulangman，yinweizheishimeishaohetazhenglun。02haiyouhenduohenduodexiaoshi，
biruganghetazaiyiqideshihouhuizaishuimengzhonghanwolaopo。
mingmingbuxihuanpaizhaoquezaijingtouduizhuntadeshihouzhudongbaipose。
mingmingbuxihuanheyinliaoquezaichifandeshihoubidianyibeichengzhi。
mingmingbuaizuojiawuquezhidaowazihewodeneiyiyaofenkaixi……kanzhechechuangwaiyishanerguodejiejing，
wohuanhuanliuxiayidiyanlei。wozenmezheimeben？zenmejiumeiyouxiangdaozheixiedoushitaheqianqixiguandeyanxu，
tayijingjieguoyicihunle。womutaisolo26nian，guqiuhanshiwodechulian。
meidangtijitadeganqingjinglitajiuzhizhiwuwu，zhishuozaidaxuetanguoyiciduanzandelianai，qitajiumeiyoule。
shashadewoxinyiweizhen，haiyiweiwomenjiushiweileyujianbicicaidanshenduonian。jinnianwo28sui，
tayijing30sui。lianaidezheiliangniantianmierxingfu，zhishaoworenweishizheiyang。xianzaixianglaihaosiyigexiaohua。
wodakaishoujidianjintadepengyouquanyoukanleyibiannianwenzheilianggezi。nianwen，
niandebujiushineigejiaowenyadenvrenma？weilituranfanqiyizhenexin，xiongkoumendefahuang。
dakaichechuangcaihaohenduo。wojiyadeqingxuzaicikezhongyubaofaduizhechechuangwaihandao：“exin！exin！
”sijixianghoumianpieleyiyan，“guniangnihaishituzaicheshangdehuakeyaojiaqiana。”“nimennanrendouexin！
”sijishunjianheileliankuxiaozheyaoyaotou，“shiliandenvrenbuhaorea～”03huidaowomentongjudefangzili，
guqiuhanfalaiyitiaoxinxi。“zuijinjialiyoudianshi，guoliangtianzaihuiqupeini。”wanshang，
yanhuabaozhuderenaoshengzhunshixiangqi。wotuikaichuanghu，hanlengdekongqipumianerlai。
yuanchudeyanhuameilixuanlanerwoquewuxinxinshang。dakaishoupengyouquankandaodajiafadehejiatuanyuandezhaopian，
bujinbiziyisuan。dajiadouyoujia，erwodejiayouzainali？
huadongpengyouquandeshouzhitingliuzaiguqiuhanmeimeiguqianfadezhaopianshangmian。zhaopianzhongyijiarenbeiduizhejingtoukanyanhua，
wenxinyoumeihao。“yijiarenjiushiyaozhengzhengqiqi！”zixikanleyiyan，neishiwugerenzhanzaineili。
wofangdazhaopianzhongyukanqingdiwugerendebeiying，liuzheduanfashencaimiaotiao。
buzhidaoshiguqianwangjipingbiwohaishiguyifachulaitiaoxin。xianzaidouyijingzheimezhijielema？
04wozaifangjianlihunhuneeguoleliangtian，disantianxiawuguqiuhanzhongyuhuilai。
tahewangchangkanshangqusihumeiyoushenmebutong，jinmenkanjianwodiyijuhuabianshi。“ganjuenibianshoule，
zheiliangtianmeiyouchihaoma？”shaoweipingjingxialaidexinqingzaicixianqibolan。
woshizaimeiyourenzhuyinyangguaiqidishuodao：“nizaijialidayudaroudewonalinenghenibia？
”tagangadixiaoxiao，“wozheijitianqueshidouchipangle，guonianqijiandefancaitaiyouni。
”“zheijitiannimenjialihenrenaoba？shibushilaileyixiekeren？”“a？edui，
shiyouxieguolaibainiandekeren。”duihuajiudaozheili，tahuanshangtuoxietuoxiayurongfujinlewoshi。
“zheijitianwomeitianaoyehetamendapaidoukuaikunsile，bushuolewoxianshuiyijue。
”tashuidehenkuaikanyangzishizhenkunle。wonieshouniejiaolaidaochuangbiannazoutayifukoudailideshouji。
lianailiangnianlaiwoconglaimeiyoukanguotadeshouji，yinweiwoduitawutiaojianxinren。
tayeduiwotinghuadongshidexinggehenmanyi，dagaiyongyuanyexiangbudaowohuitoukantadeshouji。
wojiangcesuomenfansuoduozailimiandakaishouji，jiesuomimashiyichuanshoushi。wowuyizhongkandaoguotajiesuoshouji，
shoushihenjiandankanjicijiujixialaile。chenggongjinrushoujizhuyemian，
wodexintiaokaishijiasuyouzhongzuozeixinxudeganjue。diyibudakailiaotianruanjian。
chuxiandediyigeliaotiankuangbianshibeizhu“wy”deren。shita，wenya。
zuijindeliaotianneirongshiguanyuguonianqutajiazuokedeshiqing。zheixiewoyijingzhidaowuxuzaikan。jixuwangshangfankan，
wojingyadifaxiantamenjihumeizhoudouyouliaotianjilu。quanbushiyixierichangshenghuofenxianghejierizhufu。
haiyouzaishenyelifaguoqude，“woxiangnile。”wodangxiaxintouyizhen，
guqiuhanzaijiwenyafazheixiexiaoxideshihouquanbudoushihewozaiyiqide。yewanshiyidian、shierdian，
zheidoushiwomendexiuxishijian。yejiushishuodangwolouzhetashuijuedeshihou，tazhengzaijiqianqifasongwoxiangni。
xinbeijiuqiyizhentengtong。worenzhetongkujixuwangqianfankan，
zaihewochifankandianyingdeshihoutadouyoujiwenyafaxiaoxi。“yaoshinizaijiuhaole，
ruguohewochifanderenshinigaiyouduohao。”“nikan，wodianleniaihedechengzhi。
nizouzhihouwoyeaishanglehechengzhi。”“haijidezheibudianyingma？zheishinizuixihuande，
xianzaizhongxinshangyingbixuzaikanyibian。”“woyaomaifangzile，tiaodeshinizuixihuandexiaoqu，nihaihuihuilaima？
”“wodinghunle，kewomannaozixiangdedoushihenidangchudinghundechangjing。”“wolianaile，
tazhangdehenxiangnianqingshihoudeni。”……zhurucileidexiaoxitaiduotaiduo，duodaowolaibujikan。
yidiyanleidizaishoujipingmushang，zheishicaifaxianwoyijingleiliumanmian。
wonachuzijideshoujijiangzheixieliaotianjiluyiyipaixialai。zheishicaifaxian，
tahewenyadeduihuadabufenshitazaiziyanziyu，duifangzhihuizaitadezhangpiandalunxiamianshuojijukuanweidehua。
kanyangzidangchulihunshiwenyashuaileta。tuichuliaotiankuangdianjinpengyouquan。tayijinghaojinianmeiyoufapengyouquan，
zhiqianfadequanbusimi。zuijindeyitiaoshiwunianqianfadejiehunzhaopian。tahewenyatianmidikanzhejingtou，
shenhoudeliangjiarenqilerongrong。heisexizhuang，baisehunsha。yuanlaitamenyijingchuanguozheixieyifu。
zhaopianlideta25suibixianzaiqingshouxuduo，yinyuehaiyouxieshaonianqi，zheishiwomeiyoujianguodeyangzi。
zaiwangqiankanhaiyouhenduoguanyutamenlianaidepengyouquan。
congzheixiexinxizhongkeyidezhitamendagaicongdaxuekaishijiuzaiyiqi。neiyejiushishuo，
cong18suilianaidao25suijiehunzaidao28suilihun。tianna，haomanzhangdeyizushijian。
tamenrenshengsanfenzhiyideshijiandouzaiyiqi。wobishangyanjingshenhuxiyikouqiyouguqiyongqidianjintadexiangce。
tabuaipaizhao，wohetadehezhaodoushiwozaijilu。ranhoujiuzhende，
zaitadeshoujilijuranzhaobudaowoderenheyizhangzhaopian。erwodeshoujiliquedoushiwo**tadegezhongzhaopian。
aiyubuaizheimemingxian，wojuranconglaimeiyoufaxian。chukaiyixiegongzuozhaopian，
shengxiadequanbudoushitahewenyadezhaopian。congqingsedaochengshu，meiniandouyoujilu。
05woyiwaidifaxianwenyashangdaxueshiqidemoyanghewoqueshiyoujifenxiangxiang。suoyizheishitishenwenxue？
youshichulianyoushibaiyueguangyoushiqianqi，gezhongbuffdieman。wonashenmehewenyaquzheng？
wofangfokanbudaoqianluzainali，xinyebeiwakong。congcesuolidaizhidizoulai，neigerenhaizaiwoshishuijue。
wojiangshoujizhongxinfanghuikoudaiyoukanletayiyan。tahaomoshenga，wozhendelejieguotama？xianranmeiyou。
wobuzhidaogaizenmebanzhijuedetouyunyanhua。zheiliangtianmeiyouhaohaochifanzheihuierdoueyunle。
wojizijizhulebaopaomian，yiwanretengtengdepaomianxiaduganjuehaoduole。haoba，
renzhiyaoebusizongshikeyizhongxinzhenzuoqilaide。woyilaidayimabushufuweiyouzheijitiandoushihetafenkaishuide。
zhongyuaodaoshangbanshijian，wopobujidaidilikaizheijiantaqianqixihuandefangzi。
nianhoukaigongdajiadoumeiyoushenmejingshen，woyebuliwaizongshifankun。chiwanwufanzhihouturanganjueexinshuotujiutu，
erqiechixulehaojitian。nianjidadiandenvtongshijingyanfengfudiduiwoshuodao：“quyiyuanchachaba，jideyanxue。
”wojiangxinjiangyidiquleyiyuanjiancha，zainadaobaogaodanhoushaleyan。shangmianxianshiwoshirenshenzhuangtai，
yijinghuaiyunyigeduoyue。wozaicishoujiaofaleng，mingyunyouhewokaileyicitiandadewanxiao。
zouchumenzhenwoxinhuangdelihaifuzheqiangzhanleyihuier。“nimeishiba？”yigewenroudenanrenshengyinxiangqi。
wohuitou，faxianzheigemoshengdenanrenyoudianyanshu。meixiangdaotaxianrenchuwo，“songxi？zhendeshini！”“xiachuan？
nibushizaiqitachengshima？zenmehuichuxianzaizheili。”xiachuanshiwodegaozhongtongxue，woanliantasannian。
gaokaohoutakaodaoqitachengshiliandaizhebanlejia。yijingyou10nianmeijiandaotale，
tahaishihecongqianyiyangyangguangshuaiqimeiyoutaidabianhua。“woguolaichucha，buqiaofashaoleguolainadianyao。
”“nishizenmehuishi？gangcaikannidoukuaiyundaole。”woganjinjiangbaogaodansaijinbaoli，xiaozheyaoyaotou。
“meishenmewoweitong，laomaobingle。”“zheiyanga，worenshiyigehenlihaidelaozhongyituijianniqukankan。
”“ngxing，gaitianba。”wobuzhidaogaiyishenmeshenfenhetaxiangchuzhixiangganjintaolixianchang。quebeitazaicijiaozhu。
xiachuanxiaopaozheguolai，“womenhaoduonianmeiyoulianxilejiageweixinba。”woweilekuaidianzouzhihaoxianjiashanghaoyou。
06tadeweixintouxiangshitazijidezhaopian。tingshuoyongzijizhaopianzuotouxiangderendoushihenzixinderen。
wobugandiankaitadepengyouquanhaipakandaotamingmeideshenghuo。wodeshenghuoyituanzao，buxiangbeibierendexingfushangdao。
jiuzaiwojiujieyaobuyaojianghuaiyundeshiqinggaosuguqiuhanshi，woyiwaizaixiaoqupengdaowenya。
wogangxiagongjiaochezoudaoxiaoqumenkou，laoyuanjiukanjianyigeliuzheganlianduanfadenvren。
tadeqizhihendutehezhaopianliyiyang，woyiyanjiurenchuta。
tahenshoubeizheyigejiazhibufeidebaodaizhemojingzhushizhexiaoquloufang。wocaitazaizhaoguqiuhanzhuzainali。
jingguotadepangbianshikeyiwendaoyigugudiandexiangshuiweidao。wobuzhidaotayoumeiyoukanjianwo，
ziguziqiangzhuangzhendingdihuidaofangzili。ranhouyoulakaichuanglianyijiaotoutouwangxiawang。
tahaizhanzaixiaoqumenkoumeiyoulikai。taxiangzuoshenmeni？douchuxianzaizheilileshilaizhaoguqiuhandema？
diliugangaosuwo，tamenkenengzhendeyaofuhunle，erwozhishiyigexiaochou。yiwangwoxiabanhuilaidouhuizhunbeiwanfan，
dengguqiuhanhuilaizhihoujiukeyichishangrehuhudefancai。danshixianzaiwohaowuzuofandexinqing。
wotangzaishafashangyangtouwangzhetianhuaban，xianglehenjiu。ruguowoyonghaizizuoweixieheguqiuhanjiehun，
yihouhuixingfuma？tazhendekeyiwangdiaowenyama？gangmaochuzheigexiangfawojiubeizijiexindao。
tadouzhunbeijihaiziqumingnianwenle，wohaizaizheilijinxingbuqieshijidehuanxiang。
wolengjingsikaozheyiqiebingkaishifupan。daomuqianweizhiwozuodezuizhengquedeyijianshiqingjiushimeiyoudachaodanao。
meiyouherenherensipolian。zheiyangzhishaowohaiyouzhudongquan。woxiangwodagaimingbaizijixiangyaodeshishenmele。