第二章梧桐里的家
huiyitingliluozhenkewen，zhishengxiakongdiaodichendewengminghewushujingtoujujiaodeyapogan。linyanqiuneiju“burenshi”hejinsuiqihoudebinglenglunduan，xiangyichangwuxingdehanliu，shunjiandongjielekongqi。jizhemendemuguangzaitaishanglengjundejianzhushihetaixialiansecanbaidenvjizhezhijianlaihuiqunxun，kongqizhongmimanzhewushengdejingeheyisilieqidexingfen。
chenweidaoxiyikouliangqi，zaizhuozidixiayongliqialelinqiyuedeshoubeiyixia，yongyanshenfengkuangshiyitaganjinzuoxia。zheizundashenguoranmingbuxuchuan，jianzhishixingzoudezhilengjijiaduqidan！
linqiyuequexiangdingzaileyuandi。xinzangbeineisanmeibingdingdingdejutong，xueyesihudouninggule，zhijianbingliangdeshiquzhijue。raner，jiuzaizheijizhidebinglenghenankanzhizhong，yigugengjiaqiangliede、yuanziguzilidejueqiangmengdidingleshanglai。tayingshizhelinyanqiuneishuanghaowubolan、shenzhidaizheyisibuyichajuedeshenshi（fangfozaipinggutazheige“zhangai”dewanguchengdu）deyanjing，meiyoutuisuo，yemeiyouzuoxia。
tashenzhiweiweitaiqilexiaba，yingzhesuoyoutanjiude、tongqingde、shenzhikanhaoxidemuguang，shengyinqingxidizaicixiangqi，daizheyizhongbeibingshuicuilianguodelengjing：“ganxielinshejishitanchengdehuida。neime，zaininkanlai，xiaolvzhishangyuqingganjiazhizaichengshijianshezhong，shifoubiranchuyuduilimian？shifoucunzaiyizhongshejizhexue，nenggourongna‘jiyi’zheizhongninsuoweide‘wuweijiuwu’，bingrangtachengwei‘xinsheng’deyangfenerfeizuai？《chengshimaibo》jiangchixuguanzhuwutonglijiequdemingyun，qidaikandaonindeshejiruhequanshizheizhongchedide‘xinsheng’。”
zheifanhua，buzaishidanchundetiwen，ershidaizhejizhelichangdexuanyan，shenzhiyinhanzheyisitiaozhandeyiwei。taqiaomiaodibikaile“renshiyufou”zheigesirenxianjing，jianghuatilaolaosuodingzaigonggongyitishang，tongshiyemingquebiaodaletahetademeitibuhuijiucibaxiudetaidu。
huiyitinglixiangqijishengyayidejinghu。ganzheimezhijiedingzhuanglinyanqiudejizhe，shishuhanjian。
linyanqiudemouguangsihuningzhileyishun，jinsijingpianhoudeshixianruilidijujiaozailinqiyuelianshang，xiangyaochuantoutaqiangzhuangdezhending，kanqingtalinghunshenchudezhenshiyitu。neimuguangyijiubingleng，quesihuduoleyisinanyiyanyudetanjiu，fangfodiyicizhenzheng“kanjian”yanqianzheigebeitadingyiwei“zhangai”deren。tabochunminchengyitiaogenglengdezhixian，xiahexianbengjin，quemeiyoulikehuiying。
“linxiansheng，shijianchabuduole。”pangbiandezhulishishididishengtixing，dapolezheiduanzandejiangchi。
linyanqiushouhuimuguang，fangfogangcaineiduanzandejiaofengcongweifasheng。tamianwubiaoqingdidiandiantou，duizhemaikefeng，shengyinhuifulezhiqiandegongshihualengying：“jintiandecaifangdaocijieshu。ganxiegewei。”shuowan，tabuzaikanrenheren，qishen，zaizhulihegongzuorenyuandecuyongxia，maizhetongyangchenwenershulidebufa，jingzhilikailehuiyiting，liuxiamanshiwengwengdeyilunshengheshangweisanjindebinglengqixi。
“wodetian！qiyue！nitaiyongle！”chenweiyibazhuazhulinqiyuebingliangdeshou，yadishengyinjidongdishuo，“nikandaomei？tagangcaikannineiyanshen！jueduiyouneirong！buguotayetaibushidongxile，zhuangshenmedaweibalangshuoburenshi？nimenbushi……”tadehuazaikandaolinqiyuehaowuxuesedelianheweiweifahongdeyankuangshijiaranerzhi。
linqiyuezhijuedehunshentuoli，qiangchengdejibeishunjiankuataxialai，diezuohuiyizishang。gangcaizhenfengxiangduideyongqisihubeichouganle，zhishengxiaxinkoubeifanfulingchideduntonghemanzuidekuse。tajixiedishoushizhezhuoshangdeluyinbihebijiben，zhijianhaizaibushoukongzhidiqingzhan。
“qiyue，nimeishiba？”chenweidanyoudikanzheta。
“meishi。”linqiyuedeshengyinyouxieshaya，tashenxiyikouqi，shituchechuyigexiaorong，quebikuhainankan，“jiushi……beidongzhele。zheiweilindashejishi，guoranmingbuxuchuan。”
tafeikuaidishoushihaodongxi，zhixiangliketaolizheigerangtazhixidedifang。“woxianhuishelixiegaole。”
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zouchusuofeitejiudianhouzhongdebolixuanzhuanmen，zhuoredeyangguangdoutouzhaoxia，yugangcaihuiyitingdebinglengxingchengcigudeduibi。linqiyuezhanzaixuanxiaodejietou，queganjuebudaoyisinuanyi。qiyuederelangguoxiezheqicheweiqihehuichenpumianerlai，rangtayizhenxuanyun。
“不认识”……
“无谓的旧物”……
“阻碍”……
“毒药”……
linyanqiubinglengdehuayuzaitanaohaizhongfanfuhuixiang，meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudezhen，zhadetaxianxuelinli。tataishoulanleliangchuzuche，baochudizhideshengyindaizhezijidouweichajuedexuruo：“shifu，wutongli，xiexie。”
chezihuirucheliu，chuangwaidefanhuajingxiangfeisudaotui。linqiyuekaozaiyibeishang，bishangyan，shitujiangneizhanglengyingdemiankonghekebodehuayuquzhuchuqu。raner，gengshendejiyiquebushoukongzhidifanyongshanglai。
回忆闪回：
shengxiawuhou，chanmingguozao。laozhaiyuanputaotengjiaxia，shizhuoqinzheliangyi。shisuizuoyoudelinqiyuezhazhelianggeyangjiaobian，liandanhongpupude，xianbaosidebayigecucaodejiutaoguantuidaoshiersuidelinyanqiumianqian。guankouhaimaozhesisiliangqi。“yanqiuge！kuai！nainaigangbinghaodesuanmeitang，wotoutouzangqilaide！jiuwomenlianghe！”shaonianlinyanqiuchuanzhexidefabaidejiutxu，biaoqinghaiyouxieshuyuhaizidezhinen，danyanshenyichuxianchenjing。takanzhetaliangjingjingdeyanjing，zuijiaominqiyigejidanquezhenshidehudu，dianlediantou。liangrenxiaoxinyiyidicouzaiguankou，fenxiangzheneifentoulaide、qinrenxinpidesuantian。
fangxuelushang，jigegaonianjidenanhaiweizheshougaodelinyanqiu，tuisangzhechaoxiao：“meidiemaguandeyehaizi！”“zhubierenjiachibaifande！”linyanqiujinminzhechun，liansecangbai，jueqiangdizhanzhe，shouzhijinwochengquan。jiuzaizheishi，yigezhazhemaweibiandexiaopaodanmengdichongleguolai，xiangzhibeijinudexiaolaohu，henhentuilelingtouneigenanhaiyiba，shengyinyoujianyouliang：“buxunimenqifuwoyanqiuge！tayoujia！tashiwoge！”xiaoqiyuezhangkaishuangbei，dangzailinyanqiushenqian，suiranzijiyezaifadou，danyanshenxionghen。neijigenanhaibeitadeqishihuzhu，xingxingdisanle。linqiyuezhuanguoshen，lazhulinyanqiubingliangdeshou，shengyinruanlexialai：“yanqiuge，womenhuijia。”shaonianlinyanqiuditoukanzhetajinwozhezijidexiaoshou，yandifanyongzhefuzadeqingxu，zuizhongzhishigengjindihuiwoleyixia。
suanmeitangdesuantian，beiweihushidewennuan……neixietashiruozhenbao、zhichengletazhenggeshaonvshidaidehuiyi，zaitakouzhong，jingchengle“wuweidejiuwu”？chenglezuaiweilaide“duyao”？
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshoufanfurounie，suanzhangdejihuwufahuxi。linqiyuezhengkaiyan，wangxiangchuangwai，nulizhadiaoyandifanqideshuiqi。chuzucheguaijinshuxide、jianjianxiazhaidejiedao，liangbianshiyouxieniantoudejuminlou，waiqiangbanbo，liangyishengshangguazhewuyanliusedeyiwu，louxiazuozheyaoshanchengliangdelaoren。wutonglideyanhuoqipumianerlai，daizheyizhongrangrenxinandecaozahewennuan。
chezizaixiangkoutingxia。linqiyuefuleqian，tuikaichemen，pumianerlaiderelanglihunzazhefancaixiangheyinyuedezhizihuaxiang。tashenxiyikouqi，yaxiafantengdexinxu，kuaibuzoujinneitiaochengzailetahelinyanqiuwushutongnianshiguangde、lvyinyanyingdexiangzi。
nainaijiadexiaoyuanjiuzaixiangzishenchu。tuikaineishanshuxide、youqiyouxieboluodemumen，yuanzilineikezhifanyemaodelaohuaishushouxianyingruyanlian，nongmideshuyinsaxiayidiqingliang。shuxide、lingrenanxindeqixishunjianbaoguoleta。
“nainai，wohuilaile。”tayangshenghandao，shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedepibeiheweiqu。
“ai！yueyuehuilaila？”yigecixiangwenhedeshengyincongwulichuanlai，jinjiezhe，toufahuabaiquejingshenjueshuodelinnainaiduanzheyipangangxihaodeshuilinglingdeqingputao，xiaomimidizoulechulai，“rehuaileba？kuaijinlai，nainaigangbinglelvdoutang！”
kandaonainaiciaidexiaorong，linqiyuejinbengdeshenjingzhongyusongxiexialai，biziyisuan，jihuyaoluoxialeilai。takuaibuzouguoqu，jieguonainaishoulideputao，shengyinmenmende：“nainai……”
linnainaiminruidichajuedaosunnvqingxubudui，lazhetadeshouzaishuyinxiadezhuyishangzuoxia，bumanzhouwendeshouqingqingpailepaitadeshoubei，muguangwenheerguanqie：“zenmeleyueyue？gongzuoshangshouweiqule？haishi……yudaoshenmerenle？”laorenhunzhuoqueqingliangdeyanjing，fangfonengdongchayiqie。
linqiyuechuixiayanjie，kanzhezhuyipangdishangneigebeinainaiyonglaiaxiancaide、yanshudejiutaoguan，guanshenzhanzhenitu，hejiyizhongneigezhuangzhebingliangsuanmeitangdeguanzimanmanzhongdie。xinkoudesuansezaiyeyayibuzhu。
tataiqitou，kanzhenainaichongmandanyoudeyanjing，shengyindaizheyisigengyan，jiannandikaikou：
“nainai……woxiawuqucaifangle。”
“采访谁？”
“……林言秋。”
linnainaipaizhetashoubeidedongzuodunzhule，yanshenweiweiyining。
linqiyuexilexibizi，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjingxie，queyanbuzhuqizhongdeshoushanghemangran：“ta……tashuoburenshiwo。tahaishuo，wutonglizheixielaofangzi，zheixie……zheixiewomensuoyoudehuiyi，doushi‘wuweidejiuwu’，shichengshifazhandezuai……shi‘duyao’。”
tazhongyurenbuzhu，yanleigunluoxialai，zazainainaibumanzhouwendeshoubeishang，zhuoreguntang。
“nainai，tayaochailezheili……chailewomendejia。”