ximodebaiyueguangsierfushengle。jinwandeyanhui，shitaweiwojubandehongmenyan，
yeshiyanjibaiyueguangkandeyichangxi。tayongzhewo，zaiwoerbianwenroudiyu，wanruzuiaiwodeqingren。
erwonaohaizhongdexitong，zhengbinglengdibobaozhetazhenshidejuben：「nizhibuguoshitasihoudetishen，wobuaini。
」woxiaole，dianqijiaojian，jiangjiubeididaotadechunbian。「yandezhenhao，wojingni。」
1tishenjuexingwanyandeshuijingdengcuicandehuangyan，guangxianliutangzaiyixiangbinyingjian，
jiangmeiyizhangxiaoliandouyingzhaodexuweierjingzhi。ximodeshoubeiwenwendihuanzaiwodeyaojian，lidaoqiadaohaochu，
jixianqinmi，youburongjujue。taditou，wenredeqixifuguowodeerkuo，shengyindichenerchongmancixing，
tongguomaikefengchuanbianzhenggeyanhuiting：「ganxiegeweijinwanguanglin，weiwohewanwanqingzhu。」
binkezhongbaofachushanyidehongxiaoyuzhangsheng。wopeihediyiweizaitahuaili，yangqilian，
luchuyigebeixingfuchonghuntounaode、qiadaohaochudexiusexiaorong。meirenzhidao，jiuzaitayongbaowodeshunjian，
neidaobinglengdejixieyin，yijingzaiwonaohailizhunshixiangqi。【ding！jiancedaoqinmijiechu，nanzhujiao「ximo」
yinzangjubendiaoluo。】【jubenpianduan：nizhibuguoshitasihoudetishen，wobuaini。zheichangxi，
shiyanjiyueyuekande，rangtaanxin。bierangtakanchupozhan。】wozuijiaodexiaoyidishuibulou，
shenzhilianyandideneiyisiweiguang，douxiangshibeiaiyitianmandexingchen。sannianle。wobanyanximozuiaidenvren，
banyanzheigeshijieshangzuiwanmeideyanpin，yijingzhengzhengsannianle。wocengyiwei，zhiyaowoyandezugouhao，
jiadeyenengbianchengzhende。zhidaojintian，tadebaiyueguang，xiyue，sierfusheng。wodemeng，yegaixingle。
ximojieshuletashenqingdeyanjiang，manyidikanzhetaixiazhongrenyanxiandemuguang，tadixiatou，zhunbeiwenwo。
zheishiyigewanmeide、nengdengshangmingritoutiaodeshenqingzhiwen。woquezaitachunluoxiadeqianyimiao，weiweiceguolian，
rangtawenredechun，zhicaguowodelianjia。tayanzhongshanguoyisibuyichajuedecuoeyubuyue。
woquefangfoyiwusuozhi，congshizhedetuopanliduanqiliangbeixiangbin，jiangqizhongyibeisaijintashouli，
lingyibeizijizhizhe，dianqijiaojian，songdaotadechunbian。「yandezheimexinku，duohedian，wojingni。」
wodeshengyinhenqing，daizhexiaoyi，zaiwairentinglai，jiuxiangshiqinglvjianzuitianmidesajiao。zhiyouximo，
zaitingdao「yandexinku」sigezishi，tongkongzhouranyisuo。tashenshendikanzhewo，
neishuangzongshishenbujiandidemouzili，diyiciliuluchuleshenshihetanjiu。wohaobuweijudiyutaduishi，
yijiuxiaodecanlan。tazuizhonghaishimianbugaisedihexialeneikoujiu，fangfoganggangdeyiqiedouzhishiwodecuojue。
bukuishiximo，tianshengdeyanyuan。kexile，tabuzhidao，tadeguanzhong，zaojiunadaolebuyiyangdejuben。
2baiyueguangguilaiyanhuidezhenzhengzhujiao，xiyue，zhongyuxiangwozoulai。tachuanzheyishenchunbaidelujianzhangqun，
zhangfajiyao，lianshangdaizheyisibinghoudecangbai，gengxiandechuchukelian，wojianyoulian。zheifumoyang，
hewosannianqianjihuyimoyiyang。ximocengnazhewosannianqiandezhaopian，rangwoyigenyigendijiefa，
yicunyicundijianfei，xuezhezhaopianlidenvhaineiyangxiao，neiyangkanta。tashuo，tazuiaiwosannianqiandemoyang。
xianzaiwocaizhidao，taaide，conglaidoubushiwo。「wanwanmeimei，」xiyuezoudaowomianqian，
rouruowugudiwanzhuwodeshoubei，yanshenlimanshichunliangwuhaideqinjin，「zheijinian，zhenshixinkunile。」
shoubeixiangchudeshunjian，shuxidejixieyinzaicixiangqi。【ding！jiancedaoqinmijiechu，nvpeijiao「xiyue」
yinzangjubendiaoluo。】【jubenpianduan：yigeyanpineryi，haizhenbazijidanghuishile。gegezhishikelianni，
dengwonahuiyiqie，diyigejiurangnigundan。he，zheizhanglian……zhengdehaizhenxiangdangniandewo，kanzhejiuexin。
】yuanlai，liantadouzhidao。quanshijiedouzhidaowoshiyigetishen，yigeyanpin。zhiyouwo，xianggeshaziyiyang，
chenjinzaiximoweiwobianzhideaiqingtonghuali。woxindizuihouyidianyuwen，chediximie。wofanshou，
gengjindiwozhuxiyuedeshou，yankuangshunjianjiuhongle，shengyindaizheyisiqiadaohaochudegengyan：「jiejie，
nizhongyuhuilaile，taihaole！nibuzhidao，waimianneixierenchuandeyouduonanting。」xiyuelengleyixia，
xianranmeiliaodaowohuishizheigefanying。womeijitasikaodeshijian，jixushuodao：「tamenlaoshuo，
shuowoshinidetishen……wozenmekenengshijiejiedetishenni？woduiamojieshi，tahaibuxin，
feishuowohusiluanxiang。xianzaijiejienihuilaile，zhenghaokeyiweiwozuozheng，womenzhangdeyidiandoubuxiang，duibudui？」
wojiang「yidiandoubuxiang」wugeziyaodejizhong，tongshitaiqiyan，wuguyouyilaidikanxiangximo。yishunjian，
wojiangsuoyouyalidoutuidaoleximohexiyueshenshang。xiyuedelianse，baileyouqing，jingcaifencheng。
ximodemuguangzebiandegengjiayoushen，xiangyikoubujiandidegujing，sihuyaojiangwozhenggerendouxijinqu。tashenshou，
jiangwocongxiyueshenbianlahuizijihuaili，zhijiandaizheyisijinggaodeliangyi，qingqingmosuozhewodehouyao。「guai，
bienao。」tashengyinyijiuwenrou，quedaizheburongzhihuidemingling，「yueyuedabingchuyu，bieshuozheixierangtafanxin。」
kan，tayouzaibaohutadebaiyueguangle。3yulunfengbaowanyandezhaopian，henkuaijiusuizhegongguantonggaochuanbianlequanwang。
ximoyuwanshenxianaiqing##ximobaiyueguangzhishimeimei##yuwanrenshengyingjia#yigegecitiaobeixunsudingshangresou，
guangchangshangkongpingdehenjimingxiandebunengzaimingxian。ximodegongguantuandui，bukuishiyeneidiyi。yiyezhijian，
tabeisuzaochenglemiandui「sierfusheng」debaiyueguangjimei，yijiujiandingbuyidixuanzexiannvyoudeshenqingbazong。
erwo，zechengleneigebeibazongpengzaishouxinli，jiwanqianchongaiyuyishendexingyunnvhai。
wushuyingxiaohaoshengqingbingmaodimiaoshuzhewanyanshangximoduiwodeaiyi，fangfotamendangshijiuduozaizhuozidixia。
「jiemeimen！xizongkanyuwandeyanshen，zhende，wokusi！neijianzhishirousuilemantianxinghedouxiangjita！」
「shenmebaiyueguang，shenmetishen，doushiyaoyan！womenwanwanjiushiweiyi！」「sannianganqing，jianbukecui！
zheicaishihaomenaiqinggaiyoudeyangzi！」wokanzhezheixieqianpianyilvdecaihongpi，zhijuedefengci。ximodeweibo，
zaiqiadangdeshihou，gengxinleyizhangzhaopian。shiwanyanshangtayongzhewodeneiyizhang，peiwenzhiyouyigezi——「wode。
」xiamian，shiwodezhanghaobeitaaitezhihou，yifenzhongneidezhuanfa：「nide。」wodeweibopinglunquchedilunxian。
「aaaaa！zhengzhufatang！tiansiwole！」「zheizhanyouyu！xizongtaiale！」「wanwanyidingyaoxingfua！
womenyongyuanzhichini！」womianwubiaoqingdiguandiaoshouji，naohaizhongfuxianchuxitongdetishi。
【celvexuanze：agongkaizhenxiang，yinbaoyulun。bjixutaohua，jiesuogengduojuben。】【jinggao：xuanzea，
jiangyinfabukekongdeyulunhaixiao，ximodefanzhishouduanweizhi，fengxianjigao。xuanzeb，
kehuodegengduo「jubensuipian」，yongyupinjiewanzhengzhenxiang，xitongjianggenjuhouxucelvejinxingfuneng。
】wohaobuyouyudixuanzeleb。heximozheizhongcaokongrenxindedashiwanyulunzhan，woxianzaihaimeiyoubishengdebawo。
woyaode，bushiyishidekoushezhikuai。woyaode，shixianfantazhenggeqipan。4zhenxiangsuipianshenye，
bieshuliyipianjijing。wogangxiwanzao，woshidemenjiubeituikai，
yigunongliedejiuqihunzheximoshenshangguanyoudelengmuxiangyonglejinlai。tajintianhelehenduojiu，danbuziyijiuhenwen，
yanshenyeshiqingmingde。tacongbeihoubaozhuwo，jianglianmaizaiwodejingwoli，guntangdehuxipensazaiwodepifushang，
jiqiyizhenzhanli。「wanwan……」tanannandijiaozhewodemingzi。kewozhidao，takandebushiwo。
wodezheizhanglian，zheibazhangfa，zheigexiaoshoudebeiying，touguotadetongkong，yingchudedoushilingyigerendeyingzi。
「jinwan……hedaonileba？」tashengyinshaya，daizheyisibuyichajuedepibei，「wangshangneixiehua，biexin。」
woanjingdirenyoutabaozhe，meiyoushuohua。tadechun，kaishishunzhewodebojingxiangshang，daizheburongjujuedelidao，
zhanzhuanliulian。dangtawenredechunbanchupengdaowoerchuideshunjian——「ding！jiancedaoshenduqinmijiechu，
nanzhujiao『ximo』hexincaokongjubendiaoluo。」
「jubenpianduan：bixurangtahuozai『yuwanshixiyuetishen』deyinyingli，buduanmofang，buduanneihao，
zheiyangcaigengxiang，yegenganquan。wangluoshangdeneixietishenyanlun，yongyuanbuyaoting。neishiwojitashangde，
zuizhongyaodeyidaojiasuo。」hongdeyisheng。wozhijuedehunshendexueye，zaizheiyike，doulengdejiechenglebing。
yuanlaishizheiyang。yuanlaiwangshangneixiejingjiubuxide，guanyuwoshi「xiyuetishen」deyanlun，
neixierangwozhanzhuanfance、ziwohuaiyideririyeye，neixierangwoweilezhengming「wobushita」
erfuchudesuoyounuli……quandoushitaqinshouweiwoshexiadeju。tabushibuzhidao，tashiyiqiedeshizuoyongzhe。
tayaode，conglaibushiyigexianhuodeyuwan。tayaode，zhishiyigebei「tishen」zheigegainianxunhuade，
yongyuanhuozailingyigerenyingzili，yongyuanbukenengzhenzhengyongyouziwode，wanmeidefuzhipin。heqiedu。
heqicanren。ximosihuchajuedaolewoshentidejiangying，tadewentinglexialai，shoubeishoudegengjin。「zenmele？」
wohuanhuandizhuanguoshen，zhimiantashensuideyanjing。zaijizhidebinglengzhihou，wodexinfanerqiansuoweiyoudipingjingxialai。
wotaiqishou，qingqingfushangtayingjundelianpang，zhijianmiaomozhetajinmindebochun。ranhou，woxiaole。
xiaodebiyiwangrenheshihoudouyaowenrou，douyao「dongshi」。「amo，niyouxiangqijiejiele，shibushi？」
woqingxidikandao，tayandishanguoyisihuangluan。womeijitajieshidejihui，zhudongwenleshangqu，
shengyinqingdexiangyumao，quedaizhezuifenglidedaofeng。「meiguanxi，zhiyaoshini，bawodangchengsheidoukeyi。」
「wo……bujieyi。」ximodeshenti，zaiwowenshangtadeneiyike，chedijiangzhule。wozhidao，wodehua，
wodefanying，zaiyici，chaochuletadejuben。zheihenhao。youxi，jiugaizheimewan，caiyouqu。
5ouyushouhuwoyongximojideka，jizijimaileyichangzuixiesidilide「bengkui」。zaishechipindianli，
womianwubiaoqingdiduidaogoushuo：「chuleneigebuyao，shengxiade，quanbaoqilai。」
ranhouzhilezhiqiangjiaodeyipenlvzhi。zhi。。zaiwo「fengkuang」gouwu、qingxu「shikong」
dipaochubieshudeneigeyuye，wo「ouyu」lewenyan。tachuanzheyishenqiansedexiuxianzhuang，chengzheyibaheisedesan，
anjingdizhanzaihualangdewuyanxia，xiangyifubeiyushuidashide、wenroudefengjinghua。kandaowolangbeidichongjinyuli，
talengleyixia，suijikuaibuxiangwozoulai。neibaheisedesan，wenwendijuzailewodetouding，
weiwogejuelemantianbinglengdeyusi。「yu**？」tashengyinwenrun，xiangbeiquanshuixiguodeyushi，
「xuyaobangmangma？」wotaiqitou，jiazhuangburenshita，yandixumanleishui，jueqiangdikanzheta。「womeishi。」
huayingangluo，wodeshentijiupeihedihuanglehuang，xiangtadaoqu。taxiayishidishenshoufuzhulewo。「ding！
jiancedaoqinmijiechu，xinrenwu『wenyan』yinzangjubendiaoluo。」「jubenpianduan：sannianqian，
ximoxinlipinggubaogao……youqiangliedepianzhixingrengeyucaokongyu。tabaduixiyuedezhinian，
niuquditoushedaoleyuwanshenshang。wobunengzhijiegaosutazhenxiang，neihuijinuximo，duitagengweixian。
wozhineng……jinliangzaitashenbian……」zheishiwodiyici，congxitongli，kandaobudairenheeyidejuben。
wodexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwennuandeshouqingqingtuoleyixia。yuanlai，zaiwobuzhidaodedifang，
cengyourenzheiyangqiaowushengxididanyouguowo。wenyan，zhumingdexinliyisheng，yeshiximokouzhong「youdianjiaoqingdepengyou」
。wokanzhetaqingcheganjingdeyanjing，shunshijiangquanshendezhongliangdoukaozailetashenshang，
shengyincuiruodexiangyipengjiusuideciqi。「xiansheng，wohaoxiang……zoubudongle。」「neng……songwoqugedifangma？
」wenyanmeiyousihaoyouyu，jiangsansaijinwoshouli，tuoxiazijidewaitaopizaiwoshenshang，ranhoujiangwodahengbaoqi，
wenwendizouxiangtadeche。tadehuaibao，buxiangximoneiyangdaizheqiangliedeqinlvexinghezhanyouyu。shiganzaode，
wennuande，daizherangrenanxinde，dandandesongmuxiang。**zaitahuaili，kanzheyuzhongmohudenihong，
diyicijuede，huoxuwobushigujunfenzhan。6xinliyouxiwomeiyouhuiximodebieshu，
ershirangwenyansongwoquleshizhongxindeyijiajiudian。tatitiedimeiyouduowen，zhiweiwokaihaolefangjian，
youjiaolekefangfuwusonglainuanshendejiangchaheqingdandecandian。「yu**，
wobuzhidaoniheximozhijianfashengleshenme。」tazhanzaimenkou，dijiwoyizhangmingpian，
shangmiandetouxianshi「wenyanxinlizixungongzuoshichuangshiren」，
「danruguonixuyaoyigeanquande、keyiqingsudedifang，suishikeyizhaowo。」wojieguomingpian，
zhijianchupengdaotadewendu，xitongmeiyourenhefanying。kanlai，
zhiyouzaiduifangduiwobaoyouqianglieyitu——wulunshishanyihaishieyi——bingzhudongfaqiqinmijiechushi，
xitongcaihuibeichufa。「xiexieni，wenyisheng。」woduitaluchuyigeganjideweixiao。zheigeweixiaofazizhenxin。
diertian，woguyitiaoxuanleyigeximokendinghuitongguojiankongkandaowodeshijian，botonglewenyandedianhua，
yuyuelezixun。ruwosuoliao，zaiwohuidaobieshuhou，ximobingmeiyoufanu，fanerbiaoxianchulejidade「kuanrong」
yu「lijie」。tazuozaishafashang，mantiaosilidifanzhecaijingzazhi，touyebutaidiwen：「huilaile？
zuowanqunale？」「suibianzhaolegejiudian。」wojiangbaorengzaixuanguan，yuqipibei。「ng，」tafanguoyiye，
「xiangtongle？」「meiyou，」wozoudaotamianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzheta，「ximo，wojuedewobingle。
wokongzhibuzhudihuaiyini，jiduxiyue，wojuedezijikuaifengle。」tazhongyutaiqiyan，
muguanglizangzheyisiwoshuxide、deyideguangmang。「suoyi？」「woyuelexinliyisheng。」
woshuochuletazuixiangtingdaodedaan。taheshangzazhi，qishenjiangwoyongruhuaizhong，qingfuwodezhangfa，
shengyinwenroudexiangyiwangduquan：「shagua，zaojiurangnibiehusiluanxiang。qukanyishengyehao，rangtabangnishudaoyixia。
biepa，woyongyuanzainishenbian。」tadeshou，daizheanfudeyiwei，qingqingpaizhewodebei。【ding！
jiancedaoqinmijiechu，nanzhujiao「ximo」yinzangjubendiaoluo。】【jubenpianduan：qukanxinliyisheng？henhao。
wenyanshigecongmingren，zhidaogaizenmezuo。zhiyaozhenduanbaogaonengzhengmingtazhishizhanyouyuguoqiangdepianzhihejiaolv，
neiyiqiejiudouhaizaiwodezhangkongzhinei。wodexiaojinsique，chibanghaimeiyingni。】wobishangyan，
jianglianmaizaitaxiongkou，wushengdixiaole。ximo，nizuidadecuowu，jiushitaixiangxinnidejuben。niwangle，
zaihaodeyanyuan，yeyoujixingfahuideshihou。7jiamianjiechuanhewenyandediercijianmian，
shizaitayazhieranjingdezixunshili。wojiangzijizaoyibianhaode，yige「yinjidushenaierchanshengtishenjiaolv，
kewangwanquanfukebaiyueguangyiliuzhuairen」degushi，shengqingbingmaodijiangjiletating。wenyanquanchenganjingdiqingting，
meiyoudaduan，zhishizaiwojiangdao「woshenzhixiangquzhengrongchengtadeyangzi」shi，yandishanguoyisishenqiedetongxi。
wozhidao，taxinlewode「bingqing」。tayeyidinghuianwode「juben」，jiximoyifen「manyi」
dezhenduanbaogao。jiejueleximozheibiandeyinhuan，wodexiayibu，jiushixiyue。wozhudongyuetaguangjie，
zitaifangdejidi，huoxiangyigezhenxinxiangtaohaojiejiedebeiweimeimei。xiyuexianranhenchizheiyitao，
taxiangshouzhewoduitade「chongbai」，yexiangshouzhepangren「zhenjiaqianjin」bandemuguang。「meimei，
nikanzheijianqunzizenmeyang？」tanaqiyitiaohewoshenshangfenggehenxiangdequnzi，zaiwomianqianbihualeyixia，
「wojide……woyiqianyeyouyitiaozheiyangde。」tadeshou，zhuangsiwuyididazailewodejianbangshang。【ding！
jiancedaoqinmijiechu，nvpeijiao「xiyue」yinzangjubendiaoluo。】【jubenpianduan：he，zhenkexiao，
wojingranyaomofangyigemofangwoderendechuanyifengge。ruishineigeyishengdejishushihao，danshenmeizhenbuzenmeyang，
haidewoxianzaihaiyaorenshouzheixielianjiahuo。】ruishi？yisheng？woxinzhongyidong，mianshangquebudongshengse，
wanzhutadeshoubei，qinredishuo：「jiejiechuanshenmedouhaokan！womenquneibianhebeikafeiba，woqingke。」
zaikafeiting，wojiezheweitazhenglitoufadejihui，zaicichupengdaoleta。
【jubenpianduan：dengwonadaoxijiajijinhuidekongzhiquan，diyijianshijiushifeihuiruishi，
bazheizhangjialianjiwoxiufule。meitiandingzhebierendelian，haiyaojiaxingxingdijiaotameimei，zhenshidaoweikou。
】jialian……yigefengkuangdeniantou，zaiwoxinzhongzhujianchengxing。jiexialaidejitian，woyongjinhunshenjieshu，
yigezhongliyoujiejinxiyue，buduandichupengta，congtashenshangdiaoluolewushujubensuipian。
dangwojiangsuoyousuipianzainaohaizhongpinjieqilaishi，yigedabaiwosuoyourenzhidezhenxiang，fuchuleshuimian。xiyue，
genbenbushi「sierfusheng」。sannianqian，tajiasituoshen，quleguowai。tabushidabingchuyu，
ershiganggangzuowanzhengrongshoushuguilai。tazhengrongdemoban，bushibieren，zhengshiwoyuwansannianqiandemoyang！
wocaishineige「yuanban」。ta，caishiyigebuzhebukoudeyanpin！8zhibofanzhuancishanwanyandezhiboxianchang，
meiguangdengshanshuo。zuoweiximodenvban，wojinwanshengzhuangchuxi。zaijuanzenghuanjie，zhuchirenjiangwoqingshangtai，
xiaozhewenwo：「yuwan**，zuoweijinwanzuishouzhumudenvshi，ninyoushenmetebiedewupinyuanyijuanzengchulai，
weishanqudehaizimenxianyifenaixinma？」quanchangdejiaodian，shunjianjizhongzaiwoshenshang。buyuanchudeximo，
daizhechongnideweixiaokanzhewo，sihuhenmanyiwochengweiquanchangdezhongxin。ertashenbiandexiyue，
zeyongyizhongkanhaoxideyanshen，dengzhewochuqiu。woweixiaozhe，congbozishang，quxialeyitiaoxianglian。
neishiyitiaojiqicuicandezuanshixianglian，mingjiao「yonghengzhixin」，shiximozaiyigepaimaihuishangweiwopaixiade，
jiazhibaweishu。shiwoshenshangzuizhiqiandepeishi。taixiayipianjinghu。ximodeyanshenyeweiweiyibian。
wojiangxianglianjiaojizhuchiren，duizhejingtouhuanhuanshuodao：「zheitiaoxianglianhenmei，dantayougemingzi，jiao『yanpin』。」
quanchanghuaran。zhibojiandedanmushunjianbaozha。「shenmeqingkuang？yuwanshuoyonghengzhixinshiyanpin？」「xizongsongjiahuo？
bukenengba！」womeiyoulihuizhongrendeyilun，jixushuodao：「kaigewanxiao。woxiangshuodeshi，zaiguizhongdewupin，
ruguomeiyoushuyuzijidegushi，neitayezhishiyigeangguidefuzhipin。suoyi，woyuanyijuanchuta，
xiwangtanenghuanlaigengduohaizimendexiaolian，rangtamenquchuangzaoshuyuzijide，duyiwuerde『yonghengzhixin』。」
wodehua，yingdeleyipianzhangsheng。ximodelianseyehuanhelexialai，shenzhidaishangleyisizanxu。raner，
wodebiaoyancaiganggangkaishi。wozouxiatai，jingzhizouxiangxiyue，jiletayigereqingdeyongbao：「jiejie，
wozuodeduibudui？」yongbaodeshunjian，wo「bujingyi」diyongkouhong，zaitachunbaidequnjianshang，
liuxialeyigeqianqiandeyinji。yigezhiyouxiyuezijinengkandaode，hewojinwanchunseyimoyiyangdeyinji。
zuowanzheiyiqie，wohuidaoximoshenbian，zaitajianglixingdeqinwenzhong，anjingdidengdaizheyulundefajiao。henkuai，