yichangximierqinglengdechunyupiaoranerxia,shuizhudazailuodichuangqian。
yudihuijizaiyiqi,ningchengyituan,zaibolichuangshangliuxiayichuanchuanyuxian。
aerwasongleli,jiangzaineilideshouquezhibuzhuyouxieweiweifazhan。
ruguobisiqiaoxiadezhouyaomunvzuiburongqingdehua,neitayouhechangwugu,lengmobenshenjiushibijiahaigengjiakehen。
yishunjian,tadexinzangxiangshibeirenhenhenzhaleyidao,xianxuelinli。
qiaoxiadesi,keyisuanzuoshitadidedao,bushita,yexuzhouyaomunvhaibuzhiyufeiyaozhitayusidi。
jianaerwalianseyichaneinankandaolejizhi,zhouyaoquexiangfengleyiyangrenbuzhudaxiaoqilai。
tawuliditanzuozaidishang,xiaodeyankuangfanhong:“yaozhi,wozhidaonixinlizhuangleneigenvren,keshixianzaishiqingfazhandaozheigedibu,tayijinghuibulaile,tadiweibeijiangenbenpeibushangni,zhiyouwo,zhiyouzhoujianengbangni!”
shuozhe,taxiangshixiangdaoleshenme,congdishangzuoqilai,yibalazhuaerwa:“dui,yaozhi,wonengbangnide,zhiyaonishoushoubuyaojixuduifuzhoujia,bazheijianshiqingyaxiaqu,yiqiedounenghuidaocongqiandeyangzi。”
aerwaxianedidakaitadeshou,jiuxiangpengdaoleshenmezangdongxi。
“zhouyao,yitiaorenming,nijiudasuanzheiyangqingyidijieguoquma?shi,woaerwaduibuqita,dan,nibiexiangzhenengquanshenertui!nizhunbeizhexiabanbeizizaijianyuliguoyibeiziba!”
wenyan,zhouyaodelianseyishunshabai,zhongyukaishihaipaqilai:“buxing!yaozhi,bunengzuolao,wozenmenengyinweineizhongbeijiandenvrenquzuolaoni?woshininvpengyoua,zhiyaoqiaoxiabuzaile,womenjiumeiyourenhezuaileya!”
qiaoxia,zheisangezijiuxiangyigetaobuguodezuzhou,meimeitiqi,aerwaxinlijiubumianyizhenzhuixincitong。
taxiang,kongpazheiyibeizi,tadoumeiyoubanfawangdiaozheigenvrenle。
忘不掉,也放不下。
zhouyaobeiganchuquyihou,aerwazuozaikongdangdangdebangongshili,yanqiandeyiqiefangfodouguiyuningjing。
tiankongshiheide,chengshishihuide,yushitoumingde,zhenggeshijiesihumeiyoulesecai。
dangtazaiyiciyishidaozijizaiyejianbudaoneigejiaoqiaoxiaderen,tingbudaotadeshengyin,chibudaotazuodedongxi,jiebudaotadalaidedianhua。
xintouhuranyongqiyizhenchetoucheweidebeiqie,tayiwei,zhiyaotaxiang,tajiuyibeizidoutaobutuotadezhangxin。
tayiwei,zhiyaotaxiang,qiaoxiajiuhuiguaiguaidihuidaotashenbian。
quanshijie,tayiweizhihuiyoutapaoqita,buyaotadefen,zenmeyemeixiangdao,daozuihou,beipaoxiaderenyuanlaihuishitaziji。
lingchenliangdianban,jiedaodedengyijiuliangzhe,zhenggechengshicongyikaishixuannaobiandeanjingxialai。
chuntiandeyeyijiuhaishihuileng,yeseqiheirumo,zhiyoujiedengdailaiyidianliangguang。
aerwaconggongsichulai,jiangchecongchekukailechulai,kaidaozhengjiebian,cetoukanjianlubianzhongzhedeyiketaoshukailehua。
fengyichui,huabanzaifengzhonghuanhuanpiaoluo,daiqiyiguqingyoudetaohuaxiang。
tayixijide,qiaoxiashihenxihuantaohuade,shuoshitaoshuhenhao,huikaichuhaokandehua,hainengjiechuhaochidetao,nengtianbaoduzibishenmedouqiang。
congqiantaxiaoguozheigexiangfahenchun,danshixianzaixianglai,duiqiaoxiaeryan,zheigeshijiehencanren,nenghuoxiaqujiushijiqiburongyidele,naligudeshangshenmehuahaokan。
takaozheyibei,jiangcheqiandengguandiao,kanzhelubiandetaoshuyouxiechushen。
“qiaoxia,niyingle,xianzaidoushinijiwodebaoying。”
tadaozuihou,haishiyingletadexin,yingzoulesuoyou。
yongshengmingjiletasixinliefeideyidao。
第十七章画地为牢
diertianxiaoxiyijingchediyabuzhule,zhouyaomunvbisiqiaoxia,wangshangyulunhuaran。
munvliangrenbuzhishibuhaochumen,liandaizheredezhoufudafaleiting,zhoujiadeshengyiyiluoqianzhang。
zheijianshiyijinglian,jingfangyijingyishexianguyisharenzuijieruanjiandiaocha。
shifuyejiangqiaoxialiuxiadeluyinjiaojilejingcha,jiashangaerwadeshiya,diertianzhouyaomunvbianbeijuliu。
霍家别墅。
“huoshao,ganggangquneijiasiliyiyuanchaguole,neilideyishengshuoqiaoxiaojieshoushuzhiqian,zhouyaojiletamenyifenjiadetijianbaogao,zhengmingqiaoxiaojiedeshentinenggouzhijieshoushu,danshi……”
zhulishuodaoyiban,youyulexia。
aerwawozhushoujideshoujinlejin:“zhijieshuo!”
zhulisishibeiheleyitiao,lianmangkaikou:“danshiwogangcaiqinziquwenleyitang,shuoshineifenjiadezhengmingbaogaoyijingzhaobudaole,ruguoguangpingqiaoxiaojieshengqiandeluyin,kongpazhengjubushihenchongfen。”
aerwadelianseyishunbiandehennankan,zhoujiashuodaodizaizheizuochengshihaishiyouxiediweide,zheigeanziyaoshimeiyouchongfendezhengjuzhengmingshizhouyaoguyibisiqiaoxiade,neime……
zhouyaozaitingshendeshihouhaikeyijiaobian,shuoshiqiaoxiajitaxiadetao,huozheshuoqiaoxiashiweileqianguyizheimezuode!
“gaisi!”aerwayiquanhenhenchuizailefangjiandezhuomian,zhuoshangdedongxiyizhan,“zenmekenenghuiwuyuanwuguzhaobudao,wogaosuni,buguanhuazaidadedaijia,dongxiyidingyaodaoshou!”
shuowan,tahenhenguaduanledianhua,xinliqueshiwubifanzao。
yaoshibunengjiqiaoxiataogegongdao,tazhenhenbudezijiqinzidongshoushaleneigekehendenvren!
wangzhezheigekongdangdangdefangjian,aerwadenaohaizhongquedoubuyouzizhudefuxianchuzheisannianlai,qiaoxiahaizhuzaizheilideshihou。
zheisannianzhongtaduitayidianyebuhao,keshitaconglaimeiyoumaiyuanguobanju。
tazoulezheimeduotianle,aerwadeshenghuohurantianfandifu,jiudian,jiali,liangdianyixian,chulezheilianggedifang,naliyebuqu。
zheilianggedifangdoushiqiaoxiadaidezuijiudedifang,quemingmingzhongweitahuadiweilao。
kanzhechuangwaideyuanzi,yilianghongsechaopaohuanhuanzaiduimiandebieshuqutingxia,chelizouchulaiyigenvren,shenhougenzhejigebaobiaozoujinleduimian。
kenengshixinbanlaide,aerwabingmeiduozaiyi。
xianzaitanengzuode,yejiushibazhouyaomunvsongjinjianyu,dedaotamenyingyoudechengfa。
zhiyuqiaoxiadezangli,mubei,tayiciyemeiyouquguo。
tayiwei,zhiyaotabukan,buxiang,bucanyu,xinlihuihaoshouneimeyidian,tahainenghuanxiangzhe,yexuyouyitian,tahuituranhuidaotashenbian。
youhenzhangyiduanshijian,tahuozaizijideshijielijiujiubukenzouchulai,buzouchulai,henduoshiqingjiubuhuimiandui。
bumiandui,jiuhainengqipianziji,qiaoxiadesishizhouyaohaiside,gentameiyouyidianguanxi。
zheiyang,tahainengzaizheigeshijieshangchuanyikouqi,buzhiyuneiyangtongku,chengrenzijidelengmoyeshibisiqiaoxiadeyishuangshou。
shenzhi,aerwabuyuanyichengrenzijishiaizheigenvrende,haoxiangyichengrenle,zhenggerenjiuhuifengdiao。
chilaideshenqing,meiyoulejituoderen,jiuhuitaxianchengyipianfeixu。
shenyehaishiyiruyiwangdejijing。
“乔夏!”
zheiyijingbuzhidaoshiduoshaoci,aerwahanzheqiaoxiademingzicongshuimengzhongjingxingle。
yeshizicongtaliquyihou,tazaiyemeinengshuigehaojue。
zhengkaishuangyan,chulelingrenjuedehanlengdeheiye,yanqianshenmeyexunbudao。
aerwayishenlenghandicongchuangshangzuoqilai,xiongkoujuliediqifuzhe,zheicaiyishidaotayouzuoleyigeemeng。
yuanlaishijieshangsuoweideai,buhuisuizheneigerendexiaoshierxiaosan,fandaohuiyuejiashenke。
tazhanqishen,zoudaoluodichuangqianlakaichuanglian,bieshuwaideludengxiayigerenyingzhanzaineili,zhengzaixiangzheibiankanguolai。
dengguangxia,tayixinengkanchulai,neishigenvren,mosezhangfa,beiyingdanbo。
zaineirentaitoudechaneizhijian,tahuranhunshenjiangying。
zheizhanglian……genjiyizhongderen,youxiexiangsi。
aerwahuangranyiweishitazaizuomeng,zenmehui……
tadakaichuang,chuchundefengdaizheyiguliangyitoujinlai,tacaiyishidaozheibushicuojue。
gubudetaxianzaixiongkoufanyongzhedeqingxu,xiayike,renyijingpaolechuqu。
paodaolubian,queyouzhinengkanjiankongdangdangdeyipian,jiebianbuzhishinalipiaolaiyizhentaohuaxiang,weidumeiyoubangerenying。
“weiwei!”taduizhesixiawurendejiedaodashenghuhan。
huiyingtade,shigebibieshufangjianyizhandengmiele。
dishibazhangtaxiangshigeluoyin
qingchendefengchuidewenrou,yangguangtouguobolichuangdiaozaidishang,luchuxisuideguangban。
aerwayijingxishuhao,huanshangpingshidexizhuang,duizhejingzidahaolingjie,kanzhejingzilideziji,yisibugou,fangfohecongqianmeiyoushenmequbie。
keshitazhihuxiyikoudounengwendaoyiguzifuwei,neishiconggusuilitouchulaide,yanlimeiyouyisiliangguang,zhishengyijumeiyoulinghundefuxiuquqiao。
“ljweiwei,woqushangbanle。”
takanleyiyankongdangdefangjian,beiziyouxieluan,taguyimeiyouzhengli,jiuhaoxiangneilihaiyourenzaishuizhe。
debudaohuiying,aerwameiyoushiluo,zhimianwubiaoqingdizhuanshenlikai,ranhouqingqingdaishangfangmen。
qicheyilujichizaikongkuangdejiedao,daiqiyizhenfenfeidehuaban。
“huoshao,yijingchaguole,yiyuanlineifenzhouyaoweizaodejianchazhengmingbeirennazoule。”zhulideshengyincongdianhuaneitouchuanlai。
aerwabinglengdelianshangzhongyuliechuyidaofengxi,zhoumeidao:“shei。”
zhulishengyinbuyoudilexialai:“shibeiwoshangcigennishuodeneiweiqiaozongnazoule。”
“ci——”yigejichache,chezizailubiandeweizhitinglexialai。
aerwameitoujinsuo,tajideashideneiweiqiaozong,qiaotiancheng,shiashishoufu,jinniankaishiyinweixiangyaofazhanjiudianye,suoyizuijingenhuojiashiyouxielaiwangde。
huojiadelaoyezizuijinyizhicuizherangtaqujianjianzheiweiqiaozong,keshitazuijinshizaimeiyouxinsidalijiudiandeshiqing,quandoutuituodiaole,tingshuotajiejiexianzaizaijieqiazheiweiqiaozong,zhishiguochengbingbushihenshunli。
qiaojiagenqiaoxiachulexingshiyiyangyiwai,anlishuojueduibukenenghuiyouqitarenheguanxicaidui,zenmeyehuijuandaozheijianshiqinglilai?
nandaoshiweilebaobizhouyao?
yichanei,wushudeniantouzaiaerwaxinlidazhuanqueyouyishizhaobudaodaan。
neitoudezhulitingzhebantianmeiledongjing,renbuzhujiaoleyisheng:“huoshao,zheishiwoyeshitanguoqiaojiadekoufengle,gujixiangnadaoziliaokongpa……”
buyongzhulishuodemingbai,aerwadazhimingbaitashishenmeyisi。
zhishizheigedongxitafeiyaobuke,yaoshinabudaotieyiyangdezhengju,neimezhouyaojiuyoukenengfangong,yaozhenshizheiyang,qiaoxiazenmenengmingmu!
suiranganqingshangtahenbuyuanyichengrenqiaoxiayijinglikaile,danlizhishangqueyouwubiqingchuzheishishishi。
jiduandelianggexiangfajiaozhizhecaigengrangrentongbuyusheng。
“wozhidaole,bangwoanpaigenqiaotianchengdejianmian,yaokuai!”tayuqiyilin,shuowanbianguaduanledianhua。
kongqiyishianjingxialai,aerwakanzhecheqiandedalu,luyizhiyanshendaoshixianjintou。
tazhidao,wangqianzhizoujiunengdaojiudian,huozhezhuanwanhuitoujiunenghuijia。
jijiandandelu,taquehaoxiangzhaobudaofangxiangle,buzhidaonalicaishitayinggaiqude。
zuijinzongshizheiyang,biaomianweizhuangdezaimanbujingxin,xinliyemingbaibuguanqunalidoutaotuobuguole。
qiaoxiazheigemingzixiangshiyigezuzhou,luoyinzaixinlizenmeyemobuqu。
“叮叮叮……”
shoujiyouzaizheishihouxiangleqilai。
aerwakanleyiyan,shihulaoyezi——qiaoxiadeshifudaguolaide。
youyishun,taxinlijingyouyisidanqie,yishibuzhidaogaizenmemianduizheigenianjinhuajiadelaoren。
laorenyibeizixinggegangying,bieshuojibierenxiagui,jiushiyijuruanhuayemeiyoushuoguo。
keshitaweileqiaoxiaguixiale,guizaidatingguangzhongzhixia,zhiweilehaiqiaoxiayigegongdao。
eraerwaxinlitaiqingchu,qiaoxiazuihounengbeibidaoneigedibu,tabingbuwugu。
youshihoulengmogengnengsharen。
zheixieriziyilai,tazongshizaixiang,ruguozaiqiaoxiashouqifu,shouweiqudeshihou,tanengzhanchulaishuoyijuhua,huozhedangshizhijiedianjinggaozhouyaorangtabuyaodaqiaoxiadezhuyi,tazuihoudoubuhuisizaibinglengdeshoushutaishang。
tayongyuanjide,taliuganlexue,gulinglingditangzaibinglengdeshoushutaishang,haojitian,lianshitidoumeiyourenshoulian。
mingmingtashihendanxiaodeyigeren,taneimekewanghuozhe,tareaishengming,haipasiwang,tashenzhinenggouxiangxiangdaodangshitaxinlidewunaihejuewang。
haiyoudangshineigedianhua,tazuihoudalaidedianhua。
aerwaxiang,neishihouqiaoxiayidinghenhaipamianduizheiyiqie,keyouqingchudizhidaotabuhuibangta,suoyiqingyuananjingdisile,yemeiyouzaikaikouqiutayiju。
keshitadaozuihouhaizaiguanxintayihouhuibuhuiguodehao,tadaosidoumeinengfangdexiata!
aerwaturanjuedehoulonggengdefateng,shenshenxileyikouqicaianxialejietingjian。
dishijiuzhangjiyilidemoyang
“huoshao,buhaoyisi,yidazaodaraoninle,wojiushixiangwenyixia,weiweideshiqingzenmeyangle?”
suiranaerwameiyoukandaoren,dancongdianhualichuanlaideshengyinnengtingchulai,hulaoyezideshengyinyuefacangsang,daizheyisishaya。
kongpaqiaoxiachushizheixierizi,laorenyigehaojueyemeiyoushuiguo,dianjizhejitataohuigongdao。
aerwabochunweimin:“zheijianshichuleyidianchazi,kongpahaixuyaodianshijian。”
dianhuaneitouxianrulechenmo,liangjiutatingjianlaorenchenchendeyishengtanxi:“huoshao,wotingshuozhoujianeiweixiaojiedouyaochengweinideweihunqile,rangninbangmangzheijianshiqingzheshibutuo,wolaotouzijiubumafannile。”
aerwameitoujinzhou:“shenmeweihunqi!doushixieliuyanfeiyu,weiweideshiqingwoyidinghuijiniyigejiaodaide!”
hulaoyezisihushichaofengyixiao,erhoucaikaikou:“nizhendezhiyongjiwolaotouziyigejiaodaima?zhoujiayijinglaiguorenle,shuoshijiwolaotouziyidabiqian,buyaorangwozitaomeiqu,yebiezhiwangnihuoshaonengweileweiweigenzhoujiafanlian。”
aerwayishiyakou,laorenyoudao:“zheimeduonian,weiweiduinizenmeyangpangrenbuzhidao,kenizijixinlizuiqingchu,neiyatoushichushenbuhao,bibushangrenjiajinzhiyuyededaxiaojie,ketaduiniyipianzhenxin,shengpajinireyidianmafan,conglaimeixiangguoyaocongnizheilidedaoyidianhaochu!”
aerwadeshouzuanjinlefangxiangpan,shuangshouyinyinqingjintuqi:“ruguodangnian,bushitazaidianxinlizuoleshoujiao,feijinxinjiyaojiejinwo,wozenmehui……”
“hutu!neiyatoujueduibukenengzuozheizhongshiqing,tayaoshinengyouzheiyibandexinji,youzenmehuizuihouluodaoneiyangdedibu!”dianhuaneitouzhandingjietiedefoudingdao。
aerwabuyouyizheng,duiyuzheijianshiqing,zheisannianlai,qiaoxiayeconglaimeiyouchengrenguo,neishihoutazhirenweishitazaijiaobian,keshixianzai,taquetouyicichanshengledongyao。
shia,tarenshideqiaoxiamingmingneimedanchunshanliang,zhendehuizuochuzheizhongshiqingma?
kuangqie,tayoububen,zenmekenenghuibabuganjingdedongxixiazaitazijizuodedianxinlini?
nandao……zheisannianjingyedoushitacuoguaileta!
tabanshangshuobuchuhualai,zhinengqingchudiganshoudaozixinkouchumimanershangdehuihenyukutong。
yuanlaicuole,congyikaishijiucuole,zheiyiqiedoushitaziyiweishidexiangfaeryi。
tayiweitahuai,keshizuixianhuaidiaodehaishizijidexin。
tayiweitabuaizheigemanshixinjidenvren,keyuanlai,buzhishenmeshihoutazaoyinizushenxian。
“yu……hulaoyezi,weiweitamaizailenali?woxiangqukankanta。”
aerwadeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
zheishitadiyicikaikoutichuyaoqujianta,jiuxiangzhongyucongxindilijieshouletazhenzhengyijinglikaizheigeshijiedeshishi,yezhongyujieshoutazijisuofanxiadeguocuo。
dianhuaneitoushengyinyijin,zheicaikaikou:“chengdongmuyuan,neilizhonglexuduohua,neiyatouyinggaihuixihuanneiliba,weiweihuozhedeshihouchiletaiduoku,xianzaibuzaile,wozhixiwang,nizaibierangtazaidixiayeshouzheweiqu。”
dianhuabeiguaduan,aerwaminchun,kaichequlehuadian,jinqumaileyishukaidezhenghaodeshuixianhua。
tajide,qiaoxiazaideshihouzuiaiyongshuixianlaizhuangshitamenzhudefangzi,youtazaideshihou,fangjianlidouhuiyangyizhedandandeshuixianhuaxiang。
城东墓园。
chuchundefenghenwenrou,muyuanzhoubianzhongmanlexuduobuzhimingdeyehua,hongbaifenhuanggewaiyancan。
zhishidaolecaizhidao,zheigemuyuanzheshisuanbudehao,shenzhiyouxiehuangliang。
duiyupinqiongderenlaishuo,youzheimeyifangrongshenzhidijiuyijingburongyile,napayongjiyouxiazhai。
aerwawojinleshoulideshuixianhua,jiaobuquehuranchenzhong。
tazheiershijinianconglaibuzhidaopinqiongshishenmegainian,tacongxiaodaodayongyoudesuoyoudedongxidoushizuihaode,queconglaimeiyouxiangguoqiaoxiazheiyibeizidouzaipinqiongkunkuzhongduguo,daosihoujingranyezhinengzhangmianzaizheiyangyigexiaojiaoluoli。
zaizhongduohuangliangshenshaoyourenlaidalidebinglengshibeiqian,aerwazhongyuzhaodaoleyizuohaisuanzhanxindemubei。
mubeishangdezhaopianli,qiaoxiaqianxiaozhe,wenrouruzheichunrideyangguang。
tahaoxiangyizhidoushijiyilideneigemoyang,sannianqianrenshitakaishi,tajiushizheiyang,xiaoqilaideshihouzuibianyougeqianqiandeliwo,henhaokan。
keshihuisuguoqudesannian,buzhidaoshenmeshihoukaishi,tabazheiyangdexiaorongnongdiule。
“weiwei,wohuilaile,wolaikannile。”takanzhezhaopianshangderendinanzhe,dengbudaofengdehuiying。