第四章遗憾
quranjinjinbaozhuleluoxiaoxiao,zhongyuxiexiaweizhuangrenbuzhuhongleyankuang,“zuijinmafannishouliu,dengzhaodaofangzi,wohenkuaibanzou。”
luoxiaoxiaopaizhequrandehoubei,daodizhidaoquranyouduomexintong。
guoquwunian,quranyizhianlianfuchenye,xinlijiluzhetasuiyixieludemeiyisiwenqing。
wunianlai,quranwanquanshoulianziwo,jilibanyanwenshundejiaose,wufeijiushihuanxiangyoutianfuchenyenengzhenzhengaishangta。
kedaotoulai,daodigaibianbulebeifuchenyewannidemingyun,beiwuqingdepaoqi。
quranfumucongxiaoliyi,tabeipanjimamawuyuelan,didiqushuaizegenzhebaba。
houlaimeijinianbabazaihun,youbuxingdeleaizhenglikairenshi。
keliandedidiqushuaishisansuiweichengnian,jiuyijingmeirenzhaogu。
mamasuiranmeizaihun,ketamenderiziyeguodejinbabade,genbenjiuzigubuxia。
benlaimamahainengchuqucanguanzuoshigongtajixuniandaxue,pianpianneiniantadezuoyanzaiganhuodeshihouchuleyiwai,chedidexiale。
weilejimamazhiyanjing,qurannachuduonianjizandexinxueshejidezuopin,chenggongmianshijinlefushijituan。
neitiantayinweicoubugoushoushufei,duozaichashuijiankudehencan,buxingdangzhongdewanxingyudaolefuchenye。
meiduojiu,zongcaitezhujiulaixunwentayudaodekunnan,tiqianjitayuzhilewushiwan。
houlaitaxiangxiang,yexudangshineishigexingyundekaishi,queyouzaochengtadangxiadebuxing。
kanzheluoxiaoxiaoyidongbudong,quranguyiduitajichuyisitianxiao,“xiangshenmeni?bufangbianshouliuwo?”
zhidaoluoxiaoxiaoyougexiangaideweihunfu,liangrenhenkuaiyaojiehun。
luoxiaoxiaoyaotou,quanzhuquranxianshoudeyaoshen,“jiranlailejiuanxinzhuxia,wozheijiushinidegangwan。”
qurandeyankuangyire,jinjindeminzhechun,hunshendejiroujinbengzhediantou。
tahuijinkuaianpaihaoziji,haiyoujiarendehoulu。
meiduojiu,quranhuanletaoganjingdeshuiyi,xiganjingyishenzhanni。
luoxiaoxiaotiexindexiachu,bangtazhunbeihaolewucan。
“chiwanfanhaohaoxiuxi,gebiwudechuangpuyijingbangnipuhao,chuangdanshinixihuandefense。”
qurankanzhemanzhuozifengshengshiwu,qiangrenzheyandimaochudeshuiqi,feichangwenroudediantou。
yinweijiatingdeguanxi,tacongxiaomeiyouduoshaopengyou,luoxiaoxiaoqueshigeliwai。
lianggerencongchuzhongjiukaishirenshi,shiduonianlaibicizhaofu,nengliaoxinshiyenenghuxiangqunuan,tafenwaizhenxi。
huoxushiyinweixiangqiyixieshangxinshi,qurandeyanqianweiweiyihei,kuaisudibaleliangkoufan。
duodaofangjian,taquchuxinglixianglideyao,jinjifuyongleliangke。
yishengshuotanaozilideliuyuezhangyueda,zheibingdaolehouqi,budingshihuichanshengyunxuanshuizhongdengbinglifanying。
shenzhigengzaogao,haihuichuxianzhenggeshentidezhongzhang,naoludeyalizaochengshiming,suishikenengyaotademing。
ruguorangluoxiaoxiaozhidao,tameiduozhangshijianhuole,yinggaihuititayihannanguoba?
quranshaoweihuifu,gudandebaozhebinglengdeshuangtuixiangkuquekubuchulai。
jirantaderizibuduo,tabuxiangjixugongzuo。
chuliwanzheibiandeshi,tajiuhuilaojia,huimamashenbian,napasileyenengluoyeguigen。
“我辞职了。”
kanzheluoxiaoxiaozaiketinglimianshoushicanju,quranzhudongtileyizui。
fuchenyegentahuaqingguanxidangwan,tajiudalecizhibaogao,dianyoujilerenshibuzhuguan。