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yiliansantian，yanzhangyuandoumeiyoulvxingrangshenyanzhijianyanqidechengnuo。
shenyanzhizuomengshiershiyanqikuzheyaomamadeyangzi，shiershiyanqizhizhetadahansharenfandeyangzi。
yushitazhanzhuanfance，yebunengmei。
tayijingsannianmeishuiguoyigehaojuele。
neixieyuyouheyujingjiuxiangshishoulesheideyiban，ririduitaquandajiaoti，bujifanchi，haijiangzanghuoleihuodoudiujita，shenzhihaiwangtadeneiyilidiusilaoshu，tameiyitiandouguodetixindiaodan。
kezheiyiqie，doushiyinweidangchushennanzhizaitamianqianzijiyongbishoutonglexiongkou，chuangjinlaideyanzhangyuantingwanleshennanzhiyimianzhicihou，jiujiangtasongjinlejianyu。
yuanyiweihuilejiajiuhaole，kexianzaikanlai，tahaiburujixudaizaijianyuli。
jibianshineiyangderizi，yezongbikanzhezijidelaogonghemeimeidaqingmaqiaoqiang。
shenyanzhifanzaodeqishen，guangzhejiaozoudaolinyujian，binglengdeshuicongtoudingjiaoxia，anfuletadeqingxudetongshi，yerangshenshangdeshangmeineimetengle。
tagangxiwanzaoguohaoyupao，waimianjiuchuanlaishennanzhizhejidekuqiang，“zenmeban？neigeshoulianshinisongwodeshengriliwu，zenmenengdiuleni？”shenyanzhibenlaibuxianglihui，ketahaimeilaidejihuanshangshuiyi，fangmenjiubeituikaile。
yanzhangyuanningzhemeizhanzaimenkou，“yanzhi，nijiandaonanzhideshoulianlema？”
“没有。”
shenyanzhikandoumeikanerrenyiyan。
keshennanzhiqueshuodao：“congwolaiguonidefangjianyihou，shoulianjiubujianle，jiejie，niyaoshishizaitaoyanwo，keyizaitongwoyidao，keneishoulianshijiefusongwodeshengriliwu，duiwolaishuoyiyifeifan，woqiunihaijiwo。”
tingleshennanzhidehua，yanzhangyuandebiaoqingyebiandeningzhongqilai。
“shenyanzhi，nizhidaowozuitaoyanshoujiaobuganjingderen。”
tingdaozheihua，shenyanzhijihuxiaochushenglai。
又是这样。
youshizhitingshennanzhidanfangmiandeshuoci，jiujitadingzui。
dangchutabeishoujianqian，yanzhangyuangentashuodezuihouyijuhuashi：“yanzhi，nibieguaiwohenxin，wohaishiainide，wogenbamafaguoshi，buhuirangnihenanzhishouyidianweiqu，ketazhishixiangbaobaoqier，nijiuyaoshata，nitaibukeliyule，xiwangzheisannianninenghaohaofanshengfansheng。”
“womeiyoutongta，zhangyuan，nixiangxinwohaobuhao？”
shenyanzhibeiweizhiji，yanleihengliu。
keyanzhangyuandeyanshenqueyufalengmo。
“haizuiying，shenyanzhi，wozhenshiguanhuainile。”
yanzhangyuanshuowanzhuanshenjiuzou。
zheigecengjingshuoguohehutayishengyishidenanren，qinshoujiangtasongjinlejianyuneigeshenbujiandidelaolongli。
rujin，zhiyinweishennanzhideyijulaiguotafangli，yanzhangyuanjiuzaiciyanmangxinxiadexuanzexiangxinta。
“nimenkeyisuibiansou。”
shenyanzhizhilezhikongkuangdefangjian。
zheibenjiushikefang，jihumeiyoushenmejiaju，gengshimeiyounengzangdongxidedifang，jihuyiyanjiunengkanwan。
yanzhangyuanzuichundongledong，sihuyoujifenxinleshenyanzhi。
“在你身上！”
“niyoubusha，touledongxikendingbuhuifangzaifangjianlirenyouwomenzhao，nikendingshizangzaishenshangle，jiejie，woqiunihaijiwo，wohaizhunbeihejiefuzaihunlishangdai。”shennanzhiteyijianghunlierziyaodegewaiqingxi，tongshiyanjingyizhayizhade，leijiuluolexialai。
yijiandaoshennanzhikule，yanzhangyuanneidianxinruandunshiyanxiaoyunsan，tadabuzouguoquzuanshangshenyanzhideshouwan。
“脱掉。”
“nifenglemayanzhangyuan？”shenyanzhibukezhixindekanzheyanqiandenanren。
keyanzhangyuandeyanzhongquemanshiburongzhihui。
“nihaixiangbuxiangjianhaizile？”
baishibailingdeweixie，shenyanzhichenmoxujiuhou，shuaikaileyanzhangyuandeshou，jiezheyidianyidiandejiekaizijideyupao。
浴袍落地。
tayisi.buguadezhanzaierrenmianqian。
keyanzhangyuanquehurandengdaleyanjing。
好多伤疤。
shenyanzhideshenshangjihumimimamade，quanshishangba。