第4章 怎么不去死?

jihuyishunjian,linshenshenjiurenchuleshengyindezhuren,“mubai,nidabanyedebushuijue,paolaiwofangjianzuoshenme?”

“woxiangyaole。”qiaomubailisuodangrandishuodao。

tayijingjiangjinyigexingqimeiyoupengguotale,caifaxianzheijushentiduitadexiyinliyouduomededa。

ertaconglaijiubushiweiquzijideren,ziranyewuxuzairen。

“qiaomubai,nishibushiwanglejianshi,houtiannijiuyaochengweiwodemeifule,womenzheishiluan/lun!”

linshenshenyouxiuyounu,tagenbenmeixiangdaomubaidedanzihuizheimeda,juranpaodaotafangjianlilai。wanyitamendeshiqingbeifuqinzhidaole,neitazhendemeilianjianrenle。

“xianzaixiangpieqingguanxi?wanle!”qiaomubaideyuqitouzhemoshizaibide,“zhiyaowoxiangyao,nijiubixudeji!wulunzaishenmedifang!”

“buyao,mubai,nikuaitingxia!womenbukeyizaijixuzheiyangxiaqule!”

linshenshenbusixindiquanshuo,jishizaiyanelinmengting,tayebuxiangzuopohuairenjiajiatingdedisanzhe。

zheiduanjixingdeguanxishishihoutingzhile。

dantadehua,quebeiqiaomubaizhijiewushile。

yaojianyijin,tajiubeifanlegeshen。tazhidaotashiyaolaizhendele。

linshenshenlianseyibai,huranchusheng,“mubai,nibuyaohelinmengtingdinghunhaoma?ruguokeyi,wohuianxinzuonideqingfu,napashiyibeizi。”

zheihuayichu,tamingxianganjueshenshangdenanrenshenquyijiang。

qishitazaidu,dumubaiduitahaishiyouzheganqingde,buguanshiqingmeizhumazhiqinghaishiqita。

tangruotayingle,neimejishiwumingwufen,tayeganzhiruyi。

danruguoshule,neidengdaitade,jiangshiwanjiebufu,zhongrentuoqi。

yechendekepa,tajinzhangdeyaozhexiachun,tingzhechenmolepiankedeqiaomubaibinglengchusheng,“jiuniyepei?nidingduozhishigegongju!dengwowannilenisuibiangun”

linshenshenmanlianjuewang,yanshenkongdong,yuanbenjuliedexintiaofangfotingzhileyiban。

tamannaozidouzaihuidangzhetadehua。

yuanlai,tazhishimanzutadegongjueryi。

xujiuzhihou,qiaomubaichuandaizhengqi,kanzhetangzaichuangshangtanruanrunidelinshenshen,lenglengshuodao:“linshenshen,nizheibeizidoubiexianglikaiwo!”

linshenshentongkubiyan,leishuidashilezhentou。

她该怎么办?

fangmenhou,yishuangyanjingquejiangzheiyiqiedoukanzaileyanli,jiduhenuhuotunshiletadeqingxu。

zaiqiaomubailikaihou,talimatuikaimenchongjinqu,pitougailiandimadao:“nizheichoubuyaoliande**,lianbierendeweihunfudoubufangguo,nizenmezheimejian,zenmebuqusi!?”

linshenshenjinghuangdikanzhelinmengting,xinlizongyouzhongbeizhuajianzaichuangdezuiegan。

“bushinikandaodeneiyang,nitingwojieshi……”

“bizui!wobuxiangtingnijieshi!wojintianyidingyaohaohaojiaoxunnizheige**!”linmengtingqidelianseniuqu,pushanglaiyibazhuazhulinshenshendetoufa,jianlidezhijiaquanwangtalianshangzhaohu,“naohuanidelian,kanniyihouhaizenmegouyinnanren!”

linshenshennuliyangtoubikaitadezhijia,“nikuaifangkaiwo!buranwojiubukeqile!”

“haoa,wodaoyaokankannizenmegebukeqifa!”

linmengtingpoladesangmenchaoxingleshuimengzhongdelinzuweifufu,fenfenganlaichakan。

“zenmehuishi?doujiwozhushou!”

linmengtingbuqingbuyuandisongshou,yigaigangcaineibahudemoyang,canxixidikusudao:“bama,nimenyaotiwozuozhu,tajurangouyinmubai!”

“什么?”

linzuweiheyanglingyudouzhenjingle,diyifanyingjiushibuganxiangxin。

danlinshenshenneiyibubitiyangziquerangtamenbudebuxiangxin。

hunvxinqiedeyanglingyulvxianbaofa,duizhelinshenshenjiushihenhenyibazhang,“buyaoliandehulijing,nijuranlianzijidemeifudoubufangguo!”

“ni……nijianzhijiushichushengburu!womenlinjiademenfengdoubeinibaihuaile!jiamenbuxinga!”linzuweiqidaohunshenzhiduosuo,doubuzhidaogaizenmemacaihaole。

“zheijiujiaoshangliangbuzhengxialiangwai,youshenmeyangdemuqinjiuyoushenmedenver!”linmengtingnumadao。

yuanbenyizhimomorenshoudelinshenshenshunjianbeirenule,“buxunishuowomama!zheijianshigenwomamameiguanxi!”

“ba,nikantajuranhaixiongwo,wanquandoumeiyouhuigaideyisi!”

linmengtingzhuantoujiuxiangfuqingaozhuang,linzuweidanu,yangshoushuailelinshenshenyibazhang。

“ninv!womenlinjiazenmejiuchulenizheige**dewanyi!mashangjiwogunchuqu!yihoubuyaoshuonishiwolinzuweidenver!”

“ba,nizheishiyaogenwoduanjueguanxima?”linshenshenwuzhelianjiabuganzhixindikanzhefuqin,tazenmenengshuochuzheimejueqingdehuayu?

“biejiaowoba,womeinizheiyangbuzhixiuchidenver!”duidanverchedishiwangdelinzuwei,lengkudaojueqing。

“hao!wozou!yihouyibudoubuhuitajinlinjia!”

beishenshenshanghaidelinshenshenleiruyuxia,feibenchulelinjia。

cishiyishishenye,jiedaoshangjingdekepa。

linshenshenmanwumudediyanzhejiedaoluanzou,buzhibujuejian,jingrandaoleyichumuyuan。

wangzhemubeishangmianneigexiaorongcanlan,yuqiaomubaifeichangxiangsidexiaonanhai,taneihaoburongyizhizhudeleishuizaidubenyongerchu。

“小飞。”

qiaoxiaofei,linshenshenzheibeizizuikuijiuderen。

ruguobushitanaozheyaoquyoulechangwan,ruguobushitafeiyaomubaizuotapangbian,errangxiaofeizuozaibeizhuangdeneiyice,neitajiubuhuidangchangshenwang,lianqiangjiudejihuidoumeiyou!

doushitadecuo!tadecuo!!

linshenshentaishouhenhenshuailezijijierguang,xinlihuihendaowuyifujia。

ruguobushita,neimekeairuanmeng,jingchanggenzaita**houmianhanjiejiedexiaofeijiubuhuisile!

xiaofeihaineimexiao,lianzheigeshijiedouhaimeizixikanguo,zenmejiusileni?yinggaisiderenshitacaidui!

tajiushigehairenjing,haisilexiaofei,youhaidemamacanji,haihaideyuanbenyangguangkailangdemubaichenglerujinzheilengkujueqingdemoyang。

tashigechechedididezuiren,bugansheqiubandiankuanshu。

weishenmedangchusiderenbushita?neiyangdehuazheixiebeijujiubuhuishangyan,tayebuyongzairenshouzheixiezhemole。

huibudangchudelinshenshenbeitongyujue,kudaohunmileguoqu。

dengxingguolaizhihou,yijingshidiertianzaochenle。

tazixishoushilexiaofeidemudizhihou,likailemuyuan。

zaiyongzaocandeshihouwuyijiantingdaogebizhuodetaolun,“nikandaoweiboderesoulema?jiuneigelinshijituandeneigelinshenshen。”

“kandaole,zhenshibuyaolian!”