第1章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

qinxiyaochuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“秦熙瑶。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

qinxiyaokanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,jiangchengyu,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yuqinxiyaojiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“qintongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

qinxiyaochuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihejiangchengyujiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianmengwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaojiangchengyuyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweimengwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahejiangchengyudejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……

“在想什么?”

jiangchengyuwenzhe,zirandejieguoleqinxiyaoshoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,qinxiyaodexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhejiangchengyuyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

jiangchengyushenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,qinxiyaowangzhejiangchengyulengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,jiangchengyudoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jianjiangchengyudakaichemenyaoxiache,qinxiyaokaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

jiangchengyulengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

秦熙瑶没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihejiangchengyuyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,jiangchengyushenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

jiangchengyunaleyaochidakaimen。

qinxiyaogenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,mengwanyinglechulai:“chengyu,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,qinxiyaodexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhejiangchengyu,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”