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huanghujiantingjiangengfuqiaoguosanxiang,bangzishenghunzheyeyuxili,menwaichuanlaixixisusudeshengyin。
jingyusongshaohanlinzoushineiju“buhuilaile”zhongdiezaiyiqi,zaierpanwengwengzuoxiang。
yishikaishimohushi,yinyuetingjianmenzhouzhuandongdezhiyasheng。
wonulizhengyan,quezhikanjianmenglongrenying。
“zenshaochengzheiyang...”
daizhezhandoudenanshengguozhehanqibijin,cucaodezhangxintieshangwodeetou,jingdewosesuoleyixia。
zheiwendu,bushisongshaohan。
duifangdongzuoqingroudejiangwobaoruhuaizhong,yikouyikouweiwotangyao。
“mopa,yaojianhaole,wozaizheini。”
weiwanyaohou,tajiangwobaodegengjin,xiabaqingqingcengzhewodefading,guntangdeleishuizazaiwosuogu。
tashengyinlidaizhejinhubengkuidegengyan。
“ruowozaiwanlaiyibu...”
wofeilidixiangyaokanqingyanqianren,quezhinengbuzhuodaohuangdongdezhuhuozaitalunkuoshangtouxiadenuanguang。
意识渐渐沉沦。
dengzaixinglai,shijianyilaidaodiertianxiawu。
shenshangganganshuangshuang,chuangtoubaihaofancai,wuneiquekongwuyiren。
menwaituranxiangqijiaobusheng,wohuangmangtanghuizhenshang。
linyanzhoupengzhexinjiandeyaokuajinmen,fajianhaizhanzhexisuidecaoxie,cubuyijinbeihanshuijinchushensehenji。
“xinglezenmebuhuanwo?”
tabanguizaitaqian,zhangxintieshangwodeetou,youtanxiangbeirulidetangpozi。
“kehaiyounalibushufu?”
wowangzhetayanxiadeqinghei,youxiebuzizaidetianletianzuichun。
“yaotaiku,wobuhe。”
hualuocaijingjue,zheijingshijinianlaidiyicirenxing。
duifanglengleleng,leranyixiao,zaoyouyuliaobancongxiuzhongtaochuyouzhibao,luchulimianjinhuangdeguihuatang。
“zaobeihaole,jiuzhidaoniyaonao。”
我漱漱的落下泪来。
yifangmianshimeixiangdaozheisuikoudeyijujiaoqihua,jingzhennenghuanlaituotiedehuiying。
lingyifangmianzeshiyinweilinyanzhou,tajinghairuciguanianwo。
ruguodangchuneinian,womeiyouquhoushancaicaoyao,qiahaozhuangjianyinweiyiwaizhuiluodesongshaohan。
youbatadaihuijiazhongxixinzhaoliao,rangsongshaohanrendingwoshitadeqingjie。
tahunmishijinzuanwodeyijiao,xinglaihoucangbaimianrongshangdeganji。
douchenglejingxinbianzhidepianju,youwodieruwanjiebufudeshenyuan。
rangwoweiciguimixinqiao,bugufumufandui,zhiyiyaojiajisongshaohan。
wobengaijiajicenghewoyouguowawaqindelinyanzhou。
lianggerenguoshangpingdanyouxingfudexingfudeshenghuo,erbushixiangrujinzheiyang,zhenpanluomankusedelei。
dangchubeiwohuihunhou,linyanzhoumeiyouzeguaiwo,zhishikuxiaozhehuilebeituihuidebanfuyuanyangjinpa。
“meiguanxideyanyan,wokeyiyizhidengni。”
houlaitinglinlishuo,tabapazidiedefangfangzhengzheng,shouzaimuxiazuidiceng。
erneigemuxiali,haitangzhewosongtadejiufasheng、yiqizhaiguodeyemeigan,quanshixiebeiwoyiwangzaishiguanglidesuosui。
tayijiumeiriqingchenluguowojiamenqian,zhishiwozaiyebugankanta。
rujintaguizuozaiwotaqian,yixiucengguowodeshoubei,dishangyimeiguihuagao。
“吃了就不苦了。”
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houlaideriziliyizhishilinyanzhouzaizhaoguwo。
zongshiwangwodeyanshenlichongchizheganqing,ketashizhongjuzhideti,meiyouyuju。
binghaohou,wodengleyitianyouyitian,yiyueyouyiyue,yinianyouyinian。
songshaohanshizhongmeiyouxiaoxi,yemeizaihuilaiguo。
fangfojiurutalikaiqianshuodezuihouyijuhuayiban,zaiyebuhuilaile。
buzhishizhinianzuosuihaishishenme,woshizhongmeiyoufangqi。
rengjiubuduandeyongsongshaohanliuxialaidechuanxungongjujitachuanxun,qijisongshaohannenghuifu。
可始终石沉大海。
zuizhonghaishitadeqingmeisongqingqingbunaifanle,tazheyidicanxuechuangruxiaoyuan。
“haizaideng?nisixinba,shaohangegeshuole,tazhiaiwo,nibuguoshitayonglaiduguoqingjiedegongjubale。”
“rujinxianzunzhaodaolebiedefazikeyiduguoqingjie,niziranyejiumeiyongle,biezaichixinwangxiang!”
songqingqingjiangyikuailiuyingshishuaizaiwolianshang,shangmianqingqingchuchudejiluxialesongshaohantadeduihua。
huamianlitaxieyizaitashang,zhijianbawanzhewosongdeyupei,chunjiaogouqidexiaoliangborushuang。
“buguoshigefanren,wannilebianrengle,liuzheaiyan。”
songqingqingnizaitajiantouqingxiao,suishoujiangwohaojinxinxueweitabiandehongshengcaizaijiaoxia。
liuyingshigunluozaidi,yingchuwocanbairuzhidelian。
“zhidaotaweihecongbuhuini?”
宋清清甩着帕子。
“meicishoudaonidexiaoxi,tadouyaohewoxiaoshangsanri,shuonichundelianxianfanzhibiedoulinbuqing。”
喉间泛起苦涩。
“够了。”
wozuanjincaoyixiu,tingjianzijideshengyinfazhan。
“我早已不...”
“不什么?”
宋清清突然逼近。
“haixiangpianziji?dangniantaguyizhongshangyinnishijiu,buguoshisuanzhunnizheifanrenhuiduixianrendongfanxin,shinilinbuqingzijideweizhi!”
说完,她嗤笑离去。
songqingqingdechixiaohunzhexuelizipuzailianshang,bidangniansongshaohandelengyanlengyugengcigu。
linyanzhouchongjinlaishi,wozhengduizhemanshilangjiefaleng,tahuangmangpengqiwodelian。
“言言,怎么了?”
songshaohanxianglaibuxiwo,rujinxundaobiedepojuzhifa,dangranhaobuliuqingdechuaikaiwo。
我早该放下的。
jirantabuyaowole,woyouhebizaidengzheta。
genghekuang,shenbianhaiyougenghaoderendengzhewo。
woyangqitouduizhelinyanzhoudanranyixiao。
“你要老婆不要?”