第十九章
muguanchenshibeicigudehanyidongxingde。
tajiannandizhengkaiyan，etouchuanlaisiliebandetengtong，nianchoudexuejiyijingganhe，jiangtadejiemaonianzaiyiqi，tashizhedongledongshenzi，quefaxianyoubanbianshentichenzhongmamu，jihubutingshihuan。
juliedehuangluanrangtazhengzhazhexiangyaopaqilai，quezhihuanlaiyizhentianxuandizhuan，youtuideduanguchuchuanlaizuanxindeteng，ergengrangtagandaokongjudeshi，tadeyoushoujingranwufawojin。
neizhicengjingzhijianshadideshou，rujinliantaiqidoukunnan。
“xingle？”yigelengmodeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai。
muguanchenjiannandizhuantou，kanjianjigeshenzheqiufujiapufushidenanzizhanzaimenkou，weishoudeguanshizhenglengyankanzheta。
“nimen……”muguanchendesangyinsiyayichang，“sheizhunnimenjinlaide？”
guanshichixiaoyisheng，tahuangusizhoupobaidewuzi，yanzhongmanshibiyi：“fenglaoyefurenzhiming，laiquhui**dejiazhuang，buguokanlaiwomenlaiwanle，zheifulizaojiumeishenmezhiqiandongxile。”
muguanchenzhengzhazhezuoqi：“fangsi！zheishijiangjunfu，nimen……”
“jiangjun？”guanshidaduanta，jifengdao，“ninxianzaibuguoshigecanfeideshuminbale。”
tahuilehuishou：“sou！basuoyoushuyuqiujiadedongxidoubanzou！”
jigezhuangshuodejiapulikesankai，kaishifanxiangdaoju，muguanchenyanzhengzhengdikanzhetamenchaixiamenlian，banzouzhuoyi，shenzhilianchuangtashangdejinbeidoubeijuanzou。
taxiangyaozuzhi，quelianzhanqilaideliqidoumeiyou。
“neishiwomujiadedongxi！”tasihoudao。
guanshiconghuaizhongtaochuyifenqingdan，mantiaosilidizhankai：“zheichuangshi**peijiadezitanmubabuchuang，zheizhuozishiqiufutezhidehongmuanji，jiulianninshenshanggaidezheichuangbeizi，yeshi**congniangjiadailaide，zenme，mugongzishixianglaizhang？”
muguanchenliansetieqing，quewuyanyidui。
zheiliangnianfuzhongyongdu，queshidoushikaozheqiuyueqingdejiazhuangzaizhicheng。
turan，houyuanchuanlaiyizhencaozasheng。
guanshilianseyibian，kuaibuzouchuquchakan。
buduoshi，tanuqichongchongdihuilai：“haonigemuguanchen！jingranba**dejiazhuangshoushidoubianmaile！”
muguanchenzheicaixiangqi，neixieshoushi……doubeisongyuannazoule。
“bushiwo……”taxiayishibianjie，quejianguanshiyijingbunaifandihuishou：“bale，hengshuzheizhaiziyeshiqiujiadechanye，jinriyibingshouhuilaibianshi。”
muguanchenmengdezhengdayanjing：“shenme？zheizhaizishi……”
“ninbuzhidao？”guanshiluchukuazhangdejingyabiaoqing，“zheizhaizidangnianshilaoyemaixiasongji**depeijiaa，diqishangxiedekeshi**demingzi，rujinhelile，ziranyaoshouhuilai。”
muguanchenhunshenfadou，buzhishiqidehaishidongde。
tazheicaixiangqi，dangnianchengqinshi，qiujiaqueshishuoguoyaosongzhaizi，dantaweilemianzi，jianchiyongzijineijianxiaoyuanzi。houlaishengleguan，qiujiabianbazheichudazhaiguohujileqiuyueqing……
“lairen！”guanshigaoshenghandao，“bazheiwei‘mujiangjun’qingchuqu！”
lianggejiapushangqian，yizuoyiyoujiaqimuguanchen。
tapinmingzhengzha，queyinweibanbianshenzibutingshihuan，zhinengxiangpobuyiyangbeituoxing。
“bu……buyao……wodedongxi……”jingguoyuanmenshi，takanjianzijidejijianjiuyibeihuluanrengzaiyigepobaofuli。
guanshilengxiao：“zheixiepolanwomenqiujiakanbushang，ninjinguandaizou。”
muguanchenbeizhongzhongrengzaifumenwai，baofusankai，jijiantunsedejiuyigunluozaidi，yibashengxiudepeijian“kuangdang”yishengzazaiqingshibanshang。
neishitadangniancongjunshiyongdejian，rujinlianjianqiaodoubujianle。
zhuqidamenzaitamianqianzhongzhongguanshang，luosuodeshengyingewaicier。
hanfenghuxiao，muguanchentanzuozaitaijieshang，wangzhezijizhandoudeyoushou，turanfachuyizhensiyadexiaosheng。
两年。
tayongleliangnianshijianjijiyingying，congbianguanxiaojiangpadaojingchengquanguideweizhi，tayiweizijishikaojungongshangwei，queyuanlaiyizhidoushikaozheqiujiadeyinbi；tayiweizhangkongleyiqie，daotoulailianzhudezhaizidoushibierende；tayiweipaoqileqiuyueqingjiunengfeihuangtengda，xianzaiqueliangeqigaidouburu……
xuehuakaishipiaoluo，jianjianfugailetadepoyilanshan。
muguanchenyangtouwangzhehuimengmengdetiankong，huranxiangqihenduonianqian，neigeguizaiqiufumenqianqiuqushaonvdeziji。
如果当初……
kexi，zheishishangconglaimeiyouruguo。