第二章重来的机会
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宴会终于结束了。
wogenzhejiarenyiqisongzousuoyoubinke，qizhongwobajilewoyigeyanshen，woshunjiandudong。
他找我谈心。
“raner，wozenmejizheniyiqianshiduichenjianeixiaozichuixiansanchilea？tiantianhuizaifanzhuoshangyubabashuoneichenjiaxiaoziduomeduomeshuai，duomeduomeyouxiu，babadatinglezhihouzhidaodequeyouzheishier，bianyetingshangshineixiaozi，keshijintianbabajinijieshao，youyirangnimenerrenhaoshichengle，kenizenmebuyuanyini？”
wolijihuiwuzheshoufouding。
“woqu！zheiduohuiqi！sheiduitachuixiansanchia！sizhuangdezijihejunziside！guanmiantanghuangde！wopei！sheixihuanle？goudoubuyao！”
爸爸笑的胡子抖。
“keshiwodejiyilimianzenmehaiyounitoutoujirenjiasaixiaoqingshudeshi？tiantianyixiakejiuxiangyaoqutoumiaorenjia，shituzhizaoherenjiajianmiandejihui？haipaoquguangbozhanjichenxiaozidianxiaoqingge，haishiyingwende！jiaoloveshenme..........”
“ba！daodishinagezhangshezihenishuozheigeshi？！zheidousheidadexiaobaogao！”
wobahaimeishuowan，wojiuqijibaihuaidedaduan。
danshi，tashuodedequeshishishi，zheiyidianheilishiwozhinengshirenzai。
jiyizhongdezhongxue，chenchenneiniangaosandoubiyele，woganggangcongchusanbiye。
quanxiaodaochudouzaifatabaosongleqingdadehaoxiaoxi。
wodeqingxuquehenfuza，yibiantitagaoxing，yibianyouyinweikendingyihougengjiajianbudaotaleergandaoshiluo。
dangran，qingchunqinvshengdezhuiqiuaiqingdexinshibuganrenshude，hekuangshiwozheizhongyaoqiangderen。
wohenxiangbazijidexinyigaosuta，zhishaoyeyaorenshiyici。
keshiwomenwanquanxiangchadenianjitaidale，womendexuexiaoguandehenyange。
wogenbenmeiyoujinrugaozhongbudejiaoxueloujihui，gengbietihetadahua。
yushi，wojiuxiangdaole，womenbushichuzhongbiyelema！xianglaizaipaibiyezhaodeneitian，shengzhuangchuxi，haikeyiyoutiqiancanguangaozhongbujiaoxueloudeliyouquzhaodaochenchen！
shiqinganzhaojihuajinxingle，biyedezheitianwochuandehenlongzhong，yexiangdaolezheigeliyoujiekou。
guzuyongqidewozhongyutajinlegaozhongbudemen。
haoxiaoxishi，wodequejinlaile。
huaixiaoxishi，jinlaidebuzhiwoyige，erqiehaibeijiaoyuchuzhurenzhualeyigezhengzhe。
pianpianneishihoushizhoumo，zhiyouchenchenneijigedasaiduiwuderenzaibuke，zaizhuajincanyuxiayichangbisai。
neitian，quanxiaochusanbiyedenvsheng，jihuyouyibandouchongqugaozhongbu，douzaipaiduidengchenchen。
jiaoyuchuzhurenshigegengnianqizhongnianpijiududelaonanren，tadangranbuyunxuzijidequanweibeifan。
tazhijiejiubawomensuoyourendoujizhuale，meiyoujiguo，danshiquebawomensuoyourendemingzihuadaoleyigedaheibanshangshizhong。
wodemingzihaishizaizuidingshang，chusan（erban），qinjinran。
huixiangqizijishamaoyiyangdeqianyishi，woxianzaishenzhixiangjiwozijilaiyibazhang，bawodangshidangmimeishihounaozilideshuiquanbudoujishanchulai。
woxiangbabadiashengsajiao：“aiya，diedi，sheimeiyougeqingchunnianshaowuzhideshihouni！woneishihounaozixiudouleyoubudaibiaowozheigeshihouyeshinaozixiudoude！sheimeixihuanguojigemeinaozijiannanren？neidoushiqianbainianqiandeshiqing，zanmenzhendebuyaozaijixutitale，meicishuotawodouyaoshenglibushi，fanzhengwomenshiyidianyebuheshi！wobuxihuanchenchen！yejuebuhuijiajita！”
meicuo，chenchen，zheibeizijiejiuchengquanni。
daoshihounijiusuanshiguizaiwojiamenqiansantiansanyewodoujueduibuhuihuitoukanniyiyan！juebu！
“haohaohao，wodexiaoguaibao，zanmenbujianeixiaozijiubujiale！nijiusuanshiyibeizibuxiangjiaren，babadoujinichengyao！”
wobaguoranshiyixiangduiwochongnidebuxing，genbenbukenengshuowoshenme。
hekuangshizairenshengdashishang，tagengshiduiwojueduidezunzhong。
“ranran，neinixianzaidouyijingbiyele，yihouni？youshenmedasuan？yaobuxianlaigongsibangmang？duoduolejielejiegaokejicailiaozheiyikuaideshichangziyuan。”
renshengdeguihuame？qishizhongshengzheiyishizhihou，wohaizhendeshixiangguo。
qianyishi，chenjiarenbuxihuanjialinvzichuqupaotoulumian，youyibuxiwangnvzitaiqiangda，danxinhuibiandetaiqiangshi。youhuozhedanxinwojiandeduolejiuduichenchenmeiyisi，suoyiwozicongjiehunzhihoujiuchengweileyigeyinxingren。
duiwaiwodeshenfenzhiyouchentaitaiyijiqinguohaidenver。
wowanquanshiqulewoziji，zhengtianjiuweiraozhechenchenzhuanyou。
kongpatadangshineimefanwo，zhijuedewoxiangnaorendecangyingyibanba。
zaizheiyishi，wojueduiyaozijichengweidashu，chengweiwoziji，chengweiqinjinran。
buzaishichentaitai，buzaishiqinguohainver。
我说出自己的决心。
“ba，wozheibushiganggangzaiguowaiduwanbenkema？wojiexialaihaixiangxianjixudushu，duyan，guowaidegaokedaxueyiweibeisenjiaoshouyuwobenkeshishuxidelaoshishilaopengyou，woxiangquyutaxuexi。”
yuanben，wobaqishibingbuxiwangwochuguo，jiupawozaiguowaibeirenqifu。
keshi，tayitingdaowoxiangxuexideshizheifangmiandezhishi，lijigaoxingdebudele。
“haoyangde！bukuishini！dongshile！zhidaobangbabafendanle！babatongyangyexiwangnizhihoukeyichuangchushuyuzijideyipianhaikuotiankong！”
takanzhewo，yanquanfanhong，wodebizijingranyeshisuanleyousuan。
qianyishi，wojianzhishigehunzhang，weilewanjiuchenjiadezijinweiji，wojihutaokongleniangjiarendejiadi，yuanyuanbuduandetianbuneixiangwudidongyiyangdequelou，bujichenchen。
zuihou，wobujinluoderencailiangkong，shenzhihaidashanglezijideming，erchenchenzheigegenghunzhangderen，shenzhizuihouyikehaiduiwohenzhirugu。
shangyishi，wodefuqinyidinghentongku，henjuewangba，zijirucichongaidenver，jingranjiuzheiyangbaifarensongheifarenle。
haihao，jilewoyigezhonglaidejihui。
zheiyishi，yiqiedoujianglaolaozhangwozaiwoshouzhong。