第四章

shinianbeiyangdehenhao,zaiyiyuanzhudaoxianzai,lianseyeshishifenhongrunjiankangde。

siyuelidetian,jialirenrengxianbugoudejitatianleyijianhouwaitao,shengpatazheliang。

fanguanwochuanzheyishenbuheshendejiuyifu,xiulongjiankongkongdangdangde,ganbiexuruodeyangzi,rensheikanle,doubishiniangengxiangdabingleyichang。

kexizheijiarenyanmangxinyemang,yanlizhiyoushinian,meiyouwo。

tingdaowodezheihua,taxiaoqilai,xiangshiwoshuoleshenmeyinrenhaoxiaodexiaohuayiyang。

“shenmemaoa?niannian,wobuzhidaoa?”

woxindiyigunuhuochengderanqi,danhaimeilaidejifazuo,mamajiuzhouzhemeifanbowo:

“shinian,nishibushiguyilaizhaoshide?nijiejiegangcongyiyuanhuilai,nixianzaishishenmetaidu!”

又开始了。

haishizheiyang,youshizheiyang。

neiguhuozhongyucongxinkouranshaodaotouding,cidewojihuwufasikaodeduizhetamendahan:

“shinianshuoshenme,nimenjiuxinshenmema?tashalewodemao!”

wobazuozaishafashangyipaizhuozi,nudao:“niyouwanmeiwan?”

“shibushijialiduinitaikuanrongle,guandeniwanglezijideshenfen?”

zheichangmiantaihuangdan,wojingranrenbuzhuxiaochuleyanlei。

shinianganghuilaideneiyinian,wobapawozaijialibuzizai,baquanjiarenjiaodaoyiqikaihui,zuihouyizhengyancidebawolanzaihuaili,gaosudajia:

“niannianshizhaohuilaile,danshishinian,yongyuandoushiwodenver。”

yanyouzaiera,dangnianweiwochutoudeshita,rujinxianwowanglezijideshenfendeyeshita。

wozheicaihouzhihoujuedeyoudianmingbai,qishiwobudandanshizaiweineizhimaochutou,haishizaiweizheixienianbeihulvedewozijichutou。

“batadedongxidoujiwozhaochulairengchuqu,duinijiejiezheigetaidu,niyebuyongliuzaizheigejialile。”

“wojiudangmeiyounizheigenver。”

……

liayihenkuaicongwodefangjianlishoushichuyixiangdongxi,baizaileketingdezhuozishang。

biqifulitanghuangdezheidonglaozhai,neixiangdongxikanqilaishineimekelian,shenzhikenenghaimeiyoushiniandeyigehuazhuangxiangda。

wobamazhenglezhengshen,meifanyingguolaisidewenliayi:

“tashengxiadedongxini?”

liayiyechenmoleyishuncaikaikou:

“zheijiushixiao**quanbudedongxile。”

shia,tamenyinggaiyexiangbudaoba,shenghuozaizheiyangyigejiali,lianyongrendoubiwohuodeguangxianliangli。

shuochuqushishijiadexiao**,kewozheiyishenqiongsuandedaban,sheinengxinni?

wobabiaoqingsongdongleyishun,dagaiyebuluoren,danrengranlabuxialiandelenghengleyisheng:

“yizhimao,sijiusile,nixianzaijinijiejierencuodaoqian,wojiudangnimeishuoguoneixiehua,fouze。”

shiniankesouleliangsheng,guzuodafangdexiaolexiaoduiwobashuo:

“nianniansuishuxiaobudongshi,bieguaita……”

tamenfunvqingshen,kezheifuyangzilingwozuoou,tamencaishiyijiaren,wodequeshigeduoyudewairen。

lianxiaojudouyongyuanliuzailezheili,qitadedongxi,woyemeiyoubiyaodaizou。

tahuahaimeishuowan,wojiunaqineixiangdongxi,fanzhuanzhedaoguolai,limiandedongxipilipaladeshuaileyidi,langbeidehen。

我爸妈都变了脸色。

wusuineiniantamenyiqisongjiwodeyongshuijingdiaokedeyuanzhuyeshuaizaidishang,kechuyigequekou,zuihougundaotadejiaobian。

neishitamensongjiwowusuideshengriliwu,

yuyishi“zhangshangmingzhu”。

chuquezheige,xiangzilishengxiadedoushitamenmeiniansongjiwodeshengriliwu,daoshiersuiweizhi。

yinweicongshiersuikaishi,shiniandeshengriqudailewodeshengri,meiyichangshengdadeshengriyanhui,zhiyoushinianyigerenchuandexianggongzhu。

neilimianyouhenduozasui,basuineiniandehushenfu,shisuineiniandezhenzhudiaozhui,

xianzaidouxianglajiyiyangtanzaidishang。

womadeshenseyenandededongrong,runiezhezuichunqueyeshuobuchushenmehua:

“你……”

woquezhijuedeqiansuoweiyoudechangkuai,

zheiyuanbenjiudoubushishuyuwode。

还给他们正好。

“wobuqiannimendele。”