第1章
shenhuaiyinzaozhizheishijianmeiyourenaita。
tademuqinmeirichoutadexue，weixinzangbingdedidizibushenti。
"ninandaoyaokannididiqusima?zhishimeitianrangnixianchuyidianxuebale。”
tadeqiziyedasuanyutalihun，hetadidizaiyiqi。
“wozhishihongtacaidayingjiajita，peitayanxi，zhishijitian，nixianweiquyixia。”
shenzhiliantadeerziyeduitabaibanxianqi。
“woyaoshushuzuowodebaba!"
shenzhizuihou，tamenbipotajididihuanxinzang。
shenhuaiyinzaibuganbaoyouqidai，chixiashiyijiaonang，chediwangdiaoguanyutamendeyiqie。
congcizhihou，shijianzhiyougulengshangjiexiaozhu，zaiwushenhuaiyin......
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shenhuaiyinniezhezhijianyiyangdadejiaonang，zaizhangxinmosuofanzhuanlexujiu。
zheiyimeixiaoxiaodejiaonang，jiunengqingchujiyi，wangqingjueaima？
yinzaiheianxiadejiaoyizhezhongyurenbuzhukaikou，“nixianghaole？chixiajiaonangkejiushenmedoubujidele。”
yimeishiyijiaonang，fuchudedaijiashichengweifaguotiandejituandezongcai。
tiandejituanjinnianlaizaoyuzhongdajinrongweiji，yizaochengshangqianyidesunshi，yidantanta，jianghuizaizhenggeouzhouyinqidongdang。
shenhuaiyinruobunengrangtiandejituanzaiduanshijianneiqisihuisheng，tianjiadepeichangkuanjiweiyuejinjiuhuiluozaishenhuaiyinshenshang。
shenhuaiyintaimou，heitongningshizheta，yiziyidundao，“xianghaole。”
neirenhuanhuanzhuanshen，chenmoxujiuzheicaikaikou：
“jierenzongcaizhiwei，xulianchiqirijiaonang，duanqingjueai，congciguku，cishi，congweiyourenzuodedao，ni......kemingbai？”
bujideyehao，neiyangtongkudeguowang，buzhidetazailiulian。
shenhuaiyinhenkuainadaojiaonanghuilejia。
shenhuaiyinmeiyousihaoyouyu：“zaixiamingbai。”
“那好吧。”
“yaoxiaofazuohounihuiwangqueyiqierenheshi，haiyouqitian，yunizaihuderengaogebieba。”
zaihuderen......
他还有在乎的人吗？
neixietazaihuderen，haizaihutama？
huijiahou，kanzhegujidebieshu，shenhuaiyingoulegouzuijiao，luchuyimokusedexiaorong。
tadefumu，qizi，yijihaizi，cikedouyinggaipeizaineigenanrenshenbianba。
buzhitamenshifouhaijide，jinrishitadeshengri。
yigexiaoshihou，tamenhuilaile，tadeqizilinyan，jiandaotadediyiyanjiupobujidaidiyingleshanglai。
“shenhuaiyinniqunaerle？！”
kanzhetayanlidehuangluan，shenhuaiyinyouxiehuanghu。
tazheishizaiguanxinzijima？
zhishibudengtakaikou，linyanjiubunaifandicuicu：“nihuilaizhenghao，huaiyandeshentiyijingkeburonghuan，nimendoushixiongmaoxue，nidexueganghaokeyiweitahuanxinzang。”
“xianzairengongxinzangjishuyijingchengshu，dabulenizaiquzhaoyigeshihenidexinyuan！”
人工心脏。
呵。
shenhuaiyinkanxiangyipangdefuqinhemuqin，errenmeiyousihaobiaoshi，tadexinzaiciliangleyijie。
rengongxinzangshoushu，xuyaochouliquanshenxueye，jiezhechouqugusui，zuihouzaiyixishangcunzhijitaochuxinzang。
qizhongdetongku，nanyixiangxiang。
xinzangzhiyouyige，huanjididi，jiushijiaotasi！
shenhuaiyingoulegouzuijiao，luchujifengdexiaoyi：“pingshenme？”
“ng？”linyanyitiaomei：“nishuoshenme？”
“我说凭什么？”
“jiupingnidangchujiangshenhuaiyanyirendiuzaishanding，rangtabeihanqiruti，caidaozhijintiandejumian！”
林妍义正言辞。
keshuochulaidehua，querangshenhuaiyinneixingengweikuse。
“woqiantade，zaojiuhaiqingle。”
“congxiaodaoda，gezhongtexiaoyaohewodexue，fumudepeiban，qizideguanzhu，jiulianwodehaizidoubatadangzuoqindielaikandai，haibugoume？”
“rujin，neige**haiyaodianjiwodeming，shime？”
啪——
turuqilaideyibazhang，zhongzhongdazaitalianshang。
tademuqinyilianyinchen：“yaobushinizheigexinsidaidu，huaiyanyouzenmehuiluodegexiantianbuquan！”
“yaoshihuaiyanchushenmeyiwai，wodingqinshoujiangnibopichaigu！”
liangrencongcongliqu，jiulianlinyanyezhishikanletayiyan，biangenleshangqu。
zheiyike，yigushenshendepibeigancongshenhuaiyinxintouyongshang。
他累了。
taningyuanwangjisuoyou，yebuyuanweizheiyangdeyijiarenxianchuzijidexingming。
shenhuaiyinquchuyilishiyijiaonang，chenyinjian，yidiqingleidixia。
这是哭了么？
neiweihe，xinzhongmeiyoubanfensuanseganni？
shenhuaiyinshenshou，qingqingshiquyanqiandemohu。
meiyousihaoyouyu，naqishiyijiaonang，yingshengshengtunlexiaqu。
qirihou，tajiuzaiyebuhuiweirenheren，renheshiluoleile。