第五章：抛弃
dajianiyiyanwoyiyu，qifenhenkuaiyouzhongxinhuoluoqilai，huatiyebeidaidaoleqitashishangmian。
jiuguosanxun，zhongrenzoudezousandesan。zhishengxialewo，qiaofeifeihefangzhiwen。
fangzhiwenjiaobuxufudezouxiangwo，talazhewodeshoudao：
“jintiandeshiqingshigeyiwai，doushiwodecuogaitianwoqingnichifan，jiudangshipeizuile。”
kansishifenyouchengyi，quezaiqiaofeifeikanbujiandedifangtiezaiwodeerbiandao：
“jiangtingzhi！nibuguojiushitoulegehaotai！nibuhuizhenyiweiqiaofeifeixihuanniba？biezuomengle！”
wojiangfangzhiwennuokai，bingbuxianghetazuowuweidezhengzhi。
qiaofeifeixihuanwoyehao，buxihuanwoyeba，douhewomeiyouguanxile。
qiaofeifeifuzhefangzhiwen，yilianqianyidekanzhewo：
“zhiwenta......hezuile，wosongtahuiqu。”
我点了点头：
“嗯。”
qiaofeifeiyileng，xianrantameixiangdaowohuizheimehaoshuohua。
“dengwohuijia，womenhaohaotantanba。”
tantan？tantahefangzhiwenzhijiandetianmeiqikudeaiqing？
“知道了。”我道。
woxianzaibingbuxiangzaizheixieshishangduozuosikao。
wonaqishafashangdewaitao：
“那我先走了。”
gangzhuanshen，qiaofeifeituranjiaozhulewo：
“hejiubunengkaiche......”
“womeikaiche。”wodaduanqiaofeifei。
“e，shima，neiwomeizhuyi......”qiaofeifeijieshidao。
我依旧平静的点头。
tadangranbuhuizhuyiwokaimeikaichele，tadexinsiquanpuzaifangzhiwenshenshangle，neihainengguandelewoni？
qiaofeifeihaixiangshuoshenme，tashenbiandefanfuzhiwenturanfuzhetou：
“feifei，wo......wotouteng。”
qiaofeifeilikediuxiawo，shangquguanxinfangzhiwen：
“doushuolerangnishaohedian，nikankanni......”
“tingzhi，wodaizhiwenquyiyuan，nixianhuijia。”
shuowanbudengwokaikoutabianfuzhefangzhiwenchuqule。
waimianpiaozhexiaoxue，qiaofeifeideshenshangzhiyoudanbodelifu。
hanfenghuxiao，qiaofeifeixiayishidesesuoleyixia，ketashenbiandefangzhiwenqueyifubushengrenshideyangzi。
tamingmingmeizui，quebuyuanjiangyifujiqiaofeifeipiyipima？
wotanlekouqi，xiguanxingdejiangzijidewaitaotuoxialaipizaileqiaofeifeishenshang：
“zhidaozijipalenghaichuanzheimeshao？”
huayingangluo，wonazhewaitaodeshouyishijianlengzaiyuandile。
nianshaoshi，wojiuduiqiaofeifeihentitie，wozhidaotapaleng，suoyijingchangjitabeizheshenmenuanbaobao，houlaisuoxingbaoliduozhuanggewaitaohuozhepijian。
chuquwandeshihou，tagengshishenmedoubuyongguan，yiqieyouwofuze。
jiehunhou，qiaofeifeisuiranmangzhegongzuo，dankongxianshiyehuihuijiapeizhewohenannanchuquwan。
zaisuoyourenyanzhong，wojiushigehaobabahaofuqin，tayeshigehaomamahaoqizi。
幸福的一家三口。
cengjingdewoyezheiyangyiwei。
danhenkexi，qiaofeifeidezheikexinzhuangdedongxitaiduole。
sihushixiangdaoleguoqu，tadelianseshaoshaohuanhelexialai，gangyaobayifudazaizijijianshangshi，quetingjianfangzhiwenyishengjinghu。
qiaofeifeilikezhuanshenchaotabenqu，kandaotadezhuangkuanghouguanqiedixunwenta，“weijiaolema？zenmezheimebuxiaoxin。”
ranhoujingzhibawaitaorengzaidishang，fangbianfuzheta。
fangzhiwenzhouzhemei，xiangshibuhaoyisidao。
“jiaoshilaomaobingfanle，feifeiniyaobuhetingzhihuijiaba，wozijikeyide。”
shuowan，tazuoshiyaozijilikai。
nvrendanxinta，ziranbutongyi，fuzhetadeshoubeiyoushoujinleyifen。
ranhouqiaofeifeizhuantoukanxiangwo，“woxianbazhiwensongquyiyuan，nixianzijihuiqu，wowandianjiuhuiqu。”
shuowan，tajiudaizhefangzhiwenlikaile。