qiniandehunyin，woheruanshuheshizhongmeiyouhaizi。
tacengjiangwoyongzaihuaili，yancikenqie：
“bieduoxiang，woconglaijiubuxihuanhaizi，zheibeiziyounijiugoule。”
kejiuzaitagongsishangshiqiaozhongdeshunjian。
datingdemenbeimengdituikai。
woneitongfuyimudedidichuanglejinlai，huaizhongdeyingerkudezhentianxiang。
guyuchuanqishenghandao：“ruanshuhe！zheishinideerzi！nizenmenengbuyaowomenfuzi！”
talianseshabai，mengdiniutoukanwo，yanzhongquanshihuangluanheaiqiu。
可她不知道。
wozaojiuzhidaozheigehaizidecunzai。
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我平淡的看向她。
“xiaokedoulaizhaomamale，nibuqukankan？”
ruanshuhelianseweiweiyibian，kanleyanbaozhehaizideguyuchuan。
“baoqianjinyan，wodexianqukankanhaizi，womendeshizhihouzaishuo。”
shuoba，bianpobujidaidezhuanshen，chaozhefuziliangzouqu。
liangrenzaidatingguangzhongzhixiaqinmidezhanzaiyiqi，huoxiangyijiasankou。
mingmingxinyijingmamu，dankandaozheiyimuxinlihaishiyongqiyizhongbieyangdeqingxu。
ruanmujianwoliansenankan，jimangshangqiandayuanchang：
“jinyan，niyezhidaoshuhexindishanliang，tajiushikanbudehaizishouweiqu……”
ruanfuyehuangzhangdezaiyipangfuhe：
“shia，jinyan，nijiubiewangxinliqu。”
zheishi，yipangdemeimeiwenyanlengshengdao：
“xindishanliang？tazenmebubaquanchengdeliulanghaizidoushouyangle？”
随后转头看向我：
“ge，yaobushinidangchuzhiyiyaoqujiruanshuhezheigexiangxialaidecungu，tanayouzigetajinwomengujiadedamen！”
“jirantazaiwaimiangaochulesishengzi，neijiurangtajingshenchuhu，guixiajiwomengujiapeilidaoqian。”
huayingangluo，zhouweidejizhedaoxiyikouliangqi。
“zheixiaruanjiapashiyaoliangliangle，bijingtaredekeshijiangshikaizhezuida**degushi，gushijiazufukediguo，lianmingmenwangzudouzhengxiangpanfudeduwangshijia。”
“zhishimeichengxiangtangtangduwangzhizi，jingranranglaopodailelvmaozi，haijiangsishengzidailehuilai。”
“chuanwenduwangzhizifangzhetapotiemendemingmenguizubujia，pianpianjiajileyigemeiyoumingqideqiyejia，wokanrujinzheihunshi……”
我愣了片刻。
十岁那年，
wotanwanduzilijiayirenshangshan，jieguodiaojinlehoushanliehufeiqidexianjingzhong，beishengxiudebushoujiasisiyaozhuletui。
baoyuqingpen，hujiushengbeiyanmeizaileishengli。
shishangshankanchaideruanshuhepinjinquanlibaikaitiechi，yongxuebodejianbeiyibubujiangwotuochushenkeng。
tashouxinbeitiexiugedejiangu，queshizhongmeisongkaizhuazhuwodeshou。
neizhihou，tagaoshaosanri，youshouzhijinliuzheyidaoshenba。
congneiyikeqi，wojiufashiyaobaohutayibeizi。
wobuxiyujiazuduikang，yiduanjueguanxixiangbi，zhiyituidiaoyufujiadehunyue，yaojiajiwodejiumingenren。
fuqinzhongjiuaobuguowo，yezhinengnachuqiancaiyuziyuan，jiangruanjiapengchengjingshixingui，quanlezheichang“zhientubao”detimian。
可我不明白。
dangnianneigezaiyuyelisisizhuazhewobufangderuanshuhe，
rujinzenmehuiqinshoubawotuijingengshendeshenyuanli？
jizhekandaoyoudaxinwen，fenfenjianghuatongduizhunliangrenbiwen。
“ruan**，qingwenzheihaizizhendeshinindema？ningongranchugui，shifoukaolvguogujiadetaidu？”
“guxiansheng，ninshifouzhidaoninhaizidemuqinyijingjiehun？ninzheiyangzuokenenggouchengzhonghunzui！”
ruanshuhejiangguyuchuanhuzaishenhou，lengshengkanxiangduimiandejizhe。
“haiziqueshishiwode！danzheijianshi，gujinyanzaojiuzhiqing！”
“erqie，guyuchuanyeshigujiadexuemai，tahewodehaizishiqinheliangjiadexuemai！”
yishunjian，suoyoujingtouhehuatongqishuashuadiduizhunlewo。
“guxiansheng，ruan**shuodeshizhendema？ninzhendetongyifuyangzheigehaizi？”
yipangderuanshuheyigejingdejiwoshiyanse，xiangrangwochengrenxialai。
wozaixinzhonglengxiao，zhouranbagaoyinliang，
“zheijianshiwobingbuzhiqing，shitaqimanzaixian，womengujiajuebuhuifangguorenheduijiazubulideren。”
ruanshuhewenshengshunjianbianlelianse。
gangxiangshuoshenmejiubeiwodaduan。
“jirannineimexiangyaohaizi，neiwobiansongniyiqunhaizi。”
suiji，wonaqidianhuadajizhuli，
“wojiruanshuhezhunbeidedali，shishihousongjitale。”