jutong，shiluyangyishichedichenlunqianzuihoudeganzhi。xiangshibeiyiliangshikongdezhongxingkacheyingmianzhuangshang……e，bu，tajiushibeizhuangle。wushiniandeguangyin，zaitayanqianrutonglaojiudianyingjiaopianbanfeisudaodai，zuizhongdinggezaiyizhangfanhuangde、xiemanhongchadeshijuanshang。neishitarenshengdiyige，yeshizuizhimingdeyigezhuanzhedian——gaokaoshili。
“ruguo……ruguonengzhonglaiyici……”
heian，wubianwujideheian。bingleng，ciguzhuixindebingleng。taganjuezijixiangyipianyumao，zaimeiyoushijianhekongjiangainiandexuwuzhongpiaofu。wushinianderensheng，xiangyichurongzhangfaweideheibaimopian，zaitayishishenchuxunhuanfangying。liuliuwuweideshiye，jianxingjianyuandeqinqing，cuoguodejiyu，wufamibudeyihan……youqishineigeyanredexiatian，neigejuedingletahoubanshengmingyunzouxiangdekaochang。ruguodangshinengzaiduokaojifen，ruguodangshimeiyouneimejinzhang，ruguo……
huihenrutongfuguzhiqu，kenshizhetacancundeyishi。taxiangnahan，quefabuchurenheshengyin。taxiangzhengzha，queganjuebudaosizhidecunzai。siwang，yuanlaishirucidebinglenghegujima？
“jiancedaoqiangliezhinian……fuhe‘guihangzhe’xieyizuidibiaozhun……”
yigeshengyintuwudixiangqi，bingleng、kongdong，budairenheqinggansecai，fangfozhijieqiaojizaitadelinghunshenchu。
“shei？sheizaishuohua？”luyangdeyishijuliebodongqilai，shihuanjuema？binsiqiandehuanting？
“shengmingtizhengjijiangxiaosan，yishinengliangyisanzhong……jiancedaohexinsuqiu：nizhuanshijianjiedian，xiuzhenglishiguiji。”neigeshengyinjixuxiangqi，rutongzuijingmideyiqizaixuandushuju，“tigongyicixuanzejihui：huigui。daijiaweizhi，houguozifu。jieshou，huochediyinmie。”
huigui？huidaonali？daijiaweizhi？luyangdeyishirutongzhuazhulezuihouyigenjiumingdaocao。wushiniandehuihenhebuganzaicikedadaoledingfeng。tabuzaihushenmedaijia，tazhixiang……zhonglaiyici！napazhiyouyitian，tayeyaohuidaoneigegaibianyiqiedechalukou！
“wo……wojieshou！woxuanzehuigui！”tayongjinquanbudeyiniansihouzhe。
“xuanzequeren。‘qihang’chengxuqidong……zuobiaosuoding：gongyuan198xnian，xia，jiangcheng……nengliangzhuru……yishichuanshu……”
binglengdeshengyinzhujianmohu，yiguwufakangjudejudaliliangmengdijiangtaxianghoulache，fangfoyaojiangtadelinghunsilie。juliedexuanyunganxilai，bichehuoshunjiandechongjihaiyaomengliebaibei。taganjuezijibeisaijinleyigegaosuxuanzhuandetongdao，wuguangshisedeguangguailulijingxiangzaiyanqianfeisulveguo，zuizhongyanqianyihei，chedishiquleyishi。
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“……suoyi，zheidaotideguanjianzaiyulijieniudundierdinglvdeshiyongtiaojian……”
yigelvexianshaya，daizhenongzhongfenbihuiweidaodeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi，youxieshuxi，youyouxieyaoyuan。
toutongyulie，yanpichenzhongderutongguanleqian。luyangfeilidixiankaiyanpi，ciyandebaiguangrangtaxiayishidimiqileyanjing。shiyinglepianke，mohudejingxiangzhujianqingxi。
yingruyanliande，shibanbotuoluodebaiseqiangbi，shangmianhaicanliuzhe“haohaoxuexi，tiantianxiangshang”dehongsebiaoyu，zitishineizhongdaizhexianmingshidaiyinjidemeishuzi。qianfang，shiyigechuanzhedequeliangbaichenshandezhongniannanren，daizheheikuangyanjing，zhengzhanzaiyikuailvsedeheibanqian，yongfenbifenlishuxiezheshenme。heibanshangfang，xuanguazhemakesiheengesidehuaxiang，muguangshensuidizhushizhexiafang。
教室？
luyangmengdiyizheng，danaorutongbeizhongchuijizhong，wengwengzuoxiang。taxiayishidizhuandongbojing，huangusizhou。
diaidemuzhikezhuoyi，zhuomianbeikedaohuadegouhezongheng，chongmanlesuiyuedehenji。shenbianzuozheyigegenianqingerzhinendemiankong，nanshengdaduoshixiaopingtou，nvshengzeshuzhemahuabianhuoqierduanfa，chuanzhelanbaixiangjiandexiaofu，huozhedequeliang、kaqibudebianzhuang。kongqizhongmimanzheyangguangzhikaoxiajiushuben、hanshuihefenbihuihunhedeweidao。chuangwai，shijipailaojiudehongzhuanjiaoxuelou，louxiatingfangzheyipaipaierbadagangzixingche，chelingzaiweifengzhongouerfachuqingcuidedingdangsheng。yuanchu，caochangshangchuanlaimohudekouhaoshenghelanqiupaidadimiandeshengyin。
zheiyiqie……zenmehuirucishuxi？yourucide……buzhenshi？
zheibushitaneijianchongchizhexiaodushuiweidaodebingfang，gengbushineigebinglengheiandexuwukongjian。zheilishi……jiangchengzhongdianzhongxue，gaoer（san）bandejiaoshi！
yigehuangmiujuelundeniantourutongshandianbanpikailetahundundesixu。
“bu……bukeneng……”tanannanziyu，shengyingansedexiangshishazhizaimoca。
taditoukanxiangzijideshuangshou。neibushiyishuangshuyuwushisuinanrende、bumanlaojianhexiweishanghendeshou，ershiyishuanggujiefenming、pifulvexiancangbai、chongmanshaoniangandeshuangshou。tayongliqialeyixiazijidedatui，qingxidetongganchuanlai，rangtadaoxiyikouliangqi。
不是梦！这不是梦！
“luyangtongxue，niyoushenmewentima？”jiangtaishangdezhanglaoshitingxialejiangjie，tuiletuiyanjing，muguangruilidikanxiangta。
quanbantongxuedemuguang“shua”diyixiajizhongdaoleluyangshenshang，daizhehaoqi、yihuo，shenzhihaiyoujifenkanrenaodeyiwei。
luyangdexinzangfengkuangditiaodongqilai，jihuyaochongpoxiongtang。tanengganjuedaozijidelianjiazaifatang，huxiyebiandejicu。wushisuidelinghun，zaimianduizheiqunshiqibasuideshaonianshaonvhezheiweiyanlidelaoshishi，jingrangandaoleyisijiuweide……jinzhanghewucuo。
“mei……meishenme，zhanglaoshi，wo……wogangcaiyoudianzoushen。”luyangqiangpozijilengjingxialai，jinliangyongfuhezheigenianjideyuqihuidadao，shengyinquedaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
zhanglaoshizhoulezhoumei，sihuyouxiebuman，danyemeiyoushenjiu，zhishidiandiantou：“ng，jizhongjingshentingjiang，mashangjiuyaoqimokaoshile。”shuowan，bianzhuanguoshenjixuzaiheibanshangshuxiegongshi。
tongxuemendemuguangyesuizhiyikai，jiaoshilihuifulezhiqiandepingjing，zhishengxialaoshidejiangkeshenghefenbihuaguoheibandeshashasheng。
danluyangdeneixin，querutongxianqilejingtaohailang。
tazhende……huilaile？huidaole198xnian？huidaoletashiqisuideshihou？neigerangtahuihenleyishengdegaozhongshidai？
tazhandouzheshou，congzhuodulimochuyibenzhoubabadeshuxuekeben。fankaifeiye，shangmianyongzhinendebijixiezhelianggezi——luyang。shuyebianyuanyinweifanfufankanerjuanqi，sanfazhedandandeyoumoxiang。tajidezheibenkeben，shenzhijidemouyiyeshangzijiwuliaoshihuadexiaorentuya。
taniutoukanxiangchuangwai。yangguangzhenghao，touguolaojiudebolichuangsazaikezhuoshang，yingzhaochukongqizhongfeiwudexiweichenai。chuangwaineikejudadelaohuaishu，zhifanyemao，lvdefangfonengdichushuilai。tajide，qianshizheikeshuzaitalikaijiangchenghoubujiu，jiuyinweichengshiguihuabeikandiaole。
yiqiedexijie，douzaiwushengdiyinzhengzheneigebukesiyideshishi。
neichangchehuo，neigebinglengdeshengyin，neisuoweide“huigui”xuanze……jingrandoushizhende！
judadezhenjingrutonghaixiaobanyanmeileta，rangtayishijianyouxiexuanyun。taganjuezijidelinghunfangfoyuzheijunianqingdeshentigegeburu，jishuxiyoumosheng。wushiniandejiyichendianzainaohaishenchu，yuyanqianzheishengjiboboqueyoudaizhenonghoushidaiyinjidejingxiangxingchengleqiangliedechongtu。
mimang，kunhuo，nanyizhixin……zhongzhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，chongjizhetadeshenjing。
danjinsuiqihoude，shiyizhongnanyiyanyudekuangxi！yizhongjihuyaorangtafangshengdaxiaode、shierfudedekuangxi！
tahuilaile！tazhendehuilaile！huidaolezheigechongmanjiyuyutiaozhan，yechongmanletawushuyihandebashiniandai！gaokaoshili，renshenghuian，jiatingmaodun，cuoshizhiai……neixiezhemoletabanshengdemengyan，zaizheiyike，sihudouyoulezhongxinshuxiedekeneng！
“laotianye……bu，huoxushineigeshenmideshengyin……”luyangshenxiyikouqi，qiangxingyaxianeixinfantengdeqingxu，nulirangzijidebiaoqingkanqilaipingjing，“xiexieni……jilewozheicijihui。”
tajinjinzuanzhulequantou，zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin，dailaiqingweidecitonggan，querangtagengjiaqingxingdirenshidaoxianshi。
zheiyici，tajuebuhuizaizhongdaofuzhe！
tayaokaoshangzuihaodedaxue！tayaozhuazhuzheigehuangjinniandaidemeiyigejiyu！tayaorangneixieqiaobuqitaderenguamuxiangkan！tayaomibuduifumu、duineixieguanxintaderendekuiqian！tayaohuochuyigewanquanbuyiyangderensheng！
wushisuidelinghun，shiqisuideshenti，yiji……neigeshenmishengyinsuodaibiaodeweizhililiang（suirancikehaiweiwanquanxianxian）。luyangdeyanshenzhujiancongzuichudezhenjinghemimang，bianderuilierjianding。
tataiqitou，muguangsaoguoheibanshangneifuzadewuligongshi，saoguojiangtaishangtaotaobujuedezhanglaoshi，saoguozhouweiyizhangzhangnianqingdemiankong，zuihouluozaichuangwaineipianzhanlandetiankongshang。
shijie，zaitayanqianzhongxinzhankai。zheiyici，tajiangshizhibizhe，shuxieshuyuzijidechuanqi！
zhishi，zheiyiqiedaodishiruhefashengde？neigebinglengdeshengyinyoushishenme？suoweide“daijia”youhuishishenme？wushudeyiwenrutongchaoshuibanyongshangxintou，dantazhidao，xianzaibushishenjiuzheixiedeshihou。
dangwuzhiji，shijieshouxianshi，shiyinghuanjing，ranhou……kaishixingdong。
tatingzhileyaobei，naqibi，fankaibijiben，muguangzhuanzhudikanxiangheiban，fangfozhishiyigerenzhentingjiangdeputonggaozhongsheng。danzhiyoutazijizhidao，congzheiyikeqi，taderensheng，yijingshirulequanxindehangdao。erzheijianxiaoxiaodejiaoshi，jiangshitanitiangaimingdeqidian。