第一章
yuefuyuemuhaiyouxiaoyizichulechehuo，wodadianhuajifayilaopo。
zhizhidadaodibashitong，tacaijieqi：“jinyanguoshengri，wojiupeitaguogeshengrizenmele，ninengbunengbuyaoxiaoxinyanluanchifeicu？”
wogaosutabamahemeimeichulechehuo，rangtaganjinguolailiaolihoushi。
taquelengxiaozheshuo：“niquanjiarensilegenwoyoushenmeguanxi。”
tabujinbuchumianliaolihoushi，haiyifayideshenfen，weizhuangsitaquanjiarendebaiyueguangzaifatingshangzuoweizheng。
zhidaowotichuyaohetalihun，tanaoxiuchengnu：“guping，nijiabujiushisilejigerenma，jinyanyoubushiguyide。”
“kuangqieshinibamahemeimeibukanlu，caihuichushide。”
“nizheimeduoduobiren，haiyaohewolihun，wozhenshikancuonile......”
kanzhetanaoxiuchengnudebiaoqingwomingbaile。
yuanlaitayizhidoubuzhidao，zishizhizhongsidedoushitaquanjia。
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yuefuyuemuhexiaoyizibeizhengzhengqiqizhuangchushumizhiwai。
xiayimiaojiushihuoguangchongtian，chezibaozhadeshengyincichuanwodeermo。
wozhenggerenjiangzaileyuandi，liangqicuanrusizhibaihai，xujiucaifanyingguolai。
lianbaojingdeshouzhidouzaizhandouzhe。
lveweilengjinghouwoyouxunsujijiangnandaledianhua，danduifangshizhongmeiyoujieting。
zhidaowodadedibashitong，dianhuaneitoucaijietong。
danmeidengwokaikoushuohua，jiangnanbunaifandeshengyinjiuchuanlechulai。
“wobushihenishuoguojintianbiedaraowoma？zheishijinyanhuiguoguodediyigeshengri，wojiuxianghaohaopeizheta，ninengbunengbiezaizheishihoudaoluan？”
tingdaolinjinyandemingziwoxiayishizuanjinleshouzhi。
huitoukanxiangshenhoutangzaixuebozhongdeyuefuyijia，yuanbenxiangyaozhiwendehuatunhuileduzi。
woshengyinyouxiejiaojiyouyouxiezhandou。
“bamahemeimeichuchehuole，henyanzhong。xianzaiyaosongdaoyiyuanquqiangjiu，nikuaidianguolai，wobadizhifajini......”
houmiandehuawohaimeishuowan，jiangnanturanpuchiyixiao，youxiemanbujingxin。
“niquanjiarenchuchehuohewoyoushenmeguanxi？woyoubushitamennver，shisishihuoyelunbudaowoquzhaogu。”
“bieyinweizheidianshijiudaraowo。”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaicierdemangyin，wohuxiyizhi，diyicijuedejiangnanzheimemosheng。
ganlaidejingchajiandaowoshihunluopodemoyang，pailepaiwodejianbangrangwoxiangenzhejiuhuchequyiyuan。
kanzhebeitaishangdanjiadeyuefuyijia，wochuizhedeshouhaibuduanzhandou，xianruhoupazhong。
zaichehuofashengdeqianjifenzhong，yuefushuozijikouke，wojiuxiachequfujindebianlidianmaishui。
meixiangdaodenghuilaideshihoujiuqinyankandaoyuefuyijiabeizhuangfeishijimi，suoyourendoubeizhuangdemianmuquanfei。
wobuzhidaoshigaiqingxingzijiduoguoyijie，haishigaishangxinyuefuyijiachulezheiyangdeshi。
jiuzaiwohuiyichehuofashengdezhuangkuangshi，shoujiqueshoudaoleyitiaogaodasanwanyuandexiaofeijilu。
neishiwochanggoumailingdaideyijiadian，jiangnanquneilixiaofei，kendingbushiweiwomaide，pingritalianduoyudemuguangdoubuhuishishejiwo。
jintianzaoshang，weilejihuiguodelinjinyanguoshengri，tazaozaojiuzaijiahualejingzhidezhuang，chuanshanglecongqianshebudechuandequnzi。
jiusuanshicongqianhewoyuehui，tayemeiyouzheimezhongshiguo。
只是时常嘲讽我。
“doujiehunduoshaonianle，meitiankanjiannizheizhanglianjiuyijinggoufanle，huazhuangyeshilangfeishijian。”
jinjiezhe，youyitiaoxiaofeiduanxinfalai，zheicishiwohejiangnanjingchangqudeyijiacanting。
woshitanxingdizaicijitadaledianhua，danmeixiangdaojiangnanlianshoujiyeguanjile。
zhinengkandaotaganggengxinbujiudepengyouquan。
【peiaiderenguoshengri，liandangaodoubiandegengtianle。】
kanzhejiangnanweilinjinyanchidangaodeqinmijudong，fennushunjianbaoguozhuwodequanshen。
yezaizheishihou，shoushushidedengmiele。
yishengzouchulaideshihouchongzhewoyaoleyaotou，“jieai。”
yishijianwoxinchenrulegudi。
jinguanzuohaolexinlizhunbei，danzhongjiushishenghuozaiyiqiduoniandejiaren。
说不难过也是假的。
wozaicikanleyanshouji，tamendenverxianzaihaizaixunhuanzuole。
wolengxiaoleyisheng，zixunyinxingbajiangnandekajidongjie。