第一章主动的小雅
“wosihou，niyidingyaozhaoguhaoxiaoya，zuihaoquleta……”
zheishiwolaopolinzhongqiandezuihouyijuhua，yeshiweiyidezhufu。
xiaoyashilaopodeqinmeimei，
hexiaoyazaiyiqiderizi，rangwoyiwaifaxianlaopodesiyouxiqiao……
1.
“起床了！”
yidaoweiweidongtingdeshengyinjiangwocongshuimengzhongchaoxing。
wogangzhengkaiyan，jiukanjiantangzaiwoshenbiandeyuanlingyashenchuandiaodai，zhabazhabayanjingdekanzhewo。
zheiyishunjian，wofangfokanjianlewodeqizi。
“洁！”
wowufakongzhidejiangtabaojin，kaishisushuozhezijidexiangnian。
denghaoyihui，wocaicongqingxuzhongzouchulai，faxianhuaizhongdebingbushiqiziyuanlingjie，ganmangsongkai，zuoqishen，wuzhezijideetou。
“duibuqi，woganggang……”
xiaoyakanchulewodebeishang，yongshouqingqingzaiwobeishangpailepai。
“meiguanxideahao，wobujieyi。”
kanzhexiaoyaanweidexiaorong，wodesixuyixiahuidaolesantianqian。
qiziyinzhongbingqushi，woguizaimuqiankuleyizhengwan，
congneitianqi，womeitianbutingdepaowaimai，yinweiwozhidao，zhiyaotingxialai，wodenaozilijiuhuiwufakongzhidequxiangwoshenaideqizi。
我们才结婚三年啊！
wosanshi，taershiwu，mingminghaiyoudahaodenianhua……
womencengjingyiqiduiweilaichongmanlechongjing，keshiweishenmepianpianhuizheiyang！
“ahao，gaiqichuangjijieshaoxiangle。”
xiaoyadehuajiangwolahuilexianshi。
woqingqingtaiqishou，xiangyaohuida，quefaxiansangzifabuchushengyin，fangfobeishenmejiyezhule。
xiaoyakanzhewodemoyang，luchuledanyoudeshense，suihoushenchushouzaiwodelianjiashangqingqingcashi。
“haole，wojiekebuxiwangkanjiannikukutitideyangzi。”
wodiandiantoushuo：“zhidaole，nichuquba。”
“buxing！nixianzaizheiyangwohenbufangxin！bixukanzheniqichuang！”
xiaoyanachuleguanjiapodetaidu，
zicongqiziqushiyihou，xiaoyajiuzaizhangmuniangdeanpaixiazhuzaiwozheili，danxinwohuiyinweiqizideshiqing，zuochujiduandeshiqing。
“wobuhuiyoushide，nichuquba。”
woyouxiegangadeshuodao，zijixianzaishenshangsuirangaizhebeizi，danlimiangenbenmeichuana。
“meishi，bujiushichuankuzima，wolaibangni。”
xiaoyashuohuadeshihou，shuangshouyijingfangzailebeizishang。
woganmangzhuajinbeizi，jiangtatuixialechuang，“kuaidianchuqu！”
huoxushijianwohaoyixiele，xiaoyazheicaiguanmenlikai。
dengchuanhaoyifulaidaoketing，xiaoyayijingzhunbeihaolexiang。
“ahao，wojielinzhongqianyoumeiyouduinishuoshenme？”
xiaoyaturankanzhewowenleyiju。
wodunshiyouxiebuzhisuocuo。
yinweiqizilinzhongqiandequezhufuleyiju，rangwoyidingyaozhaoguhaoxiaoya，quleta……
“mei、meiyou，jiurangwoyidingyaohaohaohuozhe。”
woyebuzhidaowoxianzaibiaoqingshizenyang，danshiwozhidaowowufabazheijuhuashuochukou。
jiexialaideyiduanshijian，doushizairucishenghuoxiaduguo。
zheiyitian，zhangmunianglaikanwangwo，haijiwozuolebushaohaochide。
“xiaochena，majintianlaishixiangwennigeshi。”
wokanjianzhangmunianglianshangyouxieniuniedeyangzi，bianshuoleju“ma，niwenba。”
“nijuede……xiaoyazenmeyang？”
“xiaoya？tinghaodea，henguaiqiaoyehendongshi。”
zhangmuniangdiandiantou，“neirangtajiajini，zenmeyang？”
wotingdaozheijuhua，dangchanglengzhule！
“ma……nizheiwanxiaokekaidalea。”wohenshiganga，meixiangdaozhangmuniangheqiziyoutongyangdexiangfa。
“wokemeikaiwanxiao，nikana，nixianzaiyeshiyigerenle，xiaoyatayehenzaojiulilehun，zheiyangnimenliangyenengzuogeban，yihouyanglaoyemeiwenti。”
“ke……keshi，ma，xiaojieta……”
“woshitama，woxiangxintabuhuijieyide，erqieniyebunengzongzheiyangxiaochenxiaqu，bushima？buyaozaiyibierendeyanguang，shenghuoshizijide。”
zheixia，wochedishuobuchuhualaile，
xiaoyajinnianershiwusui，ciqianjieguoyicihun，danmeixiangdaoduifangshigezhanan，bujinqipianlexiaoyaganqing，shenzhihainazoulexiaoyaxinxinkukucundewuwankuaiqianqudu。
最后两人离了婚。
“xingle，zheijianshia，jiuzheimeshuodingle，xiaoyaneibian，wohuihaohaozhufutade。”
zhidaozhangmunianglikai，wodenaohaizhongyijiuhuixiangzheiganggangzhangmuniangsuoshuodehua。
rangwoquxiaoya……xinlishangjiuguobuqua。
suiranxiangbutong，dangongzuohaishiyaojixu，wochuanshangwaitaojiuchuqusongwaimaile。
dengwanshangzaihuilaideshihou，
“xiaoya！nizheishi！！”
wojingyadefaxian，xiaoyabujinzuohaolewanfan，haizhunbeileyigeshengridangao！
“shengrikuaile！ahao！”
xiaoyaxinxidenazheyigeliwuhezixiangwozoulai。
“jintian……shiwodeshengri？”
“duia！nikannimangde，lianzijishengridouwangle。”
xiaoyajinwanchuanzheyishenheisedelianyiqun，yizijian，pizhetoufa，shifenpiaoliang。
tazhudongdezoudaowoshenbian，bangwonaxiatoukuihewaitao，jiuxiangshiyigexianhuideqizi，yingjiezhangfuguilai。
chiwanlefan，xiaoyahaibangwodianshangshengrilazhu，suihoushuangshouheshibishangleyanjing。
“zhuwoahaoyihouderizidoupingan、kuaile……”
“e^e^，bushiwoshengrima？zenmenixuyuana！”
“heihei，nixudeyuanwufeijiushizhengdaqian，suqi！”
“nizheinizi！taodashibushi！”
womenlianggejiuzheiyangxiaozhe，naozhe，qijianhaizaixiaoyadejianyixia，helejipinghongjiu。
jianjiandi，yanqiankaishiyunxuan，
wozhidao，zheishiweixundeganjue，rangrenshifendeshushi。
dengwozaikankanzhouwei，xiaoyaquebujianle。
buyongshuo，zheiyatoukendingyouqucesuole。
“xiaoya！nidouqubahuile，xingbuxinga！”wokaishichaoxiaota，
咔嚓！
yidaokaimenshengyinqilewodezhuyi。
wozhuantoukanxiangwoshidefangmen，suihouyidaoqianyingzoulechulai。
“洁！！”
wofashicongmeiyouzheiyangdeganjue！
“阿豪……”
zheigechenghu，zhengshijieduiwodenicheng！
haiyouzheishenyifu，yeshijieyiqianzuixihuandeyitao！
“洁！！”
wozaiyerenbuzhule，chongshangqudahanyisheng，jiangjiejinjinbaozaihuaili。
“jie！nimeisi！！wojiushuonimeisi！！”
“nizhidaozheiyigeyuewoshizenmeguolaidema！wohaoxiangni……wo……”
wogengyanle，mingmingyouhenduohuaxiangyaoshuochukou，pianpianshuobuchulai。
jiewenroudebaozhewo，“wozhidao，wodouzhidao！nileile，womenquxiuxihaobuhao？”
neiyike，woyijingwangjileyiqie，
weiyixiangzuode，jiushixiangjiebiaodawodesinian。
qingchen，dangwozhengkaiyanjingdeshihou，
“阿豪！你醒啦？”
kanjianxiaoyajiuzaiwodeyanqian，haishitongyigebeizi！
wozhenggerenfangfobeidianjileyibanzuoleqilai。
kerangwogengjiabengkuide……
wohexiaoyadeyifusanluozaidishang，meiyijian！
womengdidehuiguotou，dengdaleshuangyan“xiaoya，zuowanwomen……”