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banshang，tadeyanquanhongle，
“baixuebingbushishenmebuzhizhizheng，zhiyaoyoupipeidegusuijiukeyijinxingzhiliao，derangnibamazhidaozheijianshi，tamenmeiyoujinihaojiyin，suoyizhibingdeqianlisuoyingdangrangtamenchu。”
shuowan，tayanshentingliuzaizijideyundushang，tamashangyouyaoleyaotou，
“budui，nibunengzhiliao。”
“nibamagenbenmeishenmeqian，zhibinghuibawomendejixudoutaokongde，nirangwozenmeban？nirangwoduzilidehaizizenmeban？nibunengneimezisi。”
tatanlekouqi：“zhangjin，wobingbuzantongnijieshoubaixuebingdezhiliao，yinweibaixuebingzhiyudejilvqishishifeichangmiaomangde，qiebushuoninengbunengdengdaopipeidegusuipeixing，jiusuandengdaole，yenanbaohuifufa，zaicizouxiangsiwang。”
wodeyanshenzhujianbiandebingleng。
“linchu，nizhibuzhidaonizijizaishuoshenme？”
“nijuedewodemingbuzhiqian，lianbingdoubuyinggaizhi？”
linchushuangshouchengzhecongchuangshangzuoqilai，jinjinningqimeimao：“wobushineigeyisi！danshiwoxianzaihuaiyunle，nibuyinggaiweileduyigemiaomangdeshengji，buguwohehaizideweilai。”
我苦笑一下，
“wohenizaiyiqizheimeduonian，niyaoshenmewodoubuzhayandimaijini。”
“xianzaiweilejiuwodeming，huadianqiannidoubuyuanyi？”
林初流下了眼泪。
wochongmanxijidikanzheta，woxiangtahuoxushihouhuigangcaijiwodelengmohuida，tayinggaihuigenwochengrencuowu，ranhoujinjindibaozhuwo，shuoyixieanweiwodehua。
danshitaliuxiade，shieyudeyanlei。
tashuo：“shengsiyouming，nidemingjiudaozheile，suiranhennanjieshou，danniyinggaiyaoxuezhemiandui。”
tabeitongyujue：“nishengbingjiusuanle，weishenmeyaolazhewohehaizixiashui？nimingzhidaowocongxiaojiushigeguer，womeiqian，woqiongpale，womeibanfajieshouyinweinierzaiquguopinqiongderizi。”
“nibugaiyinweinikebeideqiushengyu，zangsongwohehaizideweilai。”
我可悲的求生欲？
我对林初很失望。
womanxinmanyannianzheta，xiangzheta，ketani？
wodexingmingbuzhiyiti，womenshiniandeganqingyousuanzenmehuishi？
wolengshengxunwen：“nandaowobushinideqinrenma？”
linchuchedisikailetademianju，baoluletazisiyinandezhenmianmu，tamanyanfennudidengzhewo：“linchu，nibieneimezisi，qianbushiniyigerende，woyeyouquanlizhipei。”
taqingxujidongdizhanqilai，haoxiangrenlewohenjiu，
“youxiehuawozaojiuxianggennishuole，zicongjiehunyihou，niyijingpangdexiangyitouzhule，woshihuagennishuoleba，jiusuanni**lezhanzaiwomianqian，woduinidoumeiyouxingqu！”
“woliangennizuozaiyiqiwodouxianexin，wozaojiuxiangbaduzilidehaizidadiaole，wogenbenbuxiangshengxianidehaizi，wobuxianghoubanshengdouweizhenimenguo！”
“yaobushiyinweini，wozaojiujiajiyouqianrenle！”
taqidexiongtangjulieqifu，
“nibieneimeedu，qiuqiunifanshibiezhixiangzheziji。”
“fanzhengnixianzaiyijingdelebaixuebing，buruquzhizaochehuopianbao，zheiyangdehuawoxingxuhainengkaolvkaolv，zainisileyihoubuhuidadiaonidehaizi。”