第4章 怎么舍得放弃

ruolizhishiluguozhanguizu,toutouguolaikanfengqingqingyiyan,jieguokandaotachabuduoqulebantiaoming,shenshangshanghenbianbu,yigerentangzailenglengqingqingdexiuluodian,quewurenkanguan。

jingranxuyaotayigedalaoyuanluguode“wairen”weitashangyao。

fengqingqingchechuyisikuxiao,“tianzu,wohaihuidequma?bierenbuzhidao,ruolinihaibuzhidaoma?woxianzaizhishengxiayichenfengle,woyaoquzhaota。”

ruoliqiji,yibazhuazhufengqingqing,“nishaa!zijidechujingzijibuqingchuma?nigegefengxiulingzhishiqifendangniannixuanzeleyichenfeng,nihuiqugentadaogeqian,yiqiedouhuihaoqilaide。”

“回不去的。”

congtalikaitianzu,jiuzhudinghuibuqule。

ruoliqingchufengqingqingzaizhanguizudechujing。

ziranyeqingchutadejuepiqi,jiandingdeshiqingyidingyaozuodao,ziranxihuanderenyeyaoxihuandaodi,ketapianpianxihuanshang,yichenfengzheigelengxuewuqingdenanren,congchengqinzhiqian,tajiuzaiquan,chengqinzhihouyezaiquan,daoxianzaiyiranzaiquan,kejieguohaishifengqingqingyiyiguxing,tayoubunengweitaqugenyichenfengdayijia。

yinweitazhidao,neiyangzhihuirangfengqingqingdechujinggengjiazaogao。

taweiyinengzuode,jiushiyouzhetahunao,tuoxiazijidebaihuqiuweitapishang。

musongzhefengqingqinglikai,huishenduishanglemenglanyimanxiaoyideyanshen,ruoliyanshensuiwuqita,quewojinleshouzhongdeyugushan。

“menglan,biexiaodeneimedeyi,niyongsheideshenfenlaizaiyichenfengshenbian,bieyiweimeirenzhidao。”

ruolidehua,meiyourangmenglanchanshengyizhongjiaodanyoudeqingxu。

dui,tashiyiyichenfengjiumingenrendeshenfenlaizaitashenbian。

qishijiuyichenfengdelingyouqiren。

可是那又怎样!

“ruolishangxianhuigaosuyichenfengma?”

menglanyijiuxiaodedeyi,“sheidouzhidao,ruolishangxiantongtianzudinvqingmeizhuma,zainiangtailibiandinglewawaqin,kebanlushachuyigeyichenfeng,ruolishangxianzennengganxin,shibushi?erwoxianzaizhengzuozhebangzhushangxianyingdemeirenguideshiqing,shangxiangaiganxie,bushima。zaishuo,jibianmeiyouwo,dangnianjiulechenfengdenvren,xiangxintayebuhuifangrenfengqingqingkuaihuode,bijingyichenfengzheimeyouxiu,biniyouxiu!”

ruolizirenzijiduinvrenyixianghaopiqi,zheixienvrenzhongquebubaokuofengqingqing,yebubaokuomenglan。

fengqingqing,shizinvederangtapogong。

ermenglan,shiexindelingtashengyan。

ruoliyanshenqingmie,“wobuhuishuo,budaibiaoyichenfengyongyuandoubuzhidao,nihaohaoxiangyixiang,zenmemanyibeizi!haiyou,biexuezhefengqingqingdedaban,nizaizenmewangshenshangtiejin,daodiyeshigexiaren——”yubi,fuxiuliqu。

wangzheruolidebeiying,menglanzuijiaodexiaorongjiangying,henhenduojiao,niansuileyidiluohua,“fengqingqing,nishitianzudinvyouzenyang,woshigexiarenyouzenyang!dengzhe,niyongyoudeyiqie,wodouhuiqiangguolai——”

……

fengqingqingshizaishufangzhaodaoyichenfengde。

tazhengzuozaishuzhuoqian,nazhehuohongdecezi,tongguanjialaoqinduizhecezishangdepinli。

fengqingqingshangqian,yibacongyichenfengdeshouzhongqiangguocezi,sichengxilan,heiliangdeyanjingkanxiangyichenfeng,“dangnianchengqindeshihou,nidayingguowo,niwoyitianfuqi,jiubuhuinaqiede,nijueduibunengshiyan。”

yichenfengkanzhedishangbeishijiedecezi,biaoqinglengmo,erhoukanxiangfengqingqing,jiantashenshangpizheshuyuruolishangxiandebaihuqiu,mouguanganchen,youshenmeqingxujijianghuxiaoerchu,zhongshiyayilexialai,lenglengdao:“niyebaozhengguo,huihaohaojimenglankanbingde,keshi——niquexiangrangtasi,ruobushibenjunjishigandao,nishibushizhunbeishaleta?”

tadehuayuhenleng,sihuguozhebingzhaziyingmianerlai。