第4章
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dedaolezhouyanniandebaozheng,dangtianyeliwojiugenzhetahuilejia。
kediertianwanshangwobanyebeileishengjingxing,quemeiyoukanjianzhouyanniandeshenying。
tazuozaiketingdeshafashang,shoujideguangxianzhaozhetahuisebumingdelian。
tingjianwodejiaobusheng,zhouyannianlikejiangshoujishouleqilai。
“怎么醒了?”
wokanjianlezhouyanniandedongzuo,danbingweishenjiu。
tadeshenshangdaizhedandandeyancaowei。
zhouyannianhenshaochouyan,yinweiwoduiyanweigewaidemingan。
zhiyouzaixinqinghenfanzaodeshihou,caihuichoushangyigen。
danshihouyehuixizaoshukou。
“你抽烟了?”
zhouyannianhaimeilaidejihuiyingwodehua,men**jiuxiangleqilai。
是陈嫣。
taquanshendoushitoule,yizhangsumianchaotiandelianxianderucidechuchudongren。
chenyandeshengyingengyan,shenshouxiaoxinzhuaizhulezhouyanniandeyijiao。
“anian,nibuyaowolema?”
“wozhidaoniheruoruojiedeganqinghenhao,woconglaimeiyouxiangguoyaopohuainimendeguanxi。”
“wo...wozhishitaiainile,napashijiadeyehao,jiudangshirangwozuoleyichangmeng...”
“wobaozheng,zhiyaozheibuxijieshu,wozaiyebuhuilaidaraonimendeshenghuo,jiusuanzhishizheiyang,niyebuyuanyimanzuwoma...”
她说得可怜又卑微。
kezhouyannianzhishilengdandao:“yanyan,youshenmeshimingtiandaojuzuzaishuoba,zheimewanlenibuyinggaiyigerenlaizhaowode。”
kechenyanzhishihuluandeyaozhetou。
tamengdipujinlezhouyanniandehuaizhong,shengyinshaya。
“wobuxin,wobuxinzheiduanriziniduiwoyidianganjuedoumeiyou!”
“anian,aniannikankanwoa...”
zhouyannianmeiyoujujuetadeyongbao,queyemeiyoutaishou。
kewokanjianle,tachuizaishencedeshoujinwochengquan,xiangshizaijiliderennaizheshenme。
dengbudaozhouyanniandehuiying,chenyanzhongyuluomodesongkaileshou。
tadelianshang,daizhecandandexiaorong。
“ruguozheishinidexuanze,neiwomingbaile,shiwobuzilianglile,anian,zhunirihou,qianchengsijin。”
chenyanshuowanzheijuhuahou,zhuanshenbianlikaile。
tadeleishuiluozailezhouyannianzhejishenchuqudeshoubeishang。
zhouyannianwangqianzouleyibu,ranhoudunzaileyuandi。
taxiangshizhongyuhuixiangqilewodecunzai,kanxiangwodeyanshenlidaizhejiujie。
“aruo,shijianzheimewanle,waimianhaixiazheyu,yanyanyigenvshengshizaishitaiweixianle。”
“wosongtahuijiazhihoujiumashanghuilai。”
wozhanglezhangzui,xiangshuoshenme,kezhouyannianquegenbenmeiyoudengwodehuifu。
talikaidejiaobushizheiyangdecongmang,rucide,pobujidai。