第4章 为自己而活

chengmomoyankuangfare,yanleixiangkailezhadehongshui,penyongerchu。

tachunbanwengdong,shengyinyihenqing,zhuangsiziyu:“congtoudaowei,nijiumeixinrenguowoshima?napayidiandian。”

yachiyaozhexiachun,yijingjinchulexue,chengmomoganjuebudaorenhetengtong,bengaisijideneixinqiaoqiaodagu,zhiyao……

zhiyaozhaiyanshenghuida,youneimeyidiandian,jiusuanruci,jiusuanrangtafeiepuhuo,tayeyuanyi。

zhaiyanshengtiaomei,lianduokanchengmomoyiyandoujuedeexin。

yaoshimeiyouzheigenvren,xueeryebuhuichushi。

tadeshouyiranwochengquanzhuang,yinwudekanzhechengmomo,hunshenmeigexibaodousanfachulaisangezi:nibupei!

liangjiu,zhaiyanshengbochunqingqi,neiaomandesenlengdeshengyinfangfocongqiannianhanbingcenglishentouchulai:“nibuguoshigesharenfan。”

ni!bu!guo!shi!ge!sha!ren!fan!

duanduanbagezi,wanruguntangdeluotie,yixiayixiazhuoshanglechengmomodexin。

翟延晟从未信过她。

zhaiyanshengjuejuedezhuanshen,haobuliuqingdezouchulechengmomodeshixian。

dahanhaobuliuqingdetuozhechengmomoxiangwaizou,culidedimianhuashanglejiaonendejifu,xingxingdiandiandexuejicanliu,tagengzhebozikanxianglefumusuozaidefangjian。

那里房门紧闭。

waimianfashengzheimedadeshi,tamendoubucengchulaikanyiyan。

无人信她。

chengmomocikejiushiyizhixianruleqiulongdekunshou,tabeidaidaolecheli,suochengleyituan。

yanleixiangduanlexiandezhuziyiyang,zenmedouzhibuzhu。

tadaodihaishi,beitaqinshousheji,songjinlezheigediyu。

“呲。”

bansuizhecierdekaimensheng,shenhoumengranchuanlaiyigutuili,taliangqiangzhelangbeipudaozaidi。

jifukepeng,dailaijuliedeteng,quedibuguoxindidebeiliang。

xinrusihui,yemoguoyucile。

chengmomofengranyixiao,xiayike,tadetoufamodibeihenhenjiuqi,toupisichejian,tongchexinfei。

tarenbuzhuqingsi,zhouranfangdadenvrenlianjiangtashangxiadaliang,fachulebuxiedechisheng,“wohaiyiweishigeshenmedarenwu,kanqilaiyebuzenmeyang。”

taxiangrenglajibanpailepaishou,fangliqitajigenvren,cuyongzheyongguolai,jugaolinxiadefuhe,“dui,haishiliujieyouqizhi。”

wenyan,ganghuanguoyikouqidechengmomozhichengzhezhanleqilai,mouguangweiliang,zhendingkaikou,“zheiliyinggaibuyunxudayaxinrenba。”

huasuizheiban,taxinliquechendemeiyoudingdiandi。

guoran,liujiefeidanbuju,faneryijiaotixiangtaxigai,eyijihuyaoqingxieerchu。

judadelidaoxia,tayixiaziguidaozaidi,jibeishangduolenanyandezhongliang。

liujieyongliwangxianianya,kanzhetaganjingdeyifushangduolehuisedejiaoyin,“jinlezheili,juranhaigenwojiangguiju?shuoshihua,nizaizheiershenzhiburuchushengyoudiwei。”

sihushibeineiyijuhuayuyue,taxiangcaiyitiaogouyiyang,jinqingwuru。

fujiaqianjin,haiyiweiduoao,he,buguoruci。

gezhongtengtongqinxi,chengmomojinbengzheshenjing,kezhizhutuokouerchudetonghusheng,haowujupadedenglehuiqu,“buguanzainali,douyouguiju,woyaoquzhaoguanliyuan。”

tadehuabuzhidaonalichupengdaoletamendexiaodian,liujiejihuxiaodeshangqibujiexiaqi。