第六章 独自承受

sannianle,tayiweitayijingmamule,mamuleneigenanrenkanzhetashihouzengedeyanguang,mamulecongtabochunzhongtuchudexiurudehuayu,yemamulebierenzaibeihouduitadezhizhidiandian,gezhongfengci。

zhende,tazhendeyiweizijiyijingmamudekeyihulvezheixie。yinweitahainenggoudaizaitadeshenbian,zhei,bianshitadexingfua。

keshi……yanxiaoanhuanhuandeshenchushou,molemozijidexinkou,zuijiaoluchuyisikusedexiao……zheilihuitongni,zheiliyehuigandaoxiuchinankanni,zheilia,yuanlaihainenggouganjuedaoxinuailekutongbei。

shoujituwudixiangqi,yanxiaoankanleyiyanlaidianxianshi,meiyouyouyu,zhijieanxialejietongjian……taduiluyunzhan,conglaijiubuhuiyouyu,jiuxiangfeiepuhuo,busibuxiu。

dianhualichuanlainanrendichendeshengyin:“qunalile?”

“weishengjian,duziyouxiebu……”shufu……dangran,zheishijiekou。

duimiandenanren,kaikouzhijiejieduanleyanxiaoandehua,zhibenzhutidiwendao:“wojiaodainibandeshiqingbanhaolema?jianlanxuandeliwuyijingsongguoqulema?”

yanxiaoanxinkouyoushiyiteng……zheigenanrena,lianjitashuojuwanzhengdejiekoudejihuidoubujia。

shia,zheishiluyunzhan,kantadeyanshencuizhedudeluyunzhan。

tahentadoulaibuji……jiuxiangsannianqianzaidixiatingchechang,tashuodeneijuhuayiyang:yanxiaoan,niaiwo,guanwopishi。

shi,tawanwanquanquandezuodaole。zheisannianlai,wuluntazenmenuli,tayongshijixingdonggaosuta:yanxiaoan,niaiwo,yuwowuguan。

“shi,wozhidaole。”yanxiaoanqiangpozijiyizuikuaidesudu,shoushituodangzijidexinqing,dianhuazhong,tadeshengyinchenwenlaolian,meiyouduoyuderenheyisisirenqingganjiazaqizhong,gongshigongbandiduiluyunzhanhuiyingdao:“luzong,wozheijiuquweianlan**tiaoxuanheshideliwu,bingbaozhengzaixiawusandianqian,qinzisongdaoanlan**deshouzhong。”

dianhuaneitou,luyunzhanpoweinaohuoyanxiaoangongshigongbandetaidu。qinudeguaduandianhua。

weishengjianzhong,yanxiaoandedianhua,haijuzaierbian,dianhuali,queyijingzhishengxia“dududu——”deyizhenmangyin。

duimianxishoutaidejingzili,youyidaoshouruodeshenying,zhengjuzhedianhua,wangzhejingzizhongdeziji,leishui,shiruletazhengzhanglian……dianhualineigelengjingzichi,laolianliandadeyanxiaoan,jiushizheimejuzheshouji,liuzheyanlei,yongzhebujiazayisigerenqinggandeshengyin,gongshigongbandeyingdazheluyunzhandemingling。

shijianfangfojingzhi,menwaixiangqiqiaomensheng:“kaimena,shangcesuozenmebaweishengjiandemenfansuole,zheiyangzibierenhaizenmeshanga。”

yanxiaoanshouqishouji,zhanzaixishoutaiqian,zhaixialaoshidebiankuangyanjing,ningkaishuilongtou,juleyibashuixilian,taiqitoudeshihou,caganlelianshangdeyeti,zhongxindaishangleyanjing,yiqiedouyoutiaobuwen。zhuanshenzoudaomenbian,pingjingdidakaicesuomen。

“yan,yanmishu……”wangxiaoxiaoeranlexia,meiyouxiangdaomendakai,huishiyanxiaoan……yanxiaoanshibushiyoudianerbuduijinga?

“ng。”yanxiaoanshensedanmo,yifujurenyuqianlizhiwaideyangzi,pingjingdizoulechuqu。

“qie,zhuangshenmegaolenga。”yuwangxiaoxiaoyiqilaishangcesuodezhulilenghengyisheng:“**zhuangdegenshenmeside。”

wangxiaoxiaocuzhemei:“zhuli,nijiushaoshuoliangju,kouxialiudeba。”