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“meiyoushei，mama，wozhishijuede，zhiyouzaimeiyourenrenshiwodedifang，haohaochiyichikutou，cainengrangworenshidao，zijidaodiyinggaizenmezuonindenver。
ma，zheimeduonian，woheninzongshimeiyouneimeqinjin，wobuzhidao，worangnishangxinguoduoshaoci，wozongshijuedeninzaishufuwo，keshishijishang，woxianzai，chidechuandeyongde，nayiyangbushininjide？
wobunengyibianxiangshouzhenggemengjiadezhuli，quehaifanqidaoerxingzhi，ma，woyizhimeiyougaosuni，jiuzaiqianyiduanshijian，woyudaolesongyan，women，womenlianggehaihehaole。
yikaishi，woshibugangaosuni，yinweininyizhidoubuxihuanta，keshixianzai，woyidingyaogaosunin，yinwei，woyijingbuzaishiyiqiandemengqinle。wobuhuizaihesongyanyourenheguage，keshiwo，woyebunengxinanlidedijieshoumengjiazheimeduoniandehaochu。
ma，ninengmingbaiwoma？”
dianhuaneibianshizhangjiudeanjing，ranhou，tingtonglichuanlaiyizhenmangyin。
womanmandidunzaidishang，tengdelianseshabai。
danshi，henkuai，shouji**youzaiyicixiangqi，wolianmangjieting，dianhuaneitouchuanlailewomadeshengyin。
tashuo，“qinqin，nixiangzuoshenme，jiuquzuoba。”
wobitouyisuan，yanleizaiyerenbuzhu。
songyanxiuruwodeshihouwomeiku，wozhongyudezhizijizhishimougerendejiaoseshedingdeshihouwomeiku，keshizaitingdaowomadeshengyindeshihou，wokudezenmeyetingbuxialai。
henkuai，wojiuxiangyiyuantijiaolecizhibaogao，ranhou，qusongyandedanweizhaota。
tazhengzaidaizheduiyuanxunlian，leidemantoudahan。
jiandaowo，tashouchakoudai，manyouyoudizouguolai，shenzhiduiwochuileyigekoushao。
“wohaiyiweiniyaozaizhuangyizhenzi，zenme，zhuangbuxiaqule？”
womeishuohua，zhishikaojinta，nachulewojitazhunbeihaodeshui。
“专门给你带的。”
“neijiujinigemianzi。”
songyanbuyiyouta，yikouqihelegeganjing。
“zouba，daiwoqunidedifangzuozuo。”
songyanbuzhidaoxiangdaoshenme，xialiudimolemozijidexiaba，erhougenzijideduiyuandalegezhaohu，gouzhewodejianbangwangqianzou。
gangjinsushe，wozhuanshenfansuohaofangmen。
“shuoba，womenshenmeshihoujiehun？”
songyanzhijiezuozaichuangshang，chakaileshuangtui。
woxiaolexiao，“nijiumeijuedeniyoushenmebushufudedifangma？”
songyanlengleyixia，jiezhe，tahuanglehuangzijidenaodai：“nijiwoxiayaole？”
“是啊。”
wohaobuyouyudichengren，bashoushenjinkoudaili，nachuleneibabansuiwohenduoniandeshoushudao，daofengshanzhehanguang。
“nifenglexuqin，nixiangyaoshawo？”
woyibubukaojinta，“songyan，nizhidaoma？wodangchunaqizheibashoushudao，shiweilezhengjiuniyushuihuo，xianzai，wonaqizheibadao，shiyaogeduanwohenidelianxi。wobuhuizuosongyandeqizi，wozhihuizuowoziji。”
songyandelianshangzhongyuxianluchujingkongzhise，taxiangyaotaoli，danshiwojitaxiadeyaozugoufenliang，tagangzhanqilai，youzhongzhongdidiedaolechuangshang。
wohaobuyouyushangqian，qiazhuletadebozi，zhaozhunweizhi--shoushudaohuakailesongyandejifu，xianxuehuanhuanliuchu，yucitongshi，woshenshangchuanlailecongweiyouguodetongyi，danshiwojingranqijibandirennailexialai。
yidao，liangdao，sandao......
我的眼前一片血红。
zhongyu，zuihouyidao，wochedishiquleyishi。
dangwozaicixinglai，yijingshizaiyiyuandebingfangli。
wogehewobamashouzaichuangbian，jianwoxinglai，fenfencongyizizhanqilai。
“qinqin，nixianzaizenmeyang？”
“yaobuyaojiaoyishenglai？”
woyaoyaotou，“woshuileduojiu？”
“整整一个月。”
jingranzheimejiu--zheijiushiduiwodechengfama？
“宋焰呢？”
“tahaizaibingchuangshangtangzhe，shuoshiqisuni，buguonifangxin，zheijianshiqing，bamahuijinichulihaode，womenzhaozuihaodelvshi，niyongbuzhedanxin。”
“没事的，妈。”
woxiaolexiao，zhengzhazhecongchuangshangzuoqilai，“woyijingzhangdale，zheijianshiwozijihuiquchulide。songyanzainageyiyuan，woxiangqukankanta。”
zaichuangshangtangleyigeyue，gutoudoujiangle。
wobeiwogechanfuzhequzhaolesongyan。
tagangxinglaimeijitian，hunshenxuruo，danshihaozainengshuohua。
jianlewo，tahenbudecongchuangshangqilainongsiwo，keshishijishang，zhinengyinuzhixia，nuleyixia。
“xuqin，nibushixiangnongsiwoma？kexiwomingying，haishihuoxialaile，zenmeshuoni，kenengzheijiushizhujiaoguanghuanba！”
“**。”
worenbuzhuchixiaoleyisheng。
songyanhaizhenbushiyibandeyuchun，wohuaiyizuozhexietadeshihou，genbenmeijitaanguonaozi。
“你说什么？”
“niyoumeiyouxiangguo，ruguowozhendexiangrangnisidehua，nizaojiucongzheigeshijiexiaoshile？”
“你什么意思？”
“tingbudong？”woqidingshenxiandizuozaileyizishang，xiaozhegentajieshi，“nibushiyangyanyidingyaorangwozuolaozuodaosima？danshiniyinggaihaimeilaidejizuoshangqingjiandingba？
suiranwotongleniershiduodao，danshi，meiyidao，wodoubikailezhongyaoqiguan，suiranxianzaihaishengbantiaoming，danshinidingduoyejiusuangeqingshang。
shalenizheizhonglanren，wohaixianzanglewodeshouni，zheiyici，jiudangshiwojinidejiaoxun，yihou，niyaoshizaiganchuxianzaiwodemianqian，wobaozheng，huirangnizheicihaiyaotongku。songyan，biewangle，wokeshimengjiadenver，wojuebuhuizuopeibendemaimai。”
“ni！woyidingyaonongsini--”
“xinga，youbenshinijiulai，duile，zaizheizhiqian，woyaotixingniyiju，youbenshinijiunongsiwo，zhiyaoninengchengshoudechuweibeishedingdetongku。”
wozhanqishenlai，zaisongyanderumashengzhong，touyebuhuidilikailetadeshixian。
zaizouchubingfangdeneiyichanei，wosihuganjuedao，youshenmewuxingdeshengsuofenfenduankai，wozaiyemeiyouganshoudaozhiqianweinisongyanyisideshihoudetengtonggan。
“yuanlai，wozhendekeyichedibaituosheding，yongyouzijidemingyun。”
wotingxialai，taiqishoukanzhezijidezhangxin，neishangmianshimimimamadewenlu。
zheishiwozijizouchulaidelu。
zaineizhihou，wozaiyemeiyoukanguosongyan。
taqisuwozhihou，woanzhaoyaoqiuzuolepeikuan，tingshuotanaleqianqumailefangzichezi，youyinweizaixiaofangduitiaoshier，jiuyuandeshihouyiyiguxingchadianniangchengdahuo，beichedikaichu--zheidaoshimeishenmelingrenjingyade。
bijinggenjusheding，zhiyouwozaifeitabukedeshihou，tacaihuiyongyouzhujiaoguanghuan。
erwobuaitadeshihou，tashenmedoubushi。
zaichulihaohesongyanyouguandeyiqiehou，wolazhexinglixiang，dengshanglequwangfeizhoudefeiji。
wozaifeizhoudailesinian，meiyitiandouzaijingliyixiecongqianconglaimeiyoujingliguodeshiqing，suiranhenxinku，danshiqueyejuedezhide，meiyishunjian，wodoujuedezijizaichengzhang。
sinianzhihou，woyijiulazhexiaoxiaodexinglixianghuiguo。
neishihoubamadeshentibushihenhao，woyibiangongzuoyibianpeizhetamen。zaizheiduanshijianli，wokanzhewogehexinaidenvhaiziburulehunyindiantang，kanzhefumuzhujianzhangchubaifa。
qijianfumuyexiangjiwojieshaonanpengyou，shenzhihaiwenwoshibushiyinweisongyandeshiqingchanshengleyinying，wozhishiyaoyaotou，wozhishibuxiangyinweiyigeren，jiugaibianwoderenshengguiji。
buguanzheigerenshishei，doubuzhide。
bamaxiangjiqushihou，wohegegesaozigaobie，qulexz，zuoleyimingyisheng，wowushucirangandandeshuangyanzhongxinshengchuduishenghuodexiwang，yewushucikanzheshengmingcongwozhangxinliushi。
henduohenduonianguohou，wozhanzaixueshanzhishang，kanzhesuifengfanfeidejingfan，shuangshouheshi：sanshinianqiandexuqin，xiexieni，youyongqixuanzeshuyuzijidelu。