第一章 我去火葬场

wojiaolinsan,ershisui,suanmingdeshuowoshigushazhiti。

baitianzhushibushun,wanshangchunfengdeyi。

zhudingleganyixie“yinhuo”!

weiletaoshenghuo,wochengweileyimingchuzucheyebansiji。

zuowomenzheiyixing,gandeshiyejianshengyi,zuipaniuguisheshen,youhenduoguiju,bixuzunshou。

zuiweizhongyaodesuchengweisanbuda!

老人,小孩,妇人。

zheixinghuoduohuoshaohuiyudaoyidianxiqiguguaideshiqing,anzhaolaoyibeideshuofa,zheisanlei……xiemener。

yuanbenandaolishuo,zhiyaoguiguijuju,kaiyecheyebingmeiyoushenmewenti,zhidaoyouyitian……

这天是阴历十五。

鬼门大开。

俗称鬼节。

jieshaoworuxingdelaoshifucengjingqiandingningwanzhufuguo,ganzheiyixing,zuijihuizheixiejieri,youqishiguijie,zhengchanglaishuo,zheiyitianyebanchuzusijidouhuibikaiwuyeshierdiandeshijian。

nengbuchuche,jiujueduibuchuche。

danshi,zheiyitianwodeshengyichuqidehao。

午夜十一点五十。

yigekerenshangche,lutubuyuan,mudedishiyigexiangcunxiaodao,shifenpianpi,tayezhidaojintianshiguijie,shengpawobuzuotadeshengyi,zhijiejichuleliangbaiyuandegaojia。

kandaoneiliangzhanghongyanyandechaopiao,woxindongle。

yaoshipingshi,zhuanzheiliangbaikuai,wodagaiyaopaoyiwanshang。

yushiwoxuanzetingerzouxian。

没办法,生活所迫。

daodamudedideshihou,zhenghaoshierdianzheng。

fanchengtuzhongzailubiankandaoyigefurenlanche,anzhaoguiju,wobenlaijiuyijingpoleguiju,zheiyidanshiwulunruheyebunengjiede,genghekuang,zheihaishiyigefuren。

danshichuyutongqing,dabanyedezairenyanhanjiandedifang,yigerenbingbuanquan,suoyiwodazhedanzi,kailechemen。

yuanbenwoyiweizheizhishiyigewuxinzhiju,sheinengxiang,wodeyisheng,huiyincigaibian!

午夜十二点。

yekonghunchen,xingguangandan。

zuozaihouzuodezheinvrenzhangxianghenhao,fusehenbai,jueduishigerenjianjipinleixing。

yushixiayishide,wojiuduokanlejiyan。

tachuanzhebaiqunzi,shencaihenhao,fengmanyouzhi,pengzheyigeheibaidefangxingxiangkuang,shouwanchuyouyigeteshudeyinji,liansecanbai,zaiqiheideyesebaideyouxiefanguang。

“kerenquna?”touguohoushijing,wozaixinlizuozhedianping。

“东山西路。”

houzuodenvrenyuqilengmo,tingbuchubandianqinggan。

woxintouyitiao:“huozangchang?”

suiranwoshichulemingdedanzida,danshitingdaodongshanxilu,yebuyoudexintouyizhan。

neilishichulemingdeyinsen、zuodongmianxi,yougesuanmingdelaoxiazishuoguo,zheidifangjiushigetianrandefenchang,yinqisensen,bushihehuorenjiuju。

erdongshanxilu,yequeshishihaibinshizhumingdeluanzanggang,zaluandeduidie,buzhidaoneigeshidaisuidiyanmaidewuminggu,erzuiweixiemendedifangzaiyu,luanzanggangdezhongyang,zhongfengongweidezhongyang,juranjianzheyigehuozangchang。

zheigedianqudongshanxilu,zongbukenengshiqujibaiba?

“ng。”nvrendianlediantou,baozhexiangkuang,muguangyouli。

zheitiaoxiaodaojulidongshanxilubuyuan,zhiyoushilaifenzhongdelucheng,danshibuzhidaoweishenme,jintiankaizheche,yesehunchendeguiyi,haoxiangsuishikeyicongheianzhongzuanchushenmedongxiyiyang,yebuzhidaoshibushixinjideyuanyin,wodehuabiandehenduo。

wobutingtongguohoushijingguanchazhenvren,buguohaozai,tazuozaineiliyidongbudong,rutongyigemudiaoyiyang,shifenanjing,meiyouneixielaoshifutanxiaolideturanxiaoshibujian,yizhuantoujiubianchenglezhengningnvguidejingxiang。

“shijialidelaorenguitianleba?buguozheidabanyede,haihaoniyudaolewo。”

“yaoshiqitadesiji,gujitingdoubuhuiting,shuoqilai,zheigeshihoufashengzheiyangdeshiqing,dequeyoudiannanban。”

suizhechezixingshi,woyejianjiandakailehuaxiazi。

nvrenyiranhenchenmo,tingdaowodehua,zuijiaoweiweicheleyixia,luchuyigesikusixiaodeguguaibiaoqing。

dangchezididangdongshanxiludeshihou,yijingshilingchenyidian。

zhenggeyekong,siyibandejijing,sizhoudefenbao,shanzhejidianguihuo,rangrenganjueshendehuang。

“师傅,谢谢。”

nvrenpengzhexiangkuang,zhenggerenzangzaiheianzhong,diguolailiangzhangbaiyuandachao。

kandaozheimedafenedechaopiao,wogangcaidekongjuyixiazijiuyanxiaoyunsan,haoxiangfendiyebiandeminglangleqilai,nazheqianqingqingyixiu,jingranhaijiazazheyiguqiguaidexiangwei。

jiuzaiwoxingchongchongdebaqianchuaijinkoudai,zaiduzhuantoudeshihou,neigeguguaidenvrenyijingxiaoshibujianle。

“ai,shouban,xiangbudaozheimedabanye,hainengyouzheiyangdeshouhuo!”woxinzhonghaiyouxiexiaoqueyue。

yilaiyihui,rushousibai,xiangdangyupingshihaojitiandeshouru!

ranerzhengzaiwodaochezhunbeilikaihuozangchangdeshihou,yuanchu,lingchedeshengyin,wulawuladexiangzhe,yuanyuankandaoliangdaociyandedengguang,zhizhizhaozhezheili,yilianglingchefeisidexiangzhehuozangchangdamenchongleguolai。

“zheimewanle,juranhaiyourensongguolaihuohua?”woyouxiehaoqi。

raner,jiuzailingcheyuwodechezicajianerguodeshihou,yiwaifashengle,pengdeyisheng,buzhidaoshiluntaiguadaoleshitouhaishizenmehuishi,zhenggelingchejuliededianboleyixia,suihou,jinbidehoumen,kuangdeyishengzakaileyigedakouzi,touguolimianzhaochulaideguangxian,wohuangyankanleyixia,dunshi,hunshenbiandejiangying,lenghanyixiazijiangzhengzhanghoubeidoudashi。

lingchededanjiashang,baibutuoluo,luchusizhedelian。

neishiyizhangcangbaidehaowuxuesedelian,jingzhiqimei,hegangcaiwodadenvren,jingranyimoyiyang!

最为可怕的是——

liangdaoyuanguangdengzhaozaicanbaidehuozangchangdamenkou,menkouweizhi,yigebaiyinvren,pengzheheibaixiangkuang,mianshangdaizhesikusixiaodeguguaibiaoqing,zhenggerendanderutongyicengwuqiyiyang,erneiheibaixiangkuangshangdetouxiang,heranjiushitaziji!

taqingqingdichaowojuqishou,wonenggouqingxidekandaotashouwanchu,youyigehuoyanyiyangdeyinji。

就好像是纹身。

tadezuichunweiweidongzhe,jiufangfoshizaishuoshenme,wolenglengdekanzheyanqianzheiyiqie,wozaineiyishunjian,jurankandongletashuodehua。

“shoulewodeqian,jiudetiwochangming!”

我浑身冷汗直冒。

ganjuezhenggeshijie,beiyicengwuxingdeliliangjiyaleyiyang,yongbuchubandianliqi,xintiaoderutongyaotiaochusangziyanyiyang,erduolixintiaodeshengyin,jiurutongzaileiguyiyang!

buzhidaoguoquduojiu,lingchefeichiguoqu,wocaimengdeguaijiaoyisheng,fengkuangcaizheyoumen,zaiyegubuderenhejiaotongguize,feikuaikaihuilechuzuwu,dabeimengguotou,xiangyaoshuiyijue,wangjizheilifashengdeguiyiyiqie。

raner,jiuzaiwoganggangshuizhe,neinvrendeshengyinjiurutongshimengyanyiyang,zaicicongwodenaodailimianhuidang。

“shoulewodeqian,nijiudetiwochangming!”